Jefferson
When I was younger I found the world to be such a cruel place. As two young kids who had no choice but to be on the streets. Every foster home we ran away from. Together as brothers we needed no one else. Eventually that all ended too. It was a normal day. We had just stolen food from the local grocery store. We were eating it in a nearby alley. My twin Morby as I called him, sat with me while we feasted on chips and candy. The smiles on our faces sere filled with Joy as we filled our stomachs. We laughed as we told each other jokes that we had heard from other children who attended school.We set frozen in fear as a shadow appeared over us. For sure this time we were going to get caught as the thieves in the grocery store. At times we felt that sometimes the store owner knew the kinds of kids that we were. We thought that he felt bad because of how we looked. We have been wearing the same clothes for so long that we lost count. Bathing ourselves in open restrooms and in the rivers of the forest was our normal. We made do with what we had. We always discussed the plan for what to do if we ever got caught.The pain in the back of my head was the worst that I had ever felt. I still remember the look of shock on my brothers face as his gaze lay on a space I couldn’t see above my head. As the world around me faded to black in the moment I remember calling out his name. I have no idea how much time had passed while I was out. I awakened disoriented and in pain. My eyes hurt as they opened and I peered around. In the distance I saw a body on the floor and I pushed to my feet as fast as I could.My steps faltered and wobbled as I headed toward the opening of the alley. When I saw that it was my brother laying on his back on the ground I fell to my knees. I tried to shake him awake as I screamed for him to get up. I called out for help but he just wouldn’t respond. Desperate to make sure that he was okay I broke our rule. My brother was hurt and I didn’t care if he would be mad at me for it later. I ran inside the store that we stole from every day and I grabbed the manager.His steps followed behind me quickly as I led him to my brother. I prayed that he would still be there. I wanted things to be different. I wanted to go back to the moments before when we sat there laughing with our candy. When he told me jokes and made sure that I always ate more than he did. When my best friend was awake and I could look into his eyes.I should have known after everything that we have been through that I wouldn’t be that lucky. I should have known that I would lose the only person in this whole world that meant something to me. I remember being in such shock as I stood there staring at the spot where my brother had lain. All that was left of him was a puddle of blood on the concrete. The color was a bright red and I could swear that when I blink it shined.I remember as the shop owner shook my shoulders and kept yelling at me to tell him what happened. I remember the crowd that gathered as I stood there unable to say a word. My mind kept racing as I tried to remember who was in that alley. Did I see anyone else near my brother? Did I see anyone hit him or who took him? Did I see a car or hear any noise at all? I would face all these questions for so long but never be able to come up with a single answer.For years, the very thought of that moment would make me angry. I had lost my brother all because I broke the one rule that he ever gave me. There was so much blood that there was never a question as to what had happened. My brother was gone. My life would never be the same without him. The other half of me would always be gone.It took so much time for me to heal. So much time to find even a piece of forgiveness in the moment. It made it so hard for me to accept myself and what came with being a dragon. Having the power to illuminate joy and happiness was the worst part. How was I to ever show others these things when I didn’t feel them myself? It all became a moot point when I lost touch with my dragon.The worst part of it all is that I punished myself for years. I made sure to never allow others to get too close. I never allowed my self to find joy in the small things. I didn’t believer that I deserved joy. Yet, it was all for nothing. The brother that I thought was dead, isn’t. He still leaves and breathes on this very earth where I have had to live without him for twenty years.However, this is a man that I do not know and who doesn’t know me. He is the one that brought me to this cold place that is now my home. He has beaten me and had me beaten. He has had me cut and been the one to do the cutting. He has become my torturing physically and mentally. There is no light shining in his eyes like it once did when we were children. This is a new man that I do not know. This is a dragon that I now fear.At the end of the day, the only thing that I know for sure, is that I will be the one to take him off of this earth. I will be the one that ends this life that he has made for himself. Now, he deserves the pain that I will bring him. If it had been just me who was to suffer, I could have dealt with that. I thought I deserved the consequences for breaking our rule. Although, he has since brought our mate here. I may not know her, but for this act along, he deserves to die………MorbiusWhen I see the world its different from the view that you have. You see family. You see happy homes. You