"Dad! How could you make such a rash decision for me! I am an adult for crying out loud. You both didn't even bother to ask for my opinion, instead, you went ahead and fixed my marriage with some girl I know nothing about. With due respect dad, mum—" I looked averted my gaze to mum's direction. "I refuse to get married right now." I said with finality. The decision was simply uncalled for and retrogressive. How did they expect me to live the rest of my life with a stranger? It just wasn't right and old fashioned.
I was still deep in my thoughts when I felt a hand connect with my left cheek so violently that I could swear I saw stars floating and dissipating into the air. My eyes widened in total disbelief at what just happened and before I could open my mouth and speak, she beat me to it.
"How dare you try to go against what your dad and I have decided for you.
We, as your parent only want what's best for you and Roshni is the ideal wife for you. We have known her parents for more than a decade now and have arranged for you two to get married when the time arrives. I don't plan on going back on my words." Mom said disappointedly.Dad tried to calm her down by placing a hand on her shoulder, but she shrugged it away angrily. "Get your hand off me and let me finish." She said through gritted teeth and her gaze averted back to me. "You must get married to her Raj, whether you like it or not, unless you want to see me dead." She finished and stormed away furiously.
"Dad, please talk to her. I can't just commit the rest of my life to a person I don't even love or have ever even seen before. A strange!" I pleaded, my voice laced with only a tiny bit of hope. I couldn't imagine what my life would be if the marriage would push through. It would be a total disaster. I was definitely not ready for any kind of commitment, especially that of marriage – they ought to understand and respect my decision.
"We only want the best for you son and getting married to that girl would be the best thing for you, but if marrying her would make you sad, I will try my best to convince your mom to allow you make your own decision, for your happiness is much more important to us." he smiled and patted me on the shoulder before going upstairs to their room to convince mom – I suppose.
"This is going to be tough!" I muttered underneath my breath and sauntered to my room.
Stepping into my room, I plopped right into bed with my gaze fixed outside the widow, staring at nowhere in particular – into space. At twenty three, mum still thought it was okay to make decisions on my behalf. She thought it was that easy to abide by everything she wanted. She wanted me to settle down with someone – worst, someone I didn't know a thing about. Is that even possible? I didn't know and definitely was not ready to give it a try. I still had a life to live. I promised myself not to give in to mum's demand this time around. It had always been a thing I did, but that would have to stop.
Mom was a very strict and demanding person. She always tried — no, enforced her decisions on us – on me especially, and that was exactly what she was trying to do again by asking me to get married to some stranger. A stranger for God's sake in the 21th century? Who does that these days?
I was astounded when I came home from a friend's house, Yash and overheard their conversation. It wasn't my intention to eavesdrop. I never eavesdropped, but when I heard my name being mentioned, I became curious and out of curiosity, my manners flew out of the window and I decided to listen to their conversation, but only for a while.
I overheard mom talking about a wedding and the perfect time to make it happen. I became more interested and listened more attentively.
Who's getting married? It's not me and definitely not Sam, then who?
"Raj and Roshni will be a perfect match for each other." Mom said, joyously, almost shocking the life out of me.
Wait!...what! Me? That can't be, It has to be someone else. I couldn't believe my ears. I refused to believe what I was hearing. It couldn't be possible for I had never shown interest in wanting to get married.
"When Raj comes back, we will tell him about his wedding." I heard mom said, happiness dripping from the tone she used. She had expected me to be happy? Absurd!
"I will tell him myself." dad spoke next.
They can't be serious, they simply can't make a life turning decision for me and expect me to give my consent. I have to clear their misconceptions.
Without thinking twice, I made my presence known to them by barging into the living room with a scrunched up face. I felt like yelling and telling them not to even dream about me getting married soon, for it would never happen, but momentarily, I lost my voice. I could only stare at them and wait for one of them to speak up first.
"You're back son! We have something very important to tell you." dad smiled. I narrowed my eyes at him, but allowed him to continue anyway. I did not bother to interrupt him for I might have misheard or something... I consoled myself with that. Misunderstandings always happens.
