"I am not paid for it! "replied Alexis, examining the address in his hand and staring at the building before her.
She was a secretary at Shepherd and Harry’s Landscaping. Office! Amanda Shepherd had no authority over her to ask her to “negotiate” with her former lover!
Well, she could have told that to her boss at the company. Now, standing before the construction of two floors, of apparent bricks, I thought it was too late to complain.
With an exasperated sigh, he smoothed his beige suit, which matched the pants and his white silk tank top. An outfit that made her look like an old woman and not the 26-year-old woman she was, as your friend Norah used to say.
She felt comfortable in her costume. It seemed more professional, more serious. Before pushing the door leading to the bar, she sighed again. Throwing the behaved ponytail over her shoulder, she came in.
By the time, the environment was practically empty. Few people in the background, next to a pool table. And on the counter, three guys, one in each corner.
Who would be Ethan Marcus?
The way was to ask.
"Excuse me, – she leaned over the counter to get the bartender’s attention. "I’m looking for Ethan Marcus. Does he work here?
"No. "the man answered, examining her.
If he didn’t work there, why did Shepherd tell you to look for him instead?
"Do you know where I can find him?
"You just found it, baby!
The voice sounded like a man next to him.
Impossible! Your boss, Amanda Shepherd, would never, definitely never have a relationship with a man like that.
He must have been in his fifties, a very prominent belly, a visible hair defect and must have been at least five feet tall. Amanda was supposed to be one and eighty.
Again, Amanda Shepherd wouldn’t even look at somebody like that!
Alexis tried to disguise his expression of unbelief, while the man displayed a good smile, accompanied by a wink and a silent toast, raising his glass.
He had a nice face, but he certainly wasn’t his boss’s type.
When she intended to demonstrate, a large, manly hand landed on the subject’s shoulder:
"Impersonating me again, Ed? When will you learn that women will never fall for your trick? "joked the newcomer.
Yeah, that was Amanda Shepherd’s type! By the way, any kind of woman!
He was tall, very tall, an angular face, a manly chin with a very sensual dimple to adorn him, the stubble to do, a well-made nose, fleshy and well-designed lips, thick eyebrows to serpents blue eyes – or would be gray? - and a wide chest.
He wore light jeans that showed his manly thighs – he obviously worked out – a dark, well-cut suit, a white shirt with an open collar and a loose tie that compelled him a masculine stripped air. The strap of his backpack went through his wide chest. It should be coming from work at that moment.
Only then did he realize that he had been motionless, examining the subject, who was also examining him with great interest. Alexis turned red and bowed his head. It had been so long that a male specimen did not call his attention. But that, of course, would not go unnoticed or the most indifferent of women.
Dressed as old. Suddenly, Norah’s phrase came to mind. At that moment, she wished she had worn something more feminine – perhaps.
What? I wasn’t thinking? I was there for work or something like that.
She looked suspiciously at the two men. Did she know that the first was not Ethan Marcus, but how to make sure the second was?
"I can prove it. - the newcomer argued, pasting one of his hands over his chest, seeming to have noticed his doubt. - Want to see my documents? - asked, putting his hand in the back pocket of the pants, intending to get the wallet.
Alexis pondered and decided that this would also be an exaggeration:
"No. it’s okay.
"But what did I do to have a beautiful woman like you looking for me? "removed the strap from her backpack and deposited it on the counter. "Not a lawyer, is she? "he inquired, with a slight smile shading his lips, slowly examining his formal clothes.
That look caused her some restlessness. Suddenly, she felt heat, as if the clothes burned her skin.
"No. I’m not. I’m Amanda Shepherd’s secretary.
Impossible not to notice the change in his brow. It became closed, the eyebrows almost united. But that did not stop her from proceeding:
"In fact, I’m here at her request.
"What does that woman want now?
The implicit pause in his question indicated that he contained a perhaps more outrageous expression. It was obvious that the relationship had not ended well.
Without making any comment, Alexis extended the envelope that the chief had sent to him.
She patiently waited for him to examine its contents. After all, Amanda entrusted him. In fact, she ordered him to return with an answer.
After reading the contents of the letter, the man let out a funny laugh. Then he raised the leaf towards the bartender, saying:
"Hey, Tom, she’s not giving up!
The other laughed too, seeming to know what it was all about:
"Who told you to wind up?
"Go laughing! Remember that his neck is also involved. "replacing the letter inside the envelope, he turned to Alexis. "The answer is. "he seemed to ponder, but in less than a second already answered. "No. "and stretched the paper back across his arms over his wide chest. "And tell that crazy woman to leave me alone, once and for all.