see life and you see love. You see your hopes and your dreams. You see a job or a career where choose to go in each day. You find smiles and happy tears in each moment that you experience.For me though, its different. For me, this world is full of things for me to take away. Its full of things that are mine if I have the power to do it. Oh, and the power; I have a whole lot of it. In the world that I live in, I am unstoppable. In the world I live in, there is no room for caring. There’s no room to make friends. There’s no room to make or have a family. At the end of the night all I have are my knives and the blood that stains my hands.The screams of my victims haunt my dreams. The cleanliness of my metal home. For me, life is not a burden. It’s a place where I am free to roam and do what I want. I can take it into my fist and crush it or I can give it a chance to thrive. I never get to choose which option someone gets. There is someone that tells me what to do. I have been under his thumb since I was a child unable to escape the life that he taught me I should have. The life that I have now accepted as my own.This life that I have accepted is one that I have never even considered getting out of. I am a murder. I am an assassin. I like to bring pain to the people in the world whether they deserve it or not. I am a monster. I do not have a soul. I do not get or give second chances. I am undeserving of anything good. This is exactly where I am meant to be. This is who I am. Now, that I have brought here the very thing here that could interrupt it, I am going to have to make a choice.I don’t have a care in the world. The one person who I felt betrayed me in my childhood. The only person that I ever trusted, who was my so called family. He is the same man that is underneath my knives at this very moment. He is just like the rest of you sad people. He is full of laughter, joy, and life. Now I have spent my days slowly bleeding It out of him. I have given him one thousand cuts for a thousand things that he got to experience that I didn’t.I was the forgotten one. I was the one who ceased to matter. I watched from behind the scenes as the man with my same face moved on. I watched as he has got to live a full life. I watched him as he smiled. I watched him as he played. I watched him as developed his own family while he forgot the original. I was the one left behind. Now I have made this a moment in his life that he will never forget.I have made it my life’s mission to destroy everything that he has built. In the end, I will be the one to destroy the very life that he breaths too. But hey, that’s just another day in the life of an assassin. If It wasn’t knives and blood today, then it would be guns and ammo tomorrow.JuliaI’ve really gotten myself into the thick of it this time. I should have learned a long time ago to keep my mouth shut and to stay out of the way. I should have just lived a solitary existence and never made friends or tried to find love. I should have known that after generations of failure on my families part that it wasn’t in the cards for me.However, I just had to believe in it for others. I have never been one to lie to myself. I know exactly what the women in my family get out of life. Each one has found love and lost it. Once they lost it the only thing that they had to hold on to was the child that they made from it. Men don’t really fall in love. They choose woman who will give them what they need for the time being and then they move on. The universe seems to love playing tricks on the woman in my family.For decades no one has every sustained a lasting relationship. Many of us children knew who our fathers were but rarely ever saw them. Our mothers became our pillars for the epitome of strength. It taught me never to trust a man, despite the pretty words he uses. Now the universe has seen fit to give me two. I never thought it before now but I know that the mating phenomenon is joke. No woman in my family has ever been able to keep a man and I’m supposed to deal with two.I do have to say though, if this were real, then whoever is creating these men, needs to do it for everyone. Never have I seen so many muscles and physical attributes that make me drool. Bring in this facility of theirs is a complete drag but I have to admit that the eye candy isn’t too bad at all. I know that I may soon change my mind about that once they start the torture for this experiment they keep bringing up. I’m going to be out of here long before that.As for the universe, they can keep these so called men. As far as I concerned they can have each other with all the threats and the bickering. There is no room for either of them in my life and from now on the is no room for any of their kind either. I really do think that I have had enough of these dragons and their protective crap. They can find someone else to get between them because it won’t be me.Life is painThere is no pain in deathI am the destroyer, the delivererI choose who lives and who diesI am no GodI am a messenger of evilThere is no such thing as happily ever afterThere is death,There are no emotionsIts just me and my knivesThey need me as I need themThey are all I will ever haveMy mantra leaves my mouth smoothly just as it does every morning. Staring at my reflection there is no expression on my face. The scars tell their own story just as the demon that stares back out of my eyes. As I stare I don’t even blink. What would be the point?Once my morning routine is done I do the essentials. The water I use as I wash myself would melt off the skin of others. No matter how hot it gets I will never be clean. I will never be pure. There is nothing in this life that I haven’t taken for myself. I know that today will be a day like any other day. A day that I kill. A day that I come home to wash away the blood on my hands. Just like every other night,