"Go ahead honey, tell him the good news." Mom smiled. " tell him," she urged.
I heaved a sigh and waited impatiently for one of them to open up.
"Son, your mom and I have made a decision for you... more like a good choice." Dad began.
"What decision?" I asked. I was suddenly feeling very nervous. I dreaded what his answer would be.
"You're getting married next month to our friend's daughter!" Dad announced with a huge grin on his face. He was smiling from ear to ear. I averted my gaze to mom and met with the same reaction as dad. She smiled broadly at me.
"Dad! How could you make such a rash decision for me?" I asked in disbelief "- I am an adult for crying out loud, you two didn't even bother to ask for my opinion, instead, you went ahead and fixed my marriage with some unknown girl," I lamented. Mom being the kind of a person she was, slapped me across the face and told me I must get married to the girl willingly or unwillingly, unless I wanted to see her dead. After she had left, I pleaded with dad to talk to her and make her see reasons why I didn't want to get married to a stranger or even anyone else. He told me the decision was a very good one, but he assured me he would talk to mom and try to convince her otherwise.
I hope he succeeds, mom can be very difficult at times.
I went into my room and slumped into bed exhaustedly.
I hope my parents allow me to make my own decision this time. How do they expect me to spend the rest of my life with a stranger? If I decide to just leave the house and never come back, I won't have to get married. That's a good idea, but very childish. I can't and won't run away from my problems. I need to face them and stand my ground. I refuse to get married to her. My life will definitely get ruined if I accept their decision.
I closed my eyes and waited for sleep to overcome me. How I wished everything that happened was just a dream – a nightmare and I would wake up the next day and realise that.
Tomorrow is another day. A new one.
RoshniI was very happy yesterday, when I was told by mum, I would be getting married soon, because unlike many girls I knew, I liked the idea of arranged marriages because I believed it rarely fails. I believed in the concept of arrange marriages and was more than willing to give it a trial and make it work. The origin of my belief was my parents. They are a proof to that. Mom told me some years back, she and dad were arranged to get married without them even getting to know each other or having the chance to see each other. They only got to see each other on the day of their wedding. They fell in love instantly. It was love at first sight for them. After the marriage, they slowly began to get to know each other better and fell deeply in love. What a wonderful and perfect love story! I wish my own story will be just like that of my parents. I like the idea of arranged marriages and when mom told me about it, I happily accepted. They didn't fail to notice how delighted I was by the n
Durga"Your in-laws will be coming next week for your engagement." I told Raj immediately I returned back home and without sparing him another glance, I walked upstairs.I went into the room I shared with my husband and met him with his glasses on, reading a magazine."You're back. You took long." He said without looking up from his magazine."I went to our soon to be in law's home to make some small arrangements for the wedding," I explained."What! Didn't you see how Raj reacted to the news? how could you go ahead with all of our plans without consulting me first?" He asked angrily."I thought we've already had this conversation and you agreed to the date I fixed for my son's wedding." I said, equally as angry."Your son? isn't he my son also?" He asked."Whatever. I'm not changing my decision, Raj must get married to Roshni," I said seriously."Don't you care about his happiness?" He asked in disbelief."I do and that is exactly why I'm doing all these," I answered. "He will be ve
RajveerI woke up early the next day with the aim to let mum know that I had finally agreed to the decision she made for me. She would be happy and that was all I wanted.I knocked twice on the door to the guest room where she slept yesterday."The door is not locked." came her reply.I stepped into the room and went closer to her bed and sat on the edge of it."What are you doing here so early in the morning?" she asked me looking everywhere but my direction.Here it comes."Good morning mom. I came to talk to you about the marriage—" I wasn't able to finish my sentence because i was interrupted by mum. "I'm not in the mood to talk about that right now." she said dismissively. "Just listen to what I have to say, please." I almost begged."I don't want to hear any of it," she said adamantly."Just listen, okay?" I tried to persuade her to listen to what I had to say."Don't get me angry now Raj," she warned."I promise I won't," I promised."What do you have to say about the marria
Roshni"They're definitely here!" Isha squealed and I suddenly became very nervous. It would be the first time seeing him.Will I be able to do this? What if I'm not his type or worst his family comes to dislike me when they see me?. – these questions invaded my mind.Vid must have sense my nervousness, she came closer to me and placed a hand on my shoulder. "Don't be nervous, Rosh, everything will be fine" she assured."Thanks Vid." I appreciated, placing my hand on hers which was still my shoulder.Minutes later, the house help came to my room and inform me that the guests have arrived and mom wanted me to come down quickly.I can do this. I can do this.I can do this.I chanted repeatedly in an attempt to calm my nervousness and muster some confidence.Are you really sure you can do this or you're just convincing yourself you can when you obviously can't? My subconscious questioned."Come on, Rosh, let's get moving." Vid said pulling me out from my trance.I took a deep breath.
