Chapter 23. “Recklessness and Sacrifices”
“Gavril!” malakas kong sigaw habang tulala sa nasusunog na bahay. Lumabas naman ng gate ang Yaya ni Jaxon kasama siya habang ako ay naiwan na tulala sa nasusunog na bahay. Si Gavril, nasa loob pa siya!
“Hindi,” sambit ko kasabay ng pagtulo ng luha ko. “Gavril.” Humagulgol ako ng iyak, napayuko at napaluhod. Hindi maaari, bakit naging ganito?
“Roux!” mabilis akong napatingala nang marinig kong may tumawag sa akin. Pagtingin ko ay nabigla ako at nakahinga ng maluwag habang nakatingin sa kanya.
“Gavril!” sigaw ko saka tumayo. Tumakbo naman siya palapit sa akin. Puno ng dumi ang kanyang mukha.
“Hindi ko na naagapan ang apoy, mabilis itong kumalat at bago pa sumabog ay tumakbo na ako.” aniya at saka ako hinila palabas ng gate.
Paglabas namin ng gate ay marami nang tao ang nasa labas at natataranta
Chapter 24. “Ending life, ending pain”There are two things most of people are scared of; one regrets about what they did from the past and two, the fear of facing the trials in the future. The past that will haunt them until the present time and holding them back to move forward to the future.Pauwi na kami and we are now inside our village leading to each others home. Kanina pa tahimik si Gavril na malamang ay iniisip pa rin ang nangyari kay Mang Jordan. I know that he is affected from what happened, kahit naman ako. We want to save him but the fate made it’s way to happened what is suppose to happen.Bigla namang tumakbo si Sham-sham dahil nabitawan ni Gavril ang tali nito. Tiningnan ko si Gavril at seryoso lang ang mukha niya habang tulala.“Gavril!” sigaw ko sa harap niya at nagising siya. “Si Sham-sham!” Napalinga-linga siya at hinanap si Sham-sham at saka tumakbo para kunin ang aso
Chapter 25. “The hourglass necklace”Eight years ago, I was living in my dark world. And eight years ago, my darkness wolrd change when my parents did their best to lighten up my world. But in exchange, they risk their lives and leave me alone. I can still remember and I will never ever forget that one unfortunate night.“Mommy…”I was inside a car and abducted by I don’t know people. They were wearing mask, holding a pistols and knives. They took me from the hospital after I survived the surgery. “Mommy…”I was crying, shouting and calling my parents to help me. I was so scared and trembled. I didn’t know what to do but I prayed that someone could save me from these people.After a long ride, the kidnapper brought me to a far place, an abandoned factory. It was so dark and I couldn’t recognize where
Chapter 26. “Precious time, treasured moment”Dinala ako ni Gavril sa isang Italian restaurant. May nakareserved na table para sa amin. Pagpasok ko ay agad kaming naupo roon para kumain ng lunch. Nagsuot nga rin pala siya ng coat kanina habang nasa kotse kami. At kotse ng family nila ang gamit namin.Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya habang kumakain siya nang mapahinto siya at tumingin din sa akin kaya napaiwas ako at sinimulan na rin ang pagkain. Narinig ko pa ang pagngisi at mahinang pagtawa niya. Halata bang kanina ko pa siya pinapanuod?Pagtapos naming mag-lunch ay muli kaming sumakay ng kotse at sabi niya ay may isa pa kaming pupuntahan. This time, dinala niya ako sa isang mall. Madami ang tao pagpasok namin sa mall kaya binalot agad ako ng takot at pagkabalisa, pero naramdaman nawala iyon nang hawakan niya ang kamay ko. Napatingin ako sa kanya at nakangiti siya sa akin, isang ngiting sa tuwing makikita ko ay kumakalma ang p
