The day was finally done and I felt quite fulfilled. Mr. Davison told me that I did a good job with my research and I was feeling the lawyer vibes already. The workload wasn't as much and having short conversations with Flynn and Maryanne when we had nothing to do was fun.
Packing my stuff, I put on my bag pack and stood up before carrying a bottle of water that I was drinking earlier. I turned and saw that Flynn was still typing in some things in his laptop while Maryanne's seat was vacant. Since I was done, I decided to walk over and say my farewells.
"Still busy?" I asked as I stood next to him.
He leaned back into his chair and stretched his arms over his head. "Sort of. I just have to finish this and I'm done for the day."
"Is it always this busy?"
"Not usually. It mostly depends on who your supervisor is. Mine has a case coming up and I'm doing my best to help out."
"Lucky you. I can't wait to witness a court case in real life."
"You definitely will before you leave." He looked over his shoulder at me and his blue eyes twinkled with mischief. "You're already done right?" I nodded and he continued, "Why don't we go out? Just to celebrate you landing the internship."
I hummed. "I can't. I'm staying with relatives and I prefer getting home before them."
"You don't want them to hear you masturbate?"
I chuckled. "I'm not that pent up. There's also someone who's gotten my attention."
He grinned. "Scandalous. Who's the cupcake?"
I put my finger in front of my mouth. "It's a secret."
He pouted. "I thought that you were more open with me."
"You don't see me asking about your personal issues."
"I'm happy to share if you're that interested."
"Exactly why I don't ask. I'm not interested, Flynn."
"How cruel."
"Anyway, I'll see you tomorrow. Don't get an STI."
"Andy!" He yelled and I laughed before walking out of the place.
I greeted the other employees on my way out and while I was here, I planned to make as many connections as I could. I quickly walked to the bus station as I waited for my bus to arrive.
Later, I got off on my stop and began my walk to the Young's house. Nodding my head along to the music playing in my headsets, I slowed down my pace as I enjoyed the evening breeze. The sun was just setting and the sky looked immaculate.
I stopped my walk when I noticed Henry seated on a swing at the park. He was still in his school uniform while his bag hanged on his back so, I figured that he made a stop here before he could go home.
He was swinging back and forth slowly as he kept his gaze on the ground. I knew that he practically hated me. I knew that he didn't want me to talk to him. But I also knew that place and I had an idea of why he was there.
Remembering what his parents told me made me fail to leave him alone. Letting out a breath, I began to walk towards him. I sat on the swing next to him and I looked at my phone before turning off the music.
"How was your day?" I asked as I took off my headsets and packed it in the pocket of my coat together with my phone.
"What do you want?"
"I want to know how your day went."
"If I tell you how it went, will you leave?"
I hummed. "It depends on my satisfaction."
"My day was shit," he answered, keeping his eyes down. "Some annoying assholes came to recruit members for their club in my class. One of them kept trying to get me to join but I have no interest in clubs. Especially those where we have to interact too much."
"Wouldn't it be fun if you had more friends?"
"How bothersome. You're starting to sound like my dad."
"Sorry. So, what else happened?"
"Do you really want to know?"
"I wouldn't ask if I didn't."
He hesitated. "We had a surprise chemistry quiz but it was something that I went through last night so, I expect an A."
I smiled at him. "I'm proud. If you do, we should celebrate it."
"It's just a grade. There's no need to get excited about it."
"I think that it's cool to celebrate grades. I'll be looking forward to hearing your results."
"Weirdo."
I looked around us. "Nathan loved coming here, didn't he?"
He was silent for a moment before asking, "How did you know that?"
"I told you, your brother was my best friend. This was his happy place for a really long time. I can almost imagine him sitting here until the sun fully sets."
"He was the coolest."
I looked at Henry. From the time that I sat here, he hasn't risen his gaze. "I miss him too. I'm still regretting not being able to go to his funeral back then. There were plenty of things that I wanted to say to him."
"Didn't you move? Why are you behaving like you care so much?"
"You don't need to be physically there to be cared for. Besides, Nate and I talked every Saturday morning on video calls."
He hummed. "I always wondered who he was talking to."
"You should've asked. It would have made our reunion much easier."
"I don't care about his friends though," he said nonchalantly and I smiled tightly at that
"Figures. Can I be your friend though?"
"I'm not a child."
"I didn't say that you were."
"And I don't like you."
