Roshni
I was very happy yesterday, when I was told by mum, I would be getting married soon, because unlike many girls I knew, I liked the idea of arranged marriages because I believed it rarely fails. I believed in the concept of arrange marriages and was more than willing to give it a trial and make it work. The origin of my belief was my parents. They are a proof to that. Mom told me some years back, she and dad were arranged to get married without them even getting to know each other or having the chance to see each other. They only got to see each other on the day of their wedding. They fell in love instantly. It was love at first sight for them. After the marriage, they slowly began to get to know each other better and fell deeply in love. What a wonderful and perfect love story! I wish my own story will be just like that of my parents.
I like the idea of arranged marriages and when mom told me about it, I happily accepted. They didn't fail to notice how delighted I was by the news. I wasn't like other girls who would flare up by the news and start throwing tantrums like kids do. I handled the situation with maturity because I knew my parents would only want nothing but the best for me. I just hoped he would be loving and caring towards me. It was what I hoped most for. To be blessed with a caring spouse would indeed be the greatest blessing a single girl would pray for.
"Roshni, dear." I heard mom calling for me from downstairs, breaking me out of my reverie. I quickly got up and hurried downstairs. I got to the living room and met an unknown woman with mom, chatting and laughing heartily. I wondered who she was. She looked strange and I was sure I had never seen her before until now.
"Good day ma'am," I greeted the unknown woman before my gaze darted to mum. "- You called for me?"
"Yes dear, have a seat please." she motioned. I looked at her flustered, but sat down nonetheless and she continued. "- I know you must be wondering who the lady here is, right?" She inquired. I nodded my head immediately. The whole situation confused me more when mum asked me to sit with them. Perhaps she had something very important to talk to me about. Surprisingly, I was becoming more nervous with each passing second. My heartbeat accelerated for apparently no reason at all. Why was this happening to me? Why was I nervous? I waited impatiently for her to speak up. "- She's a good friend of mine." she answered my unasked question. I sighed deeply and audibly. My thoughts were already drifting to something serious. I was glad it was something irrelevant to me.
I resisted the urge to roll my eyes. I was not interested in getting to know her because she was just one of those numerous friends mum kept. I just wondered why she found it necessary to introduce her to me. She must be someone special for mum never introduced me to her friends unless they happen to see me, but in this case, she was the one who called for me personally.
"Are you listening to me?" She asked, startling me a bit. She must have noticed I was in deep thought.
"Of course mom." I replied and forced a smile.
"We have known each other for a long time now. She's Rajveer's mom, your mother in law to be," mom informed.
Rajveer's mom?
"Raj has already agreed to get married to Roshni." the lady said grinning from ear to ear.
I tried so hard to hide my excitement from my mum as well as Rajveer's mum. He agreed! I suppressed the urge to squeal so loud to everyone's hearing.
"Really?" Mom asked, smiling.
"He is so excited to get married to your daughter." She added, the smile on her face never dissolving.
I was overwhelmed by the news, but controlled myself from smiling sheepishly. At least our married life would be easier since both of us are willing to give it a try. It was good news for me.
"Roshni is also willing to marry your son." Mom said, making me want to hide in my shells.
The lady looked at me to confirm if what mom said was true and I nodded in confirmation. The way she looked at me with so much excitement, made me feel shy to the core. She must have noticed this for she let out a chuckle afterwards.
"Everything is settled now since both of them have given their consent, the wedding will be in a month's time." she announced.
Next month? In spite of how excited I was for the marriage, next month was just too soon for us to plan a wedding. It was too soon.
"Isn't it too soon?" Mom asked with widened eyes. Just what I was thinking. It was indeed too soon.
"No it isn't, everything can be planned within a month. I just want them to get married as soon as possible." She finished with a broad smile tugging on her lips.
"Alright, Durga, I will talk to my husband about it, I think it's better that way," Mom agreed.
"Why don't we ask Roshni since she's here. Is it convenient for you?" She asked me.
"Yeah, it's perfectly fine," I answered.
"Next month it is," she concluded.
