DAMIAN.
"Here, Mr. Kincaid, come on in," Alfred ushered and I followed him through the gates of the mansion that was now my home.Compared to the lush greenery of the place I'd just left, the towering buildings that lingered around were numerous, choking even. All owned the same light brown and cream color; one could barely tell them apart.We arrived inside the building. Its minimalistic furnishing wasn't the worst. The living room alone could accommodate six more people, including Alfred and me."What do you think of it, sir?" Alfred asked, his voice shrill. The last time I'd seen Alfred was when his father worked for me about seventy years ago. He was a boy child then—From generation to generation, they've served me. Each first male of his family led that legacy. It was the pact I'd made with his ancestor when the unfortunate incident happened."It's not the worst," I responded, taking off my cufflinks and placing them on the marble table before me. "I still can't get over seeing you with an arched back, Alfred. What happened?"He chuckled slightly. "Age, your honor. Humans are not built to last. You should be happy for your immortality.""Not immortality," I said. "Just a ridiculously long life." I looked around the dimly lit room.It was warm and comfortable enough, but cozy was a far word from it. "Was there no smaller place, or is my living here another feat to delude the public?""Ever so blunt are you, sir. There were no apartments worthy of your grace, and as you've taken over the company as my son, we have to put you on a high seat to make the story plausible.""Ah, I see," I muttered, opening all the doors I could set eyes on. There were four rooms in total. At least the ones I'd discovered. Each of them had a different kind of aesthetic and too much color."Why did you decide to come back so suddenly, sir? My father had told me to keep my eyes open for when you reach out. I hadn't expected it to happen this soon."I inhaled deeply. I was still fighting with the decision, too— why did I come out of hiding? Was it even worth it?"To find…people like me, if ever any of them survived that war. Maybe there's still hope for our kind."The words left a bitter taste in my mouth, and I began to relive that horrible period in my headspace. The sounds of their cries as they begged to be saved while I, the Alpha, failed to be of help.I lost everything. I lost her, too."I hope you find what you're looking for," Alfred said. "Do you like the place? I could find you somewhere else if this doesn't comfort you enough."I snapped out of my thoughts. "It's pleasant. Thank you, Alfred, for all your help. I also thank you that you've led the company so far. Please know I do not intend to strip you of your position. This is merely a plot to put myself out to the public.""Certainly not!" He exclaimed. "You have every right to take the reins of the company, sir. Because of you, my generation has gotten to know what wealth is.""You're very welcome. You may leave, Alfred. I'll reach out when I need anything.""Understood, sir Damianos.""Damian," I corrected. "I don't want questions arising about the origin of the name. Also, how do you propose this house be cleaned up?""They'd be an agency specifically responsible for that. I'm aware of how much you detest company, so they'd come at noon, twice a week. My grandson, Reiss, who had seen the upkeep of this place, would also visit from time to time. Do you want any changes?"I shook my head. "Perfect." Even though I really hoped his grandson never visited. It was already enough trouble trying to coexist with these humans.Alfred walked to the door. His driver seemed to be waiting outside. He stopped right before he twisted the door knob. "Sir Damian?""Yes?""What does it feel like being a lycan?"No one had asked me that in a while. I shrugged. "You get to smell so sweaty."Alfred smiled. "That must be nice. Have a good night's rest, sir." He walked out.I tore off the uncomfortable fit I was forced into to stand before flashing cameras and the grinning idiots behind them.The human world was so easy to sway. Following that, I picked a room, the one with the darkest shade, and when I opened the wardrobe in it, I realized Alfred had picked that for me.He was ever so diligent, just like his father and grandfather. A hush fell upon the room, the quietude creeping under my skin that I could hear my heart pound in my chest, although it barely functioned.This was going to be another new beginning, not so different from others. I wake up, and I eat. I exist, nothing more. Nothing that fed the soul of my lone wolf, but I'd grown accustomed to that life.I got off the edge of the bed where I sat and walked to the area of the house I'd hoped to be the kitchen. I crossed the threshold, and in it was a refrigerator.Pulling it open, I was met by sudden whiteness and emptiness— just like my life, except for the white part. Everything about me had been dipped in blackness.Would it be too much if I called a human man who was almost seventy about my refrigerator being empty?I grabbed the car key and walked out. This could be a chance to tour my neighborhood while finding a convenience store, perhaps a restaurant.No, God forbid I dine in the same rooms as the silly creatures. I'd done that often enough to know that it never ended well.