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OLIVIAAll my life people have always said demeaning things to me because I had no family but never has anyone said it so plainly to my face. That I wasn’t worthy.The others at least had the decency to whisper it behind my back.I never asked for this kind of life. I didn’t choose to have no family, or anyone to call me home. All I ever wanted in life was the one thing that was denied right since I was a child.The ability to belong to a family, to experience the warmness of that bond. To feel the love of a father and to be held by a mother who cared for you but than herself.It had been though growing a thick skin and paying what others said no mind. No one wanted to be friends with me, like having no parents or siblings was my fault.Going from one orphanage to the other as a kid was enough to scar me a lifetime. To think that were people who judged me for something I had no control over.“So having a family or not is what determines your worth to other people?” I ask in a heated t
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OLIVIAIt was a complete bluff saying that I won’t see Jake, that much is certain when I find my way back to the apartment.Maybe it was a coincidence that the building he had left me in was around the corner. I take bold steps towards his building, telling myself that I was here just for answers and to take a few necessities from my room.How do I face him after knowing all that he has done? I wonder if he’ll try to deny it in my face or act all natural like what he did wasn’t a big deal. It wouldn’t be to him anyway, stealing girls’ heart must come to him so naturally.Even as I pound up the stairs I fought with myself if what I was doing was right. If confronting him would be okay or if it would only end up hurting me the more.I pause when I’m halfway through the stairs and try to talk myself out of seeing him. There’s a huge possibility that he was with his newly wedded wife at the moment and I might be interrupting something pretty intimate between them.They got married hours a
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OLIVIAThis is the first time ever that I’m seeing twinkling stars. I hate it but it does not look nor feel pretty.My head hurts like I’ve been crushed by a giant truck and left on the floor to die for good. It makes me remember when Jake had hit me with his car, which led to the beginning of our contract.I lay on the cold hard ground and let the exhaustion I feel weigh my bones further down. I was at a big disadvantage. It was one weak female against four boys that are mostly likely not sober.A hiss escape my lips when I try to open my eyes. It hurt like hell and it wasn’t even where I’d been hit.With my right hand pressed to the ground I push myself up, wheezing when I stumble and fall.One of them search my pockets of my gown and pulls my hair when his hand comes up empty.“If I had any money I wouldn’t be here in the first place,” I tell him whilst trying to loosen his hold on my hair. It would be a miracle if I don’t end up bald this night.“Looks like you have a smart mouth
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OLIVIA It takes me more than a minute to process what he just said and when I do I look at him in disbelief. I point at myself then at him. “You want me to follow you home?” I ask slowly so he easily understands what I’m asking. It’s not like he’s asking me for a walk through the park. Or for coffee, brunch, even dinner. “Yes, but please don’t take it the wrong way.”I laugh because it’s the most nonsense I’ve heard in a while. How the hell am I not supposed to take it the wrong way? “Do you always ask girls that you saved from creeps at bus stations to follow you home?” I know I’ve asked the wrong thing this time when he flinches before answering. “Might be hard to believe but no, I don’t usually take strangers back to my home,” he speaks to me like he’s growing impatient. Well, I have all the time in the world because I currently do not have a destination. “Hello,” I say with a little sarcastic wave. “In case you forgot, I’m a stranger too.” “There’s just something about you t
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OLIVIAI had turned down dinner with him because it felt too much, he was doing way more than I thought it would and it bothered me. Being indebted to him for staying the house in his place was more than enough for me. Making me dinner was something too much to handle, and I don’t want to fill like I’m owing him so much. Soon I’ll think of how to leave here and start over on my own. I can’t stay with him forever, nor do I intend to. That would be mooching off him and I don’t do that. Not when it was what Jake’s father had actively accused me of doing to Jake. I need to be my own person now and not depend on others. I had only myself now. I let my back hit the door from the position on the floor. Hearing him walk away from my door when I turned down dinner hurt even when it should not. I’ve only known him a couple hours and he was walking me feel this way. My stomach hurts like hell for being empty for too long but it was a small price to pay for having a roof over my head right no
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OLIVIAHe stands there transfixed, trying to understand what I was talking about. I sigh, pinching the bridge of my nose in order to gather myself. I point behind me. “Your parents, they’re in there. And your mother is somehow convinced that I’m your secret girlfriend that you’ve been keeping away from here.” The laughter that engulfs him lets me know that this was a normal behaviour for her. Which would make sense because Mac told me of how she was always trying to set him up with different girls. “I’m sorry you had to go through that. My mother can be a lot especially when it’s something that concerns me.” He steps through the threshold and dumps his gym bag at the door, probably to clean it up before keeping it where it’s supposed to be. “It’s fine,” I say from behind him as we walk to the kitchen. “She’s a lovely one.” And he should be happy to have someone like her as a mother. I didn’t have anyone to encourage me to date girls or anything. There was no one urging me to go ou
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OLIVIA Of course I had to work for sweet old Rachel. I can only call her that in my head because she looks like she’ll really bite my head off if I so much as suggest her growing age. It’s obvious she takes a great care of herself from how she still looks younger than the age I estimated for her in my head. Happiness can do that you, I muse. It had this way of brightening up your day and everything that is around you. It made your heart lighter and less full with worries. Watching Mac and his family together made me appreciate the love hey so obviously shared between themselves. But it also made me wonder if my family could have been like this if we ended up together. Or would we have been one of those viscous ones that looked for how to bring each other down at any slightest turn. My bet was on the latter. A couple filled with love like Rachel and Peter would never abandon their child, ever, no matter the circumstances. I must have been something vile when they had given birth
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OLIVIA We spent more time after we did the dishes before Rachel announced that they had to drop in and visit an old friend whose daughter had just put to bed the previous week. She was so excited that you’d think it was her daughter that gave birth. “That’s how she is,” Mac explained as we walked them to the door. “She gets so happy when she sees children.” “Do you have other siblings? You guys must be many,” I say but his expression turns dark before he forces himself to smile again. “No, it’s just me.” He moves forward and opens the door for them. It’s pretty obvious that there’s a story there, why a woman who loves children has just one child would be a sad story. “Olivia darling, I’m going to miss you,” she says and pulls me into a hug. “You can get my number from Mac, make sure to call me so we can put the final details on your job.” She pulls away from the hug but doesn’t let go of my hand. “When do you want to start? Next week okay for you?”I shake my head. “I’d like to s
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