The sun was warming my skin, and it felt so good. I was sitting on the grass with my head held high, with my mother by my side. She giggled, getting my attention.
“What?” I asked, curious, looking at her. Her blonde hair was in a high ponytail, her features and blue eyes exposed. We were always told how much we looked alike. “You really love the sun, don't you? You got that from me," she smiled sweetly. I heard laughter and saw Elise—my younger sister running toward us. Her curly brown hair fell over her small shoulders, and she had a sparkle in her eyes that was unmatched. “Mom! I have a sunflower! Look!” She opened her hands and showed me her new acquisition. “It's beautiful, Elise! Where did you find it?” my mom asked, grabbing the flower. “It was there,” Elise pointed behind us. I smiled widely, admiring my little sister; she was always so happy. Suddenly, darkness began to flow around us. The sun disappeared, and a cold breeze brushed against my skin, sending shivers down my spine. I stood up, looking around desperately. “Mom? Elise?” I called out, but they were no longer by my side. I felt a presence, a hot breath on the back of my neck. Fear paralyzed me for a moment. “Anaís,” a rough voice said. I swallowed. “No…” I whispered weakly, starting to run fast. I had to escape from him; I only knew that. “Run, run, run.” He sounded amused; I could feel him right behind me no matter how fast I ran. My legs felt so heavy. “No…” I repeated in a murmur. “No, you can't escape from me, Anaís.” “No…” I tripped and fell on my hands and knees. I felt a warm liquid beneath me. I lifted my hands and saw it was blood. Tears blurred my vision, and I began to shake uncontrollably. “No…” I tried to wipe the blood with my shirt. “Anaís”—his breath brushed my ear, and I turned around, but all I could see was an out-of-focus shadow. “Get away from me!” I screamed. “Come here, Anaís, come.” “No,” I muttered, taking a step back until my feet touched something. I turned around and froze. My mother was on the ground, bruises on her arms and legs. Blood was pouring from the wound on her chest, and I covered my mouth with a shaking hand. “No, mom…” “Red looks beautiful on her, don't you think?” “No…” A pair of cold hands rested on my shoulders. “Anaís.” “No!” I screamed, opening my eyes. I blinked, trying to recognize where I was: my bed. I was in my bed. My breathing was ragged and labored; I could still feel the wetness of the tears on my cheeks. “It was just a nightmare,” I whispered and sat up to hold my chest, trying to calm myself down. “Breathe, Anaís, breathe.” The nightmares were getting worse every night. I wished I could remember the night of the murder, but maybe it was just as well that way; I wasn't ready to face those tormenting images. I got up, taking a deep breath. I looked at the clock on the bedside table: 5:45 a.m. I always woke up at the same time, and I wasn't able to go back to sleep. I grabbed my towel and soap and left the room. The guard was sleeping in her chair. I couldn't blame her; she had been up all night watching sneaky girls, but I envied her because she could have such a deep, calm sleep. I passed her, trying to be as quiet as possible, and headed for the showers at the end of the long corridor. I grabbed the doorknob and was about to open it when I heard laughter coming from inside. Was someone there? I leaned against the door, pressing my ear to it. “Enough! They're going to catch us!” said a girl's voice, and then more laughter sounded. “The guard is sleeping; come here.” I froze. That was a man's voice. There was a guy in the girls' wing? And he was in the shower, doing who knows what with that girl. I heard some strange sounds and soft moans next. I leaned back against the door. What was I going to do? I turned on my feet, determined to go back to my room, but then I saw the guard standing there, stretching her arms out. “This is bad,” I thought, and before I knew what I was doing, I had opened the door to the showers and rushed inside quickly with my eyes closed. I leaned my back against the door. “What the hell?” the male voice exclaimed. I stayed with my eyes closed; I didn't want to see what they were doing. “I'm sorry.” “Why are your eyes closed?” the girl asked. I opened them carefully and saw that they weren't naked as I expected; but the girl was blushing. She was a