#As I parked my car in the empty parking lot, I couldn't help but notice the silence that enveloped the surroundings. I'd spend more than I intended driving through the suburban neighborhoodNow I ended up at a beat-up convenience store whose flickering neon sign above its entrance provided the only source of light, not to mention the disturbing buzz that came from it.I entered the store, the automatic doors parting before me. It'd been ages since I'd done this. Shopping was a chore. Maybe I should have reached out to Alfred.There was a compartment immediately after an entrance where a man sat. His dark, bulgy eyes almost rolled three sixty degrees like a faulty security camera.I said nothing to him as I walked in, hastily making my way through the aisle to pick out goods of my choice. I got an eerie vibe from the man, and I began to question why I'd left the estate's vicinity in the first place.The bright, fluorescent lights illuminated the interior, revealing rows of neatly stacked shelves and coolers filled with variety. The man seemed neat, which earned him a point.I picked a worn-out basket and began to select what I wanted— although I had no idea what half the things on display were– till I heard hasty shuffling from the far back of the store.Someone else seemed to be there, and that disgusted me. I brushed it off till it grew louder and more menacing by the second.Humans.On purpose, I moved to where the sound came from when I caught a glimpse of a person hovering over a particular row of goods. The person was clad in faded jeans and a worn-out hoodie that went over his head.Another thing I noticed was the bag he held and how it was partially opened, revealing a variety of goods that didn't look like they were being paid for. His movement was hasty and rough, noisy, too."Stealing and making noise about it don't go well together. Keep it quiet," I said calmly. I didn't have a care in the world for what he was doing—Or why he was doing it. The shuffling sound was just too disgusting to put up with."Shove your opinion up your asshole," the person responded without looking back at me. It was the voice of a human female, surprising.Daring she was. Finally, she stood up from the crouched position that she was in and turned to me. The hood fell off as she did, and her full face came into view.She was everything—Everything I hated. Everything that disgusted me. My breath was caught in my throat, and the basket slipped from my hand as I stared at her.Minerva. For the first time in three hundred years. Standing before me was the same woman who had dipped a knife in my mate's heart during the war.The merciless traitor of all times. The one person I'd failed to kill then. There she was, standing before me, living and breathing.But she smelled human. How?"Quit gawking, creep! Get out of the way!" She yelled, and her voice echoed in the walls of my mind. "Or are you interested in fucking me too?!"Her dark hair cascaded down her shoulders, framing her small, deceptive face and those eyes of hazel that turned pitch black when the monster in her awakened.A surge of energy coursed through me. "We found her. We found her. Our way out." My wolf raged for the first time in three hundred years."Minerva?" I growled and watched the terror on her face."Mine- who? Wait…aren't you the billionaire guy from this morning? For PRIDE. you are, aren't you?" She questioned. "Even if you were fucking Bruce Wayne, I'd still shove you out of the way! Get out!"I should kill her. Right here, and right now, just as she'd brutally murdered my people.I reached for her immediately.ISHTAR.We held each other's gaze for a brief moment. The unusually handsome man had a look in his eyes that I couldn't understand. His chiseled jaw clenched, and he balled his fist without tearing his gaze away from me."Is this your way of hitting on young girls, you cunt? Get out of my way!" I yelled again. He didn't seem present even though he was looking me in the eye. The next thing he did was to lunge his arms at me hurriedly. I froze."Don't fucking touch me!" I yelled as I slapped his hand away. "What are you doing!?"His brown eyes had lost focus, and he aggressively muttered something under his breath. I got terrified by the second, and he didn't seem to back down.He reached out again, aiming for my neck, this time with bloodshot eyes. I'd never seen a person look so scary. The veins in his head popped out as his thick brows furrowed.The store's ventilation did a number on his brown shoulder-length hair, swaying it. If he didn't look like he was bent on murdering me, I'd
