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Fair Love and War Desire
JERRY’S POV… I stood numb staring at Louis who was standing stacked naked before me. I was also naked and my body was trembling. I couldn’t believe what just happened. I couldn’t believe that I spent the night with Louis. This shouldn’t have happened. It shouldn’t have been Louis. I quickly picked on my clothes and wear them as I head out of the room quickly. He also wore his clothes and followed me while shouting my name. “Jerry. Jerry.” He kept on calling but I ran quickly and head to the main house. I couldn’t believe this was happening to me. I kept on crying as I rushed home while Louis stopped chasing me and returned.Immediately when I reached the main house’s gate, I saw Shadrach and Ben coming out of the house. I quickly cleaned my face and approached him hoping I could still have a last-minute chance with him. I just hope he will see how miserable I am and probably forgive me. “Hey Shadrach; how have you been? I learned that you have traveled for a couple of days. I missed
Fair Love and War Pulled over
He slowly moved back and holds my hands instead. “I always knew you are gay Jerry, but Michael’s situation comes as a shock to me. I am still trying to adapt to it. I don’t have a problem with you both living your lives the way you want them. What I will not tolerate is seeing you become a monster. I will not condone the act of betrayal in my family. How dare you pull that string on your brother? How dare you, Jerry? Even when the boy clearly states to you that he is not interested in you? How dare you display that act?” He asked looking furious.My body was trembling as I ran out of words to say. “I will not listen to any excuse from you Jerry. You will go ahead right now and apologize to the people you have wronged. And for your information, I won’t let you go scot-free for behaving like the jerk you are. I have registered you to a private business school and you will be leaving in a week.” He said as he walked out of the room.I sluggishly fell on the bed with tears on my face. Th
Fair Love and War Ask for Forgiveness
SHADRACH’S POV…“What? You mean Michael raped you before you guys started as boyfriends?” Ben shouted staring at me with a surprised face. I sighed deeply and adjusted myself on the bed we were sitting together. “Yes Ben, he actually raped me a couple of times before I started enjoying the act. It reached to a point where I gave in myself to him because I enjoyed the torture. I enjoyed it when he tied me and whipped me while having sex. I enjoyed it when he dominates me and makes me his slave. I actually enjoyed every bit of it, Ben.” I said looking at him.He was totally confused as he stared at me. He became speechless for a while. “That was sexual abuse Shadrach. And because you were probably afraid, you couldn’t let it out. I don’t think you are in love with Michael, you are just addicted to the torture, you are just addicted to the hardship he inflicts on you during the sex and that is the reason you feel like you loved him.” He said looking at me. He moved closer and holds my ha
Fair Love and War Heartbroken
MICHAEL’S POV…I’d never imagined this day ever coming in my life when Shadrach will ask for a breakup. I felt my world crumbling with me in it. I felt my heart exploding at that moment. I shouted out Shadrach’s name but he never came out of the room. I cried and pleaded for hours but he never listened to my pleas. I slowly stood up and walked sluggishly to my apartment with my heart full of thoughts. Who would have thought this would happen? Who would have thought life would swindle me to this point? I guess karma is currently paying back at me for all the heartbreaks I have caused other people. I never imagined myself falling so deeply for Shadrach in the first place, all I planned was to use him as my pleasure tool for the main time while I plan my movement from this mansion. But guess I was all wrong, love actually happens unexpectedly.I stayed back in my apartment for the whole day and drank to my heart break. I drank to stupor and slept throughout the night. The following morn
Fair Love and War Healing
I slowly wiped my tears and took a deep breath. I know this is going to be the most difficult task I have ever done in my life but I guess I just have to do it. I just have to let go of Shad and allow him grow on his own course. I am sure my true love for him will never be in vain and it will sure reunite us one day. I decided to move away and allow him to find his true self while I wait for that perfect moment when he will accept me wholeheartedly, I am sure that the day will surely come sooner or later…LOUIS’S POV…Do you believe in love after a one-night stand? I don’t know a proper way to explain this but I think it is love at first sight for me after my encounter with Jerry. I don’t know what happened or how it happened but I have been thinking about the boy for the past few days. I think I found what I have been looking for in a relationship. To be honest, I enjoyed my last encounter with him more than any other sex I had in my life,I don’t know how to explain it but the boy h
Fair Love and War Confession
A YEAR LATER…SHADRACH’S POV…It has been months since my break up with Michael, a lot has happened in this mansion. All the men that made my life a mess the previous year have left the mansion, leaving me all alone with Ben who has been taking good care of me all this while. I don’t think there will be a proper way for me to thank Ben for his honest care toward me. I always hope there will be a day I would be able to pay back his kindness to me.I have been attending the therapy and I must confess that it actually helped me. To some extent, I get to forget about Michael and I set to move on with my life. The therapy has been moving well and I am at the final stage already. It is a stage where I have to open my heart again and try falling in love, trying new things, and observing whether I still think about Michael.This is the most difficult stage of this therapy, even though I don’t have a single memory of Michael left in my system, I still feel like I can’t actually do this. I feel
Fair Love and War Double date
JERRY’S POV…Life is moving really fast and the world keeps on changing. We were just stuck in a situation yesterday and after a few nights, we will find ourselves free. With patience and time, every single wound in us heals. I finally believe time really heals everything. I never imagined my life will be as flourishing as it is now. I never believed I could get to live a peaceful life outside my mansion. I live freely without any bondage of love or complicated friendship.This previous year has thought me a lot and also helped me a lot. I understand that we can never force love. No matter how we tried to make other people love us, they will never feel the same way if we are not destined to be together. I am currently living a happy life because I decided to leave my past behind me and build my happiness. I tried so hard to move on from Shadrach and I am happy I did that successfully, even though it wasn’t easy, I am glad I did and I am glad that I finally accept the truth that we are
Fair Love and War I thought it was all
I was sitting on the couch in my house when I heard her honking in the compound. I slowly picked up my phone and walked out. I walked majestically to the car. She stared at me for a while before bursting into laughter. “What the hell are you wearing Jerry? I thought you are not ready for anything serious?” She asked still laughing at me. I hissed silently as I entered the car. “Well, just wanted to give the so-called friend something to think about,” I said winking my eyes.She laughed out loud and started driving. “You know you are wicked right? I have seen how guys from your school flirt with you but you keep on ignoring them. Why not settle for one?” She said as she concentrated on the road. I giggled a bit staring at my phone. “Oh please, Dee. I am serious about not being ready.” I said looking at my phone. I quickly dropped the phone and faced her. “Oh, there will be a grand party in the mansion next month. I think we should attend. Everyone will be there.” I said looking at her
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