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Understanding: Valen
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2022-01-12 23:55:56After my talk with Blake, I wasn't feeling great about my original theory. I had to be careful with my questions, trying my best to make sure I didn't say anything that would raise suspicions. In all, Blake didn't believe that werewolves abilities could be replicated. Which meant I was back at square one.
I needed to find Eva. My anger at her betrayal had not extinguished but I needed answer as to how my life was going to go now. When I'd be allowed to call and ask about Alexandria and find out how my patients were doing from Michele.There were to many uncertainties in my life right now.From Blakes clinic rooms, my guards and I made our way back down to the kitchens and dining hall, I didn't think I'd find Eva still there, but it wa
Carrie S.Hey y'all! Thanks for reading! Sorry if this chapter is really poorly edited, I finished it five minutes before my deadline and had no time to edit! Promise to try and do better in the future!
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