I gulp audibly at the look that he gives me before shoving the doctor out of the room. As he turns his back for that brief moment I square my shoulders. I hear the growl behind me as Jefferson shows his frustration. I should have know pissing this guy off wasn’t a good idea but I just cant hold my tongue. I’ve never been able to. When he turns back toward me his facial expression is blank. I blink rapidly as I try to ponder what it means. I feel as my eyebrows furrow on my face as he stalks toward me. I don’t even know what to do to prepare myself. If I knew that he were angry, I might have tried to run. If he were simply upset I could have tried talking my way out of it.His blank expression however makes it so the only thing I do is fidget while I wait for him to walk over. I focus my gaze on that piercing black one of his. As his muscles bunch and maneuver I have to stop myself from looking at them. His bold movements almost reminds me of a lion stalking its prey. Just as I take
I blink my eyes open as I hear someone come through the door. I shake the sleep away immediately so that I can pay attention. I still don’t feel rested even though something tells me that I did actually sleep. The pain does that to me though. It makes me lose track of how much time I have been here. I know its been at least a few weeks. The first few days I had prayed for those in my clan to come and get me. once the tortured started though, I just wanted them to stay away. I don’t want any of them to suffer as I have been suffering. When my eyes finally focus I expect o see my brother as he stands before waiting. It’s the same each time he comes. He cuts, and cuts, and cuts until I pass out. Sometimes he doesn’t cut at all and he beats me.I can tolerate the beatings. Even though we are the same kind of dragon we can both handle the pain. Its those damn knives of his though that cause pain. They are made from something special that actually allows the metal to pierce my skin. I ha
The night was a long one. I could barely get her to speak a word with me when I attempted to start a conversation. I thought that things were going so well at first. I thought this was a chance that…well I really don’t know. I just didn’t expect her rejection. We are not rejected. I roll my eyes at his comment. We have been having the same argument all night as we stared at her. Being trapped in a room with her scent was torture itself. I have had to smell it so much that now I can almost taste it. The thoughts from my dragon seem almost barbaric as he sends images in my mind. I find that the images make it hard to concentrate on all except her. I hoped to find my mate. I had plans to woo her with the food I prepare. Back home in our clan, I had even collected recipes that I wanted to make just for her. When she finally falls asleep, I can tell the her rest isn’t peaceful. She tosses and turns in her little corner. I want to tell her to move but there isn’t anywhere else in the ro
The lecture that he gives me ends on a whisper as I stare at him. He cant even look at me as he goes into the rant. I don’t even think that he is thinking as he speaks. However, I do see his pain. He paints such a vivid picture that I can imagine it. Without meaning too he tells me everything that he has seen or gone through while he was here.My heart hurts as I look at the broken man in front of me. He seems so different from how everyone at the clan described him. Instead of strong and talented, he looks defeated. Instead of happy and jolly, he just looks sad. Instead of larger and boisterous, he looks smaller in my presence. I don’t even know what to say to him.“I’m sorry about what you have gone through Jefferson” I say lowly as I crouch in my corner. The room seems down right freezing now with out my clothes. I don’t even know why the bastard felt the need to take them in the first place.“I don’t want you to be sorry Julia. I want you to not go through it. Don’t make me watch
Things have gotten quite interesting this morning. Normally I wouldn’t bother with the duties in the camera room, but I want to see how this plays out. Surveillance may just be optimal right about now so that I can stay ahead of the Doctor. There is just something about the way that he has been acting that is bothering me. My instincts are telling me that there is something that I am missing but I can’t quite put my finger on it. It’s already been a few days and the doctor still isn’t back yet. I can’t remember a time that he has stayed away for more than a twenty four hour period. The man hardly leaves his office and has never taken a vacation. None of us have. He also sent a secure message through the server to start recording in all the rooms that have people or creatures that will be a part of Project O. Seeing as he has never been with anyone, I doubt he really wants to record a bunch of beast fucking their mates. He has never recorded them before. I spin around in the chair