brunette with big dark eyes. Her hair was all messed up. I had definitely interrupted something. “Who the hell is she?” the boy asked, stepping out of the shadows. He had a high-cheeked face, and his lips were red, I guess from making out with the girl. It was then that I noticed he was shirtless. I looked away, blushing. “I don't know,” the girl replied, and she sounded annoyed. “We have a problem,” I cleared my throat. “Do we have any?” the girl asked, raising one of her eyebrows. “Yes, the guard woke up.” “What?” She turned pale and then looked at the boy. “I told you they were going to catch us. I really didn't want to get caught; with that and what happened the night before, I would be a direct ticket to the second floor. The boy had an idea. “I'm going to use the window to get out, and you two can get out of here as if you just took a shower.”“At 5:00 a.m.?” the girl exclaimed in disbelief. “People do that sometimes, you know,” I said, showing him my towel and soap. “Strange people do that,” the girl replied, shaking her head. “I’m Lyra.” She extended her hand toward me. She was going to say my name, but I knew she’d never pronounce it correctly. “Anna.” I shook her hand. “What's with your accent?” the boy frowned. “Leave her alone, Flynn.” Lyra smiled at me before focusing on him again. “Before he—” Lyra pulled him by the hair and kissed him passionately. I looked away uncomfortably. A few seconds later, Flynn was climbing out the window. He took one last look at us and blew a kiss to Lyra. “See you tomorrow at the bonfire,” Flynn whispered and disappeared into the shadows. “Bonfire?” I asked. Lyra looked at me for a second as if she were hesitant to tell me. “Yes, it's a secret celebration. You know boys and girls can't mix in this crazy place, so we have a midnight bonfire once a month where boys and girls can
A few hours later, I was in class, resting my chin on my hands again. I chose the chair near the window so I could look out whenever I wanted. It was my escape. “Anna,” Emilie whispered behind me. “Yeah…” “You didn't help me with my French yesterday; my evaluation is this afternoon.” “I'm sorry I forgot.” “Can you explain at least some things to me over lunch?” “Okay…” “Thank you! Thank you! You are a sweetheart.” Professor Ryan continued talking about the different religions that exist in the world while I looked at a tree in the garden. “Cowards will not enter the kingdom of heaven…” I remembered the hooded man's words from the night before. Who was he? I was sure he was a patient here, but what was he doing on the roof of the girls' wing? An image came to my mind: his grey eyes and those thick lips. That was all I could see of him. I sighed; I had to stop thinking about this stranger. The rest of the day was the usual routine; more classes. I had a little fun teaching Emi
“Lyra, wait!” I exclaimed as I followed her through the dark hallways of the mental institution. She was walking fast. We were heading for the bonfire, but at that moment I regretted my decision. If we got caught, I doubted I would come out of this unscathed. But the adrenaline was flowing through my veins, and it felt good. The clock was almost striking midnight. “Just hurry up,” Lyra whispered as she continued on her way. I stared at her back as I silently followed her; Lyra had a nice body, I must admit. She was wearing tight jeans and a white long-sleeved t-shirt. She had a small waist and rounded hips. Her black hair was in a ponytail. She looked really good, which made me evaluate my outfit once again. I was wearing baggy pants and a loose purple shirt with a pair of purple Converse. I sighed; looking attractive had never been my thing anyway. “Anna?” “Hey?” “You can see the guard over there.” She pointed ahead; there was a young woman sitting in front of a metal gate. “She
I wondered as I realized I had nothing to do there; I had no friends and only knew Lyra and Flynn. I sighed; maybe I shouldn't have gone there in the first place. I heard some girls laughing, and I remembered my little sister. The way she laughed was unique; I always remembered that. Looking down, I felt sadness wash over me once again. I missed her… a lot. It’s hard when you’re used to seeing three people every day of your life and then suddenly lose them. I sighed; maybe I should just leave. That place wasn’t for me. I stood up and started walking toward the path that would take me to the school’s backyard again. I felt a few stares on me, but I paid them no mind. I looked at the ground, trying not to step on a rock, and crashed into a strong chest. “Ouch!” I exclaimed, taking a step back and rubbing my nose. “Are you okay?” a soft voice asked, and I looked up, staring at the source. There was a blond man, staring at me with big green eyes. He looked so much like Luis, my crush
