I take a deep breath hoping this doesn't end up being the worst idea ever before I answer Theo's call. Liam is still on top of me, by the way, and he spreads my legs wide enough to get in between them and nestle his growing dick right in my warmest spot as his eyes try to melt my face with their intensity. "Hey, babe," I greet, trying to sound cheerful and soft as usual while ignoring Liam's eyes and the way his scent fills with jealousy at just those two words. This man still doesn't quite understand that I don't want and will never want Theo."Isa... what's wrong?" Theo asks, sounding confused but not angry, thankfully, "I feel like I haven't talked to you in a while."Six fucking days, not that it's a big deal to him, apparently. I reach up to grab Liam's hair and tug on it as punishment when he lets out a mocking little laugh. As if he's not stinking up the whole room with his jealousy. "Yeah, sorry I haven’t reached out this week, but guess what? Remember my friend Lily?" I as
"I'll send Kit over to Layla's with some money," Liam says easily, picking up his own phone to set that in motion, "Is fifty thousand enough or too little?""For two weeks in Cancun? That's too much," I frown and cross my arms, "I don't like you coddling other girls, don't give them that much. It's not necessary.""Are you kidding? That's pocket change. And I should give them more considering I'm buying their silence and their ability to keep their mouths shut about your affair now that you've so stupidly told them," he mutters, shaking his head like I'm so stupid, "I'll send them seventy thousand just in case. And don't be jealous, you’ll own everything I have one day."I don't think anyone has ever said something so hot to me before. I have to clench my legs and bite my lower lip to control how those words made me feel. "Girls are just as good as men at hiding affairs, if not better. They definitely won't tell," I assure him, looking at him from afar and thinking how crazy I must b
"The omega thing is not a surprise, but it is fucking gross to think about. From you and him both," I complain, Liam just shrugs, "I don't like the drug thing. My mom sure as hell doesn't know that.”"I told you. Now you can grab him by the balls," he says with a wicked grin. I grimace, "Metaphorically, of course."I nod, but I'm still a little shocked by all the information I've just received, so I remain silent while Liam eats and does his best to pretend nothing is wrong. As if he didn't just tell me he had the most traumatic childhood ever. "Mmm, man. I love these," he exclaims and bites into a blueberry muffin. Then he holds a piece to my lips, "Come on, open up. You're not eating.""I've lost my appetite," I mutter, but he takes advantage of me opening my mouth a little to shove the bread in until I have no choice but to eat it."I told you it was ugly," he reminds me with raised eyebrows. I just nod, "That's why I wanted to wait a little longer before blurting out the details
Being in this vacation with Liam is much better than I expected. He's not being as obnoxious as usual, so that's allowing me to enjoy every minute of his company. In fact, he's showing me a whole new side of him that I'm starting to really like and that I wasn't expecting one bit. He's being calm, funny and romantic, he hasn't felt the need to offend me even once and we've both been open with our wolves and their feelings because, why not? At this point I'm already like 80% in love with him anyway and it doesn't look like my crush is going to stop anytime soon no matter how hard I try, so fuck it. I’ll just keep enjoying this for as long as I possibly can. Theo is always busy anyway and he will be even busier once he's the Alpha. If he doesn't pay attention to me now he totally won't be pay attention to me later, which is perfect because it means I'll be able to continue this affair throughout our marriage.Liam and I are haven’t talked about nothing serious again because he gets te
Unfortunately, Isabella is right. I can't go running and let my true form out in this place so full of people and cameras everywhere. But still, I need to let my aggression out and I can only do that if I'm not in that room with her. When I finally find a mostly empty spot after walking for a long time, some idiot crashes into me."Ouch, look where you're walking asshole," he complains, raising a hand to pat the shoulder that collided with mine. He picked a bad moment to bump into me. I push him backwards with one hand without moderating my strength and the poor human goes flying until he lands on his ass in the street, then on his head and then he goes completely stiff. God, it was like throwing a bag filled with glass, completely fragile and weak. It's not even worth fighting one of the humans, so instead of going at him, I decide to take my frustration out on the wall until my fist almost makes a hole in there. It's not enough, but it's all I can do while being in this damn city
{ Isabella }The first thing I do when I get back to the pack is to go straight to a hotel and lock myself in there so I can cry, curse everything and then keep crying some more. Going from such a high high to such a fucking low low in such a short time is not an easy thing to do. Of course I didn't really want to break up with Liam after having so much fun together and realizing I love him, but what was the alternative? Stay with him and raise our child together? Absolutely not. No way.I was so happy these last few weeks with him that I almost forgot about my goals and what I really want, but life has a very efficient way of reminding you that nothing good lasts long. My relationship with Liam was good, so it was destined to be short-lived. I have to accept that and move on as easily I have done with the ten other boyfriends I have broken up with before. I have to forget about my feelings and get ready to live through nine months of pure misery and then possibly a big explosion w
