Life is pain
There is no pain in deathI am the destroyer, the delivererI choose who lives and who diesI am no GodI am a messenger of evilThere is no such thing as happily ever afterThere is death,There are no emotionsIts just me and my knivesThey need me as I need themThey are all I will ever haveMy mantra leaves my mouth smoothly just as it does every morning. Staring at my reflection there is no expression on my face. The scars tell their own story just as the demon that stares back out of my eyes. As I stare I don’t even blink. What would be the point?Once my morning routine is done I do the essentials. The water I use as I wash myself would melt off the skin of others. No matter how hot it gets I will never be clean. I will never be pure. There is nothing in this life that I haven’t taken for myself. I know that today will be a day like any other day. A day that I kill. A day that I come home to wash away the blood on my hands. Just like every other night, the souls of the innocent will scream inside my head.The neatness of my closet brings me joy. I whip the towel off of my hips and grab a pair of pants. I only own one kind. Ten sets of the same kind. There are pockets for all my weapons. There is nothing else needed. I cover my scarred chest with a black t-shirt. The fabric pulls tight across my skin and allows me the mobility I need to catch my prey. Not that its challenging.I enjoy the quiet of my room as I start in on my knives. The Tungsten steel alloy of the blades gleams in my eyes as I cherish the reflects. The sharpest part of the blade gleams a bright yellow where I infused it with my scales. I sharpen it against another just like it and the sound is music to my ears. Sparks fly between the blades as they clash.This is the one thing I am always meticulous about. My weapons have to be in perfect order. If not then it could mean my life. I may not have much of one but I know that I serve a purpose. Just as I sheath the last one in my neatly ordered belt, I see the light flash above my door. I rise to my feet eager for something to do.Seeing that light flash could only mean one thing. All hands are on deck. That light flashing means that there is work to be done. More bodies to be brought in. Another mission for me to run. I brief second of surprise hits me when I open the metal door to my room. I had expected to see the Doctors other little foot soldiers running around. Instead however it’s the white coats as they rush to their labs. It must be something good if he has them assembling this early. I watch as one of them heads into the room where my favorite prisoner rots.I try not to think of who else is currently occupying that cell with him. My mind has continued to stray in that direction way more than I would like. As the door opens and the white coat slips in, I get a whiff of her scent. Its almost like it hits right in the gut. I lean my back against the wall trying not to let it falter my steps. I had no idea that a smell could do so much to someone.A part of me wants to go toward that smell but I know that I cant. Revealing the nature of what she is to me could end up making things a lot worse for her. She is already going to have to endure so much here in these labs. I don’t need to add extra on to it. Besides, they have been in there alone all night together. Who knows what has happened between them or what has been said. It would only be right if she ended up hating me at the end of all this. Being my mate doesn’t have to have anything to do with it.Deciding that I need a good distraction, I flip my cell out of my pocket. He should be expecting my call and I know that he will have orders for me. He always has orders for me. The phone doesn’t even finish ringing once before his annoyed tone comes over the phone. Looks like I will be keeping this conversation short as always.“Speak” he commands. I pinch the bridge of my nose in irritation at his tone. I know that he is always like this. As much as I do for him though, its about time he showed me some respect.“What’s my part?” I ask him already bored. I do hope that its something good and that takes me far away from this place. Normally I treasure torturing the people who work here but today I just want the outdoors.“Speed up the search for your kind. We are going to need more people to test the serum on. Soon enough we will have all the names of every dragon mate. Once the O serum is complete we will begin procedures. I need fresh bodies every day. It doesn’t matter where you get them from” He tells me.I pause for a beat while I remember what the O serum is for. Deciding that nothing else needs to be said when he doesn’t continue, I end the call. A smile crosses my face as I think about the game of cat and mouse I will soon get to play. Chasing down someone who thinks they are smarter than you is always fun. It makes the catch well worth it.A blonde nurse pauses as she comes around the corner. She eyes me wearily as I lean against the wall. I pierce her with my gaze and listen as the beat of her heart speeds up. Her skin flushes red and the scent of her fear quickly fills the air. I use my dragon speed to move fast as I kick a foot up to the wall blocking her path.The scream that she lets loose is blood curdling and causes me to chuckle. Her entire body freezes as she watches the leg I have up not letting her pass. One of the piss ant white coats comes up behind