"We just have to talk to our husbands now and make them agree," Mom stated.
"I spoke to my husband before coming here, he is in total support of our decision." Rajveer's mum smiled.
"Alright then," mum agreed.
"I think I like your daughter already Pavitra, she's very beautiful and well behaved. The last time I saw her, she was about five or six? She was very fond of me, but I think she doesn't remember anymore" Durga said. She looked a tad bit disappointed.
"I still remember." I countered. "- I remember you taking me to parks together with Rajveer." I said, unsure.
Truth be told, I did not remember any of what I said, I just wanted to make a good first impression of myself to her. Mom had told me about a friend of hers taking me to parks and buying me barbie dolls when I was a kid. I just guessed her to be the same person and fortunately for me, I guessed right. Her lips curved into a smile.
"You really do remember!" She exclaimed.
"Roshni doesn't forget things easily," Mom praised and I smiled at that.
"I guess you are right, she's perfect for my Raj. I brought a gift for her," She said and handed a well wrapped box to me. "- Wear this jewelries on your wedding day, it would make me happy," she said.
"Of course ma'am," I said and she furrowed her brows.
I looked at her in confusion.
"Call me mum from now henceforth." she ordered with a serious demeanor. "- you are already like a daughter to me"
"Alright ma- I mean mum" I corrected myself quickly.
"That's nice. Could you tell me little about yourself?" She inquired.
I nodded in affirmation. "I'm nineteen years old. I study food science and technology in the university. I'm in my third year currently."
"Wow! That's great. I should take my leave now, we will come by next week for the engagement." she said.
"Let me walk you to the door." Mom offered.
"Goodbye." I waved and walked upstairs to my room while mom walked her to her car.
Wow! I'm really getting married. I can't wait to see Rajveer. I'm already falling in love with him. I hope he feels the same about me.
Durga"Your in-laws will be coming next week for your engagement." I told Raj immediately I returned back home and without sparing him another glance, I walked upstairs.I went into the room I shared with my husband and met him with his glasses on, reading a magazine."You're back. You took long." He said without looking up from his magazine."I went to our soon to be in law's home to make some small arrangements for the wedding," I explained."What! Didn't you see how Raj reacted to the news? how could you go ahead with all of our plans without consulting me first?" He asked angrily."I thought we've already had this conversation and you agreed to the date I fixed for my son's wedding." I said, equally as angry."Your son? isn't he my son also?" He asked."Whatever. I'm not changing my decision, Raj must get married to Roshni," I said seriously."Don't you care about his happiness?" He asked in disbelief."I do and that is exactly why I'm doing all these," I answered. "He will be ve
RajveerI woke up early the next day with the aim to let mum know that I had finally agreed to the decision she made for me. She would be happy and that was all I wanted.I knocked twice on the door to the guest room where she slept yesterday."The door is not locked." came her reply.I stepped into the room and went closer to her bed and sat on the edge of it."What are you doing here so early in the morning?" she asked me looking everywhere but my direction.Here it comes."Good morning mom. I came to talk to you about the marriage—" I wasn't able to finish my sentence because i was interrupted by mum. "I'm not in the mood to talk about that right now." she said dismissively. "Just listen to what I have to say, please." I almost begged."I don't want to hear any of it," she said adamantly."Just listen, okay?" I tried to persuade her to listen to what I had to say."Don't get me angry now Raj," she warned."I promise I won't," I promised."What do you have to say about the marria
Roshni"They're definitely here!" Isha squealed and I suddenly became very nervous. It would be the first time seeing him.Will I be able to do this? What if I'm not his type or worst his family comes to dislike me when they see me?. – these questions invaded my mind.Vid must have sense my nervousness, she came closer to me and placed a hand on my shoulder. "Don't be nervous, Rosh, everything will be fine" she assured."Thanks Vid." I appreciated, placing my hand on hers which was still my shoulder.Minutes later, the house help came to my room and inform me that the guests have arrived and mom wanted me to come down quickly.I can do this. I can do this.I can do this.I chanted repeatedly in an attempt to calm my nervousness and muster some confidence.Are you really sure you can do this or you're just convincing yourself you can when you obviously can't? My subconscious questioned."Come on, Rosh, let's get moving." Vid said pulling me out from my trance.I took a deep breath.
