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Preparing- Eva
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Was he safe? I knew the warriors I had sent would protect him with their lives, but was four guards enough? Would they stay out of view?
I had been in an almost constant state of panic and worry since I had left him earlier today, unable to focus on anything other than him. It was an odd feeling, caring for someone so completely when I barely even knew them. Valen was a complete mystery to me, and yet, I loved him totally and completely. I would do anything for him.
And yet, I did not know if I could trust him with my secrets. How was I supposed to tell him who I was, what I was? Would he accept us? Sapphire felt sure he would, and yet, I was not convinced. There were to many variables, I needed to learn more about him before I made any hasty decisions and seeing as how humans did not camp for extended periods of time in the same location, I didn’t even know how much time I had to make such a crucial decision.
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