ISHTAR.
We held each other's gaze for a brief moment. The unusually handsome man had a look in his eyes that I couldn't understand. His chiseled jaw clenched, and he balled his fist without tearing his gaze away from me."Is this your way of hitting on young girls, you cunt? Get out of my way!" I yelled again. He didn't seem present even though he was looking me in the eye. The next thing he did was to lunge his arms at me hurriedly. I froze."Don't fucking touch me!" I yelled as I slapped his hand away. "What are you doing!?"His brown eyes had lost focus, and he aggressively muttered something under his breath. I got terrified by the second, and he didn't seem to back down.He reached out again, aiming for my neck, this time with bloodshot eyes. I'd never seen a person look so scary. The veins in his head popped out as his thick brows furrowed.The store's ventilation did a number on his brown shoulder-length hair, swaying it. If he didn't look like he was bent on murdering me, I'd have taken a minute to admire his features.But no. This one looked almost thirsty for blood. Why are there so many madmen roaming in the streets these days?I tried to brush past him. His hand pulled me back and pushed me against the compartment. Some of the products fell and clattered. There was determination in the intimidating gaze he held and my heart began to pound in my chest."How dare you appear here, Minerva!? Did you follow me here!" He barked, snarling. I hadn't believed that was possible until this moment.I tried to wriggle my way out of his grip, but he held on too tight, almost bruising my arm. "I don't know what you're talking about. Let me go!"He doesn't respond. I was still trapped in the compartment, and he observed me with critical eyes, with various emotions displayed on his face, but the most obvious was confusion."I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT, BUT I'M NOT MINERVA, I SWEAR. MY NAME IS CAROLINE!" I yelled again, hoping the stupid store owner would hear and help me. The old hag was barely functioning at this rate.He held me up with one arm and the other wrapped around my neck tightly, pulling me up to my feet. It wouldn't be the first time I'd be in this position with rogues, but there was something about this one that incited more fear in me.With those looks in his eyes, it seemed as though he wouldn't think twice before snapping my neck. For the first time in a long while, I didn't want to die."I-m n-not her…." I croaked, slapping his hand. "L-let me go…." The air was thick and tense, which made inhalation a problem. Emotions swirled within me, a turbulent mix of fear and desperation.His hand tightened around my neck more, and tears spilled from my eyes involuntarily. Beads of sweat formed on my forehead, and with every breath I tried to take, my lungs struggled to find solace.It felt as though the atmosphere had conspired against me. His hand clawed around my throat, stealing my voice and rendering me silent. My thoughts blurred, consumed by a desperate desire to survive.I was a step away from death. A few more minutes and I'd be gone.What a sad way to end a tragic life."Hey! What the fuck are y'all doing in my store! This ain't the right place for BDSM, goddammit!" The owner finally came through. He had a bat in his hands as he walked closer.BDSM? I echoed in my mind as my consciousness waned. Was that all he saw?"H-help me…" I managed to repeat it. My voice was barely audible. The store owners heard me but gave no response yet.Till he finally said, "Aren't you that rude bitch from earlier today!? Cause I know damn well this gentleman can do no wrong. I saw him on the TV!"Fuck-The stranger finally released his tough grip around my neck, and I crashed to the floor, wheezing. I hadn't realized I'd been caught midair till he let go of me.I coughed and gasped for air; my throat seemed to be glued together at the moment. "Fuck!" I exclaimed, panting and fighting to regain my breath."Do you know this creature?" The man asked the store owner like I wasn't on the ground next to me, trying not to die."Yes, she's one of the wild ones who grew up on the fucking streets. This bitch's mouth has no control!""She grew up here," the man echoed like he tried to fish out an answer from the store owner's response.I held my bag tighter, summoning enough courage for my next course of action. I grabbed a bottle of jam from the row of displayed goods. "You sick fuck!" I yelled as I hit the strange man's head with it. "Treat women right!" At the same time, I slipped my hand into his breast pocket and took his wallet.I didn't wait for a reaction, and I sprinted out of the store immediately."Who's gonna pay for the goods you took, you thieving thot!" I heard the store owner yell as I ran out. He seemed to run after me, so I increased my pace.It was dark everywhere, which made it easier to conceal myself. I got food for two days, possibly enough money to survive on for a week, and finally got to hit a man in months— a taste of his own medicine. Talk about a fulfilling day.The happiness ended quickly when I spotted a patrolling police car in the parking lot where I was. I looked around and spotted another. This street was a hive for crime, which could be the reason for their patrol."Act cool," I muttered to