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Chapter Nine - Distance Killing Me

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Do you ever find yourself going to a place and when you get there you have finally forgotten why you went.. that feeling of knowing that you wanted to be there but you don't know what for.. So you are left feeling lost or like an idiot.

I felt like that, but my situation was different. I felt all sorts of lost and empty but mostly confused and hurt. I've never valued someone the way I did Tee and for our first argument (if it was) to take such a turn and maybe threaten our friendship like this, it terrified me.. it terrified me because Tee meant a lot to me.

While I was on my way home my mind and feelings were all over the place. I felt like yelling at someone. I failed to understand what it was that pushed her to this extent, to wanting time apart and space from me. I thought we were good friends.. I thought we were cool.

I paid my R224, got off the car before rushing up to my dorm. I put my key in but it was blocked .. Freya was home. I pray she leaves me the fuck alone. I wasn't
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