Rajveer After the engagement, we went back home and I went straight to my bedroom and lay down on my bed thinking about everything that happened earlier.I shouldn't have told Roshni all those, but she deserves to know. I shouldn't be feeling guilty, it's for her own good. I hope she cancels this marriage, I really hope she does. I haven't even got the chance to get into a serious relationship and here I am now, engaged to a girl who I don't even know a thing about. This is so perfect!I really hoped she'd decide not to get married anymore, the wedding was in three weeks. She was the only one who could save two lives from being ruined now."Raj," I heard Sam calling as she barged into my room without knocking on the door. I remained silent. I was sure she only came to provoke me more by talking about the engagement and how much she hated my so-called fiancée."I don't like that girl at all, she's so ugly." As I expected, Sam started complaining about how plain she was."Girl? Whic
RajveerI woke up with a sinking feeling in my stomach, dreading what lay ahead. The day I had been dreading for weeks had finally arrived, and I couldn't escape it any longer. It was my worst nightmare come true. As I got out of bed, I tried to shake off the overwhelming sense of anxiety that had settled over me. I knew I had to face the day Headon, no matter how much I wanted to run away and hide. Taking a deep breath, I reminded myself that I was stronger than the anxiety that had taken over my body. A knock on the door broke me out of my trance. "Raj." mum sauntered into my room "I'm so proud of you son."she said."Thanks." I replied tersely. For getting me married to Roshni. "When Roshni comes into this house as your wife, I want you to treat her well and love her, she's a kind person at heart." she remarked."Alright mum, I will try my best in treating her well." I paused "but I can't promise you, I would be able to love her." I finished, truthfully. I didn't want her to hav
RajveerWe finally arrived home to celebration still going on at our own home. I was very exhausted and decided to just go up to my room and sleep. I didn't have the energy to participate in any more wedding rituals."You two must be tired, go to your room and rest. Show Roshni to your room." mum appeared from nowhere and said."Goodnight Mum" I said and started walking towards my room."Goodnight." I heard Roshni said as she trailed behind me.I opened the door to my room and was surprised to see the decorations that were made in my room. The bed was also decorated with flowers. "Come in" I beckoned to Roshni, who was still standing outside the room like a lost puppy. "You can sleep on the bed, I will take the cushion." I took a pillow from the bed.As I closed my eyes, I couldn't help but think about the events of the day. It had been a rollercoaster of emotions for me, from nonchalance to nervousness to exhaustion."I'm sorry." she suddenly apologized, making me open my eyes. I won
RajveerYou were too harsh on her, did she really deserve the way you treated her? My conscience asked. yes, she deserves all that she got for agreeing to married me another part of me answered. I decided to go to Yash's house to get away from seeing Roshni for a while."Hey! Raj, what are you doing here so early in the morning? Yash asked immediately he opened the door and I came in view. He was acting like he didn't want me in his house "did your wife throw you out of your house?" He asked, stupidly.I narrowed my eyes at him. "No.""There must be a problem, you've never visited me this early before. Now, tell me, what's wrong?" he asked worriedly."Won't you even allow me in, before you start interrogating me on what's wrong?" I asked, irritatedly"Oh! I'm sorry about that, I just got carried away seeing you here so early. Come in." he smiled sheepishly, I went in, followed by him. "now tell me, what's wrong?" He asked again"Nothing. I just came over here to relax, I can't do that
