“You’re staring,” I murmured, stretching across the bed.
Jillian leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, eyes hot and fixed on me like I was his personal obsession. “Can you blame me?”
I smiled, letting the silk sheet slide lower down my chest. “I’m surprised you’re still here. Thought you’d be out chasing shadows by now.”
“I should be.”
“But?”
His voice dropped. “I’d rather be here.”
I tilted my head. “That’s unlike you.”
“I’m becoming unlike me.” He walked forward slowly, each step deliberate. “You did that.”
I sat up. “And what are you going to do about it?”
He knelt on the bed, brushing hair from my face. “Make the most of the time I have before everything explodes.”
I wrapped my arms around his neck. “Then stop wasting it.”
He kissed me, slow and deep, with a desperation that tasted like regret before it even happened. Like he knew something I didn’t. His fingers brushed my spine, and I arched into him instinctively, feeling the heat between us spike like fire on dry wood.
“Don’t ever let me lose you,” he whispered into my skin.
“I’m not going anywhere.”
His breath hitched, but he didn’t answer. He just held me tighter.
Later, with his arms still wrapped around me, I whispered, “Why won’t you let me fight?”
Jillian was silent for a moment. “Because if something happened to you, I’d burn the world down.”
I turned my face to his. “Maybe that’s exactly what Alyssa’s counting on.”
“She thinks she knows me.”
“She does know you. At least the old you.”
“And what—” he lifted my chin gently— “do you know that she doesn’t?”
I let my fingers run down his bare chest. “That you want to protect something soft for once.”
He looked at me like I’d spoken a truth he hadn’t realized until now.
The next morning, I found myself in the library.
Alone.
Until someone cleared their throat behind me.
“I thought I’d find you here,” a familiar female voice said.
I turned slowly.
Alyssa.
But no, not her.
Maya.
She worked with the Colberts. Quiet. Background. Too quiet.
“What do you want?” I asked carefully, my posture still.
“I wanted to talk. Without the men.”
My eyes narrowed. “You’ve never spoken to me before.”
“Because I wasn’t sure you’d last long.”
I stood. “Thanks for the vote of confidence.”
Maya gave a ghost of a smile. “But now you’re still here. And Jillian’s changed.”
“So?”
“So… that makes you dangerous.”
“Or valuable.”
She walked closer. “I’ve been watching. Alyssa isn’t playing fair. She has men inside. Possibly here.”
My stomach twisted. “Do you know who?”
“Not yet. But I’ll find out.”
“Why are you telling me this?”
Maya shrugged. “Because if I disappear, someone needs to know the truth. And Jillian’s not listening to anyone but you.”
That night, I waited for Jillian in his office.
When he walked in, he paused, then shut the door slowly.
“You’re in my chair.”
I spun it with a smirk. “Thought I’d try on the role for size.”
“Fits you.”
I sobered. “We need to talk.”
“About?”
“Maya.”
His eyes immediately darkened. “What about her?”
“She thinks there’s a rat.”
He leaned on the desk, palms flat. “She told you that?”
“Yes.”
“Damn it.”
“She said Alyssa has people on the inside.”
“She’s not wrong.”
My heart beat faster. “You knew?”
“I suspected. But I didn’t know how deep it went.”
“So what now?”
He walked around the desk and pulled me into his lap, arms wrapping around my waist. “Now… we prepare.”
“You’re too calm.”
“I’m used to betrayal.”
I touched his cheek. “That’s not something to be proud of.”
“No. But it keeps me breathing.”
He kissed me then, harder than usual, his hands sliding up my back like he needed to feel I was real, solid, his. I moaned softly into the kiss, my fingers gripping his shirt.
“Promise me something,” he said against my lips.
“Anything.”
“If something happens to me—”
“Don’t.”
“Christy.”
“I said don’t.”
His grip tightened. “You’ll run. You’ll hide. You’ll protect our child.”
I froze. “What?”
His expression flickered.
“You think I don’t know?” he whispered. “You’ve been different lately. Glowing. I hear the way your breathing changes at night.”
