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Chapter 40. “Pain in my heart”
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Chapter 40. “Pain in my heart”
Hanna invited me to have a talk. I don’t know how did she know about my ability to see the death of people who touches or touches me. And that’s the reason why I accept her invitation. I need to find out.
Pagbaba namin ng lobby ay hinanap ko si Gavril, nilibot ko na ang buong paligid ng libby pero wala siya roon. I thought he is here now waiting for me. Pumunta na kami sa dining hall ng hotel para doon mag-usap. Pag-upo namin ay agad ko siyang tiningnan ng seryoso. I saw her release a deep sigh and face me.
“You can ask.” She said.
Alangan man ay nagtanong na ako sa kanya. “Paano mo—“ Natigil ang pagsasalita ko nang makita ko siyang ngumisi. Napasalubong ako ng kilay sa naging reaction niya, I just find it rude.
“I know that you’ll ask me that.” Seryoso niyang sabi. “Because like you, I am also special.” Nanla
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