RoshniI took a look at the time – it was 2:37pm. I was still bored and decided to call my friend, Vid. I missed her so much as well and all I wanted was to just call her and tell her everything that was troubling me, but I knew better than to do that, I didn't want her to worry about me. I dialed her number two times but she didn't pick up. I guessed she was not close to her phone. I was very bored and there was nothing fun I could do. Nobody to talk to at all, but I was wrong when someone knocked at my door twice before coming in. Raj's mom"Mom." I called and beckoned her in smiling. She came in and sat on the couch. I was nervous to speak to her because I wasn't used to her and I know for a fact that she's stern. I had not done anything wrong to her, so she had no reason to be strict with me, but come to think of it, I didn't do anything to Sam as well and she hated me already. I wouldn't be surprise if Raj's mum would also follow her children's lead. "How are you doing dear?" Sh
Roshni as well as Raj were shocked by what Eshaan did. It wasn't like him to something like that to his sister. He has always been overprotective of her. "What she said is true... You only like her and not me!" Eshaan bursted into tears, his gaze fixed on his father, making it obvious that his outburst was directed at him. Raj couldn't believe what came out of Eshaan's mouth. Knowing how he was, Raj knew it must have been with him for a very long time for him to blurt everything out now and Kiran telling him that only added fuel to the fire. He shook his head in disbelief and muttered "these kids" under his breath. "That's not true, baby," Roshni was quick to chime in, putting Kiran down and moving closer to Eshaan. Just as she was about to touch him, he moved back.But that didn't stop Roshni from holding his tiny hands in hers. "Daddy loves you just as much as he loves Kiran. You both are his kids. We love you equally. There is no favoritism. None at all. You and your brother are
"Why are you telling me this now? Does Raj know about this?" Roshni asked. "No no... He doesn't and I don't want him to know... Just yet. I'm telling you all these right now because I need someone to confide in and I figured you're the best person for that right now," Sam shrugged. "What do you want to happen now?" Roshni asked, curiously. "I want you to please support me. That's all I need from you," Sam replied, her eyes glistening with tears. A support from a single person was what she needed at that moment. She feared Roshni might not be able to support her. It was her worst fear. "Your parents will never be able to accept him. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying this to discourage you, but for you to be fully prepared," Roshni voiced. She had come to know the family she married into. "I know," Sam stated, sadly. She, of all people knew how judgemental her family tended to get. And despite knowing that, giving up wasn't in her dictionary. "And you still insist on going ahead w
Roshni looked at him in disbelief. "What did the girl do? It doesn't matter what she did. Kiran has no right at all to hit her or anyone else and that's why I'm going to punish her this time. She needs to know what she did is wrong and never have to repeat it again." "Didn't you promise never to hit someone again?" Raj asked Kiran, who had her head rested on Raj's shoulder and hands tightly wrapped around his neck. "But she started it first! She stole my drawing book," Kiran defended herself. "You should have reported her to your teacher, why didn't you?" Raj asked, putting her down unwillingly due to how tight her grip was around him. She didn't want him to put her down but he had to, to make her see and know how serious he was about her spiteful behavior. "I'm sorry daddy," she apologized, her eyes welling up with tears. "Tell me, what happens in school when you do something wrong?" Raj asked swatting down to her level. "They punish us," she replied. "And why?" He questioned.