Rajveer After the engagement, we went back home and I went straight to my bedroom and lay down on my bed thinking about everything that happened earlier.I shouldn't have told Roshni all those, but she deserves to know. I shouldn't be feeling guilty, it's for her own good. I hope she cancels this marriage, I really hope she does. I haven't even got the chance to get into a serious relationship and here I am now, engaged to a girl who I don't even know a thing about. This is so perfect!I really hoped she'd decide not to get married anymore, the wedding was in three weeks. She was the only one who could save two lives from being ruined now."Raj," I heard Sam calling as she barged into my room without knocking on the door. I remained silent. I was sure she only came to provoke me more by talking about the engagement and how much she hated my so-called fiancée."I don't like that girl at all, she's so ugly." As I expected, Sam started complaining about how plain she was."Girl? Whic
RajveerI woke up with a sinking feeling in my stomach, dreading what lay ahead. The day I had been dreading for weeks had finally arrived, and I couldn't escape it any longer. It was my worst nightmare come true. As I got out of bed, I tried to shake off the overwhelming sense of anxiety that had settled over me. I knew I had to face the day Headon, no matter how much I wanted to run away and hide. Taking a deep breath, I reminded myself that I was stronger than the anxiety that had taken over my body. A knock on the door broke me out of my trance. "Raj." mum sauntered into my room "I'm so proud of you son."she said."Thanks." I replied tersely. For getting me married to Roshni. "When Roshni comes into this house as your wife, I want you to treat her well and love her, she's a kind person at heart." she remarked."Alright mum, I will try my best in treating her well." I paused "but I can't promise you, I would be able to love her." I finished, truthfully. I didn't want her to hav
RajveerWe finally arrived home to celebration still going on at our own home. I was very exhausted and decided to just go up to my room and sleep. I didn't have the energy to participate in any more wedding rituals."You two must be tired, go to your room and rest. Show Roshni to your room." mum appeared from nowhere and said."Goodnight Mum" I said and started walking towards my room."Goodnight." I heard Roshni said as she trailed behind me.I opened the door to my room and was surprised to see the decorations that were made in my room. The bed was also decorated with flowers. "Come in" I beckoned to Roshni, who was still standing outside the room like a lost puppy. "You can sleep on the bed, I will take the cushion." I took a pillow from the bed.As I closed my eyes, I couldn't help but think about the events of the day. It had been a rollercoaster of emotions for me, from nonchalance to nervousness to exhaustion."I'm sorry." she suddenly apologized, making me open my eyes. I won
RajveerYou were too harsh on her, did she really deserve the way you treated her? My conscience asked. yes, she deserves all that she got for agreeing to married me another part of me answered. I decided to go to Yash's house to get away from seeing Roshni for a while."Hey! Raj, what are you doing here so early in the morning? Yash asked immediately he opened the door and I came in view. He was acting like he didn't want me in his house "did your wife throw you out of your house?" He asked, stupidly.I narrowed my eyes at him. "No.""There must be a problem, you've never visited me this early before. Now, tell me, what's wrong?" he asked worriedly."Won't you even allow me in, before you start interrogating me on what's wrong?" I asked, irritatedly"Oh! I'm sorry about that, I just got carried away seeing you here so early. Come in." he smiled sheepishly, I went in, followed by him. "now tell me, what's wrong?" He asked again"Nothing. I just came over here to relax, I can't do that
