{ Liam }My dear Isabella most definitely made use of the inhibitors I stupidly gave her, and you know how I know that?... because it has been three full weeks since that day I took her to the cabin and we've only spoken two days, despite me texting her every single day. I know it’s extremely pathetic, but I can't stop myself from doing so in hopes that she'll reply to me, but she never does, except for the one day in the week when the inhibitor wears off before she takes another one.It's so fucking annoying, because I knew that was going to happen from the beginning. And I can't even go to see her in secret because she has forbidden me from going anywhere near her house and, of course, going near her in public. The only thing I know about her is how perfectly well her relationship with Theo is going lately, which burns like a motherfucker, now more than ever. It fucking sucks to see Theo so happy all of a sudden, or to hear about the stuff they do. The only reason why I’m able to
The house is very spacious. Everything looks dark and old school, yet also quite expensive and luxurious. I don't know if it was what I expected from Liam's house, but now that I'm here I can tell that it makes sense.My eyes travel everywhere absorbing as much as possible as I follow my mate's father around the house until we come to a living room. "My name is Fidel Fierro, by the way. I'm Liam's father," he mentions, as if it wasn't extremely obvious, "Would you like something to drink?""Just water is fine," I murmur as I take a seat on one of the vintage couches. Fidel nods and walks over to the small bar, pours himself a drink and grabs a bottle of water for me, "Thank you, Sir. My name is Isabella Mihdi."Fidel remains frozen in the same spot for almost five seconds, but then he manages to break out of the transe and he sits down in the couch across from me. He stays silent as I sip my water, looking at me with intense interest that makes me feel extremely nervous. Fidel is an
It's still morning and the sun is still partially out, I shouldn't feel afraid to walk around in the woods, but it feels really weird around here. The energy is horrible and the vibe feels heavy with something murky and twisted. I don't want to sound ridiculous, but I feel like this place is full of ghosts who are out for revenge. Fortunately, only a couple of minutes later I can see Liam in the distance. Or, well, Liam's wolf."Stay here for a second, I'm going to make sure he's... you know, okay with having visitors," Fidel says to me. I think Liam's wolf hears his voice because he stands up to look at us. I immediately avert my eyes so I don't look at him much. I don’t want to have his image fresh and clear in my head.It's not time yet. "Please, just tell him to keep his wolf away from me," I beg, squeezing my hands together to keep them from shaking but also to try to stop my wolf from running to his mate like a crazy bitch because that's exactly what she wants to do. And to be
I nod, grab her hand and I pull her back to the cabin, my heart racing with excitement because, for the first time, I'm on the same page as her. Life finally has meaning.I've been staying here for a few days, but I couldn't say exactly how many because I've let my wolf have full control most of the time. He is frustrated with the Isabella situation and misses her terribly too, but he is not depressed like me. He doesn't crave hard drugs like I do, he doesn't think about suicide like I do. In fact, he's actually very good at taking care of himself, so I gladly let him take the lead in situations like these. He's been eating well... I don't know what he eats exactly, but I won't ask because it's none of my business and I'm afraid it's something I totally don't want to know. But, apparently, he's surviving much better than I would. And now that I have my mate in front of me, a new surge of life has grown inside me... or rather, a giant desire to keep living in this life. I'll do what
I’ve waited so long for this moment, but it has finally arrived. Finally, It's just us. My mate and me, without any of the humans ruining everything for us with their bullshit and keeping us apart, interrupting the path that Fate wants for us. Isabella jumps on top of me all of a sudden, fully naked and confident in my ability to catch her. Of course I do that and then I hold her against me for the first time. It feels so good. "I love you," I say, falling back on the bed and I giggle with glee when she starts kissing all over my face like a happy pup, "I love you so fucking much, I was dying without you.""I love you too," she says, stopping her kisses and looking straight into my eyes, "Please, do something about us already. I don't want to keep waiting, I want to be with you NOW, not three years from now. I don't want to be with another man, even if I'm not awake when it happens, I don't like the idea. I don't like how everyone knows me as his girlfriend. I want them to know I'm
Liam sighs heavily and sits up to just stare down at me while I sob naked on a hotel bed defeated and pissed off. Everything is absolute shit, everything is wrong. Extremely wrong. Right now I don't even want to look at my phone and deal with reality. I already know my parents are going to go crazy on me, especially my dad. And I can't even lie to him when I get home because he knows exactly who I'm with and he's seen me holding his hand, there's no way I can tell him Liam is a stranger or someone unimportant. God, he must be so angry with me, I don't know how I'm going to deal with that. He's never been mad at me before.And what about my real boyfriend? He must be really angry too. What if I messed everything up? "Marna... can you stop crying?" Liam asks, but I can't, so I ignore him, "Please. I'd rather you just keep hitting me. Trust me, I can take a lot more than that. And I expected a lot more than that from you, actually.""Just leave me alone," I cry out and roll onto my b
