Sarina Hazel Moon
After talking about a lot of things with my friends, we decided to attend our next class and it was finally lunchtime after the bell rang.
When I got out of my class, I was greeted by Ethan with his warm, tight hug as if we hadn’t seen each other a while ago.
His warmth made my wolf whimpered in excitement and desire. I could tell that he was pleased with my reaction to his gesture.
“Damn, those classes took a while baby, I have missed you.” He whispered behind my back before breaking his hug, “Come, let’s eat!”
I smiled before nodding, allowing his hands to slip and intertwine with mine, “I do feel hungry.”
“Good! We are ordering the whole menu there so eat a lot! It’s your birthday!” He beamed before kissing my cheeks.
My eyes widened in disbelief with his statement, “Please don’t do that, let’s not waste food, okay?”
“I will eat everything that you can’t finish, don’t worry baby.” He playfully winked, making me smile because my wolf knew that he would do that just for me.
“The ants are biting the hell out of me.” Oliver bitterly commented from behind, I forgot that I went out of class with them.
“Oh, you’re just jealous that you haven't found your mate yet.” Alison scoffed, making him stop before averting his gaze at us.
I narrowed my gaze towards him, it was a perplexing mix of concern and irritation, a look I'd never seen on him before.
Could it be that he already met his mate? I dismissed the thought with a gentle shake of my head. I am sure he would not miss telling us all the details about it when he found him/her. He has been waiting for a long time now.
Just as I was lost in my musings, a playful nudge at my side snapped me out of it. I raised my head towards Ethan.
“Everything alright?” He looked like he had felt my uneasiness, but I decided to shrug it off before giving him a small smile.
“Nothing, let’s eat lunch?” I invited everyone and they all agreed as we walked towards the cafeteria. There are still no signs of Elijah, my wolf wants to see him.
“Where’s your older brother, Ethan?” Alison asked as if she had read my mind. We both looked at him before sitting on the table we found in the center of the cafeteria.
How can they all be so comfortable with all those prying eyes looking at us as if we were celebrities that visited the university?!
Well, I am a bit surprised that a lot of students still came to class after that huge party last night. I guess they released drinks that were not strong.
“I don’t know, he disappeared after we arrived here yesterday.” He shrugged his shoulders before looking at me, “I am sure he will be so thrilled after seeing you. He missed you more than me.”
“He never missed mentioning your name on the trip, it almost annoyed me.” Ethan playfully chuckled, “Now I get why!”
Elijah did? I bit my lower lip to contain my happiness. My wolf was really pleased to hear that and to think, Elijah and I were really close back then when we were pups.
I was about to say something when I felt someone’s piercing gaze locked on me. I looked around the room and saw Paul again with his mate.
Their table was just right next to ours. Of all places, and they decided to choose to sit right there? I wanted to roll my eyes but kept my face emotionless for them.
“H-Hey, Sarina!” Some of his friends greeted me, I only gave them a nod and gasped when Ethan suddenly grabbed my waist, forcing me to sit on his lap.
All of them bit their lower lip before averting their gazes. I am sure I am bright red right now because of what he has done.
“E-Ethan, we’re in public,” I whispered calmly. I was sure he had heard loud and clear but we remained in that position.
“My wolf can’t help it, we don’t want to see you looking at that guy.” He muttered deeply. I then realized they knew about me and Paul back then.
“We need to talk later.” He added before deciding to let me go. I thought he did until he dragged me towards the counter to buy our meals.
I was having a hard time choosing some lunch until we heard numerous cheers at the main entrance of the cafeteria. It seemed like all of the she-wolf wanted to run there just to look at that student who arrived.
“Brother.” I heard Ethan mutter, making my wolf jump in excitement, Elijah’s finally here! “What the hell is he doing with that woman?”
My heart sank after hearing him say those words. I shouldn’t have looked but when I turned my head, his silver eyes were already locked on mine.
“Mate,” I mumbled beneath my breath. I could almost feel my knees wobble because he had changed a lot from head to toe.
Ethan and he looked identical, but there was a difference that only a few people could know and notice if they paid more attention to them.
Elijah's chestnut locks flowed like a sunlit waterfall, framing his handsome face. He is obviously much taller than his younger brother.
Muscles subtly hinted at his physical frame, a quiet testament to his strength. And I know all about this small mole hidden at the back of his ear back when we were kids.
