Feya’s POV
The table was set, the silverware glinting under the soft overhead light, and the scent of freshly prepared food filled the air. It was the kind of dinner that had always been meticulously planned by my father—a display of power and status. Tonight, though, it felt different. Tonight, the guest of honor wasn’t just some high-ranking pack member; it was Alpha Blake.
I had barely slept, and my mind had been racing ever since I’d heard the announcement. Alpha Blake would be here tonight. I had never been more excited. And why wouldn’t I be? He was everything. Charismatic, powerful, magnetic. When I’d seen him just once before, he’d looked at me like I was the only person in the room. That look, that energy, had stayed with me.
Killian, on the other hand, was a storm cloud in the distance. He was seething. His anger had only intensified the moment he’d heard the news. I could feel it, the heavy tension that had thickened the air between us. The way he kept avoiding my gaze, the way his jaw clenched every time he caught a glimpse of me today. His frustration was almost palpable, and yet… I couldn’t help the excitement that bubbled up inside me.
“You ready for this, Feya?” my father’s voice pulled me from my thoughts, and I straightened in my seat at the dining table, smoothing the hem of my dress instinctively.
“I’m ready,” I said, my voice just above a whisper, but it felt louder in the silence that surrounded us. My father smiled at me, though there was a strange edge to his expression, one I couldn’t quite place.
I could hear Killian pacing around outside the dining room, his heavy steps echoing through the house. The sound only made the tightness in my chest grow. I knew what he was thinking, knew what was swirling inside his head. His jealousy. His possessiveness. But none of that mattered now. Not tonight. Tonight, I was going to sit next to Alpha Blake, and nothing was going to ruin that for me.
The door creaked open, and I caught the familiar sound of footsteps—the kind that were strong, purposeful, but almost casual. The Alpha had arrived.
Alpha Blake’s presence was unmistakable. The air seemed to shift when he entered the room. He was tall, broader than any other man in the pack, with an air of control that naturally drew your eyes to him. He walked in with that signature smirk that could either be charming or infuriating, depending on which side of the equation you were on.
“Good evening,” his deep voice rang out, smooth and commanding. He greeted my father first with a firm handshake, and then his eyes found me.
I wasn’t sure if I was imagining it, but the moment our gazes locked, the room seemed to quiet, like the whole world paused for just a beat. His smile widened, and I couldn’t help but smile back. My heart skipped a beat as he crossed the room toward me, the sound of his steps filling my ears with the promise of something exciting, something new.
“Feya,” he said, his voice low, but there was warmth in it—familiar warmth that I couldn’t ignore. He was looking at me like I mattered, like I was something special to him, and I couldn’t deny the surge of giddiness that flowed through me.
I stood up a little too quickly, my chair scraping harshly against the floor. I winced, but his eyes softened, and I felt my cheeks heat up.
“Alpha Blake,” I said, my voice trembling slightly, but I couldn’t hide the excitement in it. I took a small step forward, and before I knew it, I had offered my hand to him. My heart raced, and I could feel the energy between us humming.
He took my hand gently, his fingers warm against mine. “It’s good to see you again, Feya,” he said, his gaze not leaving mine for even a second. There was something about his eyes, something magnetic that made it hard for me to look away.
Killian was standing just a few feet away, and I could feel his presence. The tension was thick, almost suffocating. I glanced at him out of the corner of my eye, and for a moment, I saw the anger flash across his face. He was holding himself back, but barely. The jealousy radiated off of him, and I couldn’t help but feel a little bad for him. But then again, I couldn’t control how I felt about Blake.
“I would be honored if you’d sit beside me at dinner, Feya,” Alpha Blake said, his smile never wavering.
I nodded eagerly, my voice a little too eager when I replied, “Of course. I’d love to.” My heart was fluttering now, faster than I could control.
Without hesitation, I moved to take the seat beside him, and when I sat down, I noticed Killian’s jaw tightening. He was standing at the edge of the table, glaring at us both, his hands clenched into fists by his sides. He was furious, I could tell. But there was nothing I could do to stop it.