I take a deep breath hoping this doesn't end up being the worst idea ever before I answer Theo's call. Liam is still on top of me, by the way, and he spreads my legs wide enough to get in between them and nestle his growing dick right in my warmest spot as his eyes try to melt my face with their intensity. "Hey, babe," I greet, trying to sound cheerful and soft as usual while ignoring Liam's eyes and the way his scent fills with jealousy at just those two words. This man still doesn't quite understand that I don't want and will never want Theo."Isa... what's wrong?" Theo asks, sounding confused but not angry, thankfully, "I feel like I haven't talked to you in a while."Six fucking days, not that it's a big deal to him, apparently. I reach up to grab Liam's hair and tug on it as punishment when he lets out a mocking little laugh. As if he's not stinking up the whole room with his jealousy. "Yeah, sorry I haven’t reached out this week, but guess what? Remember my friend Lily?" I as
"I'll send Kit over to Layla's with some money," Liam says easily, picking up his own phone to set that in motion, "Is fifty thousand enough or too little?""For two weeks in Cancun? That's too much," I frown and cross my arms, "I don't like you coddling other girls, don't give them that much. It's not necessary.""Are you kidding? That's pocket change. And I should give them more considering I'm buying their silence and their ability to keep their mouths shut about your affair now that you've so stupidly told them," he mutters, shaking his head like I'm so stupid, "I'll send them seventy thousand just in case. And don't be jealous, you’ll own everything I have one day."I don't think anyone has ever said something so hot to me before. I have to clench my legs and bite my lower lip to control how those words made me feel. "Girls are just as good as men at hiding affairs, if not better. They definitely won't tell," I assure him, looking at him from afar and thinking how crazy I must b
{ Fidel }Finally feeling better after so much time of worrying and stressing out about this woman, once I allow my body to relax, I end up passing out next to her. It’s like my body released all the endorphins at once and now I’m drained. I don’t know how long I sleep next to Daisy’s lovely naked body, but when I wake up, she’s playing with my hair and doing something on her phone with her free hand. As if this is our normal.“You awake?” She whispers.“Yeah, sorry. How long have I been out?”“Just over twenty minutes,” she answers, letting her phone down to look at me with a smile, “Kit is texting me, asking if I’m still grounded. The kids are hungry.”“Tell them to go out or something. I want to stay here longer,” I admit, hugging her waist until she’s turning on her side to face me. I let my hand caress the length of her body, from her delicate shoulder to her plump hips. She’s pure perfection. The definition of a true woman, “I want to enjoy you some more.”“That sounds good,”
"That's the only way you'll stay quiet, apparently," he growls, then he looks down at my body again, without anything covering me at all. I know I don't have the most perfect body out there, but I'm also not hideously ugly. And by the way he's starting to fill the room with his arousal, I think he likes what he's looking at, "I've been denying myself this since the moment I first met you, Daisy. But I finally have you right here... and you're just as delicious as I thought."I swallow and bite down on my own panties when his hands start roaming around my body. They feel possessive and authoritative.He grabs my breasts and cups them, pinching both of my nipples at the same time. I moan and trash around, but he pins me down with just a look before moving down until he's in between my legs again.I’m going to pass out. I’ve never been this aroused. "If I ever found out you're fucking someone else, I'll chop his head off right in front of your eyes. I won't let you convince me to let hi
{ Daisy }I told him. I just let it out. I knew he wouldn't stop torturing me one way or another until he got what he wanted, so I just gave it to him. And the fucker just looks at me with a stunned face for a few seconds, not saying anything back.My worst fear is coming true the more he stays silent. He's going to reject me. He doesn't want me. He won't give me what he promised. He'll fire me and push me away. I start crying again just thinking about it, because I don't want any of that to happen. I've been so angry today because he forced me to stay here, but I know I would hate it even more if he forced me to go away and never come back. "Is that all?" he asks in a cold voice, my crying stops. I narrow my eyes at him, "You could've said that sooner, Daisy.""Yeah? So you could reject me sooner?" I snarl, getting angry now, especially when he smiles like the evil person he is, "Get off me!""No," he simply says, "You're not getting rid of me now. Ever. I hope you're happy and
