Chapter 35: Are You Sure?
Lyric had kissed me over a bet with Janice. She kissed me for a hundred bucks. Only!
Was I so cheap? Could she not have betted over three hundred grand or something? A lake house?
What am I even saying? I should be angry over being treated as property, but I couldn't get that kiss out of my mind.
"It was just a kiss, Gavin, stop gawking at her," Iris chuckled next to me by the bar. Her eyes were droopy from drinking. I lost count of how many cans she had consumed.
"I was not gawking," I lied, taking a sip of my beer. By this time, it tasted like water; even the foam wasn't enough to refresh me. Iris had drunk herself to stupor; I needed to stop drinking so I could take her home.
Hence, I tossed my can of beer into a rubbish bin then returned to her. Iris was talking to a hockey player from out of town; they were flirting with each other. His eyes were only on her cleavage.
How could he make it so obvious? I had to fight the urge to pull her away from him, but Iris needed this. She had been sad and moping over Aaron for way too long.
Still, I couldn't leave her alone with this stranger, especially not a hockey player. Hockey players weren't the nicest off the ice; they were cheats and only looking for a one-night stand. Iris deserved forever.
Every second, I would shoot a glance at the girl who kissed me in front of the whole school. I never knew Lyric had that in her.
She kissed me for a bet.
Why did it hurt me so much?
That she kissed me because she had to, not because she wanted to.
This was driving me insane. I was tempted to open another can, but Iris's laughter brought me back to reality. I needed to be there for her.
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LYRIC SPENCER POV
I took a deep breath, steeling myself for what was to come. I had to prove Janice wrong, and I was willing to do whatever it took.
I scanned the room, my eyes locking onto Gavin's tall figure. He sat on a stool next to the bar, alongside Iris and a strange hockey player I had never seen before. It took only a mere glance at his physique to know he was into hockey.
There wasn't much here after hockey.
I made my way over to him, my heart pounding in my chest. Wren tried to grab my arm, but I shook her off, determined to see this through.
As I approached Gavin, he turned to me, a questioning look on his face.
"Hey, Lyric, what's up?" he asked, his voice friendly and casual, which I found strange because I had my lips against his a while ago.
I guess he must have understood it was a bet and wasn't sour over it.
I took a deep breath, my mind racing with what to say. I couldn't just blurt out my request; I needed to be subtle, seductive.
Raising my hand, I waved, plastering a friendly smile on my face. My fingers were visibly shaking, so I hid them behind my back. I cocked my head toward the entrance, gesturing we should talk.
Luckily, he understood and nodded at me. I watched as his eyes scanned over Iris; he went over and whispered something in her ear which made her laugh, and the man next to her grew stiff.
He returned to me, staring down at me from his towering height. For a second, I thought he would reject my request, but rather he followed me to a quiet room by the corridor.
As we stood there, I could feel the tension between us, the air thick with unspoken words. I took another deep breath, my heart racing with anticipation.
Pulling out my phone, I logged into my text-to-speech app and began writing. I hated communicating this way because it was time-consuming. However, with Gavin, I couldn't sign. I had to do it this way.
"Gavin, I need to ask you something," the mechanical voice read my words aloud. Quickly, I reduced the volume to avoid being overheard.
Gavin's eyes locked onto mine, his expression serious. "What is it, Lyric?" he asked, his voice low and husky.
I swallowed hard, my mouth dry. This was it, the moment of truth.
My fingers shook out of nervousness as I typed the next words. I could feel sweat drop down my back as the words loaded and were translated into speech. "I want to lose my virginity to you."
Gavin's eyes widened, his face frozen in shock. I could feel my face burning with embarrassment, but I refused to back down.
I had to prove Janice wrong, and I was willing to do whatever it took.
Gavin's expression changed from shock to surprise, and then to a curious gaze. He looked at me like he was seeing me for the first time, like I was a puzzle he was trying to solve.
"Lyric, I... I don't know what to say," he stammered, his voice low and hesitant.
Determination surged in; I needed to convince Gavin to do this for me.
"I know it's sudden, but I've thought about it a lot," the robotic voice continued, failing to express the emotions I could have. "I want to lose my virginity to someone I trust, someone I feel comfortable with. And that someone is you, Gavin."
It wasn't exactly the truth, but I needed him to agree with me.
"Is this for another bet?" he asked, his eyes narrowing dangerously.
