ISHTAR.
This wouldn't be a bad shelter for the night. I thought to myself as I set my foot to the ground after slipping in through the window. The room I'd walked into seemed to be the living room, but the strange man wasn't in sight yet.My pulse quickened as I cautiously made my way around and tried to stop myself from gasping every single time I looked around me. It felt like I'd made my way into paradise, unknowingly. The air was warm, and it coated around me nicely as I hugged my arms, turning multiple times in the middle of the parlor.This was my first time being inside someone else's house, and that little voice in my head— the judgemental and reasonable one— wouldn't stop telling me how much of a terrible idea that was. J should not be doing this.Nobody should be doing this. The large living room was no different from the ones I saw on TV. I wished Abby was here with me to witness this breakthrough. Thinking about her being gone for good made my heart squeeze, but I couldn't afford sickness in this situation.I heard the sound of shuffling feet coming from the other side of the room. Immediately, I grabbed my bag pack and crawled under the vast, wooden table fearfully. The owner of this house didn't seem like someone I should mess with, and my little spin-off with him in the convenience store still had goosebumps crawling up my arms.The condition of the house gave no hint of him being a family person either. Every single thing was tidy and in place, and it gave me a bit of an idea of the kind of person he would be. I held my breath as the footsteps grew louder, and finally, he was in the same room as I was.The lightness and simplicity hanging in the air crawled away from me the moment I sensed that he was in the room. I placed my hand over my mouth to prevent any sounds from coming out. Suddenly, the room was darker and heavier, like he sucked all the lights inside of it.He terrified me. I remembered that look in his eyes again, and I suddenly had every reason to crumble. I didn't think I'd ever cared this much about my life, but getting brutally murdered in a psychopath's home that I may have or may have not willingly walked into wasn't exactly a prideful way to die.Bam! A wack came to the top of the table, and I swallowed my heart and everything else that functioned inside of me. I could see his legs from the little space where I was crouched. He was so close to me. That was how I knew it was his fist he slammed against the table so hard."This is…not happening!" His voice rang through the walls of the quiet room. "No, not again! This is not happening again!" Another hit followed, and the table shook like it was going to crumble.It couldn't be just his hands he slammed against the table that way. It'd be crazy to hurt himself like that. My entire body shook, but I tried to maintain a still position. I needed to run out of this mansion immediately after he left.Who would want to hurt themselves like that? The hit came repeatedly, and each time he hit the table, he yelled and groaned hysterically like a person on the verge of madness. Sometimes, he sounded like a wounded animal. A small part of my heart was touched, concerned about what could be happening.While the larger and more reasonable part remembered how he wanted me dead and cowered in fear. A billionaire's problem wasn't my problem, and I didn't care to know whatever the hell was going on with him. Curiosity killed the cat, and I'd very much love to be a dog.His tantrum died out, and he walked out of the room. I heard another door slam shut, which made it sure that he'd left. Slowly, carefully, without breathing, I crawled out from underneath the table, clutching my backpack and looking around— he wasn't in sight.Rather, the room was now polluted by the disgusting smell of sweat and whatever male creatures were made of. I exhaled a broken sigh, pinching myself to register if I was still alive or not.Luckily, I still was, and that was a good thing. Now, I should make my way out the same way I'd come in or——or I could successfully complete the tour of my very first mansion. Mr. Beast seemed to be out of sight anyway, and his little exercise might require him to crawl into bed and sleep for a while. I could take advantage of that period and check out the entire house before leaving.Who knows, he might have things he doesn't need anymore. Not that I'd care to ask. I dropped my backpack on the leather chair. I'd stolen quite a ridiculous amount of chips from the convenience store, so they made sounds as I moved. I wouldn't want Mr. Beast racing out of the room and using me as a substitute for the poor wooden table. One punch from him would definitely bash my head in.I