Well, I guess my sobriety is over, but at this point I can't remember why I even wanted to be sober when something so great exists in this world. I should live like this all the time, it would be so much better. Just fun and weird shapes around me. I've been crawling around on the floor like a caterpillar for a while now and I’m still having more fun than ever before. This is way better than anything I've ever done. I'm somehow listening to my favorite songs on repeat without the need for a device and I have a lot of new friends. The bugs that are crawling around on the floor just like me. They would never let me down and they would never fuck my girl like Theo does constantly. Ha. Although it would do Isabella good to get fucked by a giant caterpillar, that ugly fucking witch. I seriously hate her like I've never hated anyone before. That's why I shouldn't have let my guard down, only bad things happen when you let your guard down with a woman. They're all a bunch of living garba
"Okay, now it's time to go home," my dad says after I’ve been silent for a while, just thinking. He gets up first and grabs my arm to help me up, but I don't let him, "You're butt ass naked in the fucking wilderness, kid, come on. God knows what kind of things have found their way inside you.""Shut the fuck up. I want to stay here longer, I don't want to go back to the pack just to hear Theo bragging about his stupid baby and his stupid girlfriend," I grumble like a literal kid, but my dad doesn't care, he just pulls me harder until he gets me up for real, "Dad! I need more time to stop feeling so fucking jealous and humiliated.”"It’s good to feel jealous, it will do you good to have some healthy competition. You needed a little humbling down, too. You get what you deserve," he mutters, tugging me back to the cabin. My wolf is still half asleep, so I don't have the strength to stop him. "Having better self-control is another thing you desperately need, so you're going to keep living
{ Fidel }Finally feeling better after so much time of worrying and stressing out about this woman, once I allow my body to relax, I end up passing out next to her. It’s like my body released all the endorphins at once and now I’m drained. I don’t know how long I sleep next to Daisy’s lovely naked body, but when I wake up, she’s playing with my hair and doing something on her phone with her free hand. As if this is our normal.“You awake?” She whispers.“Yeah, sorry. How long have I been out?”“Just over twenty minutes,” she answers, letting her phone down to look at me with a smile, “Kit is texting me, asking if I’m still grounded. The kids are hungry.”“Tell them to go out or something. I want to stay here longer,” I admit, hugging her waist until she’s turning on her side to face me. I let my hand caress the length of her body, from her delicate shoulder to her plump hips. She’s pure perfection. The definition of a true woman, “I want to enjoy you some more.”“That sounds good,”
"That's the only way you'll stay quiet, apparently," he growls, then he looks down at my body again, without anything covering me at all. I know I don't have the most perfect body out there, but I'm also not hideously ugly. And by the way he's starting to fill the room with his arousal, I think he likes what he's looking at, "I've been denying myself this since the moment I first met you, Daisy. But I finally have you right here... and you're just as delicious as I thought."I swallow and bite down on my own panties when his hands start roaming around my body. They feel possessive and authoritative.He grabs my breasts and cups them, pinching both of my nipples at the same time. I moan and trash around, but he pins me down with just a look before moving down until he's in between my legs again.I’m going to pass out. I’ve never been this aroused. "If I ever found out you're fucking someone else, I'll chop his head off right in front of your eyes. I won't let you convince me to let hi
{ Daisy }I told him. I just let it out. I knew he wouldn't stop torturing me one way or another until he got what he wanted, so I just gave it to him. And the fucker just looks at me with a stunned face for a few seconds, not saying anything back.My worst fear is coming true the more he stays silent. He's going to reject me. He doesn't want me. He won't give me what he promised. He'll fire me and push me away. I start crying again just thinking about it, because I don't want any of that to happen. I've been so angry today because he forced me to stay here, but I know I would hate it even more if he forced me to go away and never come back. "Is that all?" he asks in a cold voice, my crying stops. I narrow my eyes at him, "You could've said that sooner, Daisy.""Yeah? So you could reject me sooner?" I snarl, getting angry now, especially when he smiles like the evil person he is, "Get off me!""No," he simply says, "You're not getting rid of me now. Ever. I hope you're happy and
