A Week Later
Najmah added the last finishing touch to her makeup-free face then capped the tube of lip gloss, a slow smile dancing on her lips. She left the vanity table and went towards the full-length mirror standing by the side of the walk-in closet. It was an addition by Lale who in her opinion thinks that a lady's room without a full-length mirror to appreciate her features is like a bachelor's pad.
Najmah hadn't seen the need for it as she rarely looked at herself in the mirror and the room wasn't hers to begin with but today was an exception. Aslan was taking her out for sightseeing, and she wanted to look her best.
At 5'6, Najmah stood with doll-like features which were her most significant assets. Her body sat in between slender and curvy which was an advantage on her part as she's able to work any outfit she wore. Her shoulder length African hair which she had used a lot of years taking care of it with natural oils was tied back into a bun, giving her oval-shaped face a sharp look.
She gave herself a once over, applauding herself mentally for a job well done. She didn't know why she made an effort in looking presentable, on other occasions she wouldn't have minded going out without any sort of makeup as it wasn't her forte but she made an exception for today; she had used mascara, powder and lip gloss.
She donned a kimono on top of her romper shirt and ripped jeans, wrapping her veil on her head then placed her feet in her black Aldo flats. She picked up her phone and took a couple of pictures on Snapchat which she hadn't done since the day of her marriage.
"Are you ready?" Aslan questioned, pushing the door open.
"Yeah, let's go," she smiled, walking towards him. "So where exactly are we going to?"
"The beautiful attractions that makeup Istanbul, Sultanahmet to be precise," he replied hooking her arms with his.
"Sounds like an adventure," she mused, her smile still intact.
"Yeah, it is. You love adventures though don't you?" he questioned halting his steps, a worry line etched on his forehead.
"Yeah of course I do," she squealed, making a grin appear on his face.
"Alright then, let's go."
***
"Such a lovely morning," Ferah mused, seeing the two descending down the stairs with enthusiasm.
"Such a pleasant surprise," she stated, gaining their attention.
"Good morning Anne," they greeted, moving towards her.
Aslan kissed her on the cheek, greeting her for the second time.
"Where are you two heading so early in the morning?" she queried, her attention on Najmah.
"Uhmm...Aslan's taking me out for sightseeing," she replied nervously.
"I thought you were going out on a date," she smiled. "It would have been lovely."
"Well it could be a date," Aslan grinned, watching the shocking look on Najmah's face.
"Well, you kids should run along to wherever you are going. I wish you a safe journey," she kissed Najmah's cheek then continued her journey towards the stairs.
Najmah and Aslan trotted out of the house, heading towards Aslan's awaiting Aston Martin. Najmah made to open the door but Aslan was quick to block her path, opening it instead.
"After you," he bowed.
"Chivalry isn't dead around here I see," she chuckled, sliding in.
"Not at all, some of us uphold the tradition," he replied with a rakish grin.
She shook her head, adjusting into the lush car seat. He closed the door then went over to the driver's side and slide in. He revved the car then zoomed out of the house, towards the monumental building of the TopkapiPalace.
"Our first stop is going to be the Topkapi palace then the Hagia Sofya, the Halı Müzesi, Ayasofya Hürrem Sultan Hamamı and the Yerabatan," Aslan stated, parking the car in the large parking lot in the palace. "The rest, we shall visit the next time we're out."
"That's a mouthful," she mused, unbuckling her seatbelt. "Turkish is a tough language to learn."
"It is not really hard when you set yourself to learn it," he chuckled, alighting from the car.
Together, they walked into the palace while Aslan began to brief her on the history of the palace.
"This palace was first built by Mehmet the Conqueror in the 15th century, which later became home to the Sultans of the Ottoman Empire. They ruled over their dominions from this grand palace beside the Bosphorus up until the 19th century. It..."
"Can we skip over to the part where you just show me the beautiful artworks Lale has been talking about? I mean the history about it is intriguing and all but who am I kidding?" she rambled, cutting him off. "I have no idea what the history of my country is and certainly not any building in it except of course for the Ado Bayero Mall which is my second best place in the world. Not to sound rude or anything but history puts a damper on my mood."