My heart thumped wildly. “I haven’t even taken the test.”
“I don’t need a test to know you. I know your body like it’s my own.”
My eyes filled. “I was going to tell you.”
He kissed my forehead. “You just did.”
I couldn’t stop the tears. Not from fear. But from the overwhelming love suddenly surging between us. Fragile. But real.
He kissed me again, slower this time, deeper, like it meant more.
It did.
Hours later, I lay in his arms, unable to sleep.
And just as I was drifting off, a soft click echoed in the hallway.
Jillian sat up instantly, eyes wide.
He reached for the gun under his pillow.
I whispered, “What was that?”
He didn’t answer.
We crept out of bed, feet silent on the floor.
Another sound. Softer this time. Closer.
We weren’t alone in the house.
Jillian looked at me, voice barely a breath. “Stay behind me.”
But I already knew.
This wasn’t just a warning.
This was the beginning.
Alyssa had made her first move.
And she wasn’t playing nice anymore.
“Jillian,” I whispered, grabbing his wrist, “don’t go out there alone.”His hand closed gently over mine, gun in the other. “I’m not. You’re with me.”“That’s not what I—”He turned, eyes locking on mine, serious. “Christy, if anything happens, I need you to run. You know the side hallway by the library?”I nodded.“There’s a hidden passage behind the tall bookshelf. Pull the black book with the red spine. It opens a door. Go through, stay quiet, don’t stop.”“You’ve had that here this whole time?”“I have escape plans for everything.”“And when were you going to tell me?”“When I was sure I could trust you to come back to me.”I stared at him, the weight of his words sinking in, warming me even through the rising cold of fear.A creak echoed again, closer now.Jillian turned toward the hallway. “Stay behind me. Keep your eyes open.”We moved through the dark corridor like shadows, silent but alert. I could hear my own heartbeat in my ears, pounding wildly. The hall stretched long and
The mansion was chaos.People in suits and dresses buzzed through the hallways like bees in a hive, barking orders and throwing swatches of fabric in the air. The scent of fresh roses—hundreds of them—mixed with the tang of heated arguments, making the air thick and exhausting. I hadn’t even had breakfast yet.“No, no, no! The centerpieces go on the mirrored stands, not the crystal ones!” I heard someone scream from the grand ballroom.I was already regretting every single choice we’d made.“I didn’t pick the crystal stands,” I mumbled under my breath, arms folded as I stood in the middle of the grand hallway, surrounded by fabric samples and clipboard-wielding coordinators.“You didn’t not pick them either,” Jillian muttered beside me, his voice low and a little amused. He looked down at his phone again, scrolling, not even pretending to be helpful.“You’re not even paying attention,” I said sharply.His head tilted slightly. “To chaos? No thanks.”“This is our wedding, Jillian.”“An
I didn’t slam the door when I walked out. I wanted to. I really wanted to. But I didn’t. Because I knew if I did, he’d only hear the echo of my pain. And he didn’t deserve that. Not after what I just saw.Jillian and Alyssa.His lips on hers.My heart hadn’t stopped racing. Every beat echoed in my ears like gunfire, sharp and painful. My hands were trembling, and no matter how many times I wiped my palms down my dress, I couldn’t get them to stop.I walked aimlessly down the hallway, unsure of where I was going. The mansion felt like a maze tonight, and all I wanted was to escape. Not the house. Him. The way he looked at her. The way he didn’t even hesitate.How dare he?“Christy!”I flinched, his voice cutting through the silence like a whip. I didn’t turn around.“Christy, wait!”“No,” I said without facing him. “Don’t. Just… don’t.”He caught up with me anyway, grabbing my arm and spinning me around. His grip wasn’t tight, but it was firm enough to make sure I couldn’t walk away ag
I could barely breathe.The church was warm, filled with candles and people and chatter, but I felt frozen. My heart thudded painfully beneath the lace bodice of my gown. Everyone was here. Joseph sat in the front row like a king overseeing his legacy. Mafia affiliates from all over Texas whispered behind masks of politeness. Jillian stood just a few steps ahead, his tailored black tux a sharp contrast to the white roses surrounding him.And me?I was moments away from marrying the coldest, most complicated man I had ever met.“Christy,” a soft voice said beside me. It was Mia, my assigned bridesmaid—though at this point she felt more like a handler than a friend. “It’s time.”My knees wobbled beneath me as the chapel doors creaked open. The music swelled—some classical arrangement that felt too grand, too surreal. I clutched the bouquet in my trembling hands and started walking down the aisle, eyes fixed on Jillian.His face was unreadable. Stone cold.I should have been used to it b