I became speechless. If he was fine with the other bet, he might be fine with this.
Hence, I nodded frantically.
For a moment, I think I saw disappointment on his face, but it couldn't be. He was Gavin Hawkins; he was used to girls throwing themselves at him. It wasn't my proudest moment, but I was tired of all their scrutiny.
"Lyric, I..." he started to say, but then he stopped, his eyes darting around the room as if he was searching for an escape.
I felt a pang of disappointment, but I refused to give up. I took a step closer to him, my heart pounding in my chest.
<<Gavin, please,>> I begged, my hands moving around my chest in a circular motion.
"On one condition."
My heart skipped a beat. What was his condition? Was it something I could complete? I shook my shoulders, moving both hands in question.
"You need to tutor me in mathematics. My other tutor won't be available, and you can't quit no matter what happens between us until I write the exam and pass."
<<Yes,>> I nodded frantically.
"I need your word on this, Lyric. You can't leave me no matter what happens."
I nodded once more. This was only going to be a one-night stand and nothing more. I wasn't going to let my feelings for Gavin get in the way.
If Janice could sleep with him, I could do the same.
Staring down at me, he took a step closer, his words firm and stern. "I am a heartbreaker, Lyric. This is only going to happen once. I don't have any commitments with you after this happens. We are not dating, nor will we. Okay?"
I nodded again, my heart racing louder in my chest. My palms were growing sweaty. I needed some fresh air.
"Good," Gavin smiled at me; it felt like all the air in my lungs had vanished. Even my knees went weak.
"Take off your glasses, Lyric," Gavin whispered, his breath tickling my ear.
My heart raced as I hesitated, my fingers trembling on the frames. I gestured, <<Why?>>
Gavin's smile was sly. "Because, babe, I want to corrupt that innocent mouth of yours. And I don't want anything getting in the way."
When Gavin cornered me against the wall, I could no longer move my hands. I was in a trance. He slowly took off my glasses, a light chuckle escaping his lips.
It started with a gentle, electrifying touch. Soft, warm lips brushed against mine, sending shivers down my spine. I had to curl my back to manage my emotions.
The warmth and gentleness gave way to a passionate, all-consuming intensity. The kiss became a sensual, thrilling exploration of my mouth.
When his fiery tongue let loose, I forgot how to breathe. Gavin's soft, experienced tongue roamed every area of my mouth. I had to hold onto his shirt in fear I would collapse. The sensation was exhilarating, leaving me breathless.
My heart felt like it was going to explode out of my chest; butterflies by the hundreds floated in my belly. When his hands touched my skin, it was the kitchen encounter all over again.
Gavin's fingers roamed down my leg, raising up my dress from its hem. His lusty eyes met mine, but his kiss didn't slow down. Rather, he kissed me unapologetically.
Pulling away, I was left panting hard, sweat beads on my forehead. When I looked at him, there was a smile on his face. "Are you sure you want this?"
Chapter 36: He is out of your league! LYRIC SPENCER POV "You sure you want to do this, Lyric Spencer?" Gavin implored, panting. Before I could respond, Iris's voice rang through the air, breaking me from his spell. "Gavin, take me home." "What's wrong?" Gavin took a step back, shooting Iris a glare - a mixture of surprise and care. "Nothing," she pouted, her lips in a cute manner. I felt a pang of jealousy. She could grab Gavin's attention whenever she pleased. If someone was going to win Gavin's heart, it was Iris. He loved her. And she loved him. "What happened?" His voice grew louder and stern. I could see the anger ripples on his face. He was going to punch whoever hurt his friend - his love. Iris shook her head, tears filling her eyes. "No one, just that dude. He said I should give him a head, like I give to Aaron. That they are practically brothers since they are both hockey players." Gavin whispered a curse. "That motherfucker." His eyes
Chapter 37: Stop undressing me with your eyesLYRIC SPENCER POV As I shut my computer, I felt a pang of guilt for leaving Viktor on read. But I couldn't risk him finding out about my muteness. I had grown accustomed to our online conversations, and I didn't want anything to change. I tried to shake off the feeling of unease and focused on getting some rest. But my mind kept wandering back to Viktor and our conversation. His words about guys losing interest in girls after sex lingered in my thoughts. I couldn't help but wonder if Gavin felt the same way. Was he only interested in me for physical reasons? The thought sent a shiver down my spine. As I drifted off to sleep, I couldn't shake off the feeling that I was in over my head. The next morning, I woke up feeling a mix of emotions. I was still reeling from my conversation with Viktor and the lingering doubts about Gavin's intentions. As I got ready for work, I noticed a text from Gavin: "Hey, Lyric. Want