Seeing the surprised look on Aslan's face, Najmah clamped her mouth shut thankful for the melanin pigments in her DNA; otherwise she'd be as red as a tomato.
"I think this is the third time you've actually said more than a sentence apart from the time you've talked about Vampire Diaries and books," he stated, making her more embarrassed than she already was.
"Stop making me feel embarrassed," she pouted, making her look more adorable.
"I am not," he objected, trying to fight off a grin.
"You so are," she accused.
"Alright," he raised his hands in mock surrender. "I am. "
"And he finally admits it," she drawled, her words dripping with sarcasm.
"Shall we?" he questioned, brushing off her last statement.
"Yeah, lead the way."
He led them through the opulent courtyard, which was filled with different varieties of Islamic art. They ventured into the gardens and kiosks that filled the palace.
They went back into the palace and Aslan led them towards the lavishly decorated Harem which used to be the private quarters of the Sultan's concubines and children. They walked around the hall of the second court, Aslan showing her the various Kaftans of the previous Sultans that were kept on view.
They ambled into the kitchen after that, with Najmah trailing her hand over the porcelain collections that were kept there. They then walked to the İftar canopy, where the Sultans break their fast during the period of Ramadan. The canopy gives a magical view of the Sea of Marmara and the confluence of Bosphorus.
"Wow," Najmah uttered in awe of the view. "This is the most beautiful view I've ever seen."
"This isn't the end, wait till you see the treasury," he chuckled.
"Amazeballs! Let's go then," she tugged at his arm, leading them out of the canopy.
She looked right and left, unsure of which way to follow. "Which way leads to the treasury?" she queried, looking at him questionably.
"This way," he gestured towards the staircase. They climbed the stairs up to the third court which housed the Sultan's private quarters, the imperial treasury and the relics of the Prophet (SAW) which were kept in the Sacred Safekeeping room. They first went into the treasury which contained the Sultan's egg-sized rubies, emeralds, and diamonds, as well as thrones and cradles made entirely from gold.
"Are they real?" Najmah questioned, awestruck by the glittering objects.
"They are," Aslan confirmed, watching her as she moved from one artifact to the other.
{••}
"No, I haven't."
"On second thought, I've never seen any black person since I came to this country. Does it have anything to do with my colour? Are you Turks racist? No offence though," she mused, scrunching her face a little. "Your family is actually different, I didn't get these stares. The only uncomfortable look I got was a glare."
"None taken. Some people need to be taught that staring is rude," he responded, looking around and sure enough, people were staring at them. "There aren't much Africans around here."
"It is insulting being stared at like this," she uttered, her eyes downcast. "It is unnerving."
"I am sorry but you shouldn't let the stares get to you okay?"
She kept mute and stared ahead, myriads of emotions passing over her features.
"Let's go on ahead," she plastered a fake smile on her face. "The stares shouldn't stop me from having my adventure."
"That's the spirit," he grinned, leading them towards the Aya Sofya.
"Aren't we taking the car?"
"No, the Aya Sofya's only a walking distance away from here, almost all the buildings are walking distance away from each other."
"Oh alright," she nodded.
{••}
Najmah and Aslan had a lovely day exploring the district, they called it quits after praying Isha salah in the Blue Mosque before they stopped at a restaurant and ate dinner then back home.
"Careful," Aslan warned, eyeing the bundle curiously. "It could be dangerous, it's a stray."
"Look at it," Najmah cooed, brushing her hand over the cat's fur. "Isn't it beautiful?"
"It is," he nodded, still eyeing it curiously.
"Can I keep it?" she questioned, surprising him. Her eyes were big and hopeful, adoration for the kitten dancing within her orbs. In that moment, he wished it was him the emotion was directed at and not an animal.
"I don't think..."
"Please Aslan," she pleaded, bringing the kitten closer to her chest. "I promise that I'll make it behave, you won't even know that it lives with us."
Us, the words had him smiling like an idiot and without knowing it, he nodded his approval.
"Oh thank you," she flung her free arm over him, placing a sloppy kiss on his cheek. "You're the best."