As Alpha Blake sat down, he reached across the table and picked up his glass of wine, his eyes still locked on mine. “To a night of good food and even better company,” he said with a smile, raising his glass.
I smiled back, feeling like I was on cloud nine. This was it. This was the moment I had been waiting for. Not just any dinner, but dinner with Alpha Blake.
“I’ll serve the food,” I said, my voice light but with a new energy to it. I didn’t want to waste another second. I stood up and began serving the food, making sure to take my time as I moved past Blake’s seat. My fingers brushed against his arm accidentally, and I could have sworn I felt a spark there. He turned his head slightly, his gaze following me as I moved.
“Thank you, Feya,” Alpha Blake said softly, his voice low, just for me. It was almost like a secret, and I couldn’t help but smile wider. His compliment made everything feel worth it.
But Killian couldn’t stand it. I could see the way his eyes narrowed as he watched me, the muscles in his neck flexing with the tension that radiated off him. It was suffocating, but I couldn’t bring myself to care.
He suddenly pushed his chair back with a harsh scrape and stood up, his chair falling backward behind him.
“I’ll be outside,” he muttered, his voice rough. Without waiting for a response, he stormed out of the room, leaving the door open behind him.
I glanced toward the door, my stomach sinking slightly. For a moment, a pang of guilt hit me, but then I quickly pushed it aside. Killian had made it clear that he didn’t care about me in the way I wanted. I had tried to be there for him, but now, it was my turn. Tonight was mine.
“ I hope he is fine?,” Alpha Blake said, his voice soothing. He reached across the table and placed his hand on mine, just for a moment. “This night is about you and me.”
I swallowed hard, my breath hitching in my chest. “Thank you,” I whispered, meeting his eyes, feeling everything shift once again.
Killian’s POVThe cold air hit me like a slap in the face as I walked down the long, winding path away from the house. My hands were shoved deep into the pockets of my jacket, the bitterness of the evening biting through the fabric. I could still hear the faint sounds of laughter and clinking glasses from the dining room, but I couldn’t stay there. Not with him in there, with her sitting so close to him.I should’ve left sooner. I should’ve known it would eat me alive, but no. I had to watch it unfold. Feya, sitting beside Alpha Blake, all radiant and doe-eyed. It’s like she didn’t even see me anymore. She didn’t see the bond we had, didn’t care about the things we had shared. She was lost in the idea of him. And that hurt. It hit harder than I wanted to admit.I gritted my teeth and shoved the thoughts aside. No. I wasn’t going to let this mess with me. Not tonight. Not anymore.I pulled out my phone, tapping on the contact I had been avoiding for far too long. Zane. The only one who
Killian's POVI don’t know what the hell came over me, but the moment I pulled Feya’s debit card from my pocket, I felt like the whole club was at my fingertips. The glint of gold was almost too tempting.“Another round for the whole damn bar,” I said to the bartender, flashing the card with a grin. He raised an eyebrow at me, but when he saw the card, he nodded without hesitation.Zane, standing next to me, looked like she’d just seen me steal a diamond. “Wait a minute. You’re really doing this?”I shrugged, leaning against the bar, watching the bartender start pouring shots and cocktails for anyone within arm's reach. “Why not? It’s a night to remember, right?”Zane was still staring at me, her head tilted like she was trying to figure me out. “You don’t strike me as the type to throw around money for no reason.”I chuckled darkly, grabbing the drink the bartender slid my way. “It’s not about the money. It’s about the moment.”Her eyes narrowed, a smirk playing at the corner of her
Feya's POVI was sitting beside Alpha Blake in the grand living room of the pack house, the flickering fire casting shadows over the stone walls. The low murmur of conversation filled the room as everyone continued to enjoy the festivities, but I couldn’t seem to focus. My fingers tapped nervously on the armrest, my mind elsewhere. Alpha Blake was talking, his words slipping by me like water, not really reaching me.Then it came—the beep. A soft sound at first, almost inaudible over the low hum of chatter. I ignored it. But then, it came again. Another beep, then another. My phone.I glanced down at it, the persistent vibrations vibrating through the surface of the coffee table. I almost dismissed it, but something told me I shouldn’t. My fingers shook as I reached for my phone, pulling it towards me with a deep, unexplainable sense of dread in my chest.The screen lit up, and my heart sank when I saw the string of notifications. Debits. So many debits.I blinked, staring at the numbe