Did their behaviors change? Elijah seemed more approachable and friendlier compared to Ethan back then, right now, I think they have switched.
My inner wolf couldn't remain silent. A growl rose within me, a silent cry of anguish as I witnessed Elijah holding hands with someone. The pain it stirred wasn't just about my feelings but something primal within me.
Elijah seemed to sense my turmoil for a fleeting moment, a flicker of concern in his eyes. But then, he quickly diverted his gaze, focusing intently on the woman beside him, leaving me to grapple with my emotions in silence.
“What the hell is he doing?” Ethan looked furious before looking at me, “I will talk to him about this, don’t worry baby.”
I shook my head before helping him carry the meals he bought for everyone, “There is no need, if he wants to talk, he will approach us.”
Ethan looked confused but sighed deeply because he probably understood that is how I perceived Elijah. I bit my lower lip because, to be honest, I don’t know if he was still the same.
It has been a while since we spent a lot of time together, I am sure that a lot of things have changed between us three.
Lunch suddenly became awkward as the students were confused with what was going on between me and the Alphas. My friends didn’t pry, I think they’re going to wait for me to open up about this matter.
We all decided to go back to class when I felt that I needed to pee in the middle of the discussion, this is probably because I drank a lot of water just to calm my nerves a while ago.
I excused myself from class and went to the restroom. It is also an excuse to give myself a break from all the thoughts bothering me.
I went past this abandoned stockroom when someone harshly grabbed me inside that dark room, my heart leaped into my throat and I gasped in sheer shock.
“W-What the? Who—” I was cut off when someone started kissing me passionately on my lips as if he had missed me. His tongue immediately slipped into mine, it was obvious that he knew what he was doing.
He was towering over my well-being when he suddenly hoisted me up, his rash hands sliding to every part of my body. Every nerve in my body tingled as his aggressive gestures and caresses erased all my previous thoughts.
I don’t know what was going on but my inner wolf was pleased. She knew who this was. He then pushed himself towards my delicate frame as he wrapped my legs gently behind his back, giving him and me more access to one another.
His hardness was poking me in my core, sending a whole new level of sensation to the point I think I’m about to explode. This is insane.
I gently pushed him away, trying to catch the air that I had lost from that intense make-out session that just happened.
“E-Eli?” I called out his old nickname, making his whole body stiff as he harshly put me down. I almost whimpered in pain as I felt a metal hitting the side of my waist.
“Fuck! This damn connection.” His tone hinted with worry as he helped me up, “You better stay away from me outside, this…is an accident.”
“Accident?” I gritted my teeth because of anger, and my eyes finally adjusted to the abandoned stockroom.
His silver eyes looked shocked at my furious and pained expression. Eli looked like he wanted to do something but all he did was crouch before me.
What happened next surprised me when he raised my shirt. I was about to scream when he suddenly licked the side of my waist.
I almost moaned with what he did, his tongue felt too comfortably warm. I cupped my mouth because he might have misunderstood why I was making those muffled expressions.
The pain I felt slowly subsided and when he was sure it was gone, he gently pulled my shirt down before standing up.
“Stay away from me, this happened because I…I just smelled it.” He muttered deeply, forcing me to clench my fists.
He did not just smell me, he was here as if he was expecting me to get out of the class. What is wrong with him?
“Eli, I have not seen you for a long time and this is how you will greet me? I-It’s my birthday too…” I mumbled.
He averted his gaze and walked away, “I meant what I said, okay? Plus you don’t need us, you have a boyfriend anyway, celebrate your day with him.”
That bitterness in his tone. I didn’t know he could speak like this to me. Eli has always been gentle with me, right now, I don’t get it.
Why is he being like this? Did I do something wrong or is he jealous about me having Paul as my boyfriend before?
“No Eli—stop it, I don’t want to hear anything. I am leaving.” He coldly cut me off and swiftly left the abandoned stockroom.
I couldn’t believe what just happened. I massaged my forehead and went out of there to cool my head. I don’t know what the hell is going on with my life but it’s starting to get into my nerves.
When I got back to class, everyone stopped and looked at me giggling annoyingly. They probably smelled their Alpha on me.
I groaned in annoyance and decided to pretend to focus on class even though on the inside, my thoughts were eating me up.
When class ended, I bid my friends goodbye. They both looked worried about me but I knew they are giving me the space that I needed.
