Chapter 59

Harley

   The next few months were hard as hell to get through. The first time that I got to hold my boys I cried so hard. Thankfully the guys were all able to be back in the NICU with me. The rule was that only two people at a time were allowed to be with one baby. But because we had two babies all of us could go back. 

    The first few weeks they were on a feeding tube and then they finally started to take a bottle. They did tests on the boys to make sure that they were healthy and fine. When they started them on the bottle, they didn't want to take it at first. The doctor had me try to breastfeed them and they both had a little bit of trouble but took right to it. When I wasn't there and they had to take the bottle they hated it but would drink from it. 

   I spent a couple of weeks in the hospital until they finally got my blood pressure under control and w