"Ok… "I was curious to know what was there that had made him so upset. But obviously did not ask anything. Collecting the envelope, he put it in his pocket, straightened the body and held out his hand to say goodbye to him.
He took her in and a long, languid electric current ran down her spine. God, she’d been so long without sex that the mere touch of that man’s hand turned her on.
Trying to disguise the blush, which obviously covered his face, Alexis broke off contact by saying:
"Thank you very much for your attention. I will not take up any more of your time. "and so you made your way to the door.
"Wait! "He called her, making her turn. "Why hurry? Let me at least buy you a drink!
Why did he have to have that sexy smile? And the smell of cologne that reached his nostrils? Disturbing, very disturbing.
Maybe if he was in another situation, and he wasn’t who he was. Yeah, because she had to remember that that was Ethan Marcus, the ex, but still wanted Amanda Shepherd’s lover. It was more than obvious that his boss hoped they would get back together. So, sharing a drink with him was out of the question. I didn’t want to risk losing my job because of a man. Even if it was The Man.
"It is not worth saying that you are still working. "he joked, noting his hesitation.
"In a way, I am.
"But it’s almost six. It’s Friday. It was a long week of work. We deserve a good cold drink, don’t you think?
"I’m sorry, but I really can’t.
"Then give me your phone number. So I can call and arrange another day.
The idea was tempting. To spend a few hours in the company of a charming and fragrant man like that.
"I’m sorry, but I doubt that’s a good idea.
He scanned his face for a moment, slightly shaking his head:
"I understand. "said vaguely. "But if you change your mind.
You realized he was waiting for you to say his name:
"Alexis. Alexis Morgan.
"Well, if you change your mind, Alexis Morgan, you know where to find me.
Smiling briefly, she headed for the door. What man was that? His walk was tense, for he had the distinct feeling that he was still examining her.
Upon reaching the heavy door, he risked a look back. And as he predicted, he still stared at it. Hiding a cowering smile, he left the place.
The building belonged to him, bought it when he moved to New York and set up his architecture office in the city center. And it was that building that Amanda Shepherd wanted anyway to buy and out, of course, the desire to go back to her bed.
Ethan could not stand women like Amanda, possessive, full of frills and who liked to show too sophisticated. She attracted him by her appearance, since she was a gorgeous woman and, I had to admit, perfect in bed. But that was all. When he got to know his personality better, the charm ended. Even the sex cooled. Not liking prolonging an unnecessary situation, Ethan ended the relationship.
And it was during this brief relationship that she developed an interest in her property. He said he wanted to buy the place to create a restaurant for his father, who lived in Chicago. The building was really well situated, in a prime neighborhood, with many renowned establishments installed on the street.
But Ethan didn’t want to sell. Not even for the price way above the market that Shepherd wanted to pay. Money wasn’t a problem for him. He lived well, was not a millionaire or anything, but his office, which he shared with partner Eric, a childhood friend, was well regarded. It guarantees you financial comfort.
He had already clarified it that he had no interest in the business, but that woman would not take no for an answer. Then, of course, it wouldn’t be the last time I’d hear of her.
Well, suddenly there would be a bright side: the chance to review the beautiful Alexis Morgan.
Sitting in the subway on the way home, Alexis pretended to be focused on something on his tablet, to avoid the insistent looks of a man, sitting a few meters away from her.
I was too tired for a flirt. Although I would happily flirt with charming Ethan if I could.
