Cassiopeia Nyx
My fingers shook as I curled into myself on the bed, rocking my entire figure as if I could shake myself out of this nightmare. The Alpha King. My mate. I had lived my entire life surrounded by alpha males, but none like him. They ruled with strength, but he ruled with fear, and now my fate was tied to his—a fate I would never escape. I had been surrounded by alpha males all my life, and now I was bound to the worst and cruelest of them all. What more could the Moon Goddess want from me? Had my birth offended her so deeply? First, she let my pack shun me, marked me with disgrace. And now, she’d cursed me to this fate, bound to a man whose name alone made wolves tremble. Did she really hate my existence so much that she had to line up all these tragedies for me? Was I really cursed? Did I really deserve all this? Maybe I did. My life began with the end of another. A frustrated cry escaped my lips as I fisted my hair. I wouldn’t even be having this thought if I had just died in peace. Why couldn’t I die? The Alpha King was my mate. Tears dribbled down my cheeks, wetting the strange clothes that adorned my body. The room felt like a prison, its four stone walls closing in on me. The bed was too soft, the air too cold, the scent of lavender thick in my nostrils. Everything about this place made my skin crawl, a reminder that I didn’t belong here. I just needed to leave. I didn't know how long I sat by the edge of the bed, dreading the moment the Alpha King would come to reign his wrath and terror on me. A knock on the door sent spine-shattering fear through me, my eyes wide open in seconds. The knock resounded again, but I remained silent, hoping that whoever it was would just go away and leave me alone. I fisted the sheets, my eyes darting across the room, searching for somewhere I could hide, at least to stall the torture. There was nothing. A small cry for help escaped my lips as I fisted the sheets helplessly. “Luna, please, can I come in?” a small voice called out, soothing my worries a little. At least it wasn’t the Alpha King. But as a certain thought formed, my breath hitched, the tiny reprieve I felt vanishing in an instant. My chest tightened, and a wave of nausea churned inside me as panic set in again. He could have sent someone else to torture me. After all, back at the Moonstone pack, I’d lost count of how many times they came for me. Women—many of them mothers, daughters, and sisters—sent by the Alpha to break me. Some hesitated, regret written on their faces. Others enjoyed it, their fingers digging into my skin with savage delight. Each lash, each bruise, had reminded me that I wasn’t worth saving. The door opened suddenly, without my consent, and a small scream tumbled out of my lips. I scrambled backward, my shoulder clashing with the headboard, sending tendrils of pain through my back. I reined in the scream with gritted teeth. A girl no taller than me walked in with a tray of food in her arms, the look in her eyes none other than pity as she sought out my huddled form at the far end of the bed, wrapped in a heap of blankets as if trying to make myself invisible. She tried to move closer, but I shook my head vehemently, halting her motions. “Please, my queen, just a bite,” she whispered, her voice small, like a child afraid of being caught. Her eyes flicked toward the door, nervous. “You’ll get sick if you don’t.” She persuaded, a worried look etched on her face. A shiver of disgust racked through me at the sound of the title that felt more like a chain. It sounded like I would forever be this Luna queen, a slave to the most cruel and heartless person that had ever walked the earth. He was so cruel that the Moon Goddess had denied him a mate, and to further punish us both, she then mated me to him. Well played. “I don’t want anything from this place,” I yelled in frustration, startling her in the process. “Leave me alone!” She seemed at a loss for words, resorting to taking a few steps backward as if that were to change my mind somehow. “Please,” I whimpered, my voice cracking at the end. A flood of emotions washed over me as I closed my eyes in exhaustion. “Forgive me, Luna Queen,” she mumbled with a curt bow before stepping out of the room. I sighed in relief as the door closed behind her, leaving me in the sanctity of my solitude. My short-lived relief evaporated the moment an ominous knock sounded on the door again. This time, the knock was hesitant, as if the person behind it was contemplating whether to come in or not. I knew who it was already. The Alpha King. His presence washed over the room like a storm cloud, heavy and suffocating. Even before I saw him, I could feel him—the sharpness of his power cutting through the air. The Alpha King didn’t just enter a room; he consumed it. My heart rate skyrocketed to a painful tempo, which I could feel in my entire body. There was a certain buzz in the air; it was intoxicating as well as nerve-wracking. Was he finally here to play with me? I steadied my heartbeat, ready to brace myself for the pain. I had gone through this a hundred thousand times. The Alpha King was nothing. My toes curled in the bedsheets as the door started to push open, my breath catching in my throat. I looked like a rigid board, not a single sign of movement. His figure swallowed the entire room as he walked in with the tray that had seemed so large in the arms of the previous girl, now resting carefully in his palm. The tray now resembled a plate. Oh, the Alpha King was everything. I didn’t dare look at his face, instead focusing my gaze on the floorboards, exhaustion and weariness creeping in like a silent viper. “Cassie,” his voice was softer than I expected, almost a murmur. “You need your strength.” His eyes, sharp as knives, locked onto mine, but there was something else there—hesitation, as if he wasn’t sure how to approach me. He looked apprehensive as he stood by the door, there was a heaviness in his movements, as if he was afraid to step into the room. I eyed his movements carefully as he closed the door behind him, his eyes never leaving my figure. It was torture. I needed to breathe, but