ISHTAR.This wouldn't be a bad shelter for the night. I thought to myself as I set my foot to the ground after slipping in through the window. The room I'd walked into seemed to be the living room, but the strange man wasn't in sight yet.My pulse quickened as I cautiously made my way around and tried to stop myself from gasping every single time I looked around me. It felt like I'd made my way into paradise, unknowingly. The air was warm, and it coated around me nicely as I hugged my arms, turning multiple times in the middle of the parlor.This was my first time being inside someone else's house, and that little voice in my head— the judgemental and reasonable one— wouldn't stop telling me how much of a terrible idea that was. J should not be doing this. Nobody should be doing this. The large living room was no different from the ones I saw on TV. I wished Abby was here with me to witness this breakthrough. Thinking about her being gone for good made my heart squeeze, but I couldn'
DAMIAN.I opened my eyes to the blinding white ceiling and sat up immediately before I was hit by a nauseating feeling and profound headache as though my head was being pounded on. All this because of that scumbag from yesterday.I gritted my teeth and shuffled out of bed. My head rang the moment I stepped my feet on the floor. It was as though something was different inside me. I just didn't know what it was yet. I passed out last night, as soon as I got home.I remembered my senses being so distorted that I even smelled a human in my home, although I knew that was impossible. That girl was making me feel things I hadn't felt in a long time. I sat at the edge of the bed and placed my hand on my chest to summon my wolf.I heard shrieking and snarling sounds in my head, and I knew what it meant. My wolf was weak and still hasn't recovered yet, but it gladdened by heart that he showed up yesterday and said a word, thanks to that fucking traitor.The sunlight slipped past the curtains, d
ISHTAR."Oh, fuck!" Mr. Beast yelled and shoved Reiss off him. The scrawny lad staggered backwards and fell into the chair while I stood in awe, just a step away from the door.I'd been glancing at it to see how easy it'd be for me to open and spin out, never to look back, never to return. My backpack was where I wanted it to be, by my feet, and I could easily pick it up, but first, we needed to solve the problem at hand.The patch of green on Mr. Beast's white T-shirt was spreading rapidly, and he let out a strained, disgusted gasp as he tore it off without any hesitation. I'd never seen a person look so physically disturbed over something like that, and from what I'd noticed from their relationship, these two weren't close at all.Saying I was appalled wasn't nearly enough to describe the fear I was feeling. I had stupidly fallen asleep after the stranger named Reiss walked in and indulged me in this random discussion about his love life.The comfort was to die for, and because he
DAMIAN. A blackmail. Oh, pray tell, what could it be? I tightened my cuffs and leaned back against the chair immediately after the call, waiting to see the next weird experience I was about to encounter.It had just been three days, and I already had eight pages of frustration to write off in the walls of my mind. It made me miss being in hiding, but for the right cause, of course, I could handle it.A small moment passed, and my officer door swung open after a brief knock. I sat upright, my eyes locked on the door as I anticipated the person to walk through and whatever the hell they wanted to blackmail me with. I was very interested in this crime I committed.The receptionist stepped in first and gave way to the last person I expected. Minerva's vessel. What was her name again? Ishtar. I didn't even know why I believed that to be her real name. My throat tightened, and I tugged at my tie. I was beginning to get used to the surprise element that surrounded this creature. Didn't
ISHTARHe agreed.Mr Beast agreed for me to stay in his home, and I conceded so fast. I was gullible, I know, and the rest of the world probably thought of me as the most stupid person to exist, but really? Intelligence or acute thinking was for people who had something to lose.Not me. I didn't have a care in the world about what happened. Well, except for the idea of rape and gruesome murder, if those two were excluded, then I might as well do whatever the hell I wanted.What have I got to lose? I held his gaze as I stood before him, trying to contain the wave of fear mixed with happiness that churned inside of me. The thought of being in the warm, cozy mansion again owned me, and I believed that was the best thing that could happen to anyone.Even if he were going to end up killing me, then I'd ask him to give me three more days to live my life to the fullest. I was still in his office, red in the face with a pounding chest after he'd cupped my face, and I did everything in my powe
DAMIAN.Everything I wanted to say died on my tongue as I stared in disbelief, watching the dining party in my home, that I wasn't even invited to. It looked like a ceremony was going on, except it was just with two people. Reiss and some girl I didn't know about.How much more complicated was this going to get? I sneaked a glance at Ishtar and registered the surprised look on her face, too. At the same time, she looked at me, and I tore my gaze away immediately, shifting my focus back to Reiss, who didn't seem to notice that we were in.He finally did, and turned to me, gesturing for me to wait before he muttered something to the girl and hurried over. Beads of sweat formed on his forehead, and he walked to us like he'd forgotten how to move his legs. I was already stressed enough from hearing Ishtar rant all the way inside the car. Why did I have to deal with Alfred's immature grandson, too? This wasn't the kind of break I'd hoped for. "Hi…" Reiss said, clasping his hands together
