{ Isabella }The first thing I do when I get back to the pack is to go straight to a hotel and lock myself in there so I can cry, curse everything and then keep crying some more. Going from such a high high to such a fucking low low in such a short time is not an easy thing to do. Of course I didn't really want to break up with Liam after having so much fun together and realizing I love him, but what was the alternative? Stay with him and raise our child together? Absolutely not. No way.I was so happy these last few weeks with him that I almost forgot about my goals and what I really want, but life has a very efficient way of reminding you that nothing good lasts long. My relationship with Liam was good, so it was destined to be short-lived. I have to accept that and move on as easily I have done with the ten other boyfriends I have broken up with before. I have to forget about my feelings and get ready to live through nine months of pure misery and then possibly a big explosion w
Well, I guess my sobriety is over, but at this point I can't remember why I even wanted to be sober when something so great exists in this world. I should live like this all the time, it would be so much better. Just fun and weird shapes around me. I've been crawling around on the floor like a caterpillar for a while now and I’m still having more fun than ever before. This is way better than anything I've ever done. I'm somehow listening to my favorite songs on repeat without the need for a device and I have a lot of new friends. The bugs that are crawling around on the floor just like me. They would never let me down and they would never fuck my girl like Theo does constantly. Ha. Although it would do Isabella good to get fucked by a giant caterpillar, that ugly fucking witch. I seriously hate her like I've never hated anyone before. That's why I shouldn't have let my guard down, only bad things happen when you let your guard down with a woman. They're all a bunch of living garba
"Okay, now it's time to go home," my dad says after I’ve been silent for a while, just thinking. He gets up first and grabs my arm to help me up, but I don't let him, "You're butt ass naked in the fucking wilderness, kid, come on. God knows what kind of things have found their way inside you.""Shut the fuck up. I want to stay here longer, I don't want to go back to the pack just to hear Theo bragging about his stupid baby and his stupid girlfriend," I grumble like a literal kid, but my dad doesn't care, he just pulls me harder until he gets me up for real, "Dad! I need more time to stop feeling so fucking jealous and humiliated.”"It’s good to feel jealous, it will do you good to have some healthy competition. You needed a little humbling down, too. You get what you deserve," he mutters, tugging me back to the cabin. My wolf is still half asleep, so I don't have the strength to stop him. "Having better self-control is another thing you desperately need, so you're going to keep living
{ Isabella }This has been so fucking difficult. It's been almost two months since I've been back from Vegas and I still haven't convinced Theo to fuck me without a condom. I mean, not without being too obvious about it, but I definitely need to stop worrying about being too obvious because time is my enemy and it's running out. I won't be blessed with a flat belly forever. For almost two months, I've been pregnant and fucking miserable, mostly because I've been forcing myself to fuck Theo every fucking chance I get, doing my best not to throw up in the process, but now it's been harder than before because my wolf needs Liam more than ever. And I can’t even blame her or be angry because I know it’s biological. She really needs her mate, the father of her pup, so she can be healthy and happy during this pregnancy.She's been very angry at me for breaking up with him in the first place, but she's also been very angry at Liam for not trying to contact me in any way. He hasn't even sen
Two weeks after finally being set free from having unwanted sex with Theo, I walk into Ginny’s office carrying a heavy suitcase full of pure cash. "Hi, Isa!" Ginny greets me with a warm smile and a tight hug. She's still as friendly and nerdy as I remember her. I hug her back, "I've seen you a few times around the pack, but you always seem so busy. It's good to have you back.""Thanks, Ginny, definitely say hi next time you see me," I tell her in my practiced Luna voice and we walk until we reach her desk, "I have a situation and only someone I fully trust can help me, but it's very delicate."Her smile falters a bit, but she sits back in her chair and nods. Ginny is the older sister of a childhood friend of mine and she very conveniently for me became a OB-GYN, so she is necessary to my plot. She is perhaps one of the most important pieces of the puzzle."Okay," she nods, "But don't worry, I would never discuss your health with anyone, this is a 100 percent safe space."How cute."T
{ Liam }For almost three months, I've been losing my mind trying to stop thinking about that lying bitch Isabella and failing miserably, but I've also been very very curious as to why Theo has been hiding the pregnancy, even from his friends. Or, more importantly, why does he seem to not know? God, it's been eating me up inside. But today, I finally have my answer. Theo literally knew nothing about the pregnancy, Isabella still hadn't told him. Until last Friday. And he's not at all happy about it, so I took advantage of his dark mood and the fact that he finally decided to open up for once. I force him to go to an omega club and get him drunk because I really wanted to get as much information out of him as I could. And when he's drunk, he just talks and talks. So, he ends up telling me everything. Isabella told him she got impregnated just a couple of weeks ago. That's extremely shady and weird, and as much as I hate it, it makes my whole body start to shake with hope. It makes