The sun barely peeked through the heavy curtains when I woke up the next morning, my mind still swirling with everything that had happened in the past few days. The wedding. The confrontation. The heartbreak.I rolled over to the other side of the bed, expecting to find Jillian next to me, but the space was empty. For the first time in weeks, I felt a cold, aching emptiness settle deep in my chest. I couldn’t quite figure out if it was anger, regret, or something else entirely. Maybe it was the exhaustion from the emotional rollercoaster I had been dragged through, but one thing was clear: I needed space. I needed time to think.My thoughts raced back to the truth Jillian had hidden from me—Alyssa’s pregnancy. I still couldn’t shake the bitter taste in my mouth. All this time, he had known. He had known and hadn’t told me, and it felt like a betrayal.My fingers curled into the sheets, gripping them tightly as if holding on would keep me grounded. I had believed in him. I had trusted
“Christy, we need to talk,” Jillian’s voice cut through the thick silence of my room. It wasn’t a command, but a plea, laced with something deeper. He wasn’t standing in the doorway, but I could hear him just outside, as if giving me space to process. His presence was overwhelming, though, and I could feel the tension in the air, thick and suffocating.I didn’t move at first. Instead, I just sat there, my hands wrapped tightly around the fabric of my robe, the weight of everything—Alyssa, the baby, the lies—pressing down on me like a thousand tons. I wanted to ignore him, bury my face in my hands and forget the world existed. But I knew that wasn’t possible. Not anymore. Not with the way everything had changed between us.I took a deep breath, pushing myself up from the bed, my feet hitting the cold floor with a sharp thud. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as I opened the door, the cold morning air rushing in to greet me.Jillian was standing there, his back to me, hands in
“Please don’t do this” I pleaded with my father. He stared at the window, refusing to look at me.“I don't have a choice,” he said, refusing to look at me.“I don't understand. I'm too young to get married” I pointed out.“You're 21 Christy, you're old enough and I am done having this conversation. You may leave” he said sternly. I looked at my father with pleading eyes. However, he kept his eyes glued to the window. He was again, refusing to look at me.I could feel my body trembling as sobs were threatening to escape my lips. “But they're horrible”, I whispered, hugging myself.Still not a word from my father.“Can you at least tell me why?” I asked softly, tears streaming down my face.Finally, he turned towards me.“I owe a debt” was all he said as he turned back to face the window. I was dumbfounded. Baffled, even. Wondering how on earth my father could be indebted to the Mafia Lord that basically runs the whole of Texas. Feeling numb, I slowly walked out of my father's offic
Staring down at me with cold, ruthless eyes was Jillian Colbert. I felt my heart skip a beat as intense fear slowly threatened my being.Jillian did a once over and if possible, his eyes got even colder.“I'm supposed to marry this?” he asked, his voice cold as ice.“The woman you refer to as ‘this’ is standing right in front of you and you will be respectful,” the older man said sternly. Jillian’s glare intensified as he looked at me with pure hatred and disgust.He let go of my arm and briskly walked off.I released a breath I didn't know I had been holding. My whole body shook slightly as I recovered from the shock and fear that had had a hold on me not that long ago. “Don't worry, he’ll come around” the older man comforted.“How do you know?” I whispered, fear still evident in my voice.“Because he has no choice. I am his father after all”, the older man chuckled. This made me freeze one more time. ‘His father?’ I thought to myself. I turned around to have a good look at the m
