I wrote this book for a very special person, who inspired this story and made me enthusiastic enough to write this, but sadly, not in my lifeanymore.
Don't worry, he is still there but we ended things up two years from the day I wrote this.
• I won't want to jeopardise his privacy so I chose not to mention his name. Hope you understand (: •
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First's playlist:
• Mirage (theme song) - Elina
• Black and White (second theme song) - Niall Horan
• What a time - Julia Michaels ft. Niall Horan
• You & me - James TW
• Monsters - Katie Sky (the single version)
• Paper planes - Elina
• Here's your perfect - Jamie Miller
• You mean to tell me - Tatiana Manaois
• Ours - Taylor Swift
(if you want to listen to it, then go to Spotify and type "First on w*****d" you will get it)
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Please keep in mind that this book is the first thing I wrote before I started embarking on journey of being a writer. I have no background or writing experiences or courses done on creative writing so please excuse my newbie mistakes and effects and forgive me XD
Also, please keep in mind that "First" is not exactly fictional so I would appreciate it if you are careful about the words you use, and please try being kinder even if it got on your nerves, especially on the main characters bc they are based on real-life people. Thank you. :)
Chapter - 1I stood there in front of my doorstep with one big suitcase, two cabin bags and one backpack that was clinging uncomfortably to my shoulders from the back, forcing myself to not feel heartbroken because I'd waited for this day since forever.Dad was taking the car out from the garage, Mamma was packing almonds and walnuts for me in the kitchen and Ethan was getting ready in his room.I was starting my college life in like two hours and I didn't know how I was supposed to feel - sad because I was going to be away from my family, the neighbourhood and everything that played a very significant part in making me who I was or happy because I was lucky enough to see the day I was waiting for, my whole existence.This question triggered me because either way I felt
Chapter - 2Mamma woke me up saying, "Honey, we reached. Wake up,"I got up from my sleeping position and forthwith, saw Ethan using his phone, smiling and typing which elicited my curiosity more so I looked over and he didn't stop me. I was surprised though.My suspicions were correct; he was chatting with that Evelyn girl since god knows when. I shot him a teasing smile, raising one eyebrow which lead to him hitting me on my elbow. Hard."Ouch, That hurt!" I snarled."I don't care," He snapped back."Please, you both don't start right now. We reached your hostel, Summer. You both get ready to go inside," Mamma announced, sounding annoyed and it was no wonder.I looked up with my left hand still on my right elbow where that trash-face hit me and saw a building with three storeys — the building was built in the way how typical hostels were built;
Chapter - 3I came out of the bathroom only to find to Yvonne glaring at me."What happened?" I asked, chuckling.She kept on glaring at me. After a minute or so, she answered, "You've been there inside the bathroom for so long and didn't even answer my callings. I got worried and I want to pee too." She made that emergency alert face which made chuckled more. I sided a bit and laughing, I showed her the way."Sorry, I never hear anything when I'm inside the bathroom. It happens all the time so get used to it," I shouted."Fine whatever. Next time I'll call you from here if you don't hear me so take your phone with you when you enter. Right now, I have to pee!" She replied, and ran to the bathroom sla
Chapter - 4"We reached," Yvonne announced, turning the car off and unbuckling her belt."So fast?" I was trying to unbuckle my seatbelt but that stupid seatbelt wasn't just getting unbuckled."Yeah, I drove fast too. The party house is nearby; I told you that before."It took us only two minutes to reach the party house. But as she said, she actually drove way too fast. I did tell her to slow down a bit but does she ever listen? She's so much like Alaska Young from Looking for Alaska, sometimes. She, too, sometimes could be so damn impulsive.The party house was easily visible by just walking some feet from the parking lot. With the big iron gate just some metres away from the party house, it was big enough for a handful bunch of many people but no