Six years later... "Alright teacher, I'm so sorry about her behaviour," Roshni finished talking to her kids' teacher and threw a glare at Kiran. "What happened in school today?" She asked, trying to keep her anger at bay. She was tired of receiving a complaint call about Kiran almost everyday. It needed to stop!"We were given a classwork by our teacher, I dre-" she was still talking when Roshni cut her off. "You know exactly what I'm asking of Kiran," she said, sternly. "Why did you hit a pupil in school today?""I didn't-" she attempted to lie. "You know you can't lie to me right? Now give me an answer, why did you? " Roshni asked a bit more sternly now. "She pissed me off!" Kiran yelled. "How so?" Roshni questioned. "She took my drawing book away!" Kiran answered with attitude. "She did? And is that a valid reason to hit her?" Roshni asked. She was beginning to lose her patience with her. She was becoming too spoiled for her liking. Roshni could remember the time when such co
RoshniSix months later "Push!!!" The midwife yelled from between my spread legs. I pushed with all of my might and screamed. The contractions were in every forty seconds. Taking deep breaths proved cumbersome for me. The pain was unendurable for me. I couldn't bear any of it and I started to panic. What if I didn't make it or worse, my children. Yes, it was confirmed months ago by a doctor during one of my ultrasound exams. Raj and I were overjoyed for the double blessing God had given us. "Ahhhhh!!!" I screamed in anguish as my contractions came back in full force. I squeezed Raj's hand harder in return to somehow numb the pain. He wiped my sweat away with handkerchief and kept on encouraging me to try harder and that the pain was all for our babies. He was speaking to me, but I couldn't hear a word he was uttering as my mind went blank and his voice as well as the voices of the midwives and doctors floated in the air and dissipated. I was drowning in the unbearable pain that seem
Third personExactly two months since Yash and Vidhi's wedding. They went to Paris for their honeymoon and spent two weeks before finally coming back to India. All the nervousness Vidhi felt before the wedding was now replaced with contentment and love. She felt secured as his wife and that she was good enough. The advise Roshni gave her was still vivid in her mind. She would forever cherish it together with the friendship they shared. The night was still young with stars and moon beautifying the sky. Vidhi and Yash were in the balcony in each other's arms enjoying the cool breeze of the night. "Babe?" Vidhi called. "Yes, babe?" Yash answered. "How many kids do you want us to have?" She asked the question she had been longing to know the answer to. "Just ten," Yash replied and Vidhi sprung up. "What! Ten? You're kidding!" She said."No I'm not!" Yash denied."You don't love me anymore, do you?" Vidhi asked feigning hurt. "Of course I do, that's why I wanna have lots of babies w
Roshni"Pregnant!" I announced with smiles written all over my face. "Uhm... Sunshine, don't you think we need to confirm it first?," he asked. I knew he would say something like that and that was why I kept the proof in a safe place beforehand to show it to him. "I knew you'd think so and that's why -" I went over to the bedside and picked up the used pregnancy tests I had kept in a bowl and walked back to him. His eyes shimmered with happiness. "All positive," I grinned. I kissed her on the forehead before sweeping her off her feet and spinning her around. I was grateful for the wonderful gift God gave us when we least expected."Yes! Yes!! Yes!!!" I kept on chanting euphorically. I was going to be a father... Again. It was unbelievable! "Stop," I giggled. I was beginning to feel somewhat dizzy. Raj instantly stopped and dropped me to my feet. He led me to the bed and made me sit down. I chuckled at how careful he was suddenly treating me. "Are you alright?" He asked with conce
RajFew weeks passed and everyone still maintained peace in the house. Sam had genuinely changed for the better. She respected Roshni a lot now and Roshni also respected her the same way, but something seemed off with Sam. I noticed she became more secretive and into herself. I asked Roshni if she knew anything going on with her, but she didn't.I was still in the middle of sorting out some files in the office when Roshni's call came in. I received the call smiling. I placed the phone between my shoulder blade and ear and continued with what I was doing. "Missing me?" I asked, cheesily. "Terribly. When are you coming home? I have something very important to tell you." I could sense her excitement from the other side of the phone. "Later. I still have lots to do here," I answered. "Can't you hasten things up?" She asked. "Unfortunately, I can't. Don't worry, I will be home before you know," I tried to convince. "- bye." "Alright then," she said. I could hear disappointment in her
Third personThe next day at school, Sam tried to avoid Arjun throughout their lectures , but failed as he wouldn't stop following her around. Sam became fed up by his acts and gave him a piece of her mind to totally get rid of him from her life. "Will you please respect yourself and stop following me around like a puppet?" Sam asked, irritatingly. Was it that he didn't have any self-respect - Sam wondered. "Just listen to what I have to say this time and I promise never to bother you ever again." He begged. Sam didn't hear him out. She assumed he only wanted to disturb her about his feelings once more and she was in no mood to listen to his rantings. She increased her pace with every step she took. "Leave me alone!" Arjun on the other hand kept on following her and grabbed her hand in an attempt to stop her from walking. Not realizing a car was speeding towards them, Sam yanked her hand away and pushed him away with all of her strength... She pushed him right in front of the movi