Faye’s povTonight is going to be the best night of my life.I have dreamed of this night since I was a child. The night where I will finally find my mate. The night where the person destined to love me will complete me in ways no one ever could. I had always known who it would be — Young Alpha Blake, the man I had loved in silence as long as I can remember. The one whose name I had written in my diary. He's the man I had always prayed to the Moon Goddess for, in hopes that, no, believing that on the day of the Mating Ceremony he would choose me. That he would be mine.And it was today.Music, laughter, and chatter filled the air. The golden decorative lanterns swayed from the tree branches, casting low glow over the sea of faces in the crowd. The night was thick with excitement as the pack gathered under the full moon. Everywhere I looked, couples were finding each other, happy and glad that they had found each other. It was the last selection. I was next.I walked to the center
Faye’s povEver since the mating ceremony, I had been avoiding Killian like a plague. And that as a very difficult task because avoiding him was like trying to run from my own shadow — No matter how fast I moved or how I always tried to stay out of his way, he was always there. His presence was a constant reminder to me that the mating bond between us was unbreakable but I refused to accept it. I skipped meals when I knew he would be in the dining hall,I trained at odd hours, hoping to miss him at the pack's training grounds,I even started sleeping in the Beta's quarters pretending in needed space from the Alpha's Wing. I tried all of that and more but…None of it worked.Why?Because tell me why Killian went everywhere I went. If I left a room, he would enter seconds later. If I avoided his gaze, he made sure to find ays to steal my attention and wors of all, everytime he said my nickname — just my nickname — I felt the bond tug at my soul. No matter how much I avoided him, h
Faye's povEver since the party, I couldn't look at Killian the same way anymore. Ever since that night, the night he killed Jake, I hadn't been able to sleep. I kept reliving the same nightmares — Jake's blood on his hands, the way his green eyes turned red with rage, the way he ripped Jake apart like a rabid beast. Everything was vivid imprinted in my mind.That night, I had never felt so scared in my life. Killian, my brother. The one whose eyes always beamed now had a murderous glint in them.That night, he rose from Jake's mauled corpse and smiled at me as though expecting gratitude, understanding but all I felt was pure, bone-chilling fear.I remember taking a step back. It was a single step but it shattered something between us. His smile fell and my breath hitched. He had seen it. He had seen the fear in my eyes and he hated it.“Don't look at me like that!” He had yelled. But how else would I look at it when he was covered in blood.He had saved me from being raped but he
Faye's povI woke up to the sound of angry yells. I sat up and looks around my room for the source of the sound. It certainly wasn't here. Wind rushed through my room and brushed my skin, cooling the area around my neck.My hand quickly flew to the left side of my neck and I sucked in a breath.It wasn't a nightmare. The kiss. The mark. All of it was real.A scream tore through my lips. *****By the time I had bathed and dressed in a fluffy cotton turtle neck and plaid skirt, I walked downstairs to get breakfast like I was used to.But by the time, I arrived downstairs, I realize I had walked in on something serious.Tension the size eor Jupiter rolled off the walls, thick and unrelenting. Nobody, not a single soul, smiled or even laughed. Not even the pups who were usuallt careless and wild during breakfast time. All of them sat quietly in their seats. I looked around the vast room and noticed that something I shouldn't have — everyone had the same look in their eyes. Not anger,
Faye’s pov“I can't let go of this, Faye.” “You're not —”He cut me off. “You should go.”He turned his focus to the scrolls like I wasn't standing there. I hated how he could do this to me but what I hated the most was the most treacherous part of me that didn't want to leave. I hissed, walking towards him, my eyes heavy with unshaded tears that tear deep into my heart. I won't leave, Killian, I will stay. I stood up hearing the word, “I won't leave” his gaze surprisedly raised to me. I stood frozen, the words hanging in the air like a bitter chill. You should go. The coldness in his tone struck deep, and for a moment, I almost believed it. I almost believed that leaving would somehow make things easier for him and me.But then I realized, I couldn’t leave him—not like this.“Killian,” I whispered, my voice trembling with the weight of all that was unsaid between us.He didn’t look up. The rustle of parchment was all that answered me, a dull, rhythmic sound as though he was act
