We arrive at the party and I immediately recognize Sam’s brother, Martin, in the crowd. I feel very uncomfortable with his presence, but I rather not mention it to Miranda. She has no idea he’s here or that he has also seen me and now he and his friends are looking at me in the most hostile way possible. I can only imagine what they must be saying about me. I want to go home and hide under my bed.
“Hi! I’m so glad you came.” Says Laura, a classmate from college, I must have known she’d be here, she is dating the guy whose house we are in. “I love that dress! You look super cute, Olivia.” She says kindly.
“I think I look good too.” Says Miranda not been able to bear when someone else gets the attention.
“Yes, of course, you both look great.” Replies Laura with a big kind smile.
They both start chatting next to me, but I have no clue what they are saying. I’m fixated on Martin and his friends. Whatever they are saying about me is not nice at all. I try to look away, but it’s like I can feel rivers of hate flowing towards me.
“Are you here by yourself, Olivia?” Laura asks me.
Hearing my name takes me out of my self-absorption. But before I can answer, Miranda talks again.
“No, she’s with me.” She says with a childish voice.
“I know, but I meant with a guy. I heard you’ve been dating Sam Molina.” Says Laura.
I freeze, not knowing what to say. I wish I could erase everything related to Sam from my life, including his brother looking at me so insistently right now.
“Olivia and Sam? No way! Olivia is dating a guy waaay hotter than Sam.” Says Miranda. “Sam’s nothing compared to the hottie she’s going out with.”
I look at her with begging eyes, imploring her to stop, but Miranda pretends she doesn’t notice me.
“Really?” Asks Laura with a curious smile in her face. “Where is he? Why didn’t he come with you?”
I’m still out of words. I just smile back at her with a dumb expression in my face.
“He’s working. He’s such a hard worker. Which is why he has lots and lots of money. Yeah, you wouldn’t believe how rich he is... and handsome! Did I mention he’s handsome?”
“Ok, Miranda, that’s enough.” I mumble.
Is there a switch off button in her somewhere?
“No, I wanna hear about this handsome rich guy you are dating. What’s his name? Where did you meet?” Laura is obviously not buying any of this.
“He works for my dad.” I answer and try to come up with a name, but my mind is blank. “His name is...”
“Let’s get out of here before daddy points a gun to our heads.”
I see Martin walking towards us with two other guys. They give me a dirty look as if I was some kind of hideous creature. I lose my train of thought, I just feel a cold chill running thru my spine.
I know by Miranda’s look that she gets the reference and she’s ready to give them some witty reply, but I take her by the arm.
“Please don’t. Just ignore them.” I ask her.
Miranda glares at me clearly pissed off.
“Are you really doing nothing?” She asks astonished.
“I prefer not to make a big deal out of this.” I say as if it was nothing, but I just want to go hide and never come out.
“I thought so, you’re not as brave when daddy is not here to defend you.” Martin expresses with anger.
“Get lost. Her dad might not be here, but I am and you just messed with the wrong girls.” Miranda replies defiantly.
“My brother had to get stitches after what her dad did to him.” Martin mutters.
“I feel so sorry for what happened.” I say in trembling voice. I feel mortified. Poor Sam, he didn’t deserve what happened to him.
“Your apology means nothing. I’ll make you pay for what you did...”
“Why don’t you go take care of your brother and leave us alone.” Miranda takes a step forward and places herself between Martin and me. She lifts her face showing him she’s not intimidated by him. I’m so thankful to have a friend like her.
One of Martin friends puts his hand on his shoulder. “Let’s go, dude.” He hisses.
Martin takes a step back and walks away with his friends.
“What did I miss?” Laura asks, confused.
“Nothing!” I answer a little too loud.
Erick, Laura’s boyfriend and owner of the house we are in, approaches us with a grim look.
“I think it’s better if you go now, Olivia. I don’t want you in my house.” He says to me rudely.
I feel a knot in the pit of my stomach. Is this really happening? Am I being kicked out of the party?