Chapter 27. “War within ourselves”“This is so confusing.” Ani Gavril habang hawak ang third note at saka ako tiningnan. Iniwas ko naman ang tingin sa kanya at yumuko dahil hindi ko alam at nakalimutan ko ang tungkol sa note. Masiyado akong nadala sa importanteng araw na ito, masiyado kong in-enjoy ang araw na ito. We could’ve save her but it’s too late now, she’s gone.“Roux,” napatingala ako nang tawagin ako ni Gavril. Bakas sa aking mukha ang pagsisisi at panghihinayang. He released a deep sigh. “I know what you’re thinking, it’s alright.” Natahimik ako at natulala sa kanya. Mapait siyang ngumiti sa akin. “Hindi ba hindi naman natin control? Nangyari na.”“Pero we are aware about the notes, but this, nakalimutan natin ang tungkol dito dahil—“ Hindi ko na natuloy ang sasabihin ko nang takpan niya ang labi ko ng kanyang hintuturo
Chapter 28. “False Accusation”Gavril and I together with the prosecutor are now in a nearest café from the funeral house. The prosecutor is sitting on the other side of the couch while holding his cup of espresso coffee topped with a hot milk and cinnamon powder. I looked at Gavril and he seem so fine sipping to his frappe. Habang ako naman ay mahigpit lamang ang pagkakahawak sa malamig na baso na may lamang fruit tea.Sabay kaming napatingin ni Gavril nang marinig namin ang tunog ng tasang nilapag ng prosecutor. He is now staring at Gavril with a smirk written on his face. Gavril return him a smile and wave his head.“I know what is going to you mind, Kuya Alf. Just ask,” he stopped and put down his cup of frappe on the table. “And we will give you our honest answer.”Natahimik ang prosecutor at nakatingin lang kay Gavril. Ngunit napatingin din siya sa akin saka muling tinuon ang tingi
Chapter 29. “Hatred and Frame-up”Finally, Kuya Alf called Gavril. We are now on our way to the prosecutor’s office. Sabi ni Alexis, Kuya Alf intentionally avoided us calling because this is not a playground for a child to play. But Gavril insists to help him with the case and he asked me if he can tell them about my ability and I gave him my permission, at first I can feel and sense that Kuya Alf is really hesitant to believe what Gavril said about my ability, not until Alexis helped us to explain and persuade his brother to believe us.After that day when Gavril, Alexis, and I talked about the third case, it is now clear in my mind that it was a murder, the suicide thing is just a trap to make the case confusing. But when Alexis breaks down his hypothesis based on the things that I have seen in my vision of Francine Domingo’s death, we are now sure that it was a murder. But the suspect who is now detained is not the r
Chapter 30. “Can’t be avoided”Every day, there are about 150,000 people died. And many people are mourning losing a loved one. The human body is made of billions of cells as they grow, and when that cell biologically stops functioning, the human body will eventually die. They say that nobody knows how and when are we gonna die, nobody knows what will happen when our time arrived. Death is part of our life. We are all born to live and we are all gonna die. Nobody can escape death, death is inevitable.Ulan.Tulala ako habang nakaupo dito sa may swing sa may playground. Hawak ko ang tali ni Sham-sham dahil naglakad-lakad muna kami dito sa village. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin mawala sa isip ko ang nangyari noong nakaraang araw. Hindi kami nakapunta sa appointment namin na kausapin si Aldwin Herrera kahapon, tumawag daw sa kanya si Kuya Alf na we will do the interrogation tomorrow, kahit kahapon noong nagkita
Chapter 31. “Jealousy and confession,”Pagpasok ni Jimwel sa loob ay sige naman ang tahol ni Sham-sham sa kanya. Nilapitan ko si Sham-sham dahil parang galit na galit ang aso sa nakita niyang bagong tao.“Sham…” sabi ko habang hinihipos ang balahibo ng aso. Napatingin naman ako kay Gavril nang marinig ko siyang tumawa at nagtaka. “Bakit?” tanong ko. Tumatawa niya akong tiningnan.“Wala.” Pagdadahilan lang niya habang winawagayway ang kamay sa akin saka tiningnan si Jimwel. Si Jimwel naman ay parang inis na tiningnan lang si Gavril. Hinawakan ko si Sham-sham para makadaan si Jimwel at makapasok sa loob.Pumasok na kaming tatlo sa loob. Pero naiilang talaga ako sa kanilang dalawa, parang may tension sa bawat tinginan nila at kanina ko pa napapansin ‘yon. Tiningnan ko si Jimwel, panay lang ang tingin niya sa buong bahay. Ibang-iba talaga siya sa Jimwel na nakilala ko noong