her and grabs her arm. He throws an angry glance in my direction and I growl. His hand flies to his heart as his heart rate picks up to.I gently lift my leg down from the wall. Just as they move to step past, I jump in front of them. “You should be more careful where you lay your gaze. Sometimes when you look a monster in the eye, they have no choice but to attack”. It is with that final warning to the new chick that I leave. I walk down in the direction of my favorite prisoner with a whistling tune. I cant help but to whistle even louder when I hear her burst into tears. This is going to be a very interesting morning indeed.As I sneak into the room I immediately eaves drop on the conversation that is being had. The sound of my mates voice is a shock to my ears. The tone she is using is the only one that I have heard from her. She sure is an angry little thing.“I have told you once but I will tell you again since you seem to be a bit dense. I am not going to answer that damn question” She screams.“It’s a simple one miss. If I have to do the test myself then it is an invasion. If you would just simply tell me the answer, then there is no need for me to touch you” The doctor pleads.“Fuck off” She shouts.I finally decide to round the corner and make my presence known. My brother growls at me as I throw him a wink. The doctor holds up his hands in front of him as she wields one of the patient stools from the room. I almost laugh at how small she is compared to the doctor himself. I know that he could easily take the stool but it seems that he is restraining himself from being rough with her.I decide for the moment to ignore them both as I walk over to the exam table. I pick up the clip board only to see the standard questionnaire that we try to give all prisoners. It looks like he hasn’t been able to get a single answer from her. Looks like she is to be sent to the lab in a just seven days. He would have had a week to run his test to get the answers he would need. This means that we will go ahead and add stubborn to the list of traits for my given mate.The doctor takes another step toward her and she swings the stool in his direction. My brother pulls himself away from the wall as if he could get out of those chains to protect her. The good doctor turns red in the face and I know that he is about to loose his temper. I have no idea how I will react to someone touching my mate so I decide it’s a good point to intervene.Stepping forward I walk right in between them and catch the stool with a hand just as she swings it at me. I shove it forward making her loose her balance before I snatch it away. She falls on her ass with an oomph as the doctor takes a step back. She looks up at me with a menacing glare as I allow my sense forward. I take a good long whiff of her scent as I stare into her chocolate brown eyes.“Her name is Julia. She is not pregnant. It has been more than six weeks since she has been with a lover. Her blood type would be O positive. She more muscle than body fat, so her weight is around one hundred and fifty four pounds. She uses natural deodorant but puts products in her hair. She also has a thing for sweets” I state evenly.I walk back to the good doctor and push the clip board into his chest. He fumbles as he takes it from me but immediately starts to write down what I said.“Who the hell do you think you are?” She yells as she rises from the floor.I chuckle at the way she looks. I can tell that she is already good and pissed. It would only be like minded to add fuel to the fire. Besides, mate or not, no one questions me. “I am your executioner. Depending upon how long I keep my deplorable temper in check is how long you live. When my temper is no longer in check, I haven’t decided if I will use a knife to cut your pretty little throat or if I will just let my dragon have you as a late night snack” I growl.My words have the desired effect and I watch as she backs down in disgust or shock. I have no idea which emotion it is that I see on her face and nor do I care. She steps closer to my brother as she eyes me wearily. I watch as something flashes in her gaze as she looks at me. What she says next leaves me dumbfounded.“You do know that normal people would have just answered with their name. I would get stuck with someone like you who has to take things to a whole other level. Just my rotten luck” She states as she folds her arms.I blink at her audacity to speak to me that way. She is about to get the lesson of a life time if she thinks im going to let this go. Turning toward the good doctor who seems to be paying way to much attention to this interaction I shove him. “You have enough answers for the day. I think its time you leave before you see more blood than your code of honor like”. I warn him.I gulp audibly at the look that he gives me before shoving the doctor out of the room. As he turns his back for that brief moment I square my shoulders. I hear the growl behind me as Jefferson shows his frustration. I should have know pissing this guy off wasn’t a good idea but I just cant hold my tongue. I’ve never been able to. When he turns back toward me his facial expression is blank. I blink rapidly as I try to ponder what it means. I feel as my eyebrows furrow on my face as he stalks toward me. I don’t even know what to do to prepare myself. If I knew that he were angry, I might have tried to run. If he were simply upset I could have tried talking my way out of it.His blank expression however makes it so the only thing I do is fidget while I wait for him to walk over. I focus my gaze on that piercing black one of his. As his muscles bunch and maneuver I have to stop myself from looking at them. His bold movements almost reminds me of a lion stalking its prey. Just as I take