Chapter 38: if a guy wants you, you will knowLYRIC SPENCER POV He handed me his cup, and I took a small sip. The sweetness of the caramel hit my taste buds first, followed by the richness of the coffee. It was a perfect balance of flavors. I couldn't help but let out a small sigh of pleasure. Gavin smiled, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "See, I told you it's good," he said. I nodded, handing him back his cup. *It's really good,* I typed on my phone. He grinned, taking another sip of his coffee. "I'm glad you like it," he said. Gavin took a bite of his creamy, chocolate cupcake, he swallowed and said "Let me order you the same. " I signed a thank you. Fortunately, Gavin understand some of my simple gestures. It would make tutoring him better. We sat in comfortable silence for a moment, sipping our coffees and enjoying each other's company. I couldn't help but feel a sense of ease with Gavin that I hadn't felt with anyone in a long time. As we fi
Chapter 39: I'm Allergic to Fun LYRIC SPENCER POV Finally, it was New Year's Day. I didn't have a class with Gavin that day, and for some reason, it felt empty. Wren was spending the day with Grandma, while my aunt took her kids away for the day too. They went to New York for a job interview; Aunt Stephanie was trying to get a job away from Velmont. The police had not found Uncle, and she was worried Alessio would come for us next. I didn't blame her. Still, I couldn't leave Velmont, not yet. I had a year left in school and was only a sophomore. This house was the last thing my father left me; it had their memories engraved in the walls. I couldn't sell it, like Aunt was suggesting. I had to find a way to convince her, because the property would be in my name only when I turned nineteen. I couldn't lose that house, but losing my voice was worse. I stayed home, in my new pajamas, watching true crime documentaries in French. I was a sucker for subtitles. Wrapped
Chapter 40: Don't Mistake Your Physical Relation for Love GAVIN HAWKINS POV As we sauntered into the house, we were welcomed with loud, upbeat sounds, and the mixture of perfume and liquor in the air. I recognized half of the faces in the room, and the other half barely looked familiar. In the crowd, I spotted Emilia, wearing a thigh-length, strapless red dress. When her eyes crashed with mine, a smile curled up her lips. She waved and began walking towards me, step by step. As she approached, I noticed Lyric grow stiff next to me. I followed her gaze to Emilia. I knew they didn't like each other, and Emilia was her biggest bully, but it was the first time I saw Lyric being afraid of Emilia. Was I missing something? "Hawkins!" Emilia threw herself at me in a hug, enveloping me with her feminine perfume. It was so strong, I was sure it stuck to my clothes. "Look shabby, it's not your fault, just the plankton you have stuck next to you," she said.
LYRIC SPENCER POV ( R18) Chapter 41: This chapter is R18 As Gavin's lips touched mine, I felt a rush of emotions I'd never experienced before. It was like my whole world had come to a standstill, and all that mattered was the sensation of his lips on mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss, and he responded eagerly. His tongue explored my mouth, sending shivers down my spine. As he carried me to the living room, I couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement and nervousness. I'd never been this intimate with anyone before, and I wasn't sure what to expect. I was a bit scared about going through with this. As he trailed kisses down my neck, I shivered with pleasure. His hands roamed over my body, sending sparks of electricity through my veins. I arched my back, pressing myself against him, and he groaned with desire. "I want you, Lyric," he whispered, his voice husky with desire. "All of you." Suddenly, Gavin pulled back, his chest h
Chapter 42: Broken hearted LYRIC SPENCER POV I lay in bed, feeling empty and hollow. I couldn't believe Gavin had left me like that, without even a proper explanation. As I lay there, I couldn't help but think about Emilia's words. Had I been foolish to believe Gavin truly cared for me? Was I just another conquest to him? A wave of sadness washed over me, and I let out a sob. I had given Gavin my virginity, and he had thrown it back in my face. Slowly, I got out of bed, my body aching from the night's activities. I looked around my room, taking in the messy sheets and discarded clothes. It was a mess, just like my heart. Taking a deep breath, I began to clean up the room. I wasn't going to let Gavin Hawkins break me. I would pick myself up, dust myself off, and move on. I had been through worse. When I finished cleaning, I looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were puffy from crying, and my skin was pale. Hickeys were scattered across my body, especi
Chapter 43: You Have Taste Lyric Spencer POV The morning sun streamed through my bedroom window, and I braced myself for the day ahead. Today, I would see Gavin Hawkins again—not as the boy who had stolen my firsts, but as my student. Nothing more. I was not going to let him see how much he affected me. Standing in front of my closet, I carefully picked what I was going to wear. My eyes caught the dress I wore that night, and my heart ached. I pushed it aside and picked up my most comfortable clothes—a fitting blouse and black pants. Nothing too fancy. I would have gone with my bare face as usual, but my eyes were puffy. Luckily, tutorials on YouTube had helped me fix that. My hair was pulled back neatly, my makeup minimal but effective at hiding the evidence of the previous days of crying. With my bag slung over my shoulder, I grabbed my notebook and headed out the door, ignoring the growing pit in my stomach—a sour reminder of the usual butterflies.