wandered the house and found myself in a dimly lit corridor. The air was thick with the scent of polished wood and antique furniture. It was both comforting and intimidating. I was the only thing that smelled bad in the whole house. The beast might be a crazed person, but he sure had a good taste in furniture.I found two rooms, different from the one that he'd walked into. I'd earlier placed my ears on the door to the room he entered, and everything was quiet. It seemed like he'd completely passed out. Maybe he was drunk. That had to be the only reasonable explanation for his behavior that night, or if he was just crazy.Mr. Beast must have poor drinking habits. I was glad he did."I shouldn't go into this room," I muttered to myself as I held the knob to one of the two empty rooms."Why would a sane person even do this?" My hand tightened around the handle. "Ishtar, don't!"Lies. I slipped into the room already, pretending to be disappointed in myself. "Oh, bummer!"It was a good thing I walked into the room anyway. It had a large bouncy bed, tall wardrobes, and a shower. It had everything! My eyes lit up as the thought of a warm shower enticed me. I hadn't washed in days, and the opportunity presented itself to me like this. How do I say no?I had two options. To walk out and prevent any kind of untimely death or go into the shower with the mindset that I might get caught and killed.The house was so big anyway, and he probably wouldn't notice, right? I was both physically and emotionally exhausted, and a warm wash felt like it'd solve every single one of my problems. I loosened my hair and let it cascade down my shoulders, rubbing my thumb on my chin to contemplate.Without hesitation, I stepped and stripped, taking off my worn-out and dusty clothes. The water against my skin felt like a blessing, washing away every grime of weariness and exhaustion from my recent struggle— I reduced it to the lowest rush to lessen my chances of getting caught.I had initially wanted to take less time, but I gave in to the luxury and pleasure of the moment. If this shower was the last thing I'd experience before I met death, then so be it. I savored every single moment of it.For a petty thief, I was way too comfortable being a burglar. Was this an upgrade? Well, people with morals wouldn't think that. Still, I had to survive. I loved the silence of the house and the peace I felt for a while in such a long time. It was so nice that I couldn't bring myself to rush or to remember that this wasn't my house and never would be.After a while of enjoyment, I stepped out and wrapped myself in one of the fluffy towels by the door. This must be why people were money crazy— it felt so damn good! I picked up my old clothes, and there, another terrible idea was born."Fine, I'd just check for one comfy cloth!" And maybe two more that could keep me warm on the street before I find somewhere else to stay. With hesitant hands, I reached for the brass handle of the giant wardrobe and pulled it open. My eyes widened. Inside, the wardrobe revealed a treasure trove of clothings.For men, of course, except the sweatshirts and pants, which enticed me immediately. I'd never bef happier to be presented with this many clothes. My heart gladdened, and warmth spread in my stomach. I reached into the wardrobe and began to look through the myriad of choices.I wondered how much they'd cost. I finally settled, picking out a black t-shirt over a pair of sweatpants with adjustable waist, then two other shirts for my unending journey. I'd leave behind my old clothes as payment since I picked those off a stranger's hangers anyway. It was nowhere near sufficient, but maybe It'd make him realize I was a decent thief when he woke up in the morning.It felt like I was in a movie. Amidst my secret tour, my stomach growled loudly, a reminder of how hungry I was. I patted it down slowly, humming a tune as I sashayed through the corridor to find a kitchen. He certainly had a lot of things to eat.I could bet on it. All wealthy people should. If they didn't, then they might as well be poor. The kitchen was six times bigger than my old room with Abby, and it glittered with all kinds of equipment inside of it. I'd never seen a sink so fancy. It would have felt like I was the only dusty thing inside the kitchen if I hadn't had the beautiful shower.I sighed as I walked to the refrigerator in the kitchen. It was as tall as I was, and I hoped it wouldn't make any sounds if I opened it. It was black and sleek, and it screamed luxury— every fucking thing in the house did, except me and my severely torn backpack.I wondered if he had backpacks that I could exchange, though. "Abby, you need to see this…" I said to