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Chapter 39: I'm Allergic to Fun LYRIC SPENCER POV Finally, it was New Year's Day. I didn't have a class with Gavin that day, and for some reason, it felt empty. Wren was spending the day with Grandma, while my aunt took her kids away for the day too. They went to New York for a job interview; Aunt Stephanie was trying to get a job away from Velmont. The police had not found Uncle, and she was worried Alessio would come for us next. I didn't blame her. Still, I couldn't leave Velmont, not yet. I had a year left in school and was only a sophomore. This house was the last thing my father left me; it had their memories engraved in the walls. I couldn't sell it, like Aunt was suggesting. I had to find a way to convince her, because the property would be in my name only when I turned nineteen. I couldn't lose that house, but losing my voice was worse. I stayed home, in my new pajamas, watching true crime documentaries in French. I was a sucker for subtitles. Wrapped
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Chapter 40: Don't Mistake Your Physical Relation for Love GAVIN HAWKINS POV As we sauntered into the house, we were welcomed with loud, upbeat sounds, and the mixture of perfume and liquor in the air. I recognized half of the faces in the room, and the other half barely looked familiar. In the crowd, I spotted Emilia, wearing a thigh-length, strapless red dress. When her eyes crashed with mine, a smile curled up her lips. She waved and began walking towards me, step by step. As she approached, I noticed Lyric grow stiff next to me. I followed her gaze to Emilia. I knew they didn't like each other, and Emilia was her biggest bully, but it was the first time I saw Lyric being afraid of Emilia. Was I missing something? "Hawkins!" Emilia threw herself at me in a hug, enveloping me with her feminine perfume. It was so strong, I was sure it stuck to my clothes. "Look shabby, it's not your fault, just the plankton you have stuck next to you," she said.
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LYRIC SPENCER POV ( R18) Chapter 41: This chapter is R18 As Gavin's lips touched mine, I felt a rush of emotions I'd never experienced before. It was like my whole world had come to a standstill, and all that mattered was the sensation of his lips on mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss, and he responded eagerly. His tongue explored my mouth, sending shivers down my spine. As he carried me to the living room, I couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement and nervousness. I'd never been this intimate with anyone before, and I wasn't sure what to expect. I was a bit scared about going through with this. As he trailed kisses down my neck, I shivered with pleasure. His hands roamed over my body, sending sparks of electricity through my veins. I arched my back, pressing myself against him, and he groaned with desire. "I want you, Lyric," he whispered, his voice husky with desire. "All of you." Suddenly, Gavin pulled back, his chest h
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Chapter 42: Broken hearted LYRIC SPENCER POV I lay in bed, feeling empty and hollow. I couldn't believe Gavin had left me like that, without even a proper explanation. As I lay there, I couldn't help but think about Emilia's words. Had I been foolish to believe Gavin truly cared for me? Was I just another conquest to him? A wave of sadness washed over me, and I let out a sob. I had given Gavin my virginity, and he had thrown it back in my face. Slowly, I got out of bed, my body aching from the night's activities. I looked around my room, taking in the messy sheets and discarded clothes. It was a mess, just like my heart. Taking a deep breath, I began to clean up the room. I wasn't going to let Gavin Hawkins break me. I would pick myself up, dust myself off, and move on. I had been through worse. When I finished cleaning, I looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were puffy from crying, and my skin was pale. Hickeys were scattered across my body, especi
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Chapter 43: You Have Taste Lyric Spencer POV The morning sun streamed through my bedroom window, and I braced myself for the day ahead. Today, I would see Gavin Hawkins again—not as the boy who had stolen my firsts, but as my student. Nothing more. I was not going to let him see how much he affected me. Standing in front of my closet, I carefully picked what I was going to wear. My eyes caught the dress I wore that night, and my heart ached. I pushed it aside and picked up my most comfortable clothes—a fitting blouse and black pants. Nothing too fancy. I would have gone with my bare face as usual, but my eyes were puffy. Luckily, tutorials on YouTube had helped me fix that. My hair was pulled back neatly, my makeup minimal but effective at hiding the evidence of the previous days of crying. With my bag slung over my shoulder, I grabbed my notebook and headed out the door, ignoring the growing pit in my stomach—a sour reminder of the usual butterflies.
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Chapter 44: Something you... loveLYRIC SPENCER POV The days passed quickly, and it was my last class with Gavin Hawkins. Avoiding him had been difficult when we were only inches apart. As always, I arrived minutes earlier than the designated time. I spotted Gavin pinning a woman against a Lexus, his arms caging her in. Our eyes met, and something twisted in my stomach. I didn’t like it. They were so close—so close they could taste each other’s breath. I didn’t like how her perfectly manicured hands rested on his chest as if it was the most natural thing in the world. I wanted to look away, but I couldn’t. Gavin gripped her chin and pressed his lips onto hers. I noticed her entire body squirm against his, her toes curling as a soft moan escaped her lips. He deepened the kiss, and I felt my insides churn with discomfort—especially because his eyes never left mine. I didn’t like this. Tears pricked my eyes, stinging like a freshly peeled onion. I wanted
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# Chapter 45: Not Giving Up ## LYRIC SPENCER POV "Lyric, Lyric, wait—" My world spun as Gavin snatched my hand, pulling me against his chest. We both tumbled to the muddy ground, his arms caging me like a mother protecting her newborn. When we finally came to a stop, I lay on top of him, breathless. Droplets of rain slid down my face, dripping onto his. My soaked hair clung to my skin, and his chest rose and fell beneath me. Gavin jerked me by the waist, flipping us over in one swift motion. Now, he was on top of me, his face inches from mine. In the dim light of the rain, he looked almost unreal—like a different version of himself. "Lyric—" I shook my head, my legs kicking in defiance. I didn’t want to hear whatever he had to say. "I’m not going to force you," he murmured, his grip firm but gentle as he pinned my wrists above my head. His voice softened. "I’m sorry for what I did that hurt you. I’m sorry I didn’t meet your expectations for what
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# Chapter 46: I’m Trying to Move On ## LYRIC SPENCER POV The following week became less bothersome. Avoiding Gavin had become second nature. With his hockey practice and our tight schedules, it felt like we were in separate cities—mostly due to my efforts. I changed my usual routes to class, made sure to sit on the opposite side of every room, and even stopped going to the library, knowing it was one of his least favorite places. Gavin loved video games and found art boring. But Gavin Hawkins wasn’t one to give up easily. The following morning, I arrived at my locker, only to find a folded piece of paper tucked inside. I glanced around, my heart hammering in my chest, before unfolding it. "We are taking the exams today. Wish me luck. I would like to see you after we are done. Urgent." The handwriting was messy, familiar. Gavin. I crumpled the paper and shoved it deep into my pocket, refusing to acknowledge the way my stomach twisted at h
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