"I heard you the first couple of times."
He sighed. "Just give up. I bet that Mom and Dad have already told you about me."
"They did, but they didn't say anything bad."
"They probably did." He smiled sadly. "They think I'm a bother."
"That can't be true. Your parents care about you."
He clicked his tongue in annoyance and stood up without looking at me. Before he could take a step away, I got out of the swing and grabbed his wrist. He turned to look up at me and unlike the angry look that his eyes usually held, this time his eyes were filled with sadness.
We stared at each other for a while and I was surprised that he could pull a face like that. Despite the angry and usually nonchalant attitude he had all the time, he was hurting inside. I didn't know what to do to make him feel better but I wanted to do something.
Without thinking, I pulled him into my arms and gave him a soft hug. Henry went rigid against me and I could feel his heartbeat racing. He didn't return my hug but stood awkwardly as if waiting for me to let go. Slowly letting go of him, I kept my hands on his shoulders as I looked at his face.
His eyes were slightly red and puffy, showing that he might've been crying before I arrived. They were also glossy from the tears that he was obviously trying to hold in and I knew that I shouldn't, but he looked so cute at that moment.
"Adorable," I thought as I reached out and ruffled up his hair affectionately.
Suddenly, Henry's face flushed and I was taken aback. He dropped his gaze and bit his lower lip in thought before pushing my hands away.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" He asked angrily as he tried to hide his blush with his hand.
I slipped my hands into my pockets. "You looked like you were about to cry so, I couldn't help myself."
"Don't go hugging me like that. I don't even know you, fucking pervert!"
My eyes widened in surprise. "Hey, I thought that I'd comfort you."
"I don't need comfort from anyone. Especially you! Fuck you! Die!" He yelled and ran off, leaving a dumbfounded me watching him ran away.
What just happened?
~
After staying on the swings to give Henry time to cool down, I began my walk home. I was still trying to figure out what had just happened but the pieces were taking their sweet time to come together.
Reaching the front door, I held the handle and let out a nervous breath. I had no idea of what was waiting for me on the other side but I was sure that I'd be ignored or insulted when seen.
I laughed sadly. Nobody has ever treated me with insults like this.
I opened the door and walked in. As expected, Mr. and Mrs. Young weren't around and Henry was probably in his room. Ever since I moved in, I realised that he barely left his room and I figured that it was probably to avoid having to interact with me.
Or maybe he was like this before I came and just hated being disturbed.
I walked up to my room and glanced at Henry's door that had a white and black "Go away!" sign with a skull emoji at the end. The dude really valued his personal space.
Entering my room, I closed the door behind me and put my bag on the table next to the door. I quickly undressed and went to take a shower. After I was done, I was back in my room preparing for the evening. I had some research to do later and I figured that I'd watch TV instead.
Opening the jewelry box in the top compartment of the set of drawers next to my bed, I pulled out a silver lip ring and put it on. Walking to the mirror, I ruffled my hair up and grinned at the destruction in front of me. The shirt that I wore didn't hide my tattoo and I felt pretty proud of myself.
Despite having a good day at work and loving my course, the dress code was a pain in the neck. I hated having my hair all neatly combed back, looking like some library geek. Well, I was a library geek but I didn't like looking like one.
I left my room and went into the kitchen to get a bag of salt and vinegar chips before walking in the living room. I paused when I found Henry inside as well. He was seated on the floor in grey sweatpants and a black hoodie as he solved some math equations.
"We keep bumping into each other," I said as I sat on the couch and looked at the action movie that was playing on the screen.
"Unfortunately," he answered with a sigh.
"You're not going to run off to your room?" I teased and he looked over his shoulder to glare at me.
"This is my home, remember? Don't think that I'm afraid of you."
I chuckled. "If that's the case then I'm glad."
He looked at me for a moment before turning his gaze back on his books. "What happened to looking like an adult?"
I rose a brow in confusion. "What do you mean?"
"You were looking all grownup in a suit but now you're back to looking like some street side punk."
I threw my head back and laughed at that. "Is that how you see me?"
"I'm studying so keep your voice down," he mumbled.
"Anything for you."
I noticed his ears turn red. "Stupid Andre."
What progress. He finally said my name.