myself again, thinking of how much of an interesting conversation my unreasonable escapade would be. I swung open the fridge, and I was met with disappointment.It was empty. "Just like your owner's sanity, I see. Not a single thought behind those eyes of his," I pouted and closed it back immediately. I guess it was finally time to leave. I was exhausted, and I'd already begun to yawn at intervals. Sleep was a luxury I could barely afford— but after that warm shower, I knew I'd fall asleep if my back ever hit a flat surface.I blinked the sleep away as I retraced my steps back to the living room and picked up my backpack. I had a heavy wallet, clothes, and food that'd be enough for at least three days. Maybe there was a way I'd survive these rough days. I eyed the window and saw the part of it I'd left ajar.The door clicked open before I could even begin to walk to the window. I was bewildered, but the fear glued me to place. It wasn't the door to the stranger's room. It was the main living room door, which meant someone was coming in from outside.I panted, and my heart raced wildly. Before I could think to hide, someone stepped in.No, let me rephrase that. Someone staggered in, a gentleman who looked way younger than Mr. Beast. He was barely conscious and reeked of alcohol. His eyes lit up when his gaze fell on me, and he flashed me a warm, welcoming smile."You must be Mrs Kincaid!" He chimed too loudly, his voice slurring. I was on the verge of going mad. "Nice to meet you. I'm Reiss, and my grandfather has told me so much about your husband." He smiled through his drunkenness.Miss Kincaid. I easily remembered that was the stranger's surname. This man was obviously not in his right senses, and if I played the cards right, maybe—Just maybe there was a chance of me passing the night in this mansion. I took his outstretched arms as he fought for balance by leaning against the walls. "Hi, I'm…Caroline," I said, "Kincaid's betrothed."DAMIAN.I opened my eyes to the blinding white ceiling and sat up immediately before I was hit by a nauseating feeling and profound headache as though my head was being pounded on. All this because of that scumbag from yesterday.I gritted my teeth and shuffled out of bed. My head rang the moment I stepped my feet on the floor. It was as though something was different inside me. I just didn't know what it was yet. I passed out last night, as soon as I got home.I remembered my senses being so distorted that I even smelled a human in my home, although I knew that was impossible. That girl was making me feel things I hadn't felt in a long time. I sat at the edge of the bed and placed my hand on my chest to summon my wolf.I heard shrieking and snarling sounds in my head, and I knew what it meant. My wolf was weak and still hasn't recovered yet, but it gladdened by heart that he showed up yesterday and said a word, thanks to that fucking traitor.The sunlight slipped past the curtains, d
ISHTAR."Oh, fuck!" Mr. Beast yelled and shoved Reiss off him. The scrawny lad staggered backwards and fell into the chair while I stood in awe, just a step away from the door.I'd been glancing at it to see how easy it'd be for me to open and spin out, never to look back, never to return. My backpack was where I wanted it to be, by my feet, and I could easily pick it up, but first, we needed to solve the problem at hand.The patch of green on Mr. Beast's white T-shirt was spreading rapidly, and he let out a strained, disgusted gasp as he tore it off without any hesitation. I'd never seen a person look so physically disturbed over something like that, and from what I'd noticed from their relationship, these two weren't close at all.Saying I was appalled wasn't nearly enough to describe the fear I was feeling. I had stupidly fallen asleep after the stranger named Reiss walked in and indulged me in this random discussion about his love life.The comfort was to die for, and because he
DAMIAN. A blackmail. Oh, pray tell, what could it be? I tightened my cuffs and leaned back against the chair immediately after the call, waiting to see the next weird experience I was about to encounter.It had just been three days, and I already had eight pages of frustration to write off in the walls of my mind. It made me miss being in hiding, but for the right cause, of course, I could handle it.A small moment passed, and my officer door swung open after a brief knock. I sat upright, my eyes locked on the door as I anticipated the person to walk through and whatever the hell they wanted to blackmail me with. I was very interested in this crime I committed.The receptionist stepped in first and gave way to the last person I expected. Minerva's vessel. What was her name again? Ishtar. I didn't even know why I believed that to be her real name. My throat tightened, and I tugged at my tie. I was beginning to get used to the surprise element that surrounded this creature. Didn't