Before he had a chance to react, Najmah had already rounded back to the passenger's side of the car and slide in, her attention focused on the kitten.
He paced the length of his office, clutching his cellphone in his hand. His fists clenched and unclenched, the veins in his neck popping. Things were not going as planned, he had everything set out beforehand so why was it not going as planned?His hands balled into fists as he spoke in rapid Turkish, his voice rising to a pitch as his anger escalated. He slammed his fist onto the desk, muttering profanities in Turkish. He sighed loosening his tie a bit then pushed back the strands of hair that fell over his face, pondering over what to do to remedy the situation.He had two options, it was either to stay or call Lale in. The situation would've been more favorable if he stayed but he didn't want to spend another day in Istanbul so calling her in would be his only option.How do I approach her considering how much she hates these meetings?He picked his office phone and punched in a few numbers, waiti
Their plane landed in Charles De Gaulle Airport after a three and a half hour flight, making Najmah sigh in relief. She had held onto Aslan's hand when they were about to take off, clenching her eyes shut till they were finally in air and now wasn't any different.As passengers scrambled off their seats, Najmah was busy doing breathing exercise while Aslan held her tightly. When she finally calmed down, they grabbed their luggage and exited the plane.They went through the preliminaries at the airport with the immigration, and when their passports were stamped, they headed outside to find their ride sent from the hotel.He held herhand in his as they scanned the crowd of chauffer’s with placards.Aslan saw one that had his name on it and raised his hand to gain the chauffer’s attention to them.Once he sighted them, he dropped the placard and moved towards them. He shook Aslan'
"Go away," she mumbled, rolling onto her stomach. The feathery tickling didn't stop and she used her hand to swat at the position she felt the touch.She sighed then went back to sleep, muttering incoherently. Aslan clamped his mouth shut as he brushed another feather on her bare arm, trying not to make a sound but it was hard not to; she looked cute while sleeping."For the love of God," she mumbled, sitting upright."Good morning to you too," he chuckled, keeping the bird feather on the bedside table. "My work here is done.""What for are you did this?" she mumbled in Oh's voice, yawning."Revenge," he replied shrugging. "Now get up and take a shower, get dressed. We're going out.""Out where?" she questioned fully awake."To a kingdom far far away," he responded with mirth."Now you sound like one of those voice-overs in a Barbie cartoo
Najmah twisted and turned in her sleep, muttering incoherently as she sat up in bed. Her head was still spinning from the night's event, and her sleep induced mind was finding it hard to get up from the bed.She rubbed at her eyes tiredly, trying to get her bearings. She looked to her left and saw that Aslan's side of the bed was neat and tidy as if he hadn't slept on it or did he? Her brows creased with confusion as she tried to remember if he had come to bed or not. She shrugged then laid her head back on the pillow, drawing the duvet over her head and soon enough her breathes evened out into a slow pattern.{••}12 noonShe pried her eyes open and took in her surrounding, noticing that she was alone again. She sighed then threw the duvet off her body and climbed down from the bed.She padded into the bathroom and took a shower, washing away an
Aslan had woken up from his sleep sweating. He muttered a prayer, rubbing at his temple to wipe away the remnants of his nightmare. He sighed, closing his eyes for a moment. He took in a deep breath and exhaled, forcing his racing heart to calm down.His nightmare was vivid and he felt a sudden pain tug at his heart. He felt as if he was living the events that took place over and over again. His heart constricted with pain and he felt his body shake as fear overtook him. It was back, his nightmare was back. He had feared for that moment but it was already here and there's nothing he could do about it but brace himself for the worse.He stood up on shaky legs and walked into the room, passing a sleeping Najmah. He stared at her as events of his nightmare flashed through his mind, wishing he could turn back time and change what happened but the deed had already been done, he had to live with the consequences of his actions.