myself, covering my head with the hood and slipping the heavy wallet inside my pocket. "They won't stop you.""Young man?" I heard one of them call out from the car.Fuck— they did stop me. At the same time, I heard the store's door close, which could mean that the owner was out looking for me. I clutched my bag tighter and pulled the hood forward to conceal my face more."Stop there, young man!" I heard the same voice again, angrier this time. I was fucked if I got caught. Not only for theft but also for assault. I might as well rot in their cells.I increased my pace and started walking between the cars, hurriedly checking to see if any were open so I could hide for a few minutes before finding my way out."Stop right there!" And so the race began. The parking lot was a maze, and almost all the cars were locked. I panted as I ran through, hitting several vehicles, till I saw a jeep with blinking headlights.It could mean the owner was near and it was open. I hurriedly pulled the handle loose and sank into the backseat, crouching low enough to avoid the windows.This was one of the craziest gambles I've had in years. My heart thudded in my chest like a band of drums and the consequences I'd face if I got caught sent shivers running down my spine.The driver seat door opened seconds after I got in, and my breath hitched. The resounding bang of it shutting close scrubbed goosebumps up my arms, and I heard shuffles of someone getting properly seated before igniting the engine.There was a tap on the window, and the next thing I heard was the voice of the policeman who had tried to stop me."Seen any hooded guy around here?" He asked briskly."I told you it's a girl, not a guy. She stole from me and assaulted this customer!" The store owner added. "The fuck did you drink man?"Assault "this" customer?? Could it be-?!"I said I was fine. Get your hands off the window, or I might have to rip it off your joints," threatened the strange man from earlier.I felt another round of shivers racing down my backbone when the realization dawned on me that I was in the car of the man I'd hit.I began to hyperventilate. The space was cramped up and tight, and the fear of what'd happen to me if I got caught flashed in my mind, driving me to madness."Asshole," the policeman retorted before walking away."Wait, what about the girl?" I heard the store owner yell then his voice became distant. A good indicator that they were far from the car.Now, I could try sneaking out, or——or not. The car had begun to move at an insane speed. I clutched the nearest seat belt I could with my heart in my mouth.He drove like he had a death sentence, slipping past other cars with preternatural speed while yelling and banging the horn. This man was crazy.And I was in the fucking car. Oh, fuck! He took another wild, sharp turn that sent me hitting my head on the door panel, hard.I placed my hand over my mouth to muffle my cry so he doesn't notice. Finally, he slowed down as if he'd arrived at his destination.Peeping through the window, I realized that we'd arrived at a mansion— an unnecessarily huge building that I took to be his mouth. The vehicle followed through the gate after he seemingly opened it with a remote, then meandered through meticulously landscaped gardens.There wasn't anyone else in sight, not even security which explained how fucked I was. He parked the car in the middle of the compound and got out.I did the same, as discreetly as possible, before he locked it. Imagine suffocating to death in a stranger's car.I watched him head inside the house. Soon, he was out of earshot, and I was the only person in sight. I inhaled deeply, taking in my surroundings.My eyes widened in awe as I stood before the building— its imposing facade, a beautiful display of architectural splendor. It was tall and magnificent— the best building I'd ever seen in person.I smiled as I turned around, basking in the grace of the goodness structured before me. I tiptoed back to tall, silver gates. As expected, it had been locked.So I made it a side quest to tour the building, possibly the interior, too, to see if there were things he'd left carelessly. The floor-to-ceiling windows made that easy. I removed my hairpin and walked to it.A sane person would be trying to find their way out, but I wasn't sane. Was I?ISHTAR.This wouldn't be a bad shelter for the night. I thought to myself as I set my foot to the ground after slipping in through the window. The room I'd walked into seemed to be the living room, but the strange man wasn't in sight yet.My pulse quickened as I cautiously made my way around and tried to stop myself from gasping every single time I looked around me. It felt like I'd made my way into paradise, unknowingly. The air was warm, and it coated around me nicely as I hugged my arms, turning multiple times in the middle of the parlor.This was my first time being inside someone else's house, and that little voice in my head— the judgemental and reasonable one— wouldn't stop telling me how much of a terrible idea that was. J should not be doing this. Nobody should be doing this. The large living room was no different from the ones I saw on TV. I wished Abby was here with me to witness this breakthrough. Thinking about her being gone for good made my heart squeeze, but I couldn'