Chapter 55: I Don't Care If I Crash LYRIC'S SPENCER POV The girls' voices overlapped, their demands growing louder by the second. Lana, Catherine, and Hanna bounced on the bed, their matching pajama sleeves flapping as they argued over what counted as a real magic trick. I blinked at them, momentarily overwhelmed. A real magic trick? What did they even mean by that? I could do a simple card trick, but that wasn't going to satisfy them. Just as I opened my hands to sign a compromise, a voice interrupted from the doorway. "I think I can help with that." I turned my head to find Gavin leaning casually against the doorframe, arms crossed over his chest, a smirk tugging at his lips. What was he doing here? I looked over at the clock on the wall; it was fifteen minutes past eight. The triplets immediately turned toward him, eyes wide with interest. "You can do magic?" Hannah asked skeptically, tilting her head. Gavin stepped into the room, his express
Chapter 54: This is the end for meGAVIN HAWKINS POV The sun had dipped lower in the sky by the time I arrived at her house after practice. I couldn’t wait until the next day to talk to her—to make things right. I didn’t fully understand what I was feeling, but I knew one thing: I wanted to see her again. The thought of her hating me didn’t sit right. Stepping out of my Jeep, I hurried toward the Spencers’ front door. The garden was in full bloom, fresh flowers sprouting up from the neatly kept beds. The neighborhood was lively with the distant sound of dogs barking, the occasional chatter from passing pedestrians. When I reached the porch, I noticed the door was slightly ajar. I raised my hand to knock but froze. The thought of turning back echoed in my head. Instead, I stayed. Something felt off. Cautiously, I pushed the door open, its slow creak sending an eerie chill down my spine. The moment I stepped inside, an instinctual alarm went off in my head.
Chapter 53: lovesick idiotGAVIN HAWKINS POV I stood frozen, watching as Lyric walked away. My fingers clenched around my exam paper, but it might as well have been nothing. She had barely looked at me—barely acknowledged me. But those marks on her face? The scratches on her arms? That wasn’t nothing. Before I could think twice, my feet moved on their own. I shoved my results into my bag and followed her out the door, weaving through students who had no idea that my heart was hammering like a drum in my chest. Lyric walked briskly down the hall, her bag slung over one shoulder, her posture tense. She knew I was behind her. I could tell by the way her fingers twitched, tightening around the strap of her bag. I didn’t care. I wasn’t letting this go. “Lyric.” My voice was quiet but firm as I caught up to her. She ignored me. “Lyric, stop.” Nothing. She was heading toward the main doors—probably planning to leave. But I wasn’t letting he
Chapter 52: Stay away from her. GAVIN HAWKINS POV Today's practice sucked. I couldn’t bring myself to focus at all, no matter how hard I tried. We had a game in three days—I wasn’t supposed to be slacking off. Grabbing a bottle of water, I sat in the locker room, trying to rehydrate before heading home. My muscles ached from the drills, but my mind felt even more exhausted. The door swung open, and Aaron walked in, drenched in sweat. A towel was draped over his torso and another around his neck as he wiped his face. He was obviously heading to the showers. "You played dumb out there today. Is something on your mind?" he asked, his brows furrowing as he studied me like I was some puzzle he wanted to solve. Good luck with that. "No doubt, Sherlock," I grumbled, twisting off the cap and downing the rest of my water. The cold liquid was refreshing, but it did nothing to clear my head. Aaron scoffed, running a hand through his damp hair. "I don't even wa
