Chapter 64

KEIRA.

I had gone back to the department that carried out imaging and CT scans.

The doctor was talking about scheduling the surgery but her words were in a muffled blur. I couldn't hear a thing from what she was saying. My mind wandered far and near, it was in a deep mess.

I was pregnant with George's baby. I had different kinds of emotions, I didn't know what to feel, how to feel, it was hard. I rather felt so fucked up. I should be happy if I got pregnant, I have been wanting a baby. A mother should be happy when they get pregnant right? But in my own case, I wasn't happy, I wasn't sad.

George and I never talked about having a baby. I wondered how he would react if he finds out I'm pregnant.

Would he be happy? Would he be sad? Would it change a thing between us? I kept wondering. But if he truly loves me why wouldn't he accept our baby. Pregnancy wasn't a crime.

I didn't want anybody to feel I might be trapping him with a baby. He had lived a lot of years and didn't have baby m