“Hey! What’s going on, babe? That’s really rude. Don’t talk to my friends like that.” Laura complains not knowing what’s happening.
“She knows why I’m doing this.” He says upset. “I rather not hang out with your type people.”
“Hey, come on! This is just a misunderstanding. Olivia did nothing wrong.” Miranda interferes.
“No, it’s not a misunderstanding, everything is clear for me: you are exactly the type of person I don’t want to have near me. Get out of my house or I will drag you outside myself.” Erick threats looking directly at me.
We draw the attention of the people around us, most of them are friends and people I hang out with regularly. Isn’t anybody going to say something in my favor? But no one does, they just look at me and whisper to each other. I have never felt so small or humiliated in my life.
“This is ridiculous!” Miranda is acting outraged while I’m just standing there like a statue, trying to process what is happening.
More and more people are staring at us.
“Can someone please explain to me what’s going on?” Asks Laura as she places both hands on her hips waiting for an answer.
“I’ll tell you later, babe, but now Olivia has to go.” Erick replies before we clasps my arm to, as he threaten, drag me outside.
“Yeah! Take the bitch out!” Someone yells in the crowd and other voices raise to show support.
I walk with him towards the door without opposing, even though his grip is hurting me. I’ve never been treated like this in my life. I’m in shock.
“Hey! Stop! Have you lost your mind?” Miranda cries out.
“I want this bitch out of my house now!” Erick replies.
“It’s ok. I’ll go, you don’t have to do this.” I babble wishing I could make myself invisible.
Erick lets go of my and points out to the door.
“I’ll come with you.” Says Miranda, furious, but I know she was really looking forward to this party and I don’t want her to miss it because of me.
“No! Don’t be silly. You stay. I’ll go. Ivan will take me home. I’m fine.” I say not believing one word coming out of my mouth.
“If you are really ok with this... I guess I’ll stay.”
I can see a happy glow in Miranda’s eyes. She really wants to stay.
“Yes. It’s fine.” I lie.
“Don’t you ever come near this house again. You are not welcome.” Erick states with his arms folded over his chest.
Many pairs of eyes follow me to the exit. It’s really cold outside, but I barely feel it, the humiliation keeps me warm. I’m doing my best to wait until I’m inside the car to start crying. Not only did I lost a guy I really liked, but I also lost my social life. I can’t even blame them. It’s understandable they’re afraid to be near me after what happen. I’ll never date again, it’s going to take a really brave guy to ask me out now that the word is out about what my dad did.
I look around for Ivan, but instead I find someone else.
“Are you leaving so soon?” The Handsome Intruder asks.
He’s leaning over a blue BMW M8 Coupé having a smoke.
“What are you doing here?”
“Ivan had other things to do, so I offer to cover for him.” He says.
What is he talking about? Ivan’s job is to be my driver, what else could he be doing? In all these years he has worked for my family Ivan has never done something like this.
“What things?” I ask irritated, after what happen I just want to go home, I’m in no mood to deal with this presumptuous stranger.
“Do you want me to take you home or not? It’s kind of early to leave a party if you ask me.”
“I’m not asking. I have a headache.” I lie.
“Then let’s go.” He opens the passenger door for me.
I get in reluctantly. The car smells like new, I love that smell. The Handsome Intruder gets in the driver seat and starts the car.
“Did you have fun?” He asks looking ahead.
“Yes.” I lie.
“You don’t look like you had fun to me. You actually look upset.”
“I don’t care. You know, Ivan usually keeps quiet, you should do the same.” I say rudely.
The Handsome Intruder laughs. I know it’s not his fault that I was just kicked out of a party, but his attempt in making small talk is really getting in my nerves. I look at him out of the corner of my eye, Miranda is right, he is gorgeous. For some reason that just irritates me even more.
Once we get home, he steps out to open the car door for me. We walk in silence to the front porch, I turn around to thank him for the ride and suddenly I feel his lips on mine. His kiss is soft and sweet. He puts his hands around my waist to keep my body close to his. It takes me a few seconds to react and flinch.