Chapter - 5"You said just one drink, girl. Nice joke," I scolded, trying to drag her till the car. She was pretty drunk and wasn't in a good state to balance herself so I had to give support and take her to the car."Summer, let's stay for mo-more five mi-minutes,""No. A big fat NO!! Drunk as fuck, and you are asking me for more time here," I took the keys from her pocket and opened the car's door."Okay," She agreed. But I was sure she understood none of my words.After meeting the squad, she and I went downstairs to grab a drink - A DRINK. I know she contradicted what I just said; she had around seven drinks and even if I tried stopping, she paid no heed to me, as always.When we reached our building, Mrs Johnson was there and she smiled at us. She looked impressed and pro
Chapter - 5"You said just one drink, girl. Nice joke," I scolded, trying to drag her till the car. She was pretty drunk and wasn't in a good state to balance herself so I had to give support and take her to the car."Summer, let's stay for mo-more five mi-minutes,""No. A big fat NO!! Drunk as fuck, and you are asking me for more time here," I took the keys from her pocket and opened the car's door."Okay," She agreed. But I was sure she understood none of my words.After meeting the squad, she and I went downstairs to grab a drink - A DRINK. I know she contradicted what I just said; she had around seven drinks and even if I tried stopping, she paid no heed to me, as always.When we reached our building, Mrs Johnson was there and she smiled at us. She looked impressed and pro
Chapter - 4"We reached," Yvonne announced, turning the car off and unbuckling her belt."So fast?" I was trying to unbuckle my seatbelt but that stupid seatbelt wasn't just getting unbuckled."Yeah, I drove fast too. The party house is nearby; I told you that before."It took us only two minutes to reach the party house. But as she said, she actually drove way too fast. I did tell her to slow down a bit but does she ever listen? She's so much like Alaska Young from Looking for Alaska, sometimes. She, too, sometimes could be so damn impulsive.The party house was easily visible by just walking some feet from the parking lot. With the big iron gate just some metres away from the party house, it was big enough for a handful bunch of many people but no
Chapter - 3I came out of the bathroom only to find to Yvonne glaring at me."What happened?" I asked, chuckling.She kept on glaring at me. After a minute or so, she answered, "You've been there inside the bathroom for so long and didn't even answer my callings. I got worried and I want to pee too." She made that emergency alert face which made chuckled more. I sided a bit and laughing, I showed her the way."Sorry, I never hear anything when I'm inside the bathroom. It happens all the time so get used to it," I shouted."Fine whatever. Next time I'll call you from here if you don't hear me so take your phone with you when you enter. Right now, I have to pee!" She replied, and ran to the bathroom sla
Chapter - 2Mamma woke me up saying, "Honey, we reached. Wake up,"I got up from my sleeping position and forthwith, saw Ethan using his phone, smiling and typing which elicited my curiosity more so I looked over and he didn't stop me. I was surprised though.My suspicions were correct; he was chatting with that Evelyn girl since god knows when. I shot him a teasing smile, raising one eyebrow which lead to him hitting me on my elbow. Hard."Ouch, That hurt!" I snarled."I don't care," He snapped back."Please, you both don't start right now. We reached your hostel, Summer. You both get ready to go inside," Mamma announced, sounding annoyed and it was no wonder.I looked up with my left hand still on my right elbow where that trash-face hit me and saw a building with three storeys — the building was built in the way how typical hostels were built;
Chapter - 1I stood there in front of my doorstep with one big suitcase, two cabin bags and one backpack that was clinging uncomfortably to my shoulders from the back, forcing myself to not feel heartbroken because I'd waited for this day since forever.Dad was taking the car out from the garage, Mamma was packing almonds and walnuts for me in the kitchen and Ethan was getting ready in his room.I was starting my college life in like two hours and I didn't know how I was supposed to feel - sad because I was going to be away from my family, the neighbourhood and everything that played a very significant part in making me who I was or happy because I was lucky enough to see the day I was waiting for, my whole existence.This question triggered me because either way I felt
I wrote this book fora very special person, who inspired this story and made me enthusiastic enough to write this, but sadly, not in my lifeanymore.Don't worry, he is still there but we ended things up two years from the day I wrote this.• I won't want to jeopardise his privacy so I chose not to mention his name. Hope you understand (: •***First's playlist:• Mirage (theme song) - Elina• Black and White (second theme song) - Niall Horan• What a time - Julia Michaels ft. Niall Horan•