Chapter 118

SEBASTIAN.

I left the apartment wailing in deep regret. I let my sense of judgemet crowd me. I did take drugs because I wanted to act differently, but truth was, I was a little sane and deep down, I wanted to have my way with Keira..

I have waited all these years for her without her giving me an actual chance. l had gotten so frustrated and furious.

I should have known better, why did I keep believing that there was going to be a moment when Keira would let me in?

She runs back to George at any opportunity given..

What haven't I done to make her love me. I did love Kelvin and saw him as my child but then found myself uttering those gibberish because I wanted Keira to feel bad. I wanted her to feel that she never knew who I was. I'm going through so much pain.

I hate myself so much. “Pour in another shot!” I ordered the bartender and he obeyed. I was already getting tipsy already but I didn't care. It was night time but after that morning I tried that rubbish, I had never been the