“Christy, we need to talk,” Jillian’s voice cut through the thick silence of my room. It wasn’t a command, but a plea, laced with something deeper. He wasn’t standing in the doorway, but I could hear him just outside, as if giving me space to process. His presence was overwhelming, though, and I could feel the tension in the air, thick and suffocating.I didn’t move at first. Instead, I just sat there, my hands wrapped tightly around the fabric of my robe, the weight of everything—Alyssa, the baby, the lies—pressing down on me like a thousand tons. I wanted to ignore him, bury my face in my hands and forget the world existed. But I knew that wasn’t possible. Not anymore. Not with the way everything had changed between us.I took a deep breath, pushing myself up from the bed, my feet hitting the cold floor with a sharp thud. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest as I opened the door, the cold morning air rushing in to greet me.Jillian was standing there, his back to me, hands in
The sun barely peeked through the heavy curtains when I woke up the next morning, my mind still swirling with everything that had happened in the past few days. The wedding. The confrontation. The heartbreak.I rolled over to the other side of the bed, expecting to find Jillian next to me, but the space was empty. For the first time in weeks, I felt a cold, aching emptiness settle deep in my chest. I couldn’t quite figure out if it was anger, regret, or something else entirely. Maybe it was the exhaustion from the emotional rollercoaster I had been dragged through, but one thing was clear: I needed space. I needed time to think.My thoughts raced back to the truth Jillian had hidden from me—Alyssa’s pregnancy. I still couldn’t shake the bitter taste in my mouth. All this time, he had known. He had known and hadn’t told me, and it felt like a betrayal.My fingers curled into the sheets, gripping them tightly as if holding on would keep me grounded. I had believed in him. I had trusted
I could barely breathe.The church was warm, filled with candles and people and chatter, but I felt frozen. My heart thudded painfully beneath the lace bodice of my gown. Everyone was here. Joseph sat in the front row like a king overseeing his legacy. Mafia affiliates from all over Texas whispered behind masks of politeness. Jillian stood just a few steps ahead, his tailored black tux a sharp contrast to the white roses surrounding him.And me?I was moments away from marrying the coldest, most complicated man I had ever met.“Christy,” a soft voice said beside me. It was Mia, my assigned bridesmaid—though at this point she felt more like a handler than a friend. “It’s time.”My knees wobbled beneath me as the chapel doors creaked open. The music swelled—some classical arrangement that felt too grand, too surreal. I clutched the bouquet in my trembling hands and started walking down the aisle, eyes fixed on Jillian.His face was unreadable. Stone cold.I should have been used to it b
I didn’t slam the door when I walked out. I wanted to. I really wanted to. But I didn’t. Because I knew if I did, he’d only hear the echo of my pain. And he didn’t deserve that. Not after what I just saw.Jillian and Alyssa.His lips on hers.My heart hadn’t stopped racing. Every beat echoed in my ears like gunfire, sharp and painful. My hands were trembling, and no matter how many times I wiped my palms down my dress, I couldn’t get them to stop.I walked aimlessly down the hallway, unsure of where I was going. The mansion felt like a maze tonight, and all I wanted was to escape. Not the house. Him. The way he looked at her. The way he didn’t even hesitate.How dare he?“Christy!”I flinched, his voice cutting through the silence like a whip. I didn’t turn around.“Christy, wait!”“No,” I said without facing him. “Don’t. Just… don’t.”He caught up with me anyway, grabbing my arm and spinning me around. His grip wasn’t tight, but it was firm enough to make sure I couldn’t walk away ag