I watch as she fidgets with a strand of her hair instead of making eye contact. The way that her face looks in this moment interests me. I can feel my beast comes forward as he looks at her through my eyes too. The color that has appeared on her cheeks makes her face look amazing. I didn’t even know that people with her skin tone could blush. She almost reminds me of the chocolate covered cherries that many of the humans in our clan enjoy. I just don’t know why she is having this reaction to such a simple question. “That color on your face looks delightful. What prompted it?” I ask her as I lean back on my heels.The look that she throws my way is one of pure contempt. My cheeks spread in an over grown smile that feels odd with he hair removal. I haven’t had a proper smile in so long that the motion actually hurts a bit. She bites her bottom lip as her eyebrows furrow and she looks away. “I didn’t want you to cut your hair” she mumbles.I blink thinking that I must have no heard her
My teeth are clinched as I walk through the halls of the facility. I cant even pay attention to the one act that I always enjoyed as I make my way to my brothers cell. I normally love watching as the timid little humans in this place scurry out of the way when they see me coming. Now, its as if the calming sound of my boots on the metal floors and the smell of their fear irritate me.When I approach the halls of the holding cells I make a quick right before going left to my brothers room. I smile when I see the pristine wall of tools. The being in charge of keeping them in good shape rises from the chair in a rush as he stands to greet me. I wave him off as I eye the wall for the items that I am looking for. When I find the first item I am searching for the smile that spreads across my face must be down right diabolical. A hiss leaves the fairies lips as he feels the spike in my emotions. I swipe them away just as fast and reach for the hammer. Next I grab the axe with a small chuckl
“Dammit Athena, that was the last one here” I hear Jefferson yell downstairs as I start to laugh. If I had to hazard a guess I would say that she once more shredded his robe as soon as he came into the room. The guys enjoyed leaving that fact out as the dragons of their females guarded the eggs. Not that I have minded too much.Since joining the guard under Maximus in the last few months I have always hated the uniform. For the last three days she has yet to let us leave the house. Athena’s way to ensure that we didn't leave was to strip off our clothes for her nest before we even tried. Knowing that he will come up here to complain I get more comfortable on the bed where Iaid out. His angry footsteps coming up the steps make me laugh even harder as he bursts into the room. “I told you that it was a bad idea. You will just have to cook what is here "I tell him as I don't remove my eyes from the book i was reading.“I just wanted to go and get some garlic. It's the only thing that sau
Our children come forward as Salvatore tells them that it is time. I know that this part won't be easy for any of us. Many here will not believe that he deserves such an honorable death. They would be right. But because he is our mate and we allowed hatred to rule him for so long, it is the least that we could do. We can grant him the gift of dying with love.“We will be here until the very end” I promise Slater as I look at him. His heart rate has picked up and I know that he is scared of what is to come. Blind in his hatred he wouldn't have feared death. However, feeling our bond and our love I would imagine it seems so different now.“It's painless dad. It will be just like going to sleep” Young Slay says as he kneels before him with his sister. I couldn't be more proud of my children at this moment. Knowing what they are capable of has always been hard.Marla looks up as someone comes closer and I watch as her dragon shines through. The child has always been too smart for her own
As the moon shines I can't seem to focus. So many emotions rush through as i look at my mates. My body feels so light that it seems at any moment i could take flight from the ground. Looking at my mates I can see the two children that stand beside them and yet the anger that the sight should cause isn't there.What I feel instead is indescribable. It is a connection that I know I have longed for forever. It's the connection to my mates that I witnessed so many others have. A connection that brings these tears that I cannot stop down my face. Looking around the rest of the yard in front of the cabin I can see all the others.The dragons that I have manipulated and deceived. The pain in my chest from what I have done is insurmountable. My eyes close as the images play in my head and I want to vomit. My hands claw at my chest wanting to rip my heart out for all the atrocities that I have committed. I don't deserve to be here. I don't deserve to take one more breath on this earth for all
As our children rush to me and embrace me, the world seems a bit less sad. I feel so tired from the day that i am drained but i can always smile for them. I know in a few moments they will have lots of questions that we will need to answer. At this time they are old enough to receive the answers. I know that bringing them here to meet theri father on his death may haunt them but it is the last thing that i can do for my mate. They hug there mother also and i watch Avery with them. Seeing her with them has always brought a smile to our face. Once they are done embracing, it is then that they notice the others who surround us and the man on the floor. They back toward Avery for comfort and i feel bad for springing this on them in the moment. However, their special talents will be needed in the moment.“Dad?” My son ask as he questions me. I hold my hand out and he comes over to me and pulls his twin sister along. I kneel in front of them as they look at the people that surround us. “Y