"I was so shocked when I watched it last night. I didn't expect it to be so good," I said to Louis over the phone. "I told you that it was. Why don't you ever believe my movie recommendations?" "No offense but the stuff you watch suck." "Gee, thanks," he said sarcastically and I laughed. I looked at my reflection and admired the cream white panties that I had on. I was currently in a white shirt and panties as I laid down on my bed and looked at how flattering they looked on me. I felt a little narcissistic by how much I kept looking at the mirror but I couldn't blame me. I was amazing to behold. It was Saturday morning and I woke up around seven because that was my body clock's schedule - alarm or not. I took a shower and in the middle of dressing up, Louis called and I abandoned further clothing. "By the way, wanna hang out today?" Louis asked as he chewed on something and I cringed at the sound.
"It was so cool how they found out that her own son killed her," Ryan said as his eyes practically sparkled. "I didn't expect that." "I know, right? I honestly thought that it was that weird neighbour that showed up at the most suspicious times," Louis agreed before looking at me. "What did you think, Henry?" "I actually found it quite anticlimactic," I said with a sigh as I slowly stirred my milkshake with a straw. Earlier, we had all agreed to watch a horror movie and I was looking forward to it despite trying to hide my excitement. It was my favourite genre, after all. Ryan was still impressed by Andre's appearance so, he sat next to him so that they could talk. I was happy to have avoided sitting with Andre but the movie swiftly killed my joy. What a waste of ten bucks. We were currently in a restaurant downstairs as the hot summer weather made us gobble up cold beverages relentlessly. Ryan and Andre sat acro
I huffed as I dropped my hands, giving up on my attempt to fix my tie, and grabbed my bag from my bed. I had dismantled everything by accident while I was putting it on earlier and putting it back together was tougher than I thought. Despite the summer vacation already starting, my school offered extra lessons in the morning for anybody who was willing. Being the sucker of knowledge that I was, I couldn't miss out on that. I also couldn't imagine being home all day so, I had to keep myself busy in a way that would benefit me at least. Opening my door, I got out of my room before locking it and heading into the kitchen. I was a little sad that Louis and Ryan weren't willing to join me for my summer classes. There were probably going to be a few people in class who were forced to attend them because of low grades. I entered the kitchen and poured some cereal into a bowl before adding milk and eating it. The house was very quiet so I figured that
I sighed and stretched my arms over my head as a yawn escaped me. As expected, work kept piling up and the free time that I treasured at the beginning was slowly thinning away. Dropping my arms, I continued to do my research while keeping good posture in mind. As much as work pulled in most of my attention, back and neck pain was something that I absolutely dreaded so, I was careful with how I was seated. I looked at the screen and smiled at Henry's name being the name of a client on the case file that I was researching on today. Things between Henry and I became a little steady. I could see progress in how he stopped ignoring my existence and that he continued making a cup of tea or coffee for me despite saying that it was the last time. What made it more worthwhile was that he didn't wait to be asked anymore. When I found him in the kitchen, he'd stand up and make one for me. I didn't bother to tell him which o
"How's your internship going?" My dad asked Andre. "It's okay. I'm learning a lot and having fun," he said as he gave him a polite smile. "That's great," my mom said happily before taking a sip from her glass of water. "How are you liking your stay here?" "It's great too. Thanks for accommodating me." She laughed bashfully. "Don't thank us. We love having you over." "Really though. I would've been struggling to look for a place if you hadn't offered." "You're like a son to us and I'm happy that you've gotten used to the place." I scoffed internally at their praises as I ate my food. We were all having dinner together and as usual, my parents were gushing over Andre. They kept asking him about his day and his feelings and I felt beyond irritated. They didn't look at me or ask me anything, not that I would answer if they did, but still! Every time we ate together as a "family", I felt more like an outsider and it made me want to spend even less time with them. Andre nodded at w
I unlocked the door and heaved a heavy sigh before walking in. I was nervous today and that was because Henry was ignoring me for three whole days. We couldn't even be in a room together. The awkwardness was so heavy that Henry even stopped having dinner with us and he wouldn't be home when I came down for breakfast. I felt frustrated. It was like all the effort and progress came crashing down and I had no idea how to fix it. Closing the door behind me, I walked up to my room and put my things on my bed. I left work early since my supervisor had a personal event to attend to. On any other day, I would be grateful for the free time but today, not so much. I got my towel from my closet and went to the bathroom. Entering the small room, I was met by my reflection across from me and memories of that night flooded my mind. I remembered it so clearly and the memory couldn't get out of my head. His slender body was leaning towards the mirror and his round butt looked delectable in those p
