94: A steamy affair with..... Mac?

My heart sank as I watched his retreating figure, he didn't respond, and his silence sliced through me in ways I never expected before. It was not that I expected him to, but a part of me hoped he would, and remembering how his features were so badly contorted that I could immediately feel all the anger and pain he felt made my eyes leak the more.

But why would he even feel pain? I wiped my cheeks furiously, my eyes wouldn't stop leaking, and somehow, I felt more broken than I had in a while. He was not supposed to have this kind of effect on me, yet he did.

And it was both confusing and tiring all at once.

The strangeness of our relationship was something I could not explain, something I doubted anyone would understand unless they felt the pull I felt toward him.

I suddenly wished to be anywhere but here. Why did Mac bring me here anyway?

I closed my eye and allowed the cool night breeze to still my heart and bring my overflowing emotions together, The party was still going on.