The days rolled by quickly, marking the third month of Aslan and Najmah's marriage. There wasn't much progress in their relationship as Aslan had gotten busy with work and was hardly at home.Najmah on the other hand, had gotten pretty close with Hilal, the two spent every single day together. Najmah had gotten used to being around the Sadeks and had started opening up to them.Afet had carried on with her plans of splitting the two apart but all her attempts were futile as the two hadn't acknowledged their feelings for each other.Lale's fashion house had been completed, making her pretty busy as she was getting ready for the grand opening of Basic, her fashion brand. {••}It was a co
Lale rubbed her temple, taking a deep breath and closing her eyes. She pinched the bridge of her nose as her anger began to evaporate."I can't do that, I'm only days away from going corporate, and there's so much work left to do," she mumbled into the phone, tucking a strand of hair that got free back into her Shayla. "I have a paperwork to sign, meetings to attend and what not.""I know but this is the last photoshoot you'll do for the agency and then you're free to do whatever you want," her manager replied."Okay fine," Lale huffed. "When does it start?""Three in the afternoon.""Fine I'll be there," Lale mumbled, slamming the receiver unto her desk.She took in a deep breath to compose herself before stepping out of her office and into the work station, her heels clicking on the marble floors."Miss," Lale's secretary approached her. "There's someone
The thin Emirati model walked down the ramp expertly, flashed a smile at the crowd then walked back the way she came, paused and looked over her shoulder with a mind-blowing smile for effects as the crowd went wild, applauding the performance.Lale stood by the side and watched as the last of the models walked backstage and smiled, knowing it was time for her to walk the ramp.It felt good, she felt good being the star of the show and despite herself, she couldn't help the empty feeling that enveloped her heart in a twisted grip but her smile never wavered as she took the stage, flashing them her expensive smile. She bowed at the crowd, waved at the camera, accepted the bouquet of flowers as she was whisked away by the reporters.Her pieces were fabulous and her models had done an excellent job, the theme of her show unique and her fashion house even more so.Earlier, she had given an interview with the Tu
•Te Quero Pa' Mi ?An hour later, Najmah found herself alone in an office again. What she had to wait for, she had no idea. The room was dimmed, illuminated only by an overhead lamp.She closed her eyes and vowed to never forget what that moment felt like. The heart flutters, the joy, the happiness, she was definitely going to remember every second of it.Najmah was right on the edge, standing on a thrilling and amazing precipice of happiness, where thoughts of a flawless and perfect evening that would lead to a happy union flickered through her mind.She felt like Dorothy, gazing down at Emerald city for the first time, like Wendy rising up in the air after tasting her first pinch of pixie dust, like Cinderella, stepping out of her carriage to meet her prince charming.That feeling, she would cherish and savor every moment of it, and when she found herself alone, she would remember
There are moments in life that define us, there are also moments that divide us into two different beings; who we were before an incident and who we are after.Whether happy moments or sad moments, they change our lives forever either for good or for bad or for worse.The same could be said for Najmah Haroun as she stared at herself in the full-length mirror, reminiscing over the past couple of weeks.Her life had changed for good the morning after her reconciliation with her husband. It was a whirlwind of family gatherings, dress fittings, cake tasting, event preparations and much more.If it came down to her, she would rather skip the festivities, sign the marriage certificate and just take off to Puerto Rico.Lale would probably kill her; she thought smiling. The fashion diva would not miss a chance to party and if Najmah were to deny her that, only Lord knew what would happen to
"Do you plan on staying in bed for the whole day?" Aslan questioned, twirling a strand of her hair with his finger."Mm-hmm," she nodded, inhaling his musky oudh scent. "I like it better here where I am.""As much as I'd like to stay here with you," he chuckled, untangling their legs. "At some point, we're going to have to get out of bed so why not do it now?""I'm not going anywhere," she pouted, wrapping her arms around his torso. "Neither are you.""Sevgilim," he kissed the corner of her lips, taking her hand into his. "I'd like very much to stay in bed with you, but we need to eat, I'll just order for room service and then I'll come back to you okay?""Fine but-"The shrill ringing of her phone interrupted her and she groaned, silencing it without checking who the caller was."Aren't you picking up?" Aslan's brows furrowed as he got down from the bed.