ISHTARHe agreed.Mr Beast agreed for me to stay in his home, and I conceded so fast. I was gullible, I know, and the rest of the world probably thought of me as the most stupid person to exist, but really? Intelligence or acute thinking was for people who had something to lose.Not me. I didn't have a care in the world about what happened. Well, except for the idea of rape and gruesome murder, if those two were excluded, then I might as well do whatever the hell I wanted.What have I got to lose? I held his gaze as I stood before him, trying to contain the wave of fear mixed with happiness that churned inside of me. The thought of being in the warm, cozy mansion again owned me, and I believed that was the best thing that could happen to anyone.Even if he were going to end up killing me, then I'd ask him to give me three more days to live my life to the fullest. I was still in his office, red in the face with a pounding chest after he'd cupped my face, and I did everything in my powe
DAMIAN.Everything I wanted to say died on my tongue as I stared in disbelief, watching the dining party in my home, that I wasn't even invited to. It looked like a ceremony was going on, except it was just with two people. Reiss and some girl I didn't know about.How much more complicated was this going to get? I sneaked a glance at Ishtar and registered the surprised look on her face, too. At the same time, she looked at me, and I tore my gaze away immediately, shifting my focus back to Reiss, who didn't seem to notice that we were in.He finally did, and turned to me, gesturing for me to wait before he muttered something to the girl and hurried over. Beads of sweat formed on his forehead, and he walked to us like he'd forgotten how to move his legs. I was already stressed enough from hearing Ishtar rant all the way inside the car. Why did I have to deal with Alfred's immature grandson, too? This wasn't the kind of break I'd hoped for. "Hi…" Reiss said, clasping his hands together
ISHTARWaking up on that bed with my entire body parts intact felt like the best thing that ever happened in years. No, it was the best thing that happened to me. I'd never felt more alive in my entire life. He didn't kill me overnight? That was fair. I'd slept last night as though it was the last time I was ever going to have that chance. It was registered at the back of my mind that the tables might turn, and I'd have a reason not to wake up the following day. I moaned as I stretched, stepping foot out of the bed.The first thing I did was get out of bed and take a long bath. It was very early, and the sun wasn't out yet, which gave me a chance to get things done. There wasn't much to do around the house; everything had been taken care of, but I made sure to clean a little more.A part of me was desperate to impress Damian for letting me stay. And what other way to prove to a person that you were an asset than to make them food? Personally, I'd willingly walk into a shady white va
DAMIAN. "I should have fought harder," I muttered to myself as I increased the acceleration. "I should have fought better and done something. No, I should have noticed!" I cried. "I should have seen that she was up to no good!" My vehicle stumbled through the road, and I continued to increase speed till the landscape became blurry. The bottle of scotch I'd gotten was the one thing next to me. The only thing that could help me subdue the pain I'd been cursed with. It was a full moon tonight. The night where I relived the excruciating pain of losing my mate. It had always happened like this— for as long as I could remember after Rebecca's death. This night felt different. I could feel the surge of energy in my bones, and I knew this night was here to torture me. I grabbed the bottle by its neck and gulped down its contents again. It was the second bottle I'd opened today, and it was beginning to take charge. I couldn't afford to actively face the pain of being ripped apart from the
ISHTAR. Stay. I need you. No one had ever said that to me before. His husky voice breezed into my ears and weakened my defense. I found myself thinking about the possibility of him meaning what he said. It was a long shot for a man who had lost his sanity countless times in one night. Still, my entire body ached with the need for him. It was an inexplicable yearning, but his touch did something to be. I felt my abdomen tighten as the fiery sensation owned me. I was pressed against his chest again, on the cold floor next to the door to his room. It felt nothing of that sort. In my mind, I was in heaven. I was held right by a man who knew how to keep a lady invested. I loved what it felt like to have my chest pressed against his and listen to our heartbeat sync. Damian's breathing, unlike how loud and shallow it was, had become gentler. I stroked his hair and patted his back like my life depended on it. For some reason, he'd been in so much. What had I gotten myself into? Reiss