I yawned as I squeezed some toothpaste on my toothbrush. Despite it being past eight in the morning, I felt exhausted. I blamed that on my brain that didn't want to settle down until two a.m. I kept twisting and turning so much that I didn't notice when I fell asleep. I began to brush my teeth as I looked into the mirror and succumbed to my thoughts. After Andre and I kissed yesterday, my heart seemed to malfunction every time we crossed paths. Things weren't awkward but there was something that I just couldn't put my finger on. When Andre told me that I looked hot in my underwear, I felt more happy than I expected. I felt even more happy when he said that he got turned on by it. I didn't think that anybody would look at me in that state and think that. Everytime I thought of someone seeing me in my female underwear, I imagined disgust and contempt. But Andre proved me wrong. I was surprised when he said that he was gay. He looked like the type that was popular with women so, findin
"Rise and shine," Flynn said as he gently shook me by the shoulder. I groaned in protest and he chuckled. "You said that you wanted to be home by noon and it's almost ten right now." Turning to my back, I looked at my friend, who was smiling at me softly while a rob covered his naked body. "My head hurts," I said and cleared my throat to reduce the dryness. "Of course, it does. You were so drunk." He got a bottle of water from the nightstand and handed it to me. "Drink up. It's been a while since I've seen you get so carried away. It brings back memories." I laughed and sat up before receiving the water. "Sure does." Flynn and I went out yesterday and it was amazing. It's been a while since I laid loose like that and I had no regrets but for the drumbeat in my skull. We had lunch and took a relaxing walk before hyping ourselves up at a club. The music was loud and we met plenty of fun people. After we were done, we came back to Flynn's apartment and I went straight to bed while h
THE DAY AT THE BEACH; The sun was high in the sky as we enjoyed the heat and relaxed on this perfect summer day. Ryan was practically gawking at every girl who walked in front of us that I couldn't help but tease him about it. "Your virgin aura is showing," I said with a laugh and Ryan glared at me. "I'm just looking," he defended."Your eyes are doing more than that." He looked at Henry and chuckled. "Check him out." Leaning back into the sand, I glanced at Henry and caught him staring at a girl. He rarely showed interest in strangers so, watching him be that captivated was surprising. Henry has been acting strange since we arrived but I was glad that someone caught his eye. "Are you interested?" I asked and Henry flinched before looking at me. "Interested in what?" He asked."The girl in a white bikini. You've been eyeing her for a while." "Oh? Are you crushing on her?" Ryan asked with a mischievous smirk. "You should talk to her." He shook his head. "That's not it." "Reall
T/w; Trauma story ahead. Read with caution. The living room was silent as dad and I watched the large TV screen that had a movie playing in low volume. I nervously fidgeted with my hands as I tried to ignore the suffocating atmosphere that clearly filled the room. Dad didn't say anything but I could see that he was genuinely enjoying the movie. I looked into the hall and my shoulders slumped in defeat when I saw that the kitchen door was still closed. Those guys had no plans on letting me in anytime soon, did they? My father cleared his throat loudly and I looked at him. "Yes?" "Are you that anxious to see what they are doing?" He asked with a soft smile and I did my best to relax. "Uhm, yeah." He nodded thoughtfully. "I wanted to ask if you had an idea." "I just came back." "From work?" I shook my head. "From meeting my friends." "I see." "I went alone since I was having a t
"Where the heck are you?" I asked Louis over the phone while I looked around. We had agreed to hang out today and I had just arrived so, I was waiting for him. I would have followed him to the movie theater but the possibility of bumping into Ryan held me back. As much as I would love to talk to him, I was so high in my bubble of happiness that I wanted to stay away from anything that threatened to pop it. "I'm almost there. Just wait a little longer," he answered through pants. "Okay. I'm standing outside the arcade. Bring me a smoothie on your way here." "What? I'm already close to the arcade, dude." "There are plenty of shops behind you, right?" "Well, if a certain person chose to wait closer to the theater, I might've brought something for him." "Okay. We'll get something when you arrive." "Sure." He hang up and I put my phone into my pocket. I sighed. Ryan would usually get me these things without having to ask me. It was like he always knew what I was in the mood of. I