He lifted his head which he had burrowed into her hair and gazed at Lale who had barged into the room unannounced."Are you going to explain to me what's going on here? I was outside waiting for you, and here you are cuddled with the enemy," she huffed, crossing her arms over her chest. "We've missed our flight.""Lale," he called out in a hushed tone, pressing a finger to his lips. "I will meet you in the living room okay? I don't want her to wake up."She made a sign of not complying but seeing the look on his face, she turned around and left the room, banging the door loudly for effects.Najmah shifted in her sleep, burying her face in his neck. He sighed, not wanting to leave the bed even for a second but knowing Lale, she would burst right through the door again and wake Najmah up.Slowly but reluctantly, he slid his arms from under her then set her head on the pillow before liv
Najmah stood at the entrance of Bristol Palace Hotel taking deep breaths before ambling in, heading straight towards the receptionist, scrolling through her phone for a picture of Aslan."Hi," she smiled at the lady, showing the phone screen to her. "I was hoping you would help me with something, my husband's been staying here for a month now, and I don't know his room number.""Why don't you call him? There are lots of guests who...""Listen, lady," Najmah smiled sardonically, locking her phone screen. "This is really urgent, and I don't have any more time to waste, okay? So you're gonna check your computer right now and look up his room number or so help me God, I will cause a scene here.""I'm sorry ma'am, but I can't give out guest's information, it's against the hotel's policy.""Hotel policy? You either give me the information I asked, or I swear to God, I'm gonna scream so loud that
Najmah blinked, staring at the door of her room expectantly. She had no idea what she was expecting but deep down, Najmah knew it wasn't a what but a who but after how she treated him, he wouldn't be bursting through that door not then not ever.Was she foolish to take such a decision after coming to terms with her feelings for him? It was getting hard for her to make a decision.I hate you.I love you.I want you.I need you.I can't stand you.You complete me.She was still indecisive and direction-less without him. The night she had pushed him away, she had slept peacefully. The second night, she had a nervous breakdown and couldn't sleep. The third night was worse. Her indecisiveness had taken a toll on her, and she couldn't stop thinking about all the memories they had shared
Najmah tiptoed across the living room, hiding a package behind her back as she surveyed the area. Just as she placed her foot on the staircase, cheering victoriously for slipping in and out of the house undetected, she heard her mother call her."Waye ne ya zo ganinki?" (Who came to see you?) Hajiya Salma questioned crossly, folding her arms over her chest. Najmah swore in her head before turning around to face her mother.Hajiya Salma looked rather displeased as she stared at her youngest who looked more annoyed than guilty at being caught."Fahad ne," (It was Fahad.) she replied, sucking in a breath."Fahad?" Hajiya Salma gasped. "Najmah are you in your right senses? How dare he come to see you? You refuse to give your husband a listening ear yet you have the time to talk to your ex? Has he no shame? He dares to come to my house to speak to you knowing that you're still married?""
Walking around the hospital hallways, Najmah felt a bit nostalgic as memories of the last six years of her life in there came rushing back. She had just came out of her therapist's office, where she had terminated her therapy sessions for good.She knew it was a bit reckless on her part and a risk concerning her emotional instability, but it was a necessary risk she had to take. While her sessions had helped improve her condition, she knew that the fate of her recovery laid in her hands. She was able to fall in love with Aslan, that was a definite progress.While she thought she might no longer need her therapist, she had asked the woman to write a new prescription for her just in case of emergencies.Terminating her therapy sessions was a long time coming, and she could now address other issues with a clear mind now that it was off the plate.She had made up her mind to give him a second chance, after all
Aslan scrubbed a hand over his face after his Zuhr prayer, wiping away the tears on his face. He had cried his woes to Allah during his sujood and after his salah, he felt better.Since childhood, Anne had always thought them to put trust in Allah whenever they made du'a and to have faith that things would work out well and so he did, every day and every night for the last three months she had been away from him.He could still feel the pain, the agony and turmoil raging within him like wildfire; nothing he had done was able to calm the fire, and he knew that only she had the ability to do so and yet, she kept on denying both of them the solace they needed. And now, she was willing to give it to someone other than him; she was willing to find it somewhere else.He knew that she could be a handful sometimes when he annoyed her or when he said something that triggered her emotions but the look she gave him when he kissed her