SHADRACH’S POV…I sat dumb facing Louis as he stares closely at me. It rang like a bell in my head that he is suddenly asking me to live the mansion with him. I knew we have been talking about that but I never thought it will be this soon. I slowly adjusted myself as we were seated under the tree and faced him properly. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes for a while before I opened them.“Okay, Louis. I understand that you really care about me and always want the best for me, but I cannot leave this mansion. This place is my home and I don’t think I will ever appreciate staying in other places apart from this mansion.” I said looking at him. He sighed and holds my hands. “I know Shadrach. I am not asking you to leave totally with me. I just want you to take some sort of vacation and cool your brain for a while. A lot has been going on these days and I think you should rest a little.” He said looking at me.I was quiet for a while thinking about his proposal. Maybe he is actually
MICHAEL’S POV…We live in a fearful world where people are the scariest creatures. Everyone in this present world of ours will fight to any extent to get what they want. Without any regrets or second thoughts, people are betraying their trusted ones. Families are snitching on each other; friends are envying themselves, partners cheating on each other, and all sorts of mysterious behaviors that break relationships.I slowly opened my eyes that were soaked in tears as I stared slowly around the room. I must be currently in the main house. Tears are still rolling down my face as my father moved closer to me. “What has happened Michael? Why are you like this?” He asked staring at me. My mother was also worried as she stood from the seat she was sitting on and moved closer. She also asked the same question looking so disturbed. My lips are still gummed and I couldn’t utter a single word.I sniffled a bit and closed my eyes for a while. I still couldn’t believe that my most trusted brother
SHADRACH’S POV…I took a deep breath as I rolled on the large bed I was laying on. I am in a stage of confusion right now in my life. I don’t even know what I want. There is this feeling about Michael which I can’t run away from, I couldn’t move on from him no matter how hard I try. I always think about him whenever Louis is acting romantic. I just couldn’t take Michael out of my heart.On the other hand, these few days with Louis have been nothing but amazing. He takes care of me so good that I couldn’t help but start falling for him. I tried as possible as I could but I couldn’t resist his charms. He tends to tempt me whenever he is around and I am sure I am falling for these temptations. I was still laying on the bed thinking of what to do when the door slowly opened. Louis came in with this beautiful smile on his face.He walked towards the bed. “I thought you were already asleep.” He said as he sat beside me. I giggled and smiled without saying a word as I slowly sat up from the
JERRY’S POV… I stood numb staring at Louis who was standing stacked naked before me. I was also naked and my body was trembling. I couldn’t believe what just happened. I couldn’t believe that I spent the night with Louis. This shouldn’t have happened. It shouldn’t have been Louis. I quickly picked on my clothes and wear them as I head out of the room quickly. He also wore his clothes and followed me while shouting my name. “Jerry. Jerry.” He kept on calling but I ran quickly and head to the main house. I couldn’t believe this was happening to me. I kept on crying as I rushed home while Louis stopped chasing me and returned.Immediately when I reached the main house’s gate, I saw Shadrach and Ben coming out of the house. I quickly cleaned my face and approached him hoping I could still have a last-minute chance with him. I just hope he will see how miserable I am and probably forgive me. “Hey Shadrach; how have you been? I learned that you have traveled for a couple of days. I missed
He slowly moved back and holds my hands instead. “I always knew you are gay Jerry, but Michael’s situation comes as a shock to me. I am still trying to adapt to it. I don’t have a problem with you both living your lives the way you want them. What I will not tolerate is seeing you become a monster. I will not condone the act of betrayal in my family. How dare you pull that string on your brother? How dare you, Jerry? Even when the boy clearly states to you that he is not interested in you? How dare you display that act?” He asked looking furious.My body was trembling as I ran out of words to say. “I will not listen to any excuse from you Jerry. You will go ahead right now and apologize to the people you have wronged. And for your information, I won’t let you go scot-free for behaving like the jerk you are. I have registered you to a private business school and you will be leaving in a week.” He said as he walked out of the room.I sluggishly fell on the bed with tears on my face. Th
SHADRACH’S POV…“What? You mean Michael raped you before you guys started as boyfriends?” Ben shouted staring at me with a surprised face. I sighed deeply and adjusted myself on the bed we were sitting together. “Yes Ben, he actually raped me a couple of times before I started enjoying the act. It reached to a point where I gave in myself to him because I enjoyed the torture. I enjoyed it when he tied me and whipped me while having sex. I enjoyed it when he dominates me and makes me his slave. I actually enjoyed every bit of it, Ben.” I said looking at him.He was totally confused as he stared at me. He became speechless for a while. “That was sexual abuse Shadrach. And because you were probably afraid, you couldn’t let it out. I don’t think you are in love with Michael, you are just addicted to the torture, you are just addicted to the hardship he inflicts on you during the sex and that is the reason you feel like you loved him.” He said looking at me. He moved closer and holds my ha
MICHAEL’S POV…I’d never imagined this day ever coming in my life when Shadrach will ask for a breakup. I felt my world crumbling with me in it. I felt my heart exploding at that moment. I shouted out Shadrach’s name but he never came out of the room. I cried and pleaded for hours but he never listened to my pleas. I slowly stood up and walked sluggishly to my apartment with my heart full of thoughts. Who would have thought this would happen? Who would have thought life would swindle me to this point? I guess karma is currently paying back at me for all the heartbreaks I have caused other people. I never imagined myself falling so deeply for Shadrach in the first place, all I planned was to use him as my pleasure tool for the main time while I plan my movement from this mansion. But guess I was all wrong, love actually happens unexpectedly.I stayed back in my apartment for the whole day and drank to my heart break. I drank to stupor and slept throughout the night. The following morn
I slowly wiped my tears and took a deep breath. I know this is going to be the most difficult task I have ever done in my life but I guess I just have to do it. I just have to let go of Shad and allow him grow on his own course. I am sure my true love for him will never be in vain and it will sure reunite us one day. I decided to move away and allow him to find his true self while I wait for that perfect moment when he will accept me wholeheartedly, I am sure that the day will surely come sooner or later…LOUIS’S POV…Do you believe in love after a one-night stand? I don’t know a proper way to explain this but I think it is love at first sight for me after my encounter with Jerry. I don’t know what happened or how it happened but I have been thinking about the boy for the past few days. I think I found what I have been looking for in a relationship. To be honest, I enjoyed my last encounter with him more than any other sex I had in my life,I don’t know how to explain it but the boy h