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91: Much more than Self control
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Luke/Lucas POV *BONUS Chapter*I inhaled her beautiful scent, my wolf protested immediately, the bloody and greedy bastard wanted to pounce on her immediately.I gritted my teeth in response to my body which was rapidly losing control, and just when I was fully immersed in the moment, I heard her small voice break the silence as well as something else in my heart. "Why are are being this way to me?" she inquired, searching my eyes for any lie or something she could pin on me. I was so confused"What do you mean?" My arms were still outstretched from moments ago because I was seconds away from pulling her into a hot kiss of tight hug before she dropped the bomb on me just like that.Now I had to maintain my distance, distaste of the entire situation was heavy in my mouth and I could feel my patience strain and strainStill, I tried to convene everything I felt in my eyes, couldn't she see? how much I yearned for her, how much I would drop every single thing for her, how much I would
Fated to love you 93: Why was this so hard?
Lucas/Luke POV Bonus Chapter I stormed out before I did something I would regret. Moments ago, I was almost ravishing her on the spot, yet the barricade that stood between us firmed itself up and wedged confidently in the middle, obstructing either of us from seeing things as they truly were. It was infuriating and frustrating that no matter how I thought of it, all I wanted to do was to land several punches on the face of Mac until he confessed his own evil doing and accepted that he wasn't good enough for her. I knew the only reason why he even paid her any attention, and it killed me to know she was totally oblivious to his schemes and lies. Sometimes when I watched her, I could swear I saw the wheels in her mind turning in confusion from everything, and I could only hope she was strong enough to keep the water down and find what is really true. There was only so much I could do anyways, especially because I didn't want to barge into her life and make it rain fire, I could
Fated to love you 94: A steamy affair with..... Mac?
My heart sank as I watched his retreating figure, he didn't respond, and his silence sliced through me in ways I never expected before. It was not that I expected him to, but a part of me hoped he would, and remembering how his features were so badly contorted that I could immediately feel all the anger and pain he felt made my eyes leak the more. But why would he even feel pain? I wiped my cheeks furiously, my eyes wouldn't stop leaking, and somehow, I felt more broken than I had in a while. He was not supposed to have this kind of effect on me, yet he did. And it was both confusing and tiring all at once. The strangeness of our relationship was something I could not explain, something I doubted anyone would understand unless they felt the pull I felt toward him. I suddenly wished to be anywhere but here. Why did Mac bring me here anyway? I closed my eye and allowed the cool night breeze to still my heart and bring my overflowing emotions together, The party was still going on.
Fated to love you 95: The better kisser.
Mac was kissing me. For a few minutes, it sounded made up, like something I could only imagine but never fully live, And it was hot and sweet and nothing like I ever imagined. Who knew all his hostility could amount to this? I had never for once imagined that things would come to this, no matter how much I wanted it. And yet, it was here, and it was happening somehow. He inserted his tongue gently into my mouth and sucked my lower lip deeply. I stifled a moan. Was any of this real? Was Mac really kissing me? The chorus of desire that was stirred in my belly was not enough evidence to show how real this was; neither were the goosebumps that colored my arms or the fact that my entire body was burning with desire, and it was driving me crazy. I hugged him so tightly because I wanted him to be everywhere and without any space between us at all. Who would have thought? And yet it was happening right now and in front of at least a hundred people. The thought sent me reeling from him in
Fated to love you 96: Living a lie
The next morning came like a fresh dose of reality reminding me of all the mistakes I made previously. Or could I really count it as a mistake? I didn't know. I mean, it was a kiss between me and my mate. As if she somehow knew, Amanda pestered me for details of what occurred the night before but I couldn't bring myself to answer the question because I was also asking the same. No matter how badly I wanted to do that. Because what was that all about? Why did Mac change into a different person overnight? Did things really work that way? I couldn't wait for school to begin so I could move away from here to clear my head. Because things were rapidly going down the hill, or maybe I was speaking less of it. Things had already gone down the hill. By the time a new week rolled in, I wanted nothing more than to go to school and speak to Lola. Who knew I would miss her as much as I did I couldn't help but admit that I needed her chatty words and perspective right now, or else I would lose m
Fated to love you 97: Speak of the Devil
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Fated to love you 98: It's your choice to make.
In a flash, Lola was over at my side and crushing me with her feeble weight while I laughed it off and hugged her back.I did miss her, and I wanted nothing more than for us to resume our cycle and actually give each other all the tea on what happened during the break. On my part there were things I was dying to tell her, things that included Mac's sudden change of attitude. "You must have been so anxious, getting here so early" Lola glanced at the wristwatch on her hand, then offered me a small smile. She knew me too much. "Only anxious to see you," I teased. Then I went over to help her lift her things into the room. "I see you've learned my way of expression" She grinned and threw her bag at me. I dodged it and laughed "One can only live with you for so long until they adopt all your habits." Only Lola would come back with several bags of clothes and yet take an hour every morning to find something suitable for the day. The girl was the most unique person I'd met. After we bo
Fated to love you 99: Or was there?
The message came in just as I unlocked my phone. I stared at it in unbelief. It read 'what time are you free tommorow?'I gasped.The fact that he wanted to see me despite everything I thought showed me that once again Lola was right about everything... Well almost everything. But other than that, I couldn't shake off the fact that I thought he knew my schedule and this was merely formality. I was almost so certain of it. "Was that a message from him? What does it say?" Lola rushed over at once and had a gigantic smile on her face the moment she read the same words that I did.We had no lectures tommorow because it was resumption week and that meant that people would resume almost every single day of the week so lectures officially began next week. I was free the whole day. But did I really want to tell him that? The thought of spending the entire day with him or around his confines made me jittery in a way that felt wrong. And I wasn't sure of my confidence in myself to keep mys
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