ISHTARWaking up on that bed with my entire body parts intact felt like the best thing that ever happened in years. No, it was the best thing that happened to me. I'd never felt more alive in my entire life. He didn't kill me overnight? That was fair. I'd slept last night as though it was the last time I was ever going to have that chance. It was registered at the back of my mind that the tables might turn, and I'd have a reason not to wake up the following day. I moaned as I stretched, stepping foot out of the bed.The first thing I did was get out of bed and take a long bath. It was very early, and the sun wasn't out yet, which gave me a chance to get things done. There wasn't much to do around the house; everything had been taken care of, but I made sure to clean a little more.A part of me was desperate to impress Damian for letting me stay. And what other way to prove to a person that you were an asset than to make them food? Personally, I'd willingly walk into a shady white va
ISHTAR"It's okay, it's all gonna be fine," I muttered as I patted his back. "Abby would be so surprised when she walks in on us like this." I loved being in his arms. It felt like the nicest thing to happen to me in a long long while, and I missed him so much. I missed us. I was so captivated by his scent that I leaned in and let myself fall deeper into it, my eyes tightly shut as I continued to hug him.Our moment ended when Abby called out to me. She'd been in my room to shower, and now she was out. Finally, they could meet. I reluctantly pulled away from Damian, but something felt different — like he pulled away first. His hands slid down my back. "Abby?" I called out as I turned, my face flushed. I was nervous, and I knew she'd tease me a lot for it when we were alone together. "Meet Damian."Damian. He was quiet. Awfully quiet, and it terrified me to turn to me. I sucked my teeth and moved my feet unsteadily. I could feel it cooking inside of me already. Unrest, sadness, everyt
DAMIANI placed my phone screen down after responding to Ishtar's texts, and I was still curious as to whom she was letting in, but some issues were more pressing— like the situation that I was in right now.That wait wasn't over, and from the look of things, it didn't seem like it'd end anytime soon. I was pulsating in my seat, my feet relentlessly tapping as I waited in the quiet restaurant. The paper was crumpled up in my hand, and I straightened it, trying to see if there was any information I needed. It felt like I was so close, but I had also taken a few steps back. I barely even understood what was going on anymore, and that somehow granted me the strength to wait longer— because I knew that I had to find answers; there wasn't a way in hell I'd leave with nothing. I'd spend the night here if I had to.As desperation was always followed by frustration, my blood seemed to boil hotter as minutes passed by. My legs wouldn't stop shaking either, so I stood up and began to rummage
ISHTARThe sun streamed through the curtains, casting a warm glow across the room as I went about my household chores. Dishes clinked together as I washed them, the rhythmic sound serving as a backdrop to my thoughts. But in reality, my mind was a thousand miles away, far from the mundane tasks at hand.My thoughts were consumed by Damian, his presence lingering in every corner of my consciousness. The moments we had shared during our recent vacation in Samoa played on a loop in my mind. The laughter, the stolen glances, and the way his eyes crinkled when he smiled were etched into my memory.Meeting his friend was also a part of it. I couldn't pull my mind away from those thoughts and the happiness I felt when it happened. Why, then, did I still feel like something was missing? Like I was left in the dark, and every moment I thought I'd crawled out of, it just became that I sunk deeper.Something about Damian didn't add up, and I was tired of making all these excuses in my mind. The
DAMIAN.I must have fallen in love with her a little more after her drunken fit from last night. My God, she was adorable, and I was worried that she'd get sick. I had reprimanded Reiss that morning, probably way more than I should, for getting her in trouble.She wasn't a kid, I know, but it left me tossing and turning for a while, knowing that I was enough protection for her. Even when I remembered all the things I was keeping from her, I couldn't help but feel like shit. Like real shit because she didn't deserve it, any of it.We arrived yesterday, and things fell back into place, not us though. I was stuck in the middle of making small and big decisions like should I ask her to dinner this evening? Should I make her a cup of coffee this morning?Would it be too much if I looked at her and said she was beautiful? I wanted to do everything I wasn't supposed to do. Even now that I'd barely left her for five minutes, I still couldn't manage to swing my thoughts away from her. Ishtar h