I blink my eyes open as I hear someone come through the door. I shake the sleep away immediately so that I can pay attention. I still don’t feel rested even though something tells me that I did actually sleep. The pain does that to me though. It makes me lose track of how much time I have been here. I know its been at least a few weeks. The first few days I had prayed for those in my clan to come and get me. once the tortured started though, I just wanted them to stay away. I don’t want any of them to suffer as I have been suffering. When my eyes finally focus I expect o see my brother as he stands before waiting. It’s the same each time he comes. He cuts, and cuts, and cuts until I pass out. Sometimes he doesn’t cut at all and he beats me.I can tolerate the beatings. Even though we are the same kind of dragon we can both handle the pain. Its those damn knives of his though that cause pain. They are made from something special that actually allows the metal to pierce my skin. I ha
The night was a long one. I could barely get her to speak a word with me when I attempted to start a conversation. I thought that things were going so well at first. I thought this was a chance that…well I really don’t know. I just didn’t expect her rejection. We are not rejected. I roll my eyes at his comment. We have been having the same argument all night as we stared at her. Being trapped in a room with her scent was torture itself. I have had to smell it so much that now I can almost taste it. The thoughts from my dragon seem almost barbaric as he sends images in my mind. I find that the images make it hard to concentrate on all except her. I hoped to find my mate. I had plans to woo her with the food I prepare. Back home in our clan, I had even collected recipes that I wanted to make just for her. When she finally falls asleep, I can tell the her rest isn’t peaceful. She tosses and turns in her little corner. I want to tell her to move but there isn’t anywhere else in the ro
The lecture that he gives me ends on a whisper as I stare at him. He cant even look at me as he goes into the rant. I don’t even think that he is thinking as he speaks. However, I do see his pain. He paints such a vivid picture that I can imagine it. Without meaning too he tells me everything that he has seen or gone through while he was here.My heart hurts as I look at the broken man in front of me. He seems so different from how everyone at the clan described him. Instead of strong and talented, he looks defeated. Instead of happy and jolly, he just looks sad. Instead of larger and boisterous, he looks smaller in my presence. I don’t even know what to say to him.“I’m sorry about what you have gone through Jefferson” I say lowly as I crouch in my corner. The room seems down right freezing now with out my clothes. I don’t even know why the bastard felt the need to take them in the first place.“I don’t want you to be sorry Julia. I want you to not go through it. Don’t make me watch
Things have gotten quite interesting this morning. Normally I wouldn’t bother with the duties in the camera room, but I want to see how this plays out. Surveillance may just be optimal right about now so that I can stay ahead of the Doctor. There is just something about the way that he has been acting that is bothering me. My instincts are telling me that there is something that I am missing but I can’t quite put my finger on it. It’s already been a few days and the doctor still isn’t back yet. I can’t remember a time that he has stayed away for more than a twenty four hour period. The man hardly leaves his office and has never taken a vacation. None of us have. He also sent a secure message through the server to start recording in all the rooms that have people or creatures that will be a part of Project O. Seeing as he has never been with anyone, I doubt he really wants to record a bunch of beast fucking their mates. He has never recorded them before. I spin around in the chair
I watch as she fidgets with a strand of her hair instead of making eye contact. The way that her face looks in this moment interests me. I can feel my beast comes forward as he looks at her through my eyes too. The color that has appeared on her cheeks makes her face look amazing. I didn’t even know that people with her skin tone could blush. She almost reminds me of the chocolate covered cherries that many of the humans in our clan enjoy. I just don’t know why she is having this reaction to such a simple question. “That color on your face looks delightful. What prompted it?” I ask her as I lean back on my heels.The look that she throws my way is one of pure contempt. My cheeks spread in an over grown smile that feels odd with he hair removal. I haven’t had a proper smile in so long that the motion actually hurts a bit. She bites her bottom lip as her eyebrows furrow and she looks away. “I didn’t want you to cut your hair” she mumbles.I blink thinking that I must have no heard her