I was frozen; the hooded boy was there in front of me. I didn't expect to see him. I had so many questions, yet for some reason, I couldn't get a word out. His grey eyes looked deep and intimidating to anyone who looked at them. I lowered my gaze, trying to avoid his. “Anaís.” I looked up in surprise; he pronounced my name perfectly. “That's your name, right?” “How do you know my name?” “I just know,” he shrugged indifferently. “I must say, you're not very good at hiding.” I... “Although you are good at hiding what you feel.” “What? What are you talking about?” “Nothing, forget it.” “What do you want?” I asked, remembering that he had found me, so he had the right to ask me something. He moved his head to the side and then took a few steps toward me until he was close enough for the fragrance of a delicious cologne to brush my nose; it smelled very good. “What do I want?” he asked, pacing around me, making me nervous. I felt like prey about to be devoured by its pred
"Anna!" someone shook me by the shoulders. I slowly opened my eyes and saw a blurry face. "Anna?" I blinked a few times until my vision became clear. "God, it's so hard to wake you up," Émilie added, leaning back. I looked at her in confusion, forced myself to sit up, and looked around, realizing I was in my room. "What happened?" My head ached, memories of the previous night filling my mind. The bonfire… Logan… Xander… the blood… him… Oh my God… I exclaimed, jumping out of bed. "What's wrong?" Émilie asked, surprised. "The blood… I…" I checked my clothes; I no longer had on the purple t-shirt and dark pants that I had put on before going to the bonfire. I was in pajamas. I felt totally disoriented. "Hurry up! We're going to be late," Émilie said, standing up and then walking over to the mirror. "Where is the blood?" “What blood?” Émilie frowned, fixing her red hair. "I... I was... it wasn't a nightmare, was it? I came back to my dorm last night, and there was bloo
“You have a secret admirer!” Émilie exclaimed excitedly after I showed her the little piece of paper. We were having lunch after our morning classes; three days had passed since the day I received that note. "I don't think so," I said, taking a sip of my apple juice. Isn't this just like a romance novel? he said, adjusting her glasses. I mean, he sends you a letter, Romeo and Juliet style. It's not a letter. It looks like a letter to me. Well, it's not, I repeated. I wasn't as excited as she was about it; I had no idea who could have sent that note, and those possessive words gave me chills. I didn't want to think that it was the killer. He couldn't get in here, right? Lost in my thoughts, I stared at my sandwich. It didn't look appetizing; I wasn't a fan of food lately. You're not going to eat that? Émilie asked, worried. Food was a sensitive subject for her. You ate half of your food yesterday, Anna. You need to eat more. I know that, but ever since my parents died, ea
Get away! I asked, trying to escape, hitting his chest. He just chuckled. You're scared of me? Why should I be afraid of you? Why do you steal people's pencils? I don't think so. His smile grew. You are funny. “Well, you’re not,” I said bitterly. He leaned toward me, his minty breath caressing my nose and lips. I tried to push him back, but he remained motionless. Leave me alone, Logan. His eyes widened when I said his name. I immediately covered my mouth with my hand like a child who just accidentally let out a secret. Logan leaned back, smiling. "You know my name," he said triumphantly. "You've been asking about me, haven't you, Anaís?" No! Of course not! I just... happened to hear someone say it. You're lying. I'm not lying! I answered nervously. Without being able to stop it, I was already blushing rapidly. I looked away, embarrassed. One of his hands took my chin, forcing me to look him in the eyes again. I swallowed hard, his thumb brushing my bottom lip, his