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84: trauma story
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For the Alpha 85: Intimate moments
The moment his hand went down to hold my waist, I knew it was not going to end as a kiss. My lips lingered longer than they should have. The feeling that was between my thighs or something that I remembered so well. I had completely forgotten how he made me feel and in the past two years I had not had proper sex, I was relying on touching myself to gain pleasure.When we pulled away from each other, we were breathing heavily, "do you want us to go up and continue or should we stay out here?" I asked."I have a feeling if we leave this place you will change your mind and right now I just want to fuck you and nothing more," He responded.He kissed me before I could even say anything and I nodded against his lips, sucking on his lower lip even harder wrapping my arms around his neck.We stood to our feet and he cupped my ass before lifting me, causing me to wrap my legs around his waist. Ryan leaned his back against a tree trunk, he kissed me passionately, moving his lips to my neck a
For the Alpha 86: Let's leave lost Cleveland
The next day I woke up very early even before the sun had risen. I tried to find my clothes around and saw that Ryan had folded them in a corner for me.Last night had been very epic for me because we had sex in the lake, and it wasn't just one round, we went multiple times.I watch him stir in bed there was no doubt that I still had feelings for this man but that Nadeline was gone. I was a new person now and I didn't have time for romance in my new life. At least so I thought.I made my way through the forest trying to find a path that would lead me home. I used to mark the trees because I noticed that there was a pattern in this forest where all the trees that looked alike were arranged in a linear pattern and so that was what I followed until I saw a tree that I was familiar with I began to take that route.I soon arrived at a point where I knew where I was headed and that was when I heard Alex's voice yelling for me in the distance."Over here," I called back at him. I followed t
For the Alpha 87: Agreement and invites
By the time I was ready to talk to Alex I couldn't find him anywhere. I decided to get some rest because I could not stop thinking about Ryan and my encounter with him.I was almost certain that he was doing fine but it itches me to go back and check on him especially after I witnessed what his nightmares did to him. How could the pack have turned theor back on him everything was just so complicated, I felt responsible for his predicament.There was no time to rest because I had to attend to the children at the school so I jerked to my feet, had my shower and went to join them in the school.*The school was way stressful than I had envisioned it would be. I was expecting it to drain me in the first place but I didn't think it would be this hard. Alex and I were sitting outside the classrooms as parents came to pick the children up, extending their greetings multiple times.Alex passed me a bottle of water, "thank you." I nodded at him and gulped the entire thing down.That was really
For the Alpha 88 : Clashing guests
Bethany and Alex were staring at me like I had committed a sin. I try to find an excuse to make up. I stood to my feet, "come on," I rolled my eyes, "you are the alpha everybody is going to meet you we are both like the leading heads of this pack, if we both leave for some business trip, what do you think anyone is going to say ? we need a leader so I can't leave and you will leave at the same time." I was speaking so fast I had to pause to pause to gasp for breath. "Don't worry if you really want to take a vacation as a family, I will plan it properly."Alex was looking into my idea and seeing things from my point of view until Bethany cut in with her loose mouth, "don't worry I will take care of the pack, I'm strong enough to do that," she shrugged," besides I just returned and you guys have had all the work on your shoulders, it's only right that I do it.""No you think you might be able to manage a pack but there are a lot of things that have changed around here now especially wit
For the Alpha 89: Alone
"You didn't tell me that your mate would be showing up." Ryan did not seem pleased to see Alex." YouNeed to stop referring to him as my mate, his name is Alex." I turned to look at Alex but before I could say anything, he beat me to it "Is this why you didn't want me to come?""It's not like that I already invited Ryan and then you decided you wanted to come, and I didn't think that both of you would want to travel together."Well I will be on my way. I don't see any need for me to be your companion. Have a great day." Ryan turned to leave. It was going to ruin everything that I had planned because I was thinking it was time to make up for what I had done in the past."I wasn't going to be traveling with you anyways." I yelled At Alex,"Are you kidding? What goes with on inside of your head?" I retorted."Excuse me!" Elena suddenly interrupted us, "you guys are forgetting that this is my trip and not some vacation."The look of disappointment on Alex's face. It was enough to make
For the Alpha 90: Settled
Stacey povI walked past the flyers that we had seen angling for the last few months now."come on Gavin You can't keep doing this, mom."Handling my son was harder than anything I'd done in a while and we were working our asses off until I became a home mon, just so that I could take care of him.I wondered why they were bringing the case back to life. It had been since two years now that they talked about the missing girl.Gavin was crying in my hand. So I had to lift him and pick up the flyer. "Oh my God." My eyes went wide in amusement when I saw what was written on the flyer,I squeezed the flyer into my bag and hurriedly headed home.Casper had a lot of clients waiting for him to help them with their furniture. He was a multitasker, to be honest. He was a Carpenter and he still worked as a barman. Sometimes he helped people with music, and then he was a trainer at a gym nearby, he was making enough money to tend to our basic needs, but it was not enough and I felt guilty just be