DAMIAN.I opened my eyes to the blinding white ceiling and sat up immediately before I was hit by a nauseating feeling and profound headache as though my head was being pounded on. All this because of that scumbag from yesterday.I gritted my teeth and shuffled out of bed. My head rang the moment I stepped my feet on the floor. It was as though something was different inside me. I just didn't know what it was yet. I passed out last night, as soon as I got home.I remembered my senses being so distorted that I even smelled a human in my home, although I knew that was impossible. That girl was making me feel things I hadn't felt in a long time. I sat at the edge of the bed and placed my hand on my chest to summon my wolf.I heard shrieking and snarling sounds in my head, and I knew what it meant. My wolf was weak and still hasn't recovered yet, but it gladdened by heart that he showed up yesterday and said a word, thanks to that fucking traitor.The sunlight slipped past the curtains, d
ISHTAR."Oh, fuck!" Mr. Beast yelled and shoved Reiss off him. The scrawny lad staggered backwards and fell into the chair while I stood in awe, just a step away from the door.I'd been glancing at it to see how easy it'd be for me to open and spin out, never to look back, never to return. My backpack was where I wanted it to be, by my feet, and I could easily pick it up, but first, we needed to solve the problem at hand.The patch of green on Mr. Beast's white T-shirt was spreading rapidly, and he let out a strained, disgusted gasp as he tore it off without any hesitation. I'd never seen a person look so physically disturbed over something like that, and from what I'd noticed from their relationship, these two weren't close at all.Saying I was appalled wasn't nearly enough to describe the fear I was feeling. I had stupidly fallen asleep after the stranger named Reiss walked in and indulged me in this random discussion about his love life.The comfort was to die for, and because he
DAMIAN. A blackmail. Oh, pray tell, what could it be? I tightened my cuffs and leaned back against the chair immediately after the call, waiting to see the next weird experience I was about to encounter.It had just been three days, and I already had eight pages of frustration to write off in the walls of my mind. It made me miss being in hiding, but for the right cause, of course, I could handle it.A small moment passed, and my officer door swung open after a brief knock. I sat upright, my eyes locked on the door as I anticipated the person to walk through and whatever the hell they wanted to blackmail me with. I was very interested in this crime I committed.The receptionist stepped in first and gave way to the last person I expected. Minerva's vessel. What was her name again? Ishtar. I didn't even know why I believed that to be her real name. My throat tightened, and I tugged at my tie. I was beginning to get used to the surprise element that surrounded this creature. Didn't
ISHTARHe agreed.Mr Beast agreed for me to stay in his home, and I conceded so fast. I was gullible, I know, and the rest of the world probably thought of me as the most stupid person to exist, but really? Intelligence or acute thinking was for people who had something to lose.Not me. I didn't have a care in the world about what happened. Well, except for the idea of rape and gruesome murder, if those two were excluded, then I might as well do whatever the hell I wanted.What have I got to lose? I held his gaze as I stood before him, trying to contain the wave of fear mixed with happiness that churned inside of me. The thought of being in the warm, cozy mansion again owned me, and I believed that was the best thing that could happen to anyone.Even if he were going to end up killing me, then I'd ask him to give me three more days to live my life to the fullest. I was still in his office, red in the face with a pounding chest after he'd cupped my face, and I did everything in my powe
DAMIAN.Everything I wanted to say died on my tongue as I stared in disbelief, watching the dining party in my home, that I wasn't even invited to. It looked like a ceremony was going on, except it was just with two people. Reiss and some girl I didn't know about.How much more complicated was this going to get? I sneaked a glance at Ishtar and registered the surprised look on her face, too. At the same time, she looked at me, and I tore my gaze away immediately, shifting my focus back to Reiss, who didn't seem to notice that we were in.He finally did, and turned to me, gesturing for me to wait before he muttered something to the girl and hurried over. Beads of sweat formed on his forehead, and he walked to us like he'd forgotten how to move his legs. I was already stressed enough from hearing Ishtar rant all the way inside the car. Why did I have to deal with Alfred's immature grandson, too? This wasn't the kind of break I'd hoped for. "Hi…" Reiss said, clasping his hands together