ISHTAR"It's okay, it's all gonna be fine," I muttered as I patted his back. "Abby would be so surprised when she walks in on us like this." I loved being in his arms. It felt like the nicest thing to happen to me in a long long while, and I missed him so much. I missed us. I was so captivated by his scent that I leaned in and let myself fall deeper into it, my eyes tightly shut as I continued to hug him.Our moment ended when Abby called out to me. She'd been in my room to shower, and now she was out. Finally, they could meet. I reluctantly pulled away from Damian, but something felt different — like he pulled away first. His hands slid down my back. "Abby?" I called out as I turned, my face flushed. I was nervous, and I knew she'd tease me a lot for it when we were alone together. "Meet Damian."Damian. He was quiet. Awfully quiet, and it terrified me to turn to me. I sucked my teeth and moved my feet unsteadily. I could feel it cooking inside of me already. Unrest, sadness, everyt
DAMIANI placed my phone screen down after responding to Ishtar's texts, and I was still curious as to whom she was letting in, but some issues were more pressing— like the situation that I was in right now.That wait wasn't over, and from the look of things, it didn't seem like it'd end anytime soon. I was pulsating in my seat, my feet relentlessly tapping as I waited in the quiet restaurant. The paper was crumpled up in my hand, and I straightened it, trying to see if there was any information I needed. It felt like I was so close, but I had also taken a few steps back. I barely even understood what was going on anymore, and that somehow granted me the strength to wait longer— because I knew that I had to find answers; there wasn't a way in hell I'd leave with nothing. I'd spend the night here if I had to.As desperation was always followed by frustration, my blood seemed to boil hotter as minutes passed by. My legs wouldn't stop shaking either, so I stood up and began to rummage
ISHTARThe sun streamed through the curtains, casting a warm glow across the room as I went about my household chores. Dishes clinked together as I washed them, the rhythmic sound serving as a backdrop to my thoughts. But in reality, my mind was a thousand miles away, far from the mundane tasks at hand.My thoughts were consumed by Damian, his presence lingering in every corner of my consciousness. The moments we had shared during our recent vacation in Samoa played on a loop in my mind. The laughter, the stolen glances, and the way his eyes crinkled when he smiled were etched into my memory.Meeting his friend was also a part of it. I couldn't pull my mind away from those thoughts and the happiness I felt when it happened. Why, then, did I still feel like something was missing? Like I was left in the dark, and every moment I thought I'd crawled out of, it just became that I sunk deeper.Something about Damian didn't add up, and I was tired of making all these excuses in my mind. The
DAMIAN.I must have fallen in love with her a little more after her drunken fit from last night. My God, she was adorable, and I was worried that she'd get sick. I had reprimanded Reiss that morning, probably way more than I should, for getting her in trouble.She wasn't a kid, I know, but it left me tossing and turning for a while, knowing that I was enough protection for her. Even when I remembered all the things I was keeping from her, I couldn't help but feel like shit. Like real shit because she didn't deserve it, any of it.We arrived yesterday, and things fell back into place, not us though. I was stuck in the middle of making small and big decisions like should I ask her to dinner this evening? Should I make her a cup of coffee this morning?Would it be too much if I looked at her and said she was beautiful? I wanted to do everything I wasn't supposed to do. Even now that I'd barely left her for five minutes, I still couldn't manage to swing my thoughts away from her. Ishtar h