For the Alpha 91: Stacey
Ryan and I decided to go to the bathroom so fresh in ourselves up."Oh my goodness. You have no idea how much I have missed a bath tub." I said, stepping into the tub after I took my clothes off. I tried my best not to wince at the pain that was still on my shoulder. Ryan was quiet, but that was OK. "Well, are you going to come in with me or what? " I asked him I let my hair down, my hair had grown way longer than it used to be, grown down boat now and feeling like so much work. The water activated my cuels, causing it to press against my skin, and I sighed in relief. I needed that. After all the work walking that we had been through during the journey. Ryan was standing in front of the mirror and I had to draw my eyebrows. "Is something wrong! You seem like a thinking about something .""Yeah," his voice came out blankly. "It’s just that this was the last memory I have of us. You and I in the bathroom before everything went South. ""Oh." I blurted out. "Let us stop tiptoeing ar
For the Alpha 92: staying here
I texted Stacy back. “So now we wait on what she would say.” “ I do not get it.” Elena was looking at me kike I had gone crazy. “ why ado you seem so excited to meet this woman? who exactly is she?” "You wouldn’t understand. Oh my Goddess, I feel so glad." Rgan on the other hand, had not said anything to me. He just stayed there on his seat. "Aren’t you excited to see someone from the pack? At least they didn’t hurt you. They helped you...I should stop talking now. "But how is meeting Stacy supposed to help me find my identity?" Elena asked, and that was something that Ryan supported because I noticed him folding his arms across his chest "OK, I admit it’s not, but still, I haven’t seen any event. I miss my chance to catch up with my friends. I have been stuck in that place for, like, forever. And just like you were worried about me, who knows, maybe she thought I was dead." I sighed, "I promise you immediately we will leave that place And I’ll try to find anything that will he
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For the Alpha 177: warm happy endings
Early the next morning we were up and ready to leave."You know how I was so tempted to get a driver for this journey." Ryan broke the silence all of a sudden as we loaded our items into the trunk of the car."Why?" I asked him in confusion, we were both in great states to drive, I didn't see any reason why we would probably need a driver."Just so that I can have the chance to have sex with you , car sex is always the best." He said, heading to the driver's seat after opening the passenger side for me."Tell me you're joking.""I'm not," he set the vehicle in motion and we made our way out of there."I hope Tim is ready for us, you informed him we would be coming over, right?""Of course." He nodded.I flashed a smile and held his thighs as he hit the road."That's dangerous, careful how you tight me you know my cock literally tracts to every single one of your touch in the most inappropriate way, an accident is the last thing we want to deal with right now."Come on," I shook my hea
For the Alpha 176: Warm feelings
Nadeline povI turned to Ryan who was by us with some of the Rd games he'd bought on his last trip to the store. "You know for some reason I kind of feel jealous of Danna and Devin, I know we just got back from our vacation but I got to admit it was too amazing, I kind of just want to do that all over again.""Hm-hm." He nodded, his full attention drawn to the game.I rolled my y eyes at him, "goodness, ever since you discovered this bull shit, it is literally all you spend your day doing, come on," I stood in front of him, blocking his view of the television."Dude!" He yelled and I widened my eyes."Did you just call me dude?" I tried to sit on his legs but he dodged me, trying to look past me and focus on the game instead.I sighed and turned to just walk away from him when he held my wrist to pull me back, "oh so now you pause the game.""I'm sorry ok it's just that this is so addictive but you know you are more addicted to me," he tried to coerce me with his with words and I jus
For the Alpha 175: Devanna again
Danna povIt has been a while since Devin and I fixed our fight with each other and in all truthfulness, going to see a couple therapist had worked. It was one thing to be fated to someone but even that uncontrollable instincts and attachment that came with it sometimes wasn't enough."finally feels like the pack is back to living in peace after what feels like forever." Devin said while I flipped some pancakes in the pan. My hair was sitting in a bun above my head and I was wearing one of his shirts.He stood to come and give me a hug from behind. "You know you're going to distract me that way," I playfully slapped his hand off with the spatula I was using as a scoop and he let go, feigning hurt."You're right though my love, I love how humans come up with these things and make their lives much easier. We werewolves sadly get to live such a montoke life, it can actually be really annoying." He said and I nodded in agreement, because I couldn't have agreed more."I wouldn't rely on th
For the Alpha 174: Make up or make out