I kept my gaze on the ground as I thought of possible outcomes and reactions. Andre and I had just got out of the bus and the walk home was torturous. I kept my pace slow and Andre matched mine so that he wouldn't leave me behind. Saying that I was terrified was an understatement. My hands were shaking and my heart was pounding against my ribs. I talked to my mother yesterday to inform her of our arrival and she barely said a word. I didn't know what to expect. My father was obviously furious since I left without communicating but it was with reason. I couldn't risk jeopardizing my own plans if I said something. I heaved a heavy sigh and lifted my gaze to the house a few minutes away. It was now or never. I couldn't reach this far only to back out. "Calm down," Andre said with a gentle smile as we walked into the front porch. "I am calm," I retorted and he chuckled softly. "If you grip the straps of your bag any tighter, your knuckles will turn white." I loosened my grip. "Are
"Do you really have to leave?" I asked as I watched Andre pull on a black t-shirt."It's a group assignment so, I need to do it with them.""But I'll be so bored without you.""It's better than you waiting for me in the library with nothing to do.""What if I want to explore your school?""There's no problem in that but I won't have time to show you around.""This is boyfriend neglect."He chuckled and leaned down to give me a kiss. "I actually have your best interests at heart. My friends here aren't like Flynn and Maryanne. They'll be all over you.""But it'll be awkward.""It won't. I would actually love it if you got closer to my family.""I don't think that I can do that by myself.""You don't have a reason to be afraid of my parents though.""I don't but anybody would be nervous in front of their boyfriend's parents." I sat up when he got his bag from the top of the table. "Can't
I sat anxiously in the dining room as Darren stared at me. It was time for dinner and Andre and I joined them on the table. I never even considered having dinner with Andre's family and it was nerve wrecking.Everybody seemed relaxed as the began to fill their plates then there was Darren, who kept his eyes on me while making no attempt to get any food.Seeing that, like me, he was the only one who didn't know who I was. Everyone behaved familiar with me and he might have been feeling as left out as I did when Andre first joined us.I waved at him and he dropped his gaze to his plate, making me feel even more awkward."Does your brother hate me?" I whispered to Andre and he laughed."No. He's just curious.""I see." I looked at my plate and saw that he had put food on it. "Thanks.""No problem. You're okay with carrots, right?""I love them," I mumbled as I got a piece and put it in my mouth.He chuckled. "
"Okay, we'll see you later, man," Carlo, my classmate, said as we all stood up from the table that we were seated on and began to gather our things.Three classmates and I came for a group study at a cafe near school. My mind was way too distracted to study in solitude these past few days so, I invited my friends for this three hour afternoon session."Sure," I answered. "Don't forget to go through the documents that were released today.""No, problem," Susan answered."Should we meet again tomorrow?" Carlo asked.I shook my head. "Nope. I'll be busy.""You should say something when you're free.""I will. Anyway, it was nice meeting you guys.""It's been a while since we met like this." Thomas added on."Well, school's opening in less than two months so we have to put ourselves together.""I still haven't done my holiday assignment but I'll probably get it done before we enter next month."
I sighed as I put my phone aside. After Flynn gave me Andre's address, I've been trying to come up with an effective action plan.Flynn was right. What would I go there to do? Most importantly, how would I leave with my parents around? They obviously wouldn't let me and Mom would just get more upset if I disappeared.But I needed to see him and tell him something. Anything. I was scared that he would get angry with me and push me away, but did he really need to leave? Maybe this was a sign. We weren't meant to be and forgetting about him would probably be better.I groaned. I couldn't do that."How could you leave after changing my mindset, you piece of shit?" I muttered under my breath.I was currently seated in the locker room while I contemplated on all these things. It was my break and I didn't want to go out so, I came here to think in silence.From the money that I currently had, I didn't think that it was enough fo
I stared blankly at the ceiling as a frustrated sigh left my mouth. It felt like I was waiting for centuries and I was curious to know what they were talking about. I was currently laying on my bed as I let my thoughts wander. For every second that passed, my impatience grew even more. Why couldn't things be easier for us? Why did he let me leave? All these loops had my head spinning. My door suddenly swung open and I sat up quickly in hopes of it being Andre. Seeing my mother enter the room, I tensed up. "Where is Andre?" I asked and the look on her face made the knot in my stomach tighten even more. She was angry, I could see it clearly, but she also looked disappointed. As though I had crushed all of her hopes and dreams for me. "Honey," she began sternly, "I don't think that you and Andre should see each other anymore. I understand that your father and I haven't been the best of parents but this isn't