I was about to go back to my dorm when I felt that someone hugged me from behind, it was Ethan. My wolf whimpered before he forced me to look at him.
“Hey, are you alright? Did you meet him?” Ethan asked, which made me nod before sighing deeply. He must’ve smelled his brother's scent all over me.
“Did I do anything that made him upset?” I almost teared up because it pained me deeply for some reason, more than the breakup that I experienced previously.
Eli has never treated me that way. He also confused me with his actions and words, none of them connected one bit.
Ethan worriedly looked at me before shrugging, “No, we just got here, so it’s impossible you did something wrong. I am also not sure why is he with the sister of your boyfriend.”
“W-What? That’s Tina Bailey?” I bit my lower lip. I have heard a lot of bad things about her from Paul before.
She had been in trouble for seducing a lot of single and mated werewolves last year and was suspended. My wolf growled at my thoughts.
I tried to calm her down but she is going crazy to the point that she wants to go and see Eli, which is not going to happen.
After the conversation, we had a while ago? There is no way I am talking to him again unless he apologizes. It was also part of our rule back then.
“Are you still with him? This is what I want to talk to you about.” I flinched when Ethan gently held onto my hands. I cautiously raised my gaze, his silver eyes held worry.
“We broke up.” I gently patted his head, “He cheated on me recently. There’s nothing you have to worry about because there is no way I’d get back to him.”
Ethan exhaled a lungful of air, it looked like he was relieved to hear that, “Good, I don’t think we can accept your rejection.”
“Hey, that’s not—” I stopped at his statement. If I were still with Paul, would I have the guts to reject them? I shook my head.
I could never hurt them like that. I clenched my fists before looking at him, he had this sinister look on his face.
“No offense baby, I am happy you guys broke up because I know we can treat you better than he did.” He playfully winked, making me smile.
I have no doubts they would treat me better than Paul did. They proved that even if we were not yet at the right age.
To be continued…
Sarina Hazel MoonAfter our deep and meaningful talk, Ethan decided to invite me to their basketball practice. I almost forgot that I am part of the organizers of the main event for this school year tournament.I am still worried because a lot of things have changed between us three, especially because it has been a long time since we spent time with one another, they have been busy with Alpha duties ever since they came of age. Still, I can’t believe they kept the fact that I was mates with them a secret. Is it because of my relationship with Paul? I bit my lower lip, I feel like I would have difficulties handling them now that we are mates.Our parents were really close back then, so whenever we visited the mansion, those twins have always been my company. I stayed away with everyone when I lost my parents, but they and my friends never let me feel that I was alone.Ethan also mentioned that they came back as soon as possible because of the ball games. This is important for the twi
Sarina Hazel MoonNo matter what he says to me right now, he can’t just get away with what he is doing to me. I don’t care if he is our Alpha.“No, who are you to boss me around?” I clenched my fists while gritting my teeth, “I forget people who hurt me.”He looked like he was shocked by what I said, his eyes containing worry and anxiousness, “I can’t believe you can hurt me like this Eli, what did I do to make you hate me this way? I didn’t do anything that would make you upset.”Eli and I rarely quarreled. In fact, I can’t remember the days that we fought because he is always so calm and understanding.If I am wrong, he will correct me gently. Eli was kind, he never even raised his voice at me. Where is that kid now?“No, that’s not—you kiss me and plan this birthday, are you shitting with me?” I cut him off by cursing and swiftly, he was already right in front of me to cup my mouth.“Stop it, Hazel, we all know you don’t curse.” He muttered softly, but I harshly shoved his hands aw
Sarina Hazel MoonMy heart skipped a beat when Eli caught me gazing at them with intense focus. He wore a mix of hurt and fury in his eyes, a storm of emotions before he turned and walked away.I wanted to run after him, my inner wolf even urged me to chase after him, to comfort him, to understand his feelings but my anger was placed above everything else.He is hot and cold towards me. Aside from that, he lied. There is no way I’d console him after all that.I gasped when someone hugged me tightly from behind. I almost heard him whimper before snuggling to my neck, “I am jealous, baby, why are you speaking to him?”Ethan sounded like he was about to cry but his voice was stern, “What did he say to you?” I heard him ask.Speaking to him is not on my list today because he lied to me with his brother but I can’t just ignore him feeling distress.“N-Nothing, the coach asked him to hand me these papers for the Lynx Cup, I have no other choice but to accept.” I bit my lower lip before care