No one in the room can hide their shock as a man appears from Slater. The woman embraces the boy as he stands still and looks at everyone in the room. Tears grace Kawa’s face as she holds the young man to her. He steps away from her as he looks at her in confusion. “What am I doing here, mother?” he asks her as he looks at all of us. “I am here to free you my erzi. Now we can go to the land of the beyond so I can reunite you with your love. Let’s call it a wrong made right so to speak” she states. “My Io?” he asks as he smiles. The smile on his face disappears as he seems to remember something. His hand flies to the back of his head and he looks at his hand in confusion. Kawa’s expression turns sad as she watches emotions play across his face. “She will never forgive me,” he whispers. “That only you may find out. You will have to go to her first. However, there is one person that i would like you to see first” She says as she gestures toward the door. He looks up at the door confu
The commotion from the cabin can be heard before we approach it. Feet pound against the forest floor as everyone rushes forward. A feminine scream lets off into the air as growls and fighting can be heard. A sigh of relief fills my chest as I hear the distinctive growl of my brother. To know that he is alive is what I need as I listen to the words of my dragon. He is still lost to us in the grief of the mate that he believes we have lost. We can not let him succumb to it, or he will be lost to us forever.The words make me move even faster as I burst through the door of the cabin. I spot him as he faces off with Salvatore as the dragon man stands in front of Slater. It looks as if my brother has already had a few rounds with him and as if someone has also had a few rounds with my brother. I rush forward just as he goes to attack Salvatore once more. I fly through the air as I tackle him but it barely diminishes his momentum. He hits Salvatore square in the chest.Salvatore goes flyin
Looking at the faces in the room I can feel the words in my throat as they choke me. All these years and i know that the way that i handled things in the past was wrong. I made the decision based on our unborn children. I should have told Salvatore the truth of that night and yet I was afraid. I was afraid of how he would look at me and that I might have been left to raise our baby alone. I was afraid that he would see the dark side of me that Slater knew before I learned to control it. Who knows that Salvatore would have helped me control it later down the line. “Speak!!” Slater yells at me. Salvatores gaze swivels between us both as he tries to access my mind link. I block him from it not wanting him to see the actions. They are words that I need to say anyway. “That night was not how things were supposed to go, Sal. You have to believe me. I never wanted anyone to get hurt "I tell him as I plead with him. As I step toward him he steps away from me as he looks at me. I know from t
The fire in the fireplace roars to life as I stroke it. The flames are mesmerizing to me as I feel my mates closing in. I have waited for this moment. After everything that i have done now they have no choice but to pay attention. The best has still yet to be shown and they don't even know. They will be leaving this earth on this day just as I will be. An epically romantic moment until the bitter end.I laugh as their flames heat. By now many of their friends would have died. The other dragons would have changed into today's clothes not knowing that it would be their death. For those that didn't change into the close they would have their final meal. Everything was so eloquently executed and they were blind sided. This was the only way that things could go after they blindsided me all those years ago.I got rid of a problem. I saved us only for them to leave me. For years I waited for them to return. For years I felt them as they loved and they grew. After five years had passed I rea
Until this day I have no regrets about the decisions that I have made. Seeing the horrific things from the man that I loved hurt me beyond belief. When I heard of the things that he was doing to our kind I believed them. I had once upon a time seen his rage and I had Avery run from it. All those years ago and we have been running ever since. For decades I have felt the connection to Slater. In my anger and my fury at him I have all but denied that it existed. Today however, I have no choice. I have to follow it to where he is so that I can put a stop to him once and for all. I should have put a stop to it all those years ago, but because he holds my soul, I could not. Avery has always been the strongest of us. When she found out what he did, she so easily rejected him. I don't know if i could have done the same in her position but i know that it wasn't only herself that she was thinking of.When we returned after our trip in the forest and he shared our relationship, I was finally ha