ISHTARI was Minerva again, and I registered it in my head. This was only a dream, but even while I was aware of it being a dream, I couldn't control the narrative. I was simply a pawn in a bigger— way bigger game.I looked up at the sky outside the house where I was. It was a full moon already, but cloudy skies surrounded the moon, and there were no stars in sight. It was quiet, way quiet, and all I heard was crickets and my sighs.I saw myself waiting for someone. My fingers tapped aggressively against the wooden floor, and my heart wouldn't stop racing. All my thoughts were faced in one direction, and the person I was waiting for dominated over my mind. There was a yearning that I couldn't explain, and as time slipped by, I found myself looking towards the direction of the door, my eyes lingering on it and the want burning me alive.Anticipation could be my greatest enemy yet. I found that my legs wouldn't still so I tried to take control by walking around the room instead. It was
DAMIAN.Reiss, that loud mouth of his, and the way he spewed the question like it couldn't do potential damage. Even as I sat before my desk, pretending to focus on the unarranged pile of mess that I called paperworks before me, I could barely concentrate on anything.I keep thinking about what I could have done or said differently. The image on her face when she tiredly walked to the door with Reiss haunted it and I knew it would stay on my mind for a while. What was wrong with me? Yes, I like her. Yes, I like her. I imagined myself saying that to Reiss, and it worked out well in my head. I could have just said so, and I would have hurt her less. Everything would have been better off, and I'd be able to pull myself out of these thoughts.Now, I couldn't concentrate, and I was on my second bottle of beer. I stood up and went to the windows where the landscape spread endlessly, and I sighed, pressing the can in my hands. I was tired of everything and how I always seemed to hit a brick
ISHTAR."Well, well, well…"I lost a half the fragment of my mind when the lights clicked on, and Reiss appeared before us, obviously humored by our position. I didn't know whether or not to fume that he scared me or that he'd just snatched the chance I had to kiss Damian. God knows when I'd get to kiss him again when we get back home.I was stunned and speechless, and I watched Damian's hands slowly slip from my sides as he sighed exasperatedly and muttered something I couldn't understand underneath his breath. I think we were both mad at the interruption, not at the fact that Reiss found us kissing.Reiss leaned against the door frame and kept his sheepish smile intact, and for the first time in a while, I actually did want to knock it off his pretty face. I clenched my fist and tilted my head to move away the tendrils on my face. I heaved a broken sigh, and a small laugh followed it, "Reiss, howdy?""Howdy?" Damian echoed. "What are you, fifty?" He was being too adorable, and I did
DAMIAN."So, is it a yes?" She looked up at me as I hugged her. She was too adorable to say not to. I couldn't find it in me to decline her request, even though I'd been thinking about it myself.Maybe two more days wouldn't hurt. I mean, what was the worst that could happen? We've already hit different bottoms, and although I was standing on an edge right now, I didn't mind. "Hm, hm," I nodded, smiling down at the adorable entity whose arms were wrapped around me. Reiss had left the Resort to tour the beach immediately after the movie. Leaving Ishtar and I. The silence hung in the air, and I could feel things begin to become awkward between us. And I didn't want to do anything with her. It was as though as I was too scared to touch her because I cared about her so much.There was an undeniable tension in the air, one that I couldn't help but acknowledge. I cared about her deeply, and the fear of overstepping boundaries made it awkward to initiate any physical contact.I decided to
ISHTAR.This day would be perfect if Damian were here. I knew he'd never watch a movie with us like this, but at least I'd know that he was within earshot, and that alone would feel good.I was watching a horror movie franchise with Reiss in the home Cinema. It was the most comfortable thing I'd ever come across, and I can't even begin to explain how good it made me feel. The TV was the biggest I'd ever seen in my life while the surroundings were set like a bedroom, although dark.Reiss and I shared a blanket, and he spooked me by trembling his legs from time to time. It was fun and thrilling, unlike anything I'd ever experienced, yet it felt incomplete. I found myself drifting off and asking myself why Damian brought me here with him just to run off and start working.Was that his genius plan from the beginning? Was this never a vacation to begin with? The voices in my head wouldn't stop giving me answers, and just as I wasn't quite clear on his identity, there was so much doubt in m