“What do you think you are doing?!” I ask baffled.
“You said I shouldn’t talk, but you didn’t mention anything about kissing, doll.” He says as he winks at me.
I push him away and step inside the house. Who does he think he is?
The morning comes, but my mood hasn’t improve one bit, I still feel utterly humiliated. I can’t believe I was kicked out of the party. I can just imagine what people said after I left. My stomach feels queasy just thinking about all the gossip there will be about me. I grab my phone to distract myself from what happened at the party and I’m surprised by the number of notifications I have. There’s a text from Miranda asking me if I’m ok, there’s another from Laura asking me if what Erick told her is true and then there’s a bunch of messages from unknown numbers saying the most hateful things. My jaw drops as I read the messages.
A couple of days later, Miranda comes to visit me unannounced (she had no choice since my phone is still off). I really don’t want to see her, I don’t feel like talking about the party or explaining to her why I disappeared from the cyber-world. But I know none of this is her fault, so I greet her with a big smile.She already knows about the online harassment, apparently the story of what happened is being shared by all of our acquaintances, so she has seen several posts online about it. Miranda thinks this whole thing is going away in a few weeks, but she has a proposal to help me distract myself in
This Sunday morning has a different feeling, it’s the previous day before I start my new job. I feel really excited! I wake up early to go ride my bike in the park. It’s one of the few small freedoms I have. My parents used to oppose me riding my bike, but after months of arguments I convinced them it was safe. It’s not as if I ride at night and, also, the park is right in front of our house, so it’s not like I’m going far.Riding my yellow and pink bike is my favorite part of Sundays, it’s the perfect time to burn calories and be with myself without any interrupti
My first workweek is over. I made it to Friday and, to my own surprise, I’ve been a very efficient employee, I’ve made almost no mistakes and I’ve really enjoyed myself; even on slow days I’ve had a good time because Miranda kept me company thru the phone.I haven’t seen Stefan all week. I don’t know if he’s been around the house or not, or maybe I’ve come too late and missed him. Whatever the reason, I think it’s for the best, I should be as far away from him as I can, even if I’m constantly wishing I’d bump into him when I’m home.
I wake up the next day and realize I slept with Stefan’s jacket on. It’s all wrinkled now, but I don’t care, it’s smells like him and it’s comforting. I lay in bed for a while thinking about him, about how he saved me from the drunken jerk and how I felt with his hand over my thigh. A sudden knock on my door takes me out of my thoughts.
I spend the afternoon alone in my room. I take a shower, put on some comfy clothes and watch movies. I hear a lot of noise downstairs, my dad’s meeting with the intruders is still going on. I want to go to the kitchen to get some snacks, but I don’t want to run into Stefan looking this messy. I wait until the house is quiet and go downstairs. I pour myself a glass of milk and grab as much chocolate chip cookies as I can hold in one hand. I push the swinging door with my back and as I do it someone helps me open it all the way.“Is that your idea of a balanced dinner?” Stefan a
I hear someone quickly typing, the sound reminds me of the office, people working on their computers, eyes focused on the screens, taking a sip of coffee every now and then, exchanging witty remarks with the person next to them. But I’m not in the office, I’m lying in bed... but not my bed! I suddenly open my eyes, realizing where I am.I sit up abruptly and turn to my side. Stefan is sitting beside me with his laptop on his lap, he’s the one making the typing noise. My sudden move brakes his concentration, he turns his face to look at me and gives me a warm smile. He mutters a &ldq
I go straight to my room to take a shower, I then put on a hoodie and a pair of skinny jeans and head to the dining room for dinner.“Olivia! How are you? I haven’t seen you all weekend, I was afraid you were going to miss tonight’s dinner too.”The voice of my cousin Mike startles me as I walk in the dining room. I find him sitting at the table giving me a big kind smile as always
I light the big Buzz Lightyear shaped candle on top of the carrot cake Agatha made. Alex loves Buzz Lightyear, so our house is full of toys and stuff from that cartoon character. He likes it so much we were afraid his first word would be Buzz, luckily it wasn’t, it was “dad”. He is even wearing a Buzz t-shirt that I bought especially for him to wear today on his 1st birthday. I step out of the kitchen and into the dining room, Alex gasp excited as he sees the candle, he is sitting on his dad’s lap. Agatha starts to sing happy birthday at the top of her lungs. Rebecca and Stefan share a mocking smile discreetly and then start to sing along. It has been hard for Rebecca to reconnect with her brother, but she wanted to be part of ba
At dawn, we hear a loud bang followed by multiple shots and a lot of shouting from Romano’s men. We are being attacked. Rebecca and I immediately get to the floor, I cover my baby with my trembling body. A tall man with dark hair comes into the room agitated.“They found us! We have to get out of here, come with me.” He yells at us. “Hurry!”
