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12. I want the cat mask
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2021-08-30 18:02:08For the past two weeks, Eren and I have enjoyed living together. We spent every morning in the pool and every night watching the Vampire Diaries. We have decided to watch everything again from the first episode of season one. I have also compromised with him and watched some football matches.
Eren and I have turned back into close friends. I never thought we would get that bond back. And even my childhood feelings for him have returned. Though I've realised that I'm crushing hard on him, I kept it to myself. I'm too shy to tell him anything. I don't think he feels the same. We just got our friendship back, I don't want things to turn awkward between us.
My friend Didem also came at my place frequently to cheer me up. But I know the real reason is to see Eren. I've not heard much of her brother Azure. He has totally forgotten about me and I bet he is dating someone. Last week, I was totally bored at home and I convinced Eren to take me out. H
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Eren "Goodbye...Eren." She turns and walks away. I watch her in despair till my vision becomes blurred with tears. She then disappears completely as my eyes are overflooded. It's as if somebody just stabbed me in the heart, rending me paralysed. I can't breath, I can't think, I can't live. My body feels so weak, like my soul just left it. A lump is formed in my throat as I'm about to break into tears. I inhale and exhale several times, searching to control myself but with her gorgeous face in my mind and that of our son, it's unbearable. Succumbing, I fall down on my knees and finally cry my heart out, tears deluding down my cheeks like a waterfall. I punch the ground once, twice, but the pain in my heart is still here. I punch a couple of times more, but I can't get rid of this ache. Like an injured dog, I howl my heart out in the darkness of thi
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