So ... I lost my job and that was very expected.I honestly didn't want to explain the traumatising look on the man's face when he saw us.Ryan didn't care, it was too drunk to keep going just because it was too on the way to stop but I got to my feet and shamefully packed my clothes off the floor and started putting them on."I can't believe what you did to me." I shook my head in the car still in disbelief at what kind of trauma that man must have faced and oh my goddess the fact that there might have been cameras there. What was I even thinking about? How could I let myself get so lost."Yeah so now that we have more privacy in the car, shall we pick up where we left off?" He asked. I certainly wasn't expecting him to feel bad because this was what you wanted in the first place so that but I was shattered."I lost my job before I even got to start it, how can you not even feel bad about this?" I sniffed."Whoa, don't you dare cry on me, hey, I didn't mean for things to happen the w
For the Alpha 173: Damn
Getting myself a corporate outfit was not really a problem for me because I had access to all of that.Ryan had stated through his words and was now driving me to work.It was not a far ride from the packhouse to this part of the city where my job was ,"well we have gotten here right now if you can take your leave now.""O want to be sure that nothing bad goes wrong and whoever it is you're working for isn't some Ashoke that will treat you like shit.""I think you're forgetting who you are talking to I am not just anybody that's an a****** to treat me like crap. If he gives me bad energy I will replicate it in the most presentable way by 10 so don't worry I'm fine." I shook my head at him because I knew that it was intentionally stolen so that it would not go on time. "Ryan trustco bank now I will deal with things by myself okay the park probably needs you right now."I got into the company and it seemed like everything was fine. The man I was supposed to be working for was Nail Alexa
For the Alpha 172: New job, who this
When we got back to the packhouse, there was still nothing new that had occurred. It wasn't like I wanted something bad to happen to the park but at least there had to be some fun. It was just dead, everyone living like humans going to work coming back home. It really sucked. I missed the days we had Annual blood moon festivals, mating seasons and all those things that actually made us werewolves even though I had said it multiple times that I didn't care if we humanised ourselves. It really hurt my feelings.Ryan was in a pack meeting with Devin and Sean and I was expecting him so walking to the house but then it was none other than Danna"Hi my love." She walked in with a bowl of fruits and a newspaper, "how are you feeling now?""Much better than before.""That's amazing, I brought you a bowl of fruits, they're good for your health and stuff.""Thanks doc."She placed a newspaper in front of me and I saw that it was not the pack one, "why are you reading human news?""Coz I'm into
For the Alpha 171: Lovebirds
I thought that choosing to go ziplining was the worst decision that I ever made in my life until it was time for us to skydive. I screamed at the top of my lungs just wanting it to be over.Ryan on the other hand was having the best form of his life making jest of me."You needed to have seen your face." He slung his arm around my shoulder as we headed home from there."That's not funny, stop laughing.""Fuck, I can not tell you how much I was not able to capture that moment but it is a memory that will be in my head for the rest of my life I will make sure to tell our children about it." The mention of children made me wonder how much longer we're going to be in a relationship for sure. I wanted us to last forever but I never even talked about the future of us and where we were headed with having children.Once we got back to the hotel room I put on another series of Family Guy for us to watch together and ordered hotel dinner."Is this the type of luxurious lives humans live?" Ther
For the Alpha 170: London
We arrived in London and I realised that the people here were a lot different from the basic Americans we were used to and it started to seem to me like moving the pack here might have been ten thousand times better because they looked more civilised than I could explain. A part of me felt like they could be accepting of werewolves if they knew we existed."We did not go there at the pack airport this time around, we had booked tourist visas and so that kind of covered a lot of things for us."First of all, my intention was that the tourism covered all of my favourite parts that I wanted to see because lately I've spent time on the internet trying to see what was fun for humans to do. We were now close to the museum and Ryan with not stop holding my hand I couldn't even figure out why, "I'm not a child that if you let go of me I will stumble and fall." I had to say at one point when he wouldn't let go of me just to get rid of an itch that was bothering me."I just don't like the way
For the Alpha 169: final decision
The entire situation had caused a kind of chaos in the pack with Selene gone. Not too many people had been aware about the whole situation of things and so there was not so many reactions.All through the night Ryan would not just let go of me, "it is like you've become a whole different person," he'd said."Ryan I'm literally going to the bathroom for crying out loud, can I get some freaking privacy." I said when he was attempting to follow me inside."Right now I need the old Nadeline, at least, she wanted me to coming to her at all times.""Okay I refuse to understand why you're referring to her as she,' I burst out laughing.'you are basically acting like you are two different people.' he chuckled. 'no but tell me for real if they have memories of everything that transpired so why don't you feel the same way anymore? How did it even come back?'"It was spontaneous, something about seeing Selene triggered something in me. Maybe because I'm trying to recover from memory loss I'm