{ Isabella }As soon as I see Liam get in his Bentley and drive off, I run back into the house and run to my room with so many mixed emotions, I don't know what the fuck to do with them. I cover my face with my hands to cry... and then I laugh. I cry and laugh at the same time because that was so stupid but so fucking good. Liam really makes me so fucking angry, who does he think he is to come here and make me remember how much I want to wrap myself around him and never let go? How dare he ignore my orders to leave me alone?But, shit, thank God he did that. It's like he gave me a magical shot of energy. Just these five minutes we were together made me feel better than I have since... since the last time I saw him, probably. The constant, unbearable pain finally has stopped. What he did out there has healed me like some fated mates magic. Having his hands and mouth on me is actually the most delicious and right feeling I've ever felt. I never thought the biological need to have t
"Isa, do you happen to know where the hell is Rahul?" Layla asks with a whinny tone as we're walking around the shopping mall, "I haven't seen him around at all, I'm getting so lonely.""You're really into him, huh?" I laugh, she pouts and nods, "Theo told me he's working somewhere overseas, don't know where. But as soon as he gets back, we'll start a new operation to make him your boyfriend.""I fucking wish," she groans and hugs my arm, "It would be so perfect. You and Theo, me and Rahul. Just four best friends, living our best lives. And if I get pregnant soon, our pups will have someone to play with, then they would grow up as best friends, too.” "That would be so fun. We'll totally make it happen, don't worry. I’m a pro,” I promise as we walk into one of my favorite stores, they always have my favorite designers in here. But right now, it's empty."Who is in charge of this store?" I ask in annoyance, looking around. A couple of seconds later, a tiny girl with short brown hair c
{ Fidel }Finally feeling better after so much time of worrying and stressing out about this woman, once I allow my body to relax, I end up passing out next to her. It’s like my body released all the endorphins at once and now I’m drained. I don’t know how long I sleep next to Daisy’s lovely naked body, but when I wake up, she’s playing with my hair and doing something on her phone with her free hand. As if this is our normal.“You awake?” She whispers.“Yeah, sorry. How long have I been out?”“Just over twenty minutes,” she answers, letting her phone down to look at me with a smile, “Kit is texting me, asking if I’m still grounded. The kids are hungry.”“Tell them to go out or something. I want to stay here longer,” I admit, hugging her waist until she’s turning on her side to face me. I let my hand caress the length of her body, from her delicate shoulder to her plump hips. She’s pure perfection. The definition of a true woman, “I want to enjoy you some more.”“That sounds good,”
"That's the only way you'll stay quiet, apparently," he growls, then he looks down at my body again, without anything covering me at all. I know I don't have the most perfect body out there, but I'm also not hideously ugly. And by the way he's starting to fill the room with his arousal, I think he likes what he's looking at, "I've been denying myself this since the moment I first met you, Daisy. But I finally have you right here... and you're just as delicious as I thought."I swallow and bite down on my own panties when his hands start roaming around my body. They feel possessive and authoritative.He grabs my breasts and cups them, pinching both of my nipples at the same time. I moan and trash around, but he pins me down with just a look before moving down until he's in between my legs again.I’m going to pass out. I’ve never been this aroused. "If I ever found out you're fucking someone else, I'll chop his head off right in front of your eyes. I won't let you convince me to let hi
{ Daisy }I told him. I just let it out. I knew he wouldn't stop torturing me one way or another until he got what he wanted, so I just gave it to him. And the fucker just looks at me with a stunned face for a few seconds, not saying anything back.My worst fear is coming true the more he stays silent. He's going to reject me. He doesn't want me. He won't give me what he promised. He'll fire me and push me away. I start crying again just thinking about it, because I don't want any of that to happen. I've been so angry today because he forced me to stay here, but I know I would hate it even more if he forced me to go away and never come back. "Is that all?" he asks in a cold voice, my crying stops. I narrow my eyes at him, "You could've said that sooner, Daisy.""Yeah? So you could reject me sooner?" I snarl, getting angry now, especially when he smiles like the evil person he is, "Get off me!""No," he simply says, "You're not getting rid of me now. Ever. I hope you're happy and