Chapter 51: I could keep you Lyric's POV The streets were eerily quiet, the distant hum of traffic the only sound breaking the silence. My breath came in shaky exhales, my mind racing as I walked. Every shadow felt like a threat, every passing car made my pulse spike. I had no real plan—just a desperate need to act. I tapped my phone screen, my fingers trembling as I typed a message. Uncle, where are you? It’s urgent. No response. I tried again. And again. Still nothing. Panic tightened my chest. If Alessio’s men were after him, they had probably already tracked his usual spots. If I could think like them, maybe I could stay a step ahead. It could all be a huge waste of time, but I had no choice. But where would he go? Despite being an asshole, my uncle had a lot of friends—or frenemies. Any one of them could be harboring him. Or he could be out of town. Hell, he could be out of the country as we speak. But I had to try. I stood at the n
Chapter 50: I had to find himLYRIC SPENCER POV According to Principal Holloway, we were to start our punishment at the drama clock at five after school. I had rushed home to prepare lunch for the kids. When I arrived, my aunt was sitting on the floor in tears, her clothes torn, and the house was a mess. Water leaked from the sink, broken shards of glass covered the floor, and the stench of cigarettes filled the air. I dashed to her, falling to my knees beside her. My skin scraped against the glass, but I ignored the pain. I tapped her softly, urging her to meet my eyes. > I signed, desperate for answers. No reply. She stared blankly at the other side of the room, lost in a daze. Then, I remembered the kids. My heart pounded as I scrambled to their rooms, nearly tripping over the curtains at the door. I pushed the door open—empty. My heart sank. I clasped my palm over my mouth, my stomach twisting at the thought of
Chapter 49: What Are You Doing? The principal’s office smelled like old books and burnt coffee. The air was thick with silence, aside from the ticking clock on the wall. I sat stiffly in the chair, my injured arm stinging, but I refused to look at it. Across from me, Emilia sat with her arms crossed, her cheek still red from my slap. She didn’t look scared. If anything, she looked amused. With the power her father had over Velmont, it was expected. Gavin stood beside me. Too close. His fingers twitched like he wanted to reach for me, but I ignored him. Principal Holloway sighed, rubbing her temples. Curly gray hair touching her shoulders, "Fighting? Again?" Her tired eyes swept over all of us. "This is becoming a pattern with you, Miss Davidson." Emilia smirked. "I was attacked." I tightened my grip on my phone. Liar. Wren scoffed, leaning forward. "Oh, please. She tried to slap me first." "She’s right," Aaron added. "Lyric only defended her fri
Chapter 48: You don’t get to ask that After class, I went back to ignoring him. His phone buzzed, but instead of responding, he let out a quiet sigh. "Lyric," he said, barely above a whisper. "Please wait—" I ignored him. Grabbed my bag. Stood up. I was halfway out the door when he caught my wrist. I froze for a full minute. His touch wasn’t forceful. It wasn’t rough. But it sent a jolt through me, like my body still remembered what it felt like to be held by him. What it felt like to tremble under him, how he tasted. How badly I had bitten into his back to stifle my moans. This was messed up. I didn’t need him anymore. Slowly, I turned back. He released me the second our eyes met. I expected him to look cocky, maybe even amused. But he looked… lost. Like he didn’t know what to say. Like he wasn’t sure if he should say anything at all. It was a first for the great Gavin Hawkins. His shoulders slumped, his eyes pleading. '' Please talk to
Chapter 47: I'd Keep My Storm LYRIC SPENCER POV For the rest of the class, I refused to acknowledge him. My brush moved in frantic, sharp strokes, splattering paint with more force than necessary. Each color I chose—deep reds, bruised purples, slashes of black—felt like they bled straight from my chest. Gavin didn’t speak. He didn’t text. But I could feel him watching, like a storm brewing just out of sight. It wasn’t until the teacher announced clean-up that he finally moved. He stretched lazily, his broad shoulders rolling back as if this whole thing was just a game. "Nice painting," he murmured under his breath. I shot him a glare. It was a mistake. His eyes weren’t teasing anymore. They weren’t smug. They were searching—serious in a way that made my stomach tighten. I tore my gaze away, shoving my brushes into the cup of murky water. "Everybody, drop your brushes," Miss Lia announced. Her gaze turned stern when it met mine but relaxed wh