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Chapter 32 - YOU ARE ME
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Peggy, Emily, Nina, Sophie and I went to the garden to have some tea. We were all thinking about Dr. Richards said. I looked at my friends and somehow, I feel glad they're here at the same time worried to get them involved with my problem.
"I'm sorry if you got caught with my problem. It's fine if you won't come with us anymore. I don't want you to get involved any further."
"Are you insane? Didn't you hear what Dr. Richards said earlier? We have to support you, it'll help you. Alora we're friends. We know the risks. Honestly, I'm scared of your younger self. I'm scared of what lies behind those memories of yours, but I also wanted to know what happened. We'll stay with you no matter what, so you won't lose yourself." I was touched with what Emily said. My tears suddenly fell. I was keeping it from falling since this morning. They all stood up and embraced me.
"Thank you! I'm so lucky to have you guys."
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