Roshni as well as Raj were shocked by what Eshaan did. It wasn't like him to something like that to his sister. He has always been overprotective of her. "What she said is true... You only like her and not me!" Eshaan bursted into tears, his gaze fixed on his father, making it obvious that his outburst was directed at him. Raj couldn't believe what came out of Eshaan's mouth. Knowing how he was, Raj knew it must have been with him for a very long time for him to blurt everything out now and Kiran telling him that only added fuel to the fire. He shook his head in disbelief and muttered "these kids" under his breath. "That's not true, baby," Roshni was quick to chime in, putting Kiran down and moving closer to Eshaan. Just as she was about to touch him, he moved back.But that didn't stop Roshni from holding his tiny hands in hers. "Daddy loves you just as much as he loves Kiran. You both are his kids. We love you equally. There is no favoritism. None at all. You and your brother are
"Why are you telling me this now? Does Raj know about this?" Roshni asked. "No no... He doesn't and I don't want him to know... Just yet. I'm telling you all these right now because I need someone to confide in and I figured you're the best person for that right now," Sam shrugged. "What do you want to happen now?" Roshni asked, curiously. "I want you to please support me. That's all I need from you," Sam replied, her eyes glistening with tears. A support from a single person was what she needed at that moment. She feared Roshni might not be able to support her. It was her worst fear. "Your parents will never be able to accept him. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying this to discourage you, but for you to be fully prepared," Roshni voiced. She had come to know the family she married into. "I know," Sam stated, sadly. She, of all people knew how judgemental her family tended to get. And despite knowing that, giving up wasn't in her dictionary. "And you still insist on going ahead w
Roshni looked at him in disbelief. "What did the girl do? It doesn't matter what she did. Kiran has no right at all to hit her or anyone else and that's why I'm going to punish her this time. She needs to know what she did is wrong and never have to repeat it again." "Didn't you promise never to hit someone again?" Raj asked Kiran, who had her head rested on Raj's shoulder and hands tightly wrapped around his neck. "But she started it first! She stole my drawing book," Kiran defended herself. "You should have reported her to your teacher, why didn't you?" Raj asked, putting her down unwillingly due to how tight her grip was around him. She didn't want him to put her down but he had to, to make her see and know how serious he was about her spiteful behavior. "I'm sorry daddy," she apologized, her eyes welling up with tears. "Tell me, what happens in school when you do something wrong?" Raj asked swatting down to her level. "They punish us," she replied. "And why?" He questioned.