"No, I can't say," she mumbles and tries to get up, but I move faster than her and I grab her arm to keep her in place, "Fidel, stop. It has nothing to do with you.""So what, you want another man?" I ask, pulling her harder until she falls on top of me. Daisy tries to get up, but I don't let her. I flip us until I'm on top of her, "Is that it? You know I'll find him, too.""No, Fidel," she says, trying to push me away, "Stop. Please, get away from me.""Not until you tell me what you're hiding from me," I demand, slipping a leg in between hers. I can hear how fast her heart starts beating and I can smell her scent getting thick with arousal. I think she liked being manhandled like that, "I'm not fucking asking, Daisy, I'm ordering you to tell me.""Well, now I want to tell you even less," she snaps, closing her eyes and moving her head to the side, "I'm disappearing inside my mind again.""No. Stop that, stop doing that," I growl and grab her face to force her to look back at me, "Co
"B-b-but," she lets out, her pale face blushed now, "But that would make this very unprofessional.""You really think I care about being professional? I almost kill your boyfriend and I grounded you, Daisy, I'm not a professional boss," I say, laughing at myself, "Or are you disgusted at the thought of touching me?""What?!" she almost yells. I have to bite on the inside of my cheek to stop my smile as she gives me a very incredulous look. She's so fucking gorgeous and I want her so fucking bad, "Of course I'm not disgusted! Why would I be? You're not that evil, everyone just says that because they don't really know you. Don't believe their words, Fidel, you're not disgusting."This time I can't stop myself from laughing out loud, feeling days and days worth of tension leave my shoulders. She's back. "Thanks for letting me know everyone calls me evil and disgusting behind my back, Daisy. But I meant you'd be disgusted because I'm so damn old," I let her know. She looks shocked again
Isabella keeps me company while I eat. She tries and tries to get me to admit I want Fidel. I might like her, but I know she’ll definitely tell everyone everything I say, so I say almost nothing.When she leaves, I decide to take a shower and put on some of the old clothes I have in this room. They’re old jeans and a shirt that are now around two sizes too small and it just reminds me of how imperfect I am.I’ve let myself go in this house. I got too comfortable, I denied myself of everything too, just like Fidel. I denied myself of a man, of more friends, of a job that didn’t involve talking to the same four people every single day.I’m so sick and tired of this life, something has to change. And now that I have the idea of the sperm donor in my head, I really think I could make it happen. Even if I can’t go out, there’s a lot of viable men in this house: Kit, Caleb… even Roger. He might be old, but his swimmers could be alive, right? Other than them, Fidel has a lot more guys that
{ Daisy }I can’t believe this is really happening, but he put the idea in my head and now I really, really want it.He gave me a solution to my issue. I would be an idiot if I don’t try to go for it. But Fidel drops his mouth open in shock as he looks at me, as if he can’t believe I’m being like this. And yeah, even I can’t believe I’m speaking to my boss this way, but really, this isn’t a normal work environment anymore. Not since he forced me back here.I have so much money saved that I could afford to retire, but I don’t think he would even let me. And I really don’t think he would hurt me or kill me, so if I have nothing to lose, I can be a little bitch if I want.“I’m so fucking mad at you,” he lets me know, pointing at my face before walking away and out of the kitchen, “I don’t want to eat dinner here anymore. I’ll go out again.”“Fine!” I let out, “Have fun!”“I will,” he responds, “And you’ll stay here tonight. You’re grounded until you apologize for saying that shit. Kit,
Before I leave my car, I down the last bit of the cognac bottle and get out. Instead of heading to the front door, though, I walk to the backyard and get in through the kitchen door. My Daisy is already here, cooking something delicious. She was humming a song and moving her plump hips from side to side before looking at me and giving me yet another annoyed eye roll.“Forgive me,” I demand, taking a few steps closer to her, “Forgive me now.”“Of course, I forgive you,” she says with a bored voice. I growl and walk closer to grab her. Daisy gasps, finally looking at me with something other than distaste in her eyes. She’s shocked by my attack, “What is this about?”“I want you to be normal Daisy again,” I demand, realizing I’m drunker than I thought because then I hug her waist, allowing myself to touch her more than ever before. My hands dare to roam down her ass too, “Please, Daisy, I don’t like you being like this. I know you’re mad, but I won’t let you go no matter what, so I’m b
{ Fidel }"Dad," Liam growls, entering the bathroom without knocking while I'm taking a shower to wash the blood off my body, "Who the hell was that?!”Amazing. I’ve been found. "What do you mean?" I ask, "And why are you here, Liam? We're not that close, show me some damn respect.""Shut up, old man," he says and opens the sliding door of the shower to give me a disapproving look, "Who the hell was that guy in the cabin and why did you kill him?""Do you think I owe you an explanation, pup?" I scoff and turn off the water, "You're wrong. I do what I want and there’s no one alive who can stop me.Not even you.”"You've been in the cabin every day this week. Nobody knows anything about this, there is nothing bad going on at work right now, so... who was that guy in the cabin and why did you kill him?" He asks, talking very slowly as if I’m an idiot or something. "Because I felt like it, Liam. Is that what you want to hear?" I admit, pushing him aside to get out of the shower and cove