ISHTARWaking up on that bed with my entire body parts intact felt like the best thing that ever happened in years. No, it was the best thing that happened to me. I'd never felt more alive in my entire life. He didn't kill me overnight? That was fair. I'd slept last night as though it was the last time I was ever going to have that chance. It was registered at the back of my mind that the tables might turn, and I'd have a reason not to wake up the following day. I moaned as I stretched, stepping foot out of the bed.The first thing I did was get out of bed and take a long bath. It was very early, and the sun wasn't out yet, which gave me a chance to get things done. There wasn't much to do around the house; everything had been taken care of, but I made sure to clean a little more.A part of me was desperate to impress Damian for letting me stay. And what other way to prove to a person that you were an asset than to make them food? Personally, I'd willingly walk into a shady white va
DAMIAN. "I should have fought harder," I muttered to myself as I increased the acceleration. "I should have fought better and done something. No, I should have noticed!" I cried. "I should have seen that she was up to no good!" My vehicle stumbled through the road, and I continued to increase speed till the landscape became blurry. The bottle of scotch I'd gotten was the one thing next to me. The only thing that could help me subdue the pain I'd been cursed with. It was a full moon tonight. The night where I relived the excruciating pain of losing my mate. It had always happened like this— for as long as I could remember after Rebecca's death. This night felt different. I could feel the surge of energy in my bones, and I knew this night was here to torture me. I grabbed the bottle by its neck and gulped down its contents again. It was the second bottle I'd opened today, and it was beginning to take charge. I couldn't afford to actively face the pain of being ripped apart from the
ISHTAR"It's okay, it's all gonna be fine," I muttered as I patted his back. "Abby would be so surprised when she walks in on us like this." I loved being in his arms. It felt like the nicest thing to happen to me in a long long while, and I missed him so much. I missed us. I was so captivated by his scent that I leaned in and let myself fall deeper into it, my eyes tightly shut as I continued to hug him.Our moment ended when Abby called out to me. She'd been in my room to shower, and now she was out. Finally, they could meet. I reluctantly pulled away from Damian, but something felt different — like he pulled away first. His hands slid down my back. "Abby?" I called out as I turned, my face flushed. I was nervous, and I knew she'd tease me a lot for it when we were alone together. "Meet Damian."Damian. He was quiet. Awfully quiet, and it terrified me to turn to me. I sucked my teeth and moved my feet unsteadily. I could feel it cooking inside of me already. Unrest, sadness, everyt
DAMIANI placed my phone screen down after responding to Ishtar's texts, and I was still curious as to whom she was letting in, but some issues were more pressing— like the situation that I was in right now.That wait wasn't over, and from the look of things, it didn't seem like it'd end anytime soon. I was pulsating in my seat, my feet relentlessly tapping as I waited in the quiet restaurant. The paper was crumpled up in my hand, and I straightened it, trying to see if there was any information I needed. It felt like I was so close, but I had also taken a few steps back. I barely even understood what was going on anymore, and that somehow granted me the strength to wait longer— because I knew that I had to find answers; there wasn't a way in hell I'd leave with nothing. I'd spend the night here if I had to.As desperation was always followed by frustration, my blood seemed to boil hotter as minutes passed by. My legs wouldn't stop shaking either, so I stood up and began to rummage
ISHTARThe sun streamed through the curtains, casting a warm glow across the room as I went about my household chores. Dishes clinked together as I washed them, the rhythmic sound serving as a backdrop to my thoughts. But in reality, my mind was a thousand miles away, far from the mundane tasks at hand.My thoughts were consumed by Damian, his presence lingering in every corner of my consciousness. The moments we had shared during our recent vacation in Samoa played on a loop in my mind. The laughter, the stolen glances, and the way his eyes crinkled when he smiled were etched into my memory.Meeting his friend was also a part of it. I couldn't pull my mind away from those thoughts and the happiness I felt when it happened. Why, then, did I still feel like something was missing? Like I was left in the dark, and every moment I thought I'd crawled out of, it just became that I sunk deeper.Something about Damian didn't add up, and I was tired of making all these excuses in my mind. The
DAMIAN.I must have fallen in love with her a little more after her drunken fit from last night. My God, she was adorable, and I was worried that she'd get sick. I had reprimanded Reiss that morning, probably way more than I should, for getting her in trouble.She wasn't a kid, I know, but it left me tossing and turning for a while, knowing that I was enough protection for her. Even when I remembered all the things I was keeping from her, I couldn't help but feel like shit. Like real shit because she didn't deserve it, any of it.We arrived yesterday, and things fell back into place, not us though. I was stuck in the middle of making small and big decisions like should I ask her to dinner this evening? Should I make her a cup of coffee this morning?Would it be too much if I looked at her and said she was beautiful? I wanted to do everything I wasn't supposed to do. Even now that I'd barely left her for five minutes, I still couldn't manage to swing my thoughts away from her. Ishtar h