EpilogueGavril’s Point of ViewFifteen Years had passed.The ambiance inside the courtroom was filled with tension as everyone inside is waiting for prosecutors and the defendant’s side to speak. Everyone is cautious and careful. The judge locked his eyes on anyone who is speaking. This is not actually a tough case, because I can actually prove this old man’s innocence. This is a case of murder but the real culprit of this crime framed up someone, pointing and setting up someone’s innocence.I sat very straight and calmly as I can while I am hearing the lawyer of the defendant’s statement. He stating the scenario capturing the main suspect of the crime. He also asked the suspect about his statement of what happened that night. I looked at the old man seated in the jury box seat as he was asking about the case. Kita ko ang labis na kaba at takot sa mata ng matanda. His voice
Chapter 50. “To infinity and beyond”One..."Hey! Look there she is again!"Why do people are so judgemental?Two..."So, she really looks creepy, huh?"Why do people say hurtful things?Three..."I remember when we were in grade school? She kept on crying and we didn't know why?"If I could just ignore it, but I can't.Four..."Really? Do you know that she lives in a haunted house in our village?"If I could just find a cure or something to stop it.Five..."Hey! She's coming near...baka marinig ka niya."If I could just cover my ears just not to hear all of your heartless words.Six..."Oh my God!""Hey! You freak! How dare you!"If I could have a choice not to have this.Seven..."Oh! You slap her!" So, that I can live
Chapter 49. “Dark clouds, pouring rain”March 15, 2019Naitakip ko ang dalawang palad ko sa aking mukha habang malinaw kong nakikita at naririnig ang matinis na tunog ng isang aparato sa loob ng emergency room. The doctor was applying CPR but in the end, the woman I bumped earlier died. "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." I whispered as I wiping off my tears. Another death happened. Isa na namang pagkamatay na nakita ko. "Excuse me?" napapitlag ako nang may kumatok sa pinto ng cubicle kung nasaan ako. "Are you okay?"A deep voice of a man asked me. Nalito ako at nagtaka dahil nasa restroom ako dito sa school pero bakit may lalaki sa loob ng restroom ng mga babae?"I'm fine...just leave me." sagot ko habang inaayos ang sarili ko. I heard him chuckled. "You know what, you really scared me. I thought you're a ghost. Muntik nang hindi lumabas i
Chapter 48. “Thank you, my first love”“Gavril stop. Stop all of this. Why do keep on insisting on what you are believing for? Kung ano ang iniisip mo sa tingin mo ay tama!” “Bakit hindi ba, Roux? Alam mo, hindi na rin kita maintindihan minsan. Hindi ko alam kung iniiwasan mo ba ako dahil sa note o sa nakita mo tungkol sa akin or may mas malalim pang dahilan. You run off my house when you knew that it’s my father’s portrait. Tell me, Roux!”“Hindi mo na kailangang malaman, Gavril. Dahil aalis na ako rito.”“Mahal na mahal kita, Roux pero parang pagod na ako…”The memories of what happened yesterday keep on lingering in my mind. Paulit-ulit na umi-echo sa tainga ko ang sinabi ni Gavril. Ramdam ko ang sobrang emosyon nang sabihin niya iyon. I don’t understand myself but I felt so guilty right now. Gavril
Chapter 47. “The Family Feud”Buong araw kong pinag-iisipan kahapon ang lahat tungkol sa nalaman ko. What happened in the past is still clear in my mind. That tragic scene of my life, the day when my parents died in front of my own very eyes. And now that I found who is responsible for that tragedy. It was him, hindi ako maaaring magkamali. Pero sa likod ng galit na nararamdaman ko nang malaman kong Daddy ni Gavril ang taong nagpakidnapped sa akin noon, mayroon akong lungkot na nararamdaman. Bakit sa dami ng tao, magulang pa ng lalaking mahal ko ang gumawa noon?That day, I leave Gavril in confusion. Tumakbo lang ako palabas ng bahay nila without saying a word. Sobra akong nabigla at natakot nang malaman ko ‘yon. Kaya naman kahapon pa rin ako tinatawagan ni Gavril and he even went here pero hindi ko s