Sliding her finger over the screen of the device, even without seeing anything, decided that she needed to stop thinking about the subject. Mostly because he was your boss’s ex, but also because you didn’t want a relationship right now. You had to focus on your job. I felt his big chance was near.He was working on a landscaping project for a significant client. The difficulty lay in the fact that she was just a secretary and then would have to present her project to Amanda Shepherd, hope that she would like her ideas and, hopefully, give her the account. Norah, who was also a secretary in the same office, said she had little faith that this would happen.I knew I was dreaming big, but I had to risk it. It was your dream, you had to fight for it.Therefore, he spent all his spare time at work and did not want a relationship to take away his focus.He suddenly tried to remember the last time he had been with a man. November, just before the Thanksgiving, and it was already July.He was
As she sat on his desk, he looked at his sketches, properly stored in a cardboard wrapper. The flash drive with the computerized version was also there. Sighed. It had not been that day, but it would be in another! I would not give up!The day was exhausting! Amanda was agitated, calling her all the time. She had sought her lunch, exactly as had been ordered. However, the restaurant must have been wrong about something and unfortunately all his anger fell on Alexis.When she returned to settle, snorting in anger, since the mistress as always thought herself master of the truth and did not let her defend herself, Norah came to reassure:" Do not call! Absorb and abstain! " hummed the mantra. " She needs sex!Alexis laughed." Oh, but you didn’t just tell me about the ex cat!Well, what better way to talk about that man than to calm down?" Oh, God! " Norah sighed, after the very neat description of Ethan. " I want one of these for myself! No wonder she’s climbing the walls! Get dumped
Holding her slim waist, Ethan made his way through the small crowd until he reached a table at the far end of the bar. He waited for her to settle down and sat down opposite her. “ So let's get down to what brought you here! “ he asked, wanting to cut the preamble short. That way, they could move on to something more interesting. Alexis took the other envelope from the bag and handed it to him. With a sigh, he began to read. Seconds later, he laughed, shaking his head negatively. He realized that he loved to see him smile. It made her insides churn and the muscles in her much”needed sex contract. Badly, Alexis! Too bad! “ She doesn't give up! Would you like to read it? “ He held out the sheet of paper to her, seeing her look of interest. “ No. I don't think so. “ Why not? “ It's personal and involves my boss. “ Well, as soon as you gave it to me, it was mine. So I can do what I want and I don't mind you reading it. Alexis was still a little afraid. So: “ So… “Darling, why a
Caught surprised, Ethan staggered back, gasping."Alexis..." he called, making a move to hug her again." No! " She almost shouted, with her hand outstretched, preventing her from approaching. " I can't...'Alexis, don't…' he almost begged." I"I ... I've to go!" She tried to straighten her hair in disarray and walked away, almost running away from him.My God! She was at his mercy! How ridiculous! Didn't even know him!He continued walking, even without feeling firm in his legs, without looking back. If he touched her again, she would be lost. He probably wouldn't have the strength to resist.Panting, Ethan ran his fingers through his disheveled hair. I watched a desperate Alexis turn the corner, heading for the subway. How could she leave him in that state?Wow, what was that? What a kiss, what a mouth! A soft, fragrant body!And the way she reacted to him? He wasn't really as aloof as he wanted to appear.He now ran his hands over his flushed face. The kiss ended abruptly, leaving
" Oh my God! he exclaimed, throwing himself under the counter." But what...? Norah was startled, frowning.“Ethan! He is here! she muttered terrified.“Where …?”"Please, Norah!" Don't say I'm here! " begged." OK! – despite agreeing, the other seemed not to understand.He knew he would have to explain later. Many of them!Soon I heard Ethan's voice." Hello, good afternoon!" Good afternoon, sir!" How can I help you?"Oh... I'd like to see Amanda Shepherd."“Oh, I'm sorry, but she isn't there. You're traveling on business!" Same? How unlucky!He came to see his ex"lover! Clear! Not for her, but for Amanda! Despite everything he had said about not being interested, he came looking for you! After the kiss they had exchanged, he came looking for his former lover ."Do you want to leave a message, sir?""No. What I have to say to her needs to be said face to face!"" I understand.“But then… Norah. – he read on his badge. 'Alexis Morgan, she works here, doesn't she?'Oh God! He had com
At the end of that day, when she finally found herself alone in her apartment, Alexis leaned back against the closed door and let out all the agony she had had to hold back all that long day.She wished she could scream, but she just let the tears roll down her cheeks.In a rush of rage, he undressed, throwing the pieces in the distance.When she told Norah what had happened, her friend was outraged. He had said that if he had gone with her, he would have said good words to the Cobra! But then she soothed Alexis by saying that the other's opinion of her shouldn't matter to her. Only she knew about herself and reminded her that Shepherd's plan not to draw Ethan's attention to another woman had failed. It was no mystery to them that the man was head over heels for Alexis, regardless of what kind of clothes he was wearing.This even cheered her up a bit, and she laughed along with her friend.But now, alone, she felt like crap! That damn cow had hurt her deeply. Norah had been willing to
" You're so hot, Alexis... I want you to touch me, feel what you do to me. – he whispered, directing her hand to his sex.She was surprised by a discovery. It seemed so big, thick, powerful.Never had she wanted to hold a male member in her hands. But how I wish I had the courage to take off his pants and caress him!This realization astonished her!When he pushed her panties to the side, dipping his finger into her womanhood, Alexis gasped.Ethan groaned into her breast. She was so receptive, wet, and the way she reacted to him was driving him completely crazy with need.Cosmic waves washed over her every time he moved inside her body.Conflicting emotions ran through her head. It felt like it was about to explode and it scared her. He desperately wanted Ethan to stop, but he wanted just as badly for him to continue.So she almost protested when he withdrew."Don't go without me, darling!" I need to be inside you! " Ethan murmured in agony.Pulling back a little, he reached into his
Alexis stopped. Oh, God!! Would he have hurt him?" I'm sorry! " he whimpered. " I hurt you?Ethan smiled between a sigh, and she felt his warm breath against her face:"Absolutely not, my dear!" I would love to let myself go into those luscious hands of yours, but I need to be inside you, and soon! His tone was possessive."Oh! she exclaimed, embarrassed.Ethan chuckled softly at her. One hour a sensual goddess, the next she looked like a shy girl. He turned off the shower and gave her an almost chaste kiss on the forehead. He held out a towel.“Here. I don't want you to be cold.Alexis finished adjusting the terry cloth over her body and headed for the bedroom. He collapsed onto the big bed, his legs dangling over the floor.Ethan rummaged in the dresser drawer for the blessed condom. She took the opportunity to admire him. The wet body gleamed dimly lit by the light of the small lamp. He was bent over, so his back looked even broader. She wanted to run her fingernails through them.