Feya's POVI was sitting beside Alpha Blake in the grand living room of the pack house, the flickering fire casting shadows over the stone walls. The low murmur of conversation filled the room as everyone continued to enjoy the festivities, but I couldn’t seem to focus. My fingers tapped nervously on the armrest, my mind elsewhere. Alpha Blake was talking, his words slipping by me like water, not really reaching me.Then it came—the beep. A soft sound at first, almost inaudible over the low hum of chatter. I ignored it. But then, it came again. Another beep, then another. My phone.I glanced down at it, the persistent vibrations vibrating through the surface of the coffee table. I almost dismissed it, but something told me I shouldn’t. My fingers shook as I reached for my phone, pulling it towards me with a deep, unexplainable sense of dread in my chest.The screen lit up, and my heart sank when I saw the string of notifications. Debits. So many debits.I blinked, staring at the numbe
Killian's POVI don’t know what the hell came over me, but the moment I pulled Feya’s debit card from my pocket, I felt like the whole club was at my fingertips. The glint of gold was almost too tempting.“Another round for the whole damn bar,” I said to the bartender, flashing the card with a grin. He raised an eyebrow at me, but when he saw the card, he nodded without hesitation.Zane, standing next to me, looked like she’d just seen me steal a diamond. “Wait a minute. You’re really doing this?”I shrugged, leaning against the bar, watching the bartender start pouring shots and cocktails for anyone within arm's reach. “Why not? It’s a night to remember, right?”Zane was still staring at me, her head tilted like she was trying to figure me out. “You don’t strike me as the type to throw around money for no reason.”I chuckled darkly, grabbing the drink the bartender slid my way. “It’s not about the money. It’s about the moment.”Her eyes narrowed, a smirk playing at the corner of her
Killian’s POVThe cold air hit me like a slap in the face as I walked down the long, winding path away from the house. My hands were shoved deep into the pockets of my jacket, the bitterness of the evening biting through the fabric. I could still hear the faint sounds of laughter and clinking glasses from the dining room, but I couldn’t stay there. Not with him in there, with her sitting so close to him.I should’ve left sooner. I should’ve known it would eat me alive, but no. I had to watch it unfold. Feya, sitting beside Alpha Blake, all radiant and doe-eyed. It’s like she didn’t even see me anymore. She didn’t see the bond we had, didn’t care about the things we had shared. She was lost in the idea of him. And that hurt. It hit harder than I wanted to admit.I gritted my teeth and shoved the thoughts aside. No. I wasn’t going to let this mess with me. Not tonight. Not anymore.I pulled out my phone, tapping on the contact I had been avoiding for far too long. Zane. The only one who
Feya’s POVThe table was set, the silverware glinting under the soft overhead light, and the scent of freshly prepared food filled the air. It was the kind of dinner that had always been meticulously planned by my father—a display of power and status. Tonight, though, it felt different. Tonight, the guest of honor wasn’t just some high-ranking pack member; it was Alpha Blake.I had barely slept, and my mind had been racing ever since I’d heard the announcement. Alpha Blake would be here tonight. I had never been more excited. And why wouldn’t I be? He was everything. Charismatic, powerful, magnetic. When I’d seen him just once before, he’d looked at me like I was the only person in the room. That look, that energy, had stayed with me.Killian, on the other hand, was a storm cloud in the distance. He was seething. His anger had only intensified the moment he’d heard the news. I could feel it, the heavy tension that had thickened the air between us. The way he kept avoiding my gaze, the