Chapter 46. “Mirror of our soul ”Eight years ago, I cannot see how beautiful the world was. I was blind and all I can see was darkness. Kapag magbi-birthday ako, palagi kong wish ay ang may mahanap nang magdo-donate ng mata para sa akin. Gusto kong makakita, gusto kong makita sila Mommy at Daddy. Gusto kong makita ang mundo, ang magagandang paligid. And when my 9th birthday coming, I told my Dad my birthday wish again, to be able to see. And that wish was commanded by my Dad.“Really, Dad? Makakakita na ako?” I was so excited that time when Dad said the news to me. He finally found eyes for me.“Yes, Princess…the operation we will do the operation tomorrow, so have to prepare and be strong.” My Dad said. I nodded so quickly in response to him.“Yes, Daddy…” sagot ko. I felt his hand slowly patted my head.&ldqu
Chapter 45. “Nightmare of the past ”It’s been a week since Gavril and I didn’t see and meet. And there are about five days before the said date of Gavril’s accident. Habang palapit nang palapit ang petsang nakasulat sa note ay mas lalo akong kinakabahan. Amanda and Alexis are busy with the last note. And since last week, we still didn’t find who is the person named Gabriel on the last note.These past few days, I feel like I went back to my old self, myself of being alone again. Siguro ay nasanay na ako na araw-araw ay nakikita at nakakasama ko si Gavril. Pero dahil kailangan namin hindi magkita para maiwasan ang mangyayari ay handa akong maging mag-isa. Alexis also forbids us to communicate with each other. Noong una ay nalungkot ako but later on I understand and realized Alexis’ order.Bukod sa hindi namin pagkikita ni Gavril ng isang Linggo, isa pa sa nangyari na pinagtataka ko ay ang palagi
Chapter 44. “Terrifying vision”Gavril Ahren SantillanMay 28, 20194:58 PMCar accidentHindi na ako nakatulog simula nang magising ako kanina dahil sa isang nakakatakot na panaginip. Parang totoo, parang totoo ang lahat. Papasikat na ang araw at nakaupo pa rin ako dito sa aking higaan habang hawak ang pilas ng isang note kung saan ko sinulat ang mga detalye tungkol kay Gavril. Malungkot ko itong pinagmamasdan. Ang pangalan niya, ang petsa, ang oras at ang pangyayaring tatapos sa kanyang buhay.Malalim akong huminga at kinalma ang aking sarili. Ramdam ko ang sakit ng aking mga mata dahil sa pamumugto nito. Kanina pa rin ako walang tigil sa kakaiyak. Natatakot ako. Natatakot akong mangyayari ito.Kinuha ko ang notebook kung saan nakalagay ang mga notes at tinago ang note kung saan nakasulat ang mangyayari kay Gavril. Bumaba na ako sa higaan ko at lalabas na sana
Chapter 43. “Mystery of the last note”Tahimik kong pinagmamasdan ang mga batang naglalaro rito sa playground. Hapon na at naisipan kong ilabas muna si Sham-sham at maglakad-lakad dito sa village at nang mapadaan ako dito sa playground ay naupo muna ako at hawak ang tali ni Sham-sham na nasa tabi ko.Mag-iisang linggo na mula nang magbakasyon kami ni Gavril sa Tagaytay at manalo sa Kite Competition sa Cavite. Ganoon pa rin naman ang nangyayari, pumupunta si Gavril sa bahay, maglalaro sila ni Sham-sham, magku-kwentuhan kami at saka uuwi na siya. Pero sa ilang araw na palagi kong kasama si Gavril sa bahay, palagi ko pa ring naiisip ang sinabi sa akin ni Auntie Remi tungkol kay Gavril. I don’t understand why do I need to stay away from Gavril just because he is a Santillan? I don’t get it and what is the connection of Gavril’s family to ours? Bakit kilala ni Auntie Remi ang family ni Gavril?“Si Gavr