Seven years later...“Noah! – Alexis called from the kitchen. "Don't try to trick me, young man!" I know you're awake! She smiled and shook her head.Soon her little boy, dark, with beautiful and expressive blue eyes and curly hair, appeared. He was the exact copy of his father. Even the heterochromia in his left eye he had. He came with his arms hanging by his sides, dragging his feet and his head down. It was the picture of defeat. But it didn't move her. Every day was the same. And he looked gorgeous in his Buzz Light"year pajamas ..." Mom, why do I have to go to school today? – he retorted. " It's too early, it's raining, it's cold, and I'm still sleepy...“Noah! She grabbed him by the collar of his blouse, leaning down and showering him with kisses, from his rosy cheeks to his neck, where she knew he tickled. " Stop being lazy, boy!" Stop, mother !" – he scolded, squirming to get rid of her hands, while trying to hide his laughter and keep an angry face.With one last kiss on h
She nodded in agreement, seeking support in her husband's arms, she braced herself." Now. Come on, it's almost there, Alexis... " encouraged the doctor.Ethan was all agony. He hugged the woman's hard body, holding her tight and praying to heaven that it would all be over soon." Ready! – the doctor exclaimed. – A perfect baby… And with great lungs!And then they heard the little one's desperate cry. And Noah was in the world. Alexis collapsed onto the bed, smiling, her body completely given over to exhaustion now.Ethan, as soon as she was seated, went searching for his little treasure.When his eyes landed on that tiny creature that was now wrapped in a towel by the nurse, he could never put into words what he felt at that moment. It was a feeling that everything in life finally made sense. That everything was complete! And that his love for that tiny piece of people was so immense, so intense, that he would give his life for him, without even blinking.Without realizing it, he had
Alexis sighed and stroked her enormous, nearly nine"month"old belly. As usual, he couldn't help but smile. She could not even believe that she would soon meet her already very beloved son! And thank heavens for having the smoothest of pregnancies. A little nausea or other, but nothing that bothered her too much. Now that she was heading for the final stretch, she was feeling more uncomfortable, her legs more tired, her back that wouldn't let her sleep, or sit, or walk, but still, nothing could take the smile off her face. I was delighted! And seeing the happiness of her beautiful husband, every time he looked at her or caressed her belly and talked to her little one... She asked herself if she deserved so many blessings!Ethan insisted, as did Godmother Norah, that she stay home and rest, but she just couldn't sit still. Like now, when they finished an arrangement that would be delivered the next day, and they were already closing the office. When she felt that her body was asking for
But I knew something was missing. Even though her adoring husband didn't push her, it was no secret how much he wanted a baby. Alexis also avoided talking about this subject, as he was still too afraid to go through that situation again. But every time she saw how much love he treated his little godson, son of Eric and Eileen, the more her heart sank.So, a few weeks ago, without telling him, she had stopped taking the contraceptive… And then came the main gift she planned to give him.Grasping the handle, Alexis bit her lip and slowly opened the door.Ethan looked up at her as she walked in and leaned against the closed door, hands deep in his coat pockets. With that so beautiful, sensual and beloved sexy smile in the corner of his lips, he examined her completely and slowly:"Hmm... Especially... And those red shoes..." His pretty white teeth showed as he widened his smile. "Can I take my clothes off now?"Alexis bit her lip again, throwing her head back, in a short sensual laugh, s