Killian’s POVI gripped the steering wheel tighter than necessary as I drove Feya back to the pack house. The silence between us was almost suffocating, but I could sense something in her that had shifted. She’d been more energetic than I expected when we went shopping—practically bouncing through the aisles like a child, her excitement impossible to miss. It was like she was on cloud nine, and for some reason, that made my chest tighten in a way I couldn’t quite explain.I stole glances at her as we drove, noticing how her smile seemed to linger long after we left the shop, how her fingers gently grazed the bags as if she were holding something precious. But the closer we got to the pack house, the more I began to wonder what was really going on inside her head. She hadn’t said much since we left the store, only occasionally looking out the window, lost in her thoughts.The tension was building in the pit of my stomach, gnawing at me. I wanted to ask her what had her so happy, but so
Feya's POVThe hum of chatter from the workers drifted to my ears as I stepped into the hallway. At first, it was just the usual buzz, the mundane talk of everyday chores, but then I caught something that made my heart skip a beat. I lingered on the top step, letting the voices of the two workers below seep into my mind."Did you hear? Alpha Blake's coming back to the pack tomorrow," one of them said, her voice a little too light, too excited.I leaned against the railing, my fingers gripping the wood just a little too tightly, but I couldn't stop myself from feeling the rush of anticipation that surged through me at the mere mention of his name. Alpha Blake. I smiled, trying to mask the flutters in my chest, but the other worker’s response soon wiped the grin off my face."I know, I heard. He's my crush too," she said with a giggle.My breath hitched, a knot tightening in my stomach. I couldn’t have heard that right. She couldn’t be serious. I clenched my jaw, fighting to keep my com
Feya’s POVI heard my father’s voice reverberating through the walls, his words still searing through my thoughts. The echo of his anger seemed to crawl under my skin, a constant reminder of how I could never get things right, never be enough. I didn’t have the energy to face him again, to hear him tell me how I was a disappointment, how I failed him, how I failed everyone.I couldn’t breathe with his voice hanging in the air, so I did what I always did when I wanted to escape: I walked. My feet carried me down the hall, though I didn’t have anywhere in mind. Just somewhere away from the heaviness of this house, away from my father’s rage.I ended up in the living room, standing by the window, staring out at the empty yard. The air was stale, and the mansion felt suffocating, cold even though it was summer. I felt cold. And that’s when I spotted it: the landline sitting on the side table.It was a relic, an old lifeline I hadn’t used in ages, but right now it felt like the only thing
Feya’s POVI stood at the balcony, my arms crossed tightly against my chest, watching them from a distance. There they were—Killian and Zane—sitting together on that bench in the garden, like some perfect pair, laughing, talking. His laughter, a sound that used to feel like home, now grated against my nerves like sandpaper. The way Zane lounged against him, as if it was normal for them to be so close, so comfortable.I couldn’t take it. My stomach churned. I hated seeing them together like that. Especially with Zane. I really don’t like her. The thought echoed in my mind like a mantra. I hissed several times under my breath, the anger bubbling beneath my skin, like a hot wire I couldn’t control.I felt so exposed standing here, but I couldn’t move. I couldn’t tear my eyes away. I should’ve been used to it, used to the way she always managed to slip into places she didn’t belong. But I wasn’t."Why are you snickering, Feya?"The voice came from behind me, cutting through my thoughts. I
Killian povWeeks laterI shifted uncomfortably as Zane's fingers dug into my thigh, and I let out a sharp wince, the sudden pain snapping me out of my thoughts. Her gaze was teasing, but there was an underlying seriousness behind it."What was that for?" I hissed, shooting her an irritated look.Zane didn’t seem to care much, her lips curving into a playful smirk. "You weren’t listening to me," she replied, her tone light and carefree, though I could hear a hint of concern buried in it. She tilted her head back, eyes searching the sky above us.I grunted, rubbing my thigh absently. "What were you saying again?"Her expression softened as she settled back into a more comfortable position on my legs. “I asked if you’ve settled your issues with Feya. Both of you are siblings, you don’t have to keep dancing around each other like this."I sighed, the weight of her words sinking deeper into my chest. The truth was, I hadn't settled anything. I hadn’t even been able to look her in the eyes