ISHTARI was Minerva again, and I registered it in my head. This was only a dream, but even while I was aware of it being a dream, I couldn't control the narrative. I was simply a pawn in a bigger— way bigger game.I looked up at the sky outside the house where I was. It was a full moon already, but cloudy skies surrounded the moon, and there were no stars in sight. It was quiet, way quiet, and all I heard was crickets and my sighs.I saw myself waiting for someone. My fingers tapped aggressively against the wooden floor, and my heart wouldn't stop racing. All my thoughts were faced in one direction, and the person I was waiting for dominated over my mind. There was a yearning that I couldn't explain, and as time slipped by, I found myself looking towards the direction of the door, my eyes lingering on it and the want burning me alive.Anticipation could be my greatest enemy yet. I found that my legs wouldn't still so I tried to take control by walking around the room instead. It was
DAMIAN.Reiss, that loud mouth of his, and the way he spewed the question like it couldn't do potential damage. Even as I sat before my desk, pretending to focus on the unarranged pile of mess that I called paperworks before me, I could barely concentrate on anything.I keep thinking about what I could have done or said differently. The image on her face when she tiredly walked to the door with Reiss haunted it and I knew it would stay on my mind for a while. What was wrong with me? Yes, I like her. Yes, I like her. I imagined myself saying that to Reiss, and it worked out well in my head. I could have just said so, and I would have hurt her less. Everything would have been better off, and I'd be able to pull myself out of these thoughts.Now, I couldn't concentrate, and I was on my second bottle of beer. I stood up and went to the windows where the landscape spread endlessly, and I sighed, pressing the can in my hands. I was tired of everything and how I always seemed to hit a brick
ISHTAR."Well, well, well…"I lost a half the fragment of my mind when the lights clicked on, and Reiss appeared before us, obviously humored by our position. I didn't know whether or not to fume that he scared me or that he'd just snatched the chance I had to kiss Damian. God knows when I'd get to kiss him again when we get back home.I was stunned and speechless, and I watched Damian's hands slowly slip from my sides as he sighed exasperatedly and muttered something I couldn't understand underneath his breath. I think we were both mad at the interruption, not at the fact that Reiss found us kissing.Reiss leaned against the door frame and kept his sheepish smile intact, and for the first time in a while, I actually did want to knock it off his pretty face. I clenched my fist and tilted my head to move away the tendrils on my face. I heaved a broken sigh, and a small laugh followed it, "Reiss, howdy?""Howdy?" Damian echoed. "What are you, fifty?" He was being too adorable, and I did
DAMIAN."So, is it a yes?" She looked up at me as I hugged her. She was too adorable to say not to. I couldn't find it in me to decline her request, even though I'd been thinking about it myself.Maybe two more days wouldn't hurt. I mean, what was the worst that could happen? We've already hit different bottoms, and although I was standing on an edge right now, I didn't mind. "Hm, hm," I nodded, smiling down at the adorable entity whose arms were wrapped around me. Reiss had left the Resort to tour the beach immediately after the movie. Leaving Ishtar and I. The silence hung in the air, and I could feel things begin to become awkward between us. And I didn't want to do anything with her. It was as though as I was too scared to touch her because I cared about her so much.There was an undeniable tension in the air, one that I couldn't help but acknowledge. I cared about her deeply, and the fear of overstepping boundaries made it awkward to initiate any physical contact.I decided to
ISHTAR.This day would be perfect if Damian were here. I knew he'd never watch a movie with us like this, but at least I'd know that he was within earshot, and that alone would feel good.I was watching a horror movie franchise with Reiss in the home Cinema. It was the most comfortable thing I'd ever come across, and I can't even begin to explain how good it made me feel. The TV was the biggest I'd ever seen in my life while the surroundings were set like a bedroom, although dark.Reiss and I shared a blanket, and he spooked me by trembling his legs from time to time. It was fun and thrilling, unlike anything I'd ever experienced, yet it felt incomplete. I found myself drifting off and asking myself why Damian brought me here with him just to run off and start working.Was that his genius plan from the beginning? Was this never a vacation to begin with? The voices in my head wouldn't stop giving me answers, and just as I wasn't quite clear on his identity, there was so much doubt in m