" Excellent! " and headed for the stairs. "Because all I want is to take care of you!" You must be exhausted! " already in the bedroom, he placed it carefully on the sheets. "You've had a surgical procedure, you shouldn't be walking around!" He feigned an angry expression as he freed her from her shoes.Alexis laughed and stretched out her arms, beckoning him with her hands:" It's because I needed to see you today!Ethan also quickly got rid of his shoes and went to her side:" All you had to do was call me, and I'd be back on my own axis, to you!They stared at each other for a long moment, as if memorizing each other's faces. Arms wrapped around each other, bodies very close together. As if they were one." I love you! Alexis whispered, lost in his blue eyes. "And I would give anything to be able to make love to you…" She nibbled lightly on his lip.Ethan closed his eyes, holding a sigh in his chest.“What's a few weeks? " he himself seemed not to feel firmness in his words. "And t
'It wasn't your fault, Alexis!' Ethan stated, exasperated to see her in that state, reaching for his hand. “It was natural. The doctor told me..."But I rejected him one day!" " she interrupted him, excited, fleeing contact. "And God punished me by taking him away from me!" And I'm sorry if I let you down... " he added in a thin voice, lowering his head."You didn't let me down!" He softened, this time clasping her hands in his."But you wanted this baby so badly!" She looked at him, dejected."Yes, but that wasn't in your hands!"Alexis raised her teary eyes to him. They looked desperate, anxious. And then the words came out:"Ethan, I love you!" So much! His voice was serious. " You have become the reason for my life! But even feeling this way and feeling this way,” she subtly released her hand from his. "I can't impose myself on you...Wow! What was going on there? Alexis Morgan had just confessed that she loved him? Ethan was stunned for a moment. He couldn't believe his ears!But
Ethan turned as Norah returned to the living room. But even without the other saying anything, she knew the answer and sighed."You know her, don't you, my friend?" " lamented the brunette."How is she, Norah?"“In a deplorable state, Ethan! Of all the blows she's taken in the last few days, I believe this was by far the biggest blow.Ethan collapsed on the couch:"She was so happy lately!" This is all very unfair! he whispered, anguished. "I need to see her!"“Better not, Ethan!“Damn it, it's my wife, Norah! I have to be by her side now!"I don't think she wants you to see her the way she is, Ethan!" She is really devastated. Give her a break, buddy!He looked at Norah, his blue eyes even more intense. Then he let his shoulders tense and rested his head in his hands."I've never felt so helpless before!" I do not know what to do...The brunette sat next to him, caressing his shoulder:"You'll come out of this situation stronger, Ethan!"" It will be? I don't really believe in it...
“She… how did she react, Norah?”“You're in shock, Ethan. She just didn't react. It went into automatic mode after I found out what happened. He let them do what they wanted, no questions asked. And I don't know if that's a good thing, Ethan!" Can I see her? He indicated the door."He's asleep, but I am not convinced that's a problem."He put his hand on the doorknob, but stopped himself, taking several deep breaths. Then he straightened up and turned the piece of metal, very slowly."Norah, can you call the doctor, please?" – the brunette asked softly. "I'd like to speak with him."" Yes, of course…Ethan walked in and closed the door, carefully so as not to make any noise. The room was in shadow. Everything very silent. But he could see Alexis's silhouette, huddled in the middle of the white sheets. She looked so small in that bed!What the hell! Your Alexis… your baby! He covered his mouth and nose to stifle an agonized scream. It would have to be strong! He repeated to himself. F
" The baby? Ethan's question was asked very quietly, as if he already knew and didn't want to hear the answer.The woman shook her head slightly in the negative." Oh God! he gasped, as if he'd taken a powerful blow to the stomach.Then he would bend over, bringing his hands above his knees, as if gasping for air.“I'm so sorry, Ethan! " Norah came to hug him, no longer holding back her tears." My God! " he was too agitated to be able to stay in a hug, so he accepted the touch quickly and pulled away, studying his friend's features. " And Alexis? She is fine?“He's sleeping now. They had to do a curettage, I think that's the name. She's sedated now.“She… how did she react, Norah?”“You're in shock, Ethan. She just didn't react. It went into automatic mode after I found out what happened. He let them do what they wanted, no questions asked. And I don't know if that's a good thing, Ethan!" Can I see her? He indicated the door."He's asleep, but I am not convinced that's a problem."H