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Chapter 40 – FEAR
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2024-10-29 19:42:56LUKE POV
I rushed to get home after the conference because Sophie said that Alora might switch personalities again.
"Luke, why do you think it's been happening lately?" Percy asked. I know she's also worried for Alora.
"I don't know either. Dr. Richards said that it happens when the person with DID suddenly remembers something about the trauma. But Alora said she doesn't remember anything so I’m not sure either." I'm getting anxious. What if Alora switches personality and won't come back for a while?
"Dad is doing research about her case and he's been up all night almost everyday. I know he'll find something soon." Jayden is confident about his father.
I don't know every detail but he has DID as well. In his case,
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