My teeth are clinched as I walk through the halls of the facility. I cant even pay attention to the one act that I always enjoyed as I make my way to my brothers cell. I normally love watching as the timid little humans in this place scurry out of the way when they see me coming. Now, its as if the calming sound of my boots on the metal floors and the smell of their fear irritate me.When I approach the halls of the holding cells I make a quick right before going left to my brothers room. I smile when I see the pristine wall of tools. The being in charge of keeping them in good shape rises from the chair in a rush as he stands to greet me. I wave him off as I eye the wall for the items that I am looking for. When I find the first item I am searching for the smile that spreads across my face must be down right diabolical. A hiss leaves the fairies lips as he feels the spike in my emotions. I swipe them away just as fast and reach for the hammer. Next I grab the axe with a small chuckl
I try to keep my breaths shallow as I struggle to breathe. There is so much anger running through my veins it’s a wonder that I can even feel the pain of the hammer at all. He did this in front of our mate. Im so weakened from his time of torture that I cant even defend my own mate. I shouldn’t even have to defend her from her other mate. The images flash in my mind once more as I growl loudly.He took what did not belong to him. He had no permission from her.The growl rumble continuously as my dragon gets more infuriated. Beside the anger there is also so much confusion. I watched him with Julia. I had no choice when he trapped me in those chains against the wall. I had so much fear that he was going to hurt her and that I would be able to do nothing but watch. The way that he took her kiss seemed almost sensual in nature. We both got so angry when we realized that she was paralyzed beneath him. Her skin had gone ashen and her body stiff. I ripped the chain from one of the walls as
“Dammit Athena, that was the last one here” I hear Jefferson yell downstairs as I start to laugh. If I had to hazard a guess I would say that she once more shredded his robe as soon as he came into the room. The guys enjoyed leaving that fact out as the dragons of their females guarded the eggs. Not that I have minded too much.Since joining the guard under Maximus in the last few months I have always hated the uniform. For the last three days she has yet to let us leave the house. Athena’s way to ensure that we didn't leave was to strip off our clothes for her nest before we even tried. Knowing that he will come up here to complain I get more comfortable on the bed where Iaid out. His angry footsteps coming up the steps make me laugh even harder as he bursts into the room. “I told you that it was a bad idea. You will just have to cook what is here "I tell him as I don't remove my eyes from the book i was reading.“I just wanted to go and get some garlic. It's the only thing that sau
Our children come forward as Salvatore tells them that it is time. I know that this part won't be easy for any of us. Many here will not believe that he deserves such an honorable death. They would be right. But because he is our mate and we allowed hatred to rule him for so long, it is the least that we could do. We can grant him the gift of dying with love.“We will be here until the very end” I promise Slater as I look at him. His heart rate has picked up and I know that he is scared of what is to come. Blind in his hatred he wouldn't have feared death. However, feeling our bond and our love I would imagine it seems so different now.“It's painless dad. It will be just like going to sleep” Young Slay says as he kneels before him with his sister. I couldn't be more proud of my children at this moment. Knowing what they are capable of has always been hard.Marla looks up as someone comes closer and I watch as her dragon shines through. The child has always been too smart for her own
As the moon shines I can't seem to focus. So many emotions rush through as i look at my mates. My body feels so light that it seems at any moment i could take flight from the ground. Looking at my mates I can see the two children that stand beside them and yet the anger that the sight should cause isn't there.What I feel instead is indescribable. It is a connection that I know I have longed for forever. It's the connection to my mates that I witnessed so many others have. A connection that brings these tears that I cannot stop down my face. Looking around the rest of the yard in front of the cabin I can see all the others.The dragons that I have manipulated and deceived. The pain in my chest from what I have done is insurmountable. My eyes close as the images play in my head and I want to vomit. My hands claw at my chest wanting to rip my heart out for all the atrocities that I have committed. I don't deserve to be here. I don't deserve to take one more breath on this earth for all
As our children rush to me and embrace me, the world seems a bit less sad. I feel so tired from the day that i am drained but i can always smile for them. I know in a few moments they will have lots of questions that we will need to answer. At this time they are old enough to receive the answers. I know that bringing them here to meet theri father on his death may haunt them but it is the last thing that i can do for my mate. They hug there mother also and i watch Avery with them. Seeing her with them has always brought a smile to our face. Once they are done embracing, it is then that they notice the others who surround us and the man on the floor. They back toward Avery for comfort and i feel bad for springing this on them in the moment. However, their special talents will be needed in the moment.“Dad?” My son ask as he questions me. I hold my hand out and he comes over to me and pulls his twin sister along. I kneel in front of them as they look at the people that surround us. “Y