ISHTARI was Minerva again, and I registered it in my head. This was only a dream, but even while I was aware of it being a dream, I couldn't control the narrative. I was simply a pawn in a bigger— way bigger game.I looked up at the sky outside the house where I was. It was a full moon already, but cloudy skies surrounded the moon, and there were no stars in sight. It was quiet, way quiet, and all I heard was crickets and my sighs.I saw myself waiting for someone. My fingers tapped aggressively against the wooden floor, and my heart wouldn't stop racing. All my thoughts were faced in one direction, and the person I was waiting for dominated over my mind. There was a yearning that I couldn't explain, and as time slipped by, I found myself looking towards the direction of the door, my eyes lingering on it and the want burning me alive.Anticipation could be my greatest enemy yet. I found that my legs wouldn't still so I tried to take control by walking around the room instead. It was
DAMIAN.Reiss, that loud mouth of his, and the way he spewed the question like it couldn't do potential damage. Even as I sat before my desk, pretending to focus on the unarranged pile of mess that I called paperworks before me, I could barely concentrate on anything.I keep thinking about what I could have done or said differently. The image on her face when she tiredly walked to the door with Reiss haunted it and I knew it would stay on my mind for a while. What was wrong with me? Yes, I like her. Yes, I like her. I imagined myself saying that to Reiss, and it worked out well in my head. I could have just said so, and I would have hurt her less. Everything would have been better off, and I'd be able to pull myself out of these thoughts.Now, I couldn't concentrate, and I was on my second bottle of beer. I stood up and went to the windows where the landscape spread endlessly, and I sighed, pressing the can in my hands. I was tired of everything and how I always seemed to hit a brick
ISHTAR."Well, well, well…"I lost a half the fragment of my mind when the lights clicked on, and Reiss appeared before us, obviously humored by our position. I didn't know whether or not to fume that he scared me or that he'd just snatched the chance I had to kiss Damian. God knows when I'd get to kiss him again when we get back home.I was stunned and speechless, and I watched Damian's hands slowly slip from my sides as he sighed exasperatedly and muttered something I couldn't understand underneath his breath. I think we were both mad at the interruption, not at the fact that Reiss found us kissing.Reiss leaned against the door frame and kept his sheepish smile intact, and for the first time in a while, I actually did want to knock it off his pretty face. I clenched my fist and tilted my head to move away the tendrils on my face. I heaved a broken sigh, and a small laugh followed it, "Reiss, howdy?""Howdy?" Damian echoed. "What are you, fifty?" He was being too adorable, and I did
DAMIAN."So, is it a yes?" She looked up at me as I hugged her. She was too adorable to say not to. I couldn't find it in me to decline her request, even though I'd been thinking about it myself.Maybe two more days wouldn't hurt. I mean, what was the worst that could happen? We've already hit different bottoms, and although I was standing on an edge right now, I didn't mind. "Hm, hm," I nodded, smiling down at the adorable entity whose arms were wrapped around me. Reiss had left the Resort to tour the beach immediately after the movie. Leaving Ishtar and I. The silence hung in the air, and I could feel things begin to become awkward between us. And I didn't want to do anything with her. It was as though as I was too scared to touch her because I cared about her so much.There was an undeniable tension in the air, one that I couldn't help but acknowledge. I cared about her deeply, and the fear of overstepping boundaries made it awkward to initiate any physical contact.I decided to
ISHTAR.This day would be perfect if Damian were here. I knew he'd never watch a movie with us like this, but at least I'd know that he was within earshot, and that alone would feel good.I was watching a horror movie franchise with Reiss in the home Cinema. It was the most comfortable thing I'd ever come across, and I can't even begin to explain how good it made me feel. The TV was the biggest I'd ever seen in my life while the surroundings were set like a bedroom, although dark.Reiss and I shared a blanket, and he spooked me by trembling his legs from time to time. It was fun and thrilling, unlike anything I'd ever experienced, yet it felt incomplete. I found myself drifting off and asking myself why Damian brought me here with him just to run off and start working.Was that his genius plan from the beginning? Was this never a vacation to begin with? The voices in my head wouldn't stop giving me answers, and just as I wasn't quite clear on his identity, there was so much doubt in m