Sarina Hazel MoonI arrived home, standing alone in the vast mansion. I really couldn’t finish watching the practice, everyone was getting on my nerves.The only company I had a while ago was the cab driver, a trusted member of the Stephenson family's inner circle, who had just dropped me off. I did my night rituals and decided to study for the quiz tomorrow. I also locked my doors because I didn’t want to deal with either one of them right now.Suddenly, thunderous, relentless knocks reverberated through my door. It was Ethan, pounding on it with a furious intensity. Meanwhile, my inner wolf raged, frustrated that I wasn't taking action.“I am studying, leave me be!” I furiously screamed but he still didn’t stop there. He even knocked loudly and aggressively.“Please…baby, talk to me. I don’t want you to reject us….we waited for you for two years to come of age, we restrained ourselves from having you.” Ethan sounded like he was sobbing and this worried me.I couldn’t bear to hear h
Sarina Hazel MoonI heard numerous noises around me and that made me relieved. I was safe and sound, Eli was there to save me from whatever those wolves were planning.Brexton and his friends will be in huge trouble. Ethan wouldn’t give them mercy, most especially Elijah. He almost sounded like he was ready to kill them a while ago.I knew that I’d recover fast because I finally came of age. Slowly, I opened my eyes and saw the twins arguing right in front of my bed.“This is all your fault! If you haven’t been cruel to her, the pack will not get the wrong idea!” Ethan punched his brother.Eli seemed to have accepted that without any emotions plastered on his face, “How can you bear to see her this way!”He didn’t say anything but he glanced my way. His eyes widened before pushing his brother away from him to approach me.“How do you feel?” His voice was soft and calm. My wolf almost danced because of joy but I prefer to be alone right now.I winced in pain when I realized that there
Sarina Hazel MoonI wish the ground would just eat me up. Just like what Eli wanted, we are all eating lunch together at a huge table.We are the main spotlight of the cafeteria. Countless curious and bewildered eyes are fixed upon us. I can’t blame them though.It was truly strange to see us like this, especially about what just happened yesterday that was still the talk of the whole campus.Not a single word escaped our lips. Ethan shot daggers at his brother, and my friends cast furtive glances around, trying to enjoy their lunch while keeping a close eye on the unfolding drama.“S-So um, I heard you were suspended, Belly. How was the break?” Alison broke the tension in the air.I knew that she was going to be the one who would break the heavy tension hanging in the air. Her extrovert side can’t keep calm.Tina—err Belly looked at her with disgust, “Why the heck would I tell you? We are not that close, and forget that issue, it’s dead to us here.”Oliver's irritation bubbled to the
Sarina Hazel MoonMy eyes widened in disbelief as I saw Paul standing at the door, wearing the shirt I had gifted him on our first shared birthday celebration. What the hell?I didn’t say anything after he opened the door. I only spoke to Lowell and introduced him to the principal the moment we got there.Everything went well and I was over the moon. I successfully got him for Oliver’s team. I immediately informed them on the group chat about this matter.“Thank you, Luna. I am really grateful that you allowed me to have this kind of opportunity.” I was surprised when Lowell tapped my shoulders, he was grinning.Luna….I didn’t know it would sound a bit pleasing in the ears. I could feel my cheeks turning warm before biting my lower lip.“Not yet your Luna though, but believe me, you were here because of your talent.” I playfully winked, making him smile.“You would in the future though, I feel like it would be soon.” He confidently claimed. I pouted because he was making me feel too e
Sarina Hazel MoonWhat he said caught me off guard. I seriously don’t get this man. He is far more complicated compared to a woman’s train of thought.“Just why are you not acting this way towards me in public?” I solemnly asked, “I will accept every pain I would feel, but could you at least tell me?” Eli looked like he was surprised by my almost sudden begging. Sadly, he averted his gaze while clenching his fists.“I'm sorry,” he whispered, and the words hung in the air, leaving a heavy silence between us. I waited, hoping for more, but he remained silent.Disappointment washed over me like a relentless wave, leaving me feeling utterly defeated. I had poured all my energy into trying to get him to open up, but my efforts had hit a dead end. If I start to act distant around him, that would be on him. He had pushed me away one too many times already.After I finally composed myself, we decided to come back to the gymnasium. We walked side by side, but there was a noticeable gap betwe