The mansion was chaos.People in suits and dresses buzzed through the hallways like bees in a hive, barking orders and throwing swatches of fabric in the air. The scent of fresh roses—hundreds of them—mixed with the tang of heated arguments, making the air thick and exhausting. I hadn’t even had breakfast yet.“No, no, no! The centerpieces go on the mirrored stands, not the crystal ones!” I heard someone scream from the grand ballroom.I was already regretting every single choice we’d made.“I didn’t pick the crystal stands,” I mumbled under my breath, arms folded as I stood in the middle of the grand hallway, surrounded by fabric samples and clipboard-wielding coordinators.“You didn’t not pick them either,” Jillian muttered beside me, his voice low and a little amused. He looked down at his phone again, scrolling, not even pretending to be helpful.“You’re not even paying attention,” I said sharply.His head tilted slightly. “To chaos? No thanks.”“This is our wedding, Jillian.”“An
“Jillian,” I whispered, grabbing his wrist, “don’t go out there alone.”His hand closed gently over mine, gun in the other. “I’m not. You’re with me.”“That’s not what I—”He turned, eyes locking on mine, serious. “Christy, if anything happens, I need you to run. You know the side hallway by the library?”I nodded.“There’s a hidden passage behind the tall bookshelf. Pull the black book with the red spine. It opens a door. Go through, stay quiet, don’t stop.”“You’ve had that here this whole time?”“I have escape plans for everything.”“And when were you going to tell me?”“When I was sure I could trust you to come back to me.”I stared at him, the weight of his words sinking in, warming me even through the rising cold of fear.A creak echoed again, closer now.Jillian turned toward the hallway. “Stay behind me. Keep your eyes open.”We moved through the dark corridor like shadows, silent but alert. I could hear my own heartbeat in my ears, pounding wildly. The hall stretched long and
“You’re staring,” I murmured, stretching across the bed.Jillian leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, eyes hot and fixed on me like I was his personal obsession. “Can you blame me?”I smiled, letting the silk sheet slide lower down my chest. “I’m surprised you’re still here. Thought you’d be out chasing shadows by now.”“I should be.”“But?”His voice dropped. “I’d rather be here.”I tilted my head. “That’s unlike you.”“I’m becoming unlike me.” He walked forward slowly, each step deliberate. “You did that.”I sat up. “And what are you going to do about it?”He knelt on the bed, brushing hair from my face. “Make the most of the time I have before everything explodes.”I wrapped my arms around his neck. “Then stop wasting it.”He kissed me, slow and deep, with a desperation that tasted like regret before it even happened. Like he knew something I didn’t. His fingers brushed my spine, and I arched into him instinctively, feeling the heat between us spike like fire on dry wood.“D
“I’m not staying locked up like some fragile doll, Jillian.”“You promised.”“I promised I’d stay safe. Not that I’d stay silent.”He was pacing again, fingers clenched into fists at his sides. His tie hung loose around his neck, and he hadn’t slept. Neither had I.“The last safe house she blew up was a message,” he said. “A direct hit. She’s not playing games anymore.”“Then why are we?”He stopped walking, turning to face me with fire in his eyes. “You think this is a game to me?”“No,” I said quietly. “I think it’s personal.”“It is.”He walked toward me, stopping just short of touching me.“She killed people I trained. Men I trusted. She’s twisting everything.”I looked up at him, eyes searching. “Then let me help you untwist it.”“You don’t understand how deep this goes.”“Then explain it.”He exhaled like he was deflating. “There are things you don’t want to know, Christy. Things I’ve done. Things Alyssa’s still doing.”“I’m already in it, Jillian. Stop trying to keep me on the
The blood was gone.The carpets scrubbed, the walls wiped clean, the shattered vases replaced—like nothing ever happened.But I remembered.The way the gunshots had echoed off the marble floors. The way Reuben’s body dropped. The way Jillian looked at me—really looked at me—like I wasn’t just the girl sold into his world.Like I was something more.Even now, days later, I could still feel the weight of the gun in my hand.I hadn’t fired. I hadn’t needed to.But I had changed.And I could see that he saw it too.Jillian hadn’t left my side since that night. Wherever he went, he made sure someone was stationed outside my room. He didn’t say much—he never did—but the way he hovered near me said everything.Something between us had shifted.We weren’t strangers anymore.Not really.He knocked once before opening my door. He always did that now, even though it was his house.“You’re up early,” he said.I was sitting by the window in my robe, a cup of untouched tea in my hand.“I couldn’t s