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XX: Confessions
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2020-06-17 23:18:50The thin Emirati model walked down the ramp expertly, flashed a smile at the crowd then walked back the way she came, paused and looked over her shoulder with a mind-blowing smile for effects as the crowd went wild, applauding the performance.
Lale stood by the side and watched as the last of the models walked backstage and smiled, knowing it was time for her to walk the ramp.
It felt good, she felt good being the star of the show and despite herself, she couldn't help the empty feeling that enveloped her heart in a twisted grip but her smile never wavered as she took the stage, flashing them her expensive smile. She bowed at the crowd, waved at the camera, accepted the bouquet of flowers as she was whisked away by the reporters.
Her pieces were fabulous and her models had done an excellent job, the theme of her show unique and her fashion house even more so.
Earlier, she had given an interview with the Tu
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