"No, I can't say," she mumbles and tries to get up, but I move faster than her and I grab her arm to keep her in place, "Fidel, stop. It has nothing to do with you.""So what, you want another man?" I ask, pulling her harder until she falls on top of me. Daisy tries to get up, but I don't let her. I flip us until I'm on top of her, "Is that it? You know I'll find him, too.""No, Fidel," she says, trying to push me away, "Stop. Please, get away from me.""Not until you tell me what you're hiding from me," I demand, slipping a leg in between hers. I can hear how fast her heart starts beating and I can smell her scent getting thick with arousal. I think she liked being manhandled like that, "I'm not fucking asking, Daisy, I'm ordering you to tell me.""Well, now I want to tell you even less," she snaps, closing her eyes and moving her head to the side, "I'm disappearing inside my mind again.""No. Stop that, stop doing that," I growl and grab her face to force her to look back at me, "Co
"B-b-but," she lets out, her pale face blushed now, "But that would make this very unprofessional.""You really think I care about being professional? I almost kill your boyfriend and I grounded you, Daisy, I'm not a professional boss," I say, laughing at myself, "Or are you disgusted at the thought of touching me?""What?!" she almost yells. I have to bite on the inside of my cheek to stop my smile as she gives me a very incredulous look. She's so fucking gorgeous and I want her so fucking bad, "Of course I'm not disgusted! Why would I be? You're not that evil, everyone just says that because they don't really know you. Don't believe their words, Fidel, you're not disgusting."This time I can't stop myself from laughing out loud, feeling days and days worth of tension leave my shoulders. She's back. "Thanks for letting me know everyone calls me evil and disgusting behind my back, Daisy. But I meant you'd be disgusted because I'm so damn old," I let her know. She looks shocked again
Isabella keeps me company while I eat. She tries and tries to get me to admit I want Fidel. I might like her, but I know she’ll definitely tell everyone everything I say, so I say almost nothing.When she leaves, I decide to take a shower and put on some of the old clothes I have in this room. They’re old jeans and a shirt that are now around two sizes too small and it just reminds me of how imperfect I am.I’ve let myself go in this house. I got too comfortable, I denied myself of everything too, just like Fidel. I denied myself of a man, of more friends, of a job that didn’t involve talking to the same four people every single day.I’m so sick and tired of this life, something has to change. And now that I have the idea of the sperm donor in my head, I really think I could make it happen. Even if I can’t go out, there’s a lot of viable men in this house: Kit, Caleb… even Roger. He might be old, but his swimmers could be alive, right? Other than them, Fidel has a lot more guys that
{ Daisy }I can’t believe this is really happening, but he put the idea in my head and now I really, really want it.He gave me a solution to my issue. I would be an idiot if I don’t try to go for it. But Fidel drops his mouth open in shock as he looks at me, as if he can’t believe I’m being like this. And yeah, even I can’t believe I’m speaking to my boss this way, but really, this isn’t a normal work environment anymore. Not since he forced me back here.I have so much money saved that I could afford to retire, but I don’t think he would even let me. And I really don’t think he would hurt me or kill me, so if I have nothing to lose, I can be a little bitch if I want.“I’m so fucking mad at you,” he lets me know, pointing at my face before walking away and out of the kitchen, “I don’t want to eat dinner here anymore. I’ll go out again.”“Fine!” I let out, “Have fun!”“I will,” he responds, “And you’ll stay here tonight. You’re grounded until you apologize for saying that shit. Kit,
Before I leave my car, I down the last bit of the cognac bottle and get out. Instead of heading to the front door, though, I walk to the backyard and get in through the kitchen door. My Daisy is already here, cooking something delicious. She was humming a song and moving her plump hips from side to side before looking at me and giving me yet another annoyed eye roll.“Forgive me,” I demand, taking a few steps closer to her, “Forgive me now.”“Of course, I forgive you,” she says with a bored voice. I growl and walk closer to grab her. Daisy gasps, finally looking at me with something other than distaste in her eyes. She’s shocked by my attack, “What is this about?”“I want you to be normal Daisy again,” I demand, realizing I’m drunker than I thought because then I hug her waist, allowing myself to touch her more than ever before. My hands dare to roam down her ass too, “Please, Daisy, I don’t like you being like this. I know you’re mad, but I won’t let you go no matter what, so I’m b
{ Fidel }"Dad," Liam growls, entering the bathroom without knocking while I'm taking a shower to wash the blood off my body, "Who the hell was that?!”Amazing. I’ve been found. "What do you mean?" I ask, "And why are you here, Liam? We're not that close, show me some damn respect.""Shut up, old man," he says and opens the sliding door of the shower to give me a disapproving look, "Who the hell was that guy in the cabin and why did you kill him?""Do you think I owe you an explanation, pup?" I scoff and turn off the water, "You're wrong. I do what I want and there’s no one alive who can stop me.Not even you.”"You've been in the cabin every day this week. Nobody knows anything about this, there is nothing bad going on at work right now, so... who was that guy in the cabin and why did you kill him?" He asks, talking very slowly as if I’m an idiot or something. "Because I felt like it, Liam. Is that what you want to hear?" I admit, pushing him aside to get out of the shower and cove