No one in the room can hide their shock as a man appears from Slater. The woman embraces the boy as he stands still and looks at everyone in the room. Tears grace Kawa’s face as she holds the young man to her. He steps away from her as he looks at her in confusion. “What am I doing here, mother?” he asks her as he looks at all of us. “I am here to free you my erzi. Now we can go to the land of the beyond so I can reunite you with your love. Let’s call it a wrong made right so to speak” she states. “My Io?” he asks as he smiles. The smile on his face disappears as he seems to remember something. His hand flies to the back of his head and he looks at his hand in confusion. Kawa’s expression turns sad as she watches emotions play across his face. “She will never forgive me,” he whispers. “That only you may find out. You will have to go to her first. However, there is one person that i would like you to see first” She says as she gestures toward the door. He looks up at the door confu
The commotion from the cabin can be heard before we approach it. Feet pound against the forest floor as everyone rushes forward. A feminine scream lets off into the air as growls and fighting can be heard. A sigh of relief fills my chest as I hear the distinctive growl of my brother. To know that he is alive is what I need as I listen to the words of my dragon. He is still lost to us in the grief of the mate that he believes we have lost. We can not let him succumb to it, or he will be lost to us forever.The words make me move even faster as I burst through the door of the cabin. I spot him as he faces off with Salvatore as the dragon man stands in front of Slater. It looks as if my brother has already had a few rounds with him and as if someone has also had a few rounds with my brother. I rush forward just as he goes to attack Salvatore once more. I fly through the air as I tackle him but it barely diminishes his momentum. He hits Salvatore square in the chest.Salvatore goes flyin
Looking at the faces in the room I can feel the words in my throat as they choke me. All these years and i know that the way that i handled things in the past was wrong. I made the decision based on our unborn children. I should have told Salvatore the truth of that night and yet I was afraid. I was afraid of how he would look at me and that I might have been left to raise our baby alone. I was afraid that he would see the dark side of me that Slater knew before I learned to control it. Who knows that Salvatore would have helped me control it later down the line. “Speak!!” Slater yells at me. Salvatores gaze swivels between us both as he tries to access my mind link. I block him from it not wanting him to see the actions. They are words that I need to say anyway. “That night was not how things were supposed to go, Sal. You have to believe me. I never wanted anyone to get hurt "I tell him as I plead with him. As I step toward him he steps away from me as he looks at me. I know from t
The fire in the fireplace roars to life as I stroke it. The flames are mesmerizing to me as I feel my mates closing in. I have waited for this moment. After everything that i have done now they have no choice but to pay attention. The best has still yet to be shown and they don't even know. They will be leaving this earth on this day just as I will be. An epically romantic moment until the bitter end.I laugh as their flames heat. By now many of their friends would have died. The other dragons would have changed into today's clothes not knowing that it would be their death. For those that didn't change into the close they would have their final meal. Everything was so eloquently executed and they were blind sided. This was the only way that things could go after they blindsided me all those years ago.I got rid of a problem. I saved us only for them to leave me. For years I waited for them to return. For years I felt them as they loved and they grew. After five years had passed I rea
Until this day I have no regrets about the decisions that I have made. Seeing the horrific things from the man that I loved hurt me beyond belief. When I heard of the things that he was doing to our kind I believed them. I had once upon a time seen his rage and I had Avery run from it. All those years ago and we have been running ever since. For decades I have felt the connection to Slater. In my anger and my fury at him I have all but denied that it existed. Today however, I have no choice. I have to follow it to where he is so that I can put a stop to him once and for all. I should have put a stop to it all those years ago, but because he holds my soul, I could not. Avery has always been the strongest of us. When she found out what he did, she so easily rejected him. I don't know if i could have done the same in her position but i know that it wasn't only herself that she was thinking of.When we returned after our trip in the forest and he shared our relationship, I was finally ha