"No, I can't say," she mumbles and tries to get up, but I move faster than her and I grab her arm to keep her in place, "Fidel, stop. It has nothing to do with you.""So what, you want another man?" I ask, pulling her harder until she falls on top of me. Daisy tries to get up, but I don't let her. I flip us until I'm on top of her, "Is that it? You know I'll find him, too.""No, Fidel," she says, trying to push me away, "Stop. Please, get away from me.""Not until you tell me what you're hiding from me," I demand, slipping a leg in between hers. I can hear how fast her heart starts beating and I can smell her scent getting thick with arousal. I think she liked being manhandled like that, "I'm not fucking asking, Daisy, I'm ordering you to tell me.""Well, now I want to tell you even less," she snaps, closing her eyes and moving her head to the side, "I'm disappearing inside my mind again.""No. Stop that, stop doing that," I growl and grab her face to force her to look back at me, "Co
"B-b-but," she lets out, her pale face blushed now, "But that would make this very unprofessional.""You really think I care about being professional? I almost kill your boyfriend and I grounded you, Daisy, I'm not a professional boss," I say, laughing at myself, "Or are you disgusted at the thought of touching me?""What?!" she almost yells. I have to bite on the inside of my cheek to stop my smile as she gives me a very incredulous look. She's so fucking gorgeous and I want her so fucking bad, "Of course I'm not disgusted! Why would I be? You're not that evil, everyone just says that because they don't really know you. Don't believe their words, Fidel, you're not disgusting."This time I can't stop myself from laughing out loud, feeling days and days worth of tension leave my shoulders. She's back. "Thanks for letting me know everyone calls me evil and disgusting behind my back, Daisy. But I meant you'd be disgusted because I'm so damn old," I let her know. She looks shocked again
Isabella keeps me company while I eat. She tries and tries to get me to admit I want Fidel. I might like her, but I know she’ll definitely tell everyone everything I say, so I say almost nothing.When she leaves, I decide to take a shower and put on some of the old clothes I have in this room. They’re old jeans and a shirt that are now around two sizes too small and it just reminds me of how imperfect I am.I’ve let myself go in this house. I got too comfortable, I denied myself of everything too, just like Fidel. I denied myself of a man, of more friends, of a job that didn’t involve talking to the same four people every single day.I’m so sick and tired of this life, something has to change. And now that I have the idea of the sperm donor in my head, I really think I could make it happen. Even if I can’t go out, there’s a lot of viable men in this house: Kit, Caleb… even Roger. He might be old, but his swimmers could be alive, right? Other than them, Fidel has a lot more guys that
{ Daisy }I can’t believe this is really happening, but he put the idea in my head and now I really, really want it.He gave me a solution to my issue. I would be an idiot if I don’t try to go for it. But Fidel drops his mouth open in shock as he looks at me, as if he can’t believe I’m being like this. And yeah, even I can’t believe I’m speaking to my boss this way, but really, this isn’t a normal work environment anymore. Not since he forced me back here.I have so much money saved that I could afford to retire, but I don’t think he would even let me. And I really don’t think he would hurt me or kill me, so if I have nothing to lose, I can be a little bitch if I want.“I’m so fucking mad at you,” he lets me know, pointing at my face before walking away and out of the kitchen, “I don’t want to eat dinner here anymore. I’ll go out again.”“Fine!” I let out, “Have fun!”“I will,” he responds, “And you’ll stay here tonight. You’re grounded until you apologize for saying that shit. Kit,
Before I leave my car, I down the last bit of the cognac bottle and get out. Instead of heading to the front door, though, I walk to the backyard and get in through the kitchen door. My Daisy is already here, cooking something delicious. She was humming a song and moving her plump hips from side to side before looking at me and giving me yet another annoyed eye roll.“Forgive me,” I demand, taking a few steps closer to her, “Forgive me now.”“Of course, I forgive you,” she says with a bored voice. I growl and walk closer to grab her. Daisy gasps, finally looking at me with something other than distaste in her eyes. She’s shocked by my attack, “What is this about?”“I want you to be normal Daisy again,” I demand, realizing I’m drunker than I thought because then I hug her waist, allowing myself to touch her more than ever before. My hands dare to roam down her ass too, “Please, Daisy, I don’t like you being like this. I know you’re mad, but I won’t let you go no matter what, so I’m b
{ Fidel }"Dad," Liam growls, entering the bathroom without knocking while I'm taking a shower to wash the blood off my body, "Who the hell was that?!”Amazing. I’ve been found. "What do you mean?" I ask, "And why are you here, Liam? We're not that close, show me some damn respect.""Shut up, old man," he says and opens the sliding door of the shower to give me a disapproving look, "Who the hell was that guy in the cabin and why did you kill him?""Do you think I owe you an explanation, pup?" I scoff and turn off the water, "You're wrong. I do what I want and there’s no one alive who can stop me.Not even you.”"You've been in the cabin every day this week. Nobody knows anything about this, there is nothing bad going on at work right now, so... who was that guy in the cabin and why did you kill him?" He asks, talking very slowly as if I’m an idiot or something. "Because I felt like it, Liam. Is that what you want to hear?" I admit, pushing him aside to get out of the shower and cove