Six years later... "Alright teacher, I'm so sorry about her behaviour," Roshni finished talking to her kids' teacher and threw a glare at Kiran. "What happened in school today?" She asked, trying to keep her anger at bay. She was tired of receiving a complaint call about Kiran almost everyday. It needed to stop!"We were given a classwork by our teacher, I dre-" she was still talking when Roshni cut her off. "You know exactly what I'm asking of Kiran," she said, sternly. "Why did you hit a pupil in school today?""I didn't-" she attempted to lie. "You know you can't lie to me right? Now give me an answer, why did you? " Roshni asked a bit more sternly now. "She pissed me off!" Kiran yelled. "How so?" Roshni questioned. "She took my drawing book away!" Kiran answered with attitude. "She did? And is that a valid reason to hit her?" Roshni asked. She was beginning to lose her patience with her. She was becoming too spoiled for her liking. Roshni could remember the time when such co
RoshniSix months later "Push!!!" The midwife yelled from between my spread legs. I pushed with all of my might and screamed. The contractions were in every forty seconds. Taking deep breaths proved cumbersome for me. The pain was unendurable for me. I couldn't bear any of it and I started to panic. What if I didn't make it or worse, my children. Yes, it was confirmed months ago by a doctor during one of my ultrasound exams. Raj and I were overjoyed for the double blessing God had given us. "Ahhhhh!!!" I screamed in anguish as my contractions came back in full force. I squeezed Raj's hand harder in return to somehow numb the pain. He wiped my sweat away with handkerchief and kept on encouraging me to try harder and that the pain was all for our babies. He was speaking to me, but I couldn't hear a word he was uttering as my mind went blank and his voice as well as the voices of the midwives and doctors floated in the air and dissipated. I was drowning in the unbearable pain that seem
Third personExactly two months since Yash and Vidhi's wedding. They went to Paris for their honeymoon and spent two weeks before finally coming back to India. All the nervousness Vidhi felt before the wedding was now replaced with contentment and love. She felt secured as his wife and that she was good enough. The advise Roshni gave her was still vivid in her mind. She would forever cherish it together with the friendship they shared. The night was still young with stars and moon beautifying the sky. Vidhi and Yash were in the balcony in each other's arms enjoying the cool breeze of the night. "Babe?" Vidhi called. "Yes, babe?" Yash answered. "How many kids do you want us to have?" She asked the question she had been longing to know the answer to. "Just ten," Yash replied and Vidhi sprung up. "What! Ten? You're kidding!" She said."No I'm not!" Yash denied."You don't love me anymore, do you?" Vidhi asked feigning hurt. "Of course I do, that's why I wanna have lots of babies w
Roshni"Pregnant!" I announced with smiles written all over my face. "Uhm... Sunshine, don't you think we need to confirm it first?," he asked. I knew he would say something like that and that was why I kept the proof in a safe place beforehand to show it to him. "I knew you'd think so and that's why -" I went over to the bedside and picked up the used pregnancy tests I had kept in a bowl and walked back to him. His eyes shimmered with happiness. "All positive," I grinned. I kissed her on the forehead before sweeping her off her feet and spinning her around. I was grateful for the wonderful gift God gave us when we least expected."Yes! Yes!! Yes!!!" I kept on chanting euphorically. I was going to be a father... Again. It was unbelievable! "Stop," I giggled. I was beginning to feel somewhat dizzy. Raj instantly stopped and dropped me to my feet. He led me to the bed and made me sit down. I chuckled at how careful he was suddenly treating me. "Are you alright?" He asked with conce
RajFew weeks passed and everyone still maintained peace in the house. Sam had genuinely changed for the better. She respected Roshni a lot now and Roshni also respected her the same way, but something seemed off with Sam. I noticed she became more secretive and into herself. I asked Roshni if she knew anything going on with her, but she didn't.I was still in the middle of sorting out some files in the office when Roshni's call came in. I received the call smiling. I placed the phone between my shoulder blade and ear and continued with what I was doing. "Missing me?" I asked, cheesily. "Terribly. When are you coming home? I have something very important to tell you." I could sense her excitement from the other side of the phone. "Later. I still have lots to do here," I answered. "Can't you hasten things up?" She asked. "Unfortunately, I can't. Don't worry, I will be home before you know," I tried to convince. "- bye." "Alright then," she said. I could hear disappointment in her
Third personThe next day at school, Sam tried to avoid Arjun throughout their lectures , but failed as he wouldn't stop following her around. Sam became fed up by his acts and gave him a piece of her mind to totally get rid of him from her life. "Will you please respect yourself and stop following me around like a puppet?" Sam asked, irritatingly. Was it that he didn't have any self-respect - Sam wondered. "Just listen to what I have to say this time and I promise never to bother you ever again." He begged. Sam didn't hear him out. She assumed he only wanted to disturb her about his feelings once more and she was in no mood to listen to his rantings. She increased her pace with every step she took. "Leave me alone!" Arjun on the other hand kept on following her and grabbed her hand in an attempt to stop her from walking. Not realizing a car was speeding towards them, Sam yanked her hand away and pushed him away with all of her strength... She pushed him right in front of the movi