his presence seemed to be taking up all the oxygen in the room. “Can I come closer?” he asked again, his voice lowering to an almost indecipherable tone. I shook my head vehemently. I didn’t want anyone, least of all him.Xeros Romanov The kiss wasn’t gentle—it was a collision. Teeth clashed, mouths parted, breath stolen. I didn’t coax her in; I dragged her, pulling her into me like I’d been starving and she was the only thing that could keep me alive.And she met me there.Her fingers dug into my shoulders, pulling me closer with a force that left no space between us. She kissed me back with the same fever burning in her skin, every rough pull of my mouth answered by hers.Cold water surged around us, sloshing against porcelain, but it was nothing. The faint clink of ice vanished beneath the rush of our breathing—harsh, tangled, greedy.My hand found the back of her neck, holding her to me, deepening the kiss until she shivered. I didn’t know if it was the cold or the hunger. Either way, it undid me.When I tore my mouth from hers, it was only to breathe her in. Her lips were swollen, eyes dark and wide. My thumb traced her jaw, slow, claiming.“Tell me to stop,” I rasped, the words breaking low from
Xeros RomanovI had driven the knife in myself.The words still rang in my skull like a curse I couldn’t undo—"You can’t handle it". I had spent the last hour telling myself it was mercy. Telling myself it was restraint.But as I sat hunched at my desk, fists pressed into my temples, the truth gnawed at me—I’d said it because I was afraid. Afraid that if I touched her while the heat was crawling like wildfire through my veins, I wouldn’t stop. That I would take and take everything until there was nothing left of her but my scent and my ruin.The shame burned deeper than the hunger.My chest was tight, every muscle wound taut as the heat pressed against my control, whispering for me to go to her. To find her. To claim her until I forgot the years of cold, empty silence that had been my life before her.I couldn’t do this anymore. The door burst open, cutting right through my thoughts and a stupid part of me desperately hoped it was her.It wasn’t.Rory stood there, panting, panic i
Cassiopeia Nyx"You can’t handle it."My heart constricted painfully in my chest as I leaned against the wooden door of his office. I wanted to run back into the room and implore him to tell me he didn't mean what he said, but the way he enunciated it, without hesitation… it made me believe that he really meant it.I had assumed that he didn't care that I wasn't strong enough, that his love for me had absolved me from all guilt, but now I see that wasn’t the case. It took a lot for him to slip up and show his true feelings.I thought I knew pain. I thought I had endured everything that could be thrown at me. But this? This felt different.It wasn’t physical, like the scars that marred my skin. It wasn’t something I could fight with persistence or defiance. It was deeper, more personal—a wound to the very core of who I was.I could handle him.But he didn’t believe that.Fuck. Even I didn't believe it. I was trying so hard to be strong, and his support made everything feel easier, but
Xeros RomanovThe moment she nestled into my arms, everything unraveled. The heat of her body, the soft tremble of her fingers as they wrapped around my torso, the scent of her filling my senses—it all became too much. Cassiopeia. My mate.My queen.Immediately, I recognized Nox's desire. I tried to run away, to put some distance between us, but it was futile. She was a force I couldn’t resist, pulling me in, tearing apart every shred of resolve I had left. And now, she was here, standing in front of me, despite me telling her to stay away... looking up with those eyes—filled with longing, trust, and something else… something dangerous.Desire.I could feel the heat radiating off her, searing my skin as if it were my own. My wolf, the primal force within me, roared in approval, clawing at the edges of my mind, desperate to claim what was ours. To mark her, to bind her to me in every way.But I couldn’t.The images flashed through my mind, unbidden and relentless—the scars that marred h
Cassiopeia NyxSomething was wrong.Not with Xeros—but with me.An unusual burning sensation spread through my entire body, starting from my lower abdomen. It was beyond what words could describe. It spread like a raging prairie fire, doubling in intensity with every wave of the wind and every second I remained still, threatening to swallow me whole. I could barely think straight as I watched the elders file out of the meeting hall, still whispering amongst themselves about Xeros's sudden and urgent disappearance.At the thought of him, my body began to ache even more. Hera growled ferociously from her position at the back of my mind. It was more feral than anything she had ever expressed to me, even when she tried to take over my body. The more she growled and pushed at me, the more the pain increased.My knees shook as I pushed myself up from the seat, beads of perspiration trickling down my chest and stomach.Where was Xeros?A groan tumbled from my lips as I forced myself to my fe
Cassiopeia Nyx"Who could be so daring to attempt an attack on the king's private quarters" Elder Yousef asked, his dark face marred with worry lines, Whispers floated all through the large space of the meeting room. They looked apprehensive, this was the first time someone had brazenly attempted an attack on the king's private quarters.Xeros and i remained quiet as we watched them mull over the information we just shared, there was nothing more to say, Xeros was unconcerned but i seemed to drift towards the worried questions the elders seemed to throw at one another.Who could it be? What made them so fearless? Could it be an uprising?The more they spoke the more my anxiety levels spiked. Xeros's grip around my wrist was firm and comforting but he was distracted, his calloused thumb circled around the soft skin of my wrist. I didn't know what exactly had consumed his thoughts. His eyes were focused on me but they were dazed."Xeros" i whispered, shifting in my seat beside him. He b