On June 21st, I gave birth to a healthy beautiful boy with big blue eyes. Rebecca helped me delivered it, she is an important Gynecologist with her own private practice and she took great care of us. She also hired me as her receptionist and she helps me take care of little Alex whenever I need it.I have to admit, I get sad sometimes that my baby boy is never going to meet his dad, but Rebecca always makes me look on the bright side: we are safe, safe from Romano, saf
Luckily, Romano’s men don’t come with us to Rio, only Diogo, Agatha’s driver, and bodyguard, accompanies us to the city. We go to a big mall, buy an iced coffee and start going through the different shops. I keep on the defense, in case Agatha starts trying to persuade me to give Romano the information he needs, but she doesn’t even mention the subject, instead, she seems nervous. She constantly looks over her shoulder to check if Diogo is near us, I guess she is scared someone might attack us as they did to Stefan.
I stay in bed until morning comes, I’m overwhelmed by emotions: the loss of my parents, the fear of losing Stefan, and the concern for my own safety. Romano’s men are still standing outside the bedroom door, they haven’t moved an inch. I don't feel safe, they can come in any second and shoot me or do whatever Romano tells them to. I’m completely vulnerable. I can’t be alone, I have to be near Agatha or the grandparents so they can intervene if Romano tries to harm me. I ask the guards to let me go see nonna Julia. They seem reluctant, but finally they agree. They walk next to me to nonna’s bedroom and stay outside the door in case I try to go out. I don’t, I stay with her the entire day. We eat
A week goes by and Stefan's condition has not improved one bit. I resent Romano for not letting me go to the hospital, but at least he hasn’t come near me since the day he ordered his men to go through my belongings, he spends most of his days out of the mansion, probably in the hospital or searching for the people who did this to his son.I’m waiting for Agatha to come back from her daily visit to Stefan when I hear a loud bang on my door.
The firsts rays of sunshine slip through the beige curtains, I haven’t slept at all, I feel exhausted, but I can’t stay in bed any longer. My head is going to explode with all the fears and thoughts I’m having. I jump in the shower, wishing that refreshing my body will help me clear my head too, but it doesn’t. My whole body is trembling, I can’t control my nerves. I step out of the shower and hear a lot of noise in the bedroom, I wrap my body in a towel and I peek out the bathroom door to see what’s going on.
I still feel full from all the food that we ate last night, but that doesn’t stop nonna from serving me a big portion of scrambled eggs and potatoes. Romano is not having breakfast with us, so at least we get to have a harmonious morning. Unfortunately, my joy doesn’t last long. “Lucas is going to the docks to see the shipment off. I suggest you go with him, you know what to do.” Romano says as he walks in the room followed by a
We go downstairs to the dining room, but dinner is still not ready, for some reason, Agatha wants us to wait until midnight to eat. Instead, she takes us to the library, where the rest of the family is gathered, including Romano who is once again drinking scotch. He makes a grimace when he sees me come in and then looks the other way, ignoring my presence. Nonna Julia waves at me so I get close to her, I walk pass Romano ignoring him just as he is ignoring me.“I know we are supposed to wait until tomorrow to exchange gifts, but I’m old and I don’t like to wait. I knitted this for your baby,”