"I don't know, Aunt. Truly, it's a mistake. I don't understand." Akiko whimpered and begged for forgiveness. Though she had no memory, she knew her actions were disgusting.
"I pity you! I try to understand your burden! As your mother's only family, I've tried to help! I arrived here with the expectation of reestablishing a connection after an extended period of time apart; however, you struck me in the back. You're disgusting!"
Karina kept hurling insults, and all of them were true. Akiko knew she deserved it. As a child, Akiko left her mother's homeland—Indonesia—to seek treatment for her illness in Japan, after her parents died. Akiko had only met Karina again as an adult, when she married Kenji.
Karina was the only family Akiko had left besides Kenji, but now her disgusting actions have shattered that relationship.
"You don't deserve to cry! I do!" Karina pushed Akiko's shoulders, causing her to stumble.
Fortunately, Akiko managed to lean against something to avoid falling. Hearing Karina's anger, Akiko's legs began to weaken, weighed down by the mountain of guilt that burdened her shoulders.
"Do you want me to pity those tears? Do you want me to forgive you after all that? Just keep dreaming!" Karina shouted while pulling Akiko's hands away from her face.
Akiko shook her head. "I'm sorry, but I truly don't know, Aunt. My memory is strange. I don't understand why it happened. I don't deserve forgiveness, but I also don't know."
Akiko still didn't understand why she had woken up with Kenji naked beside her. But it wasn't just being naked; Akiko knew something had happened because her lower body still felt a bit sore. Akiko wasn't naive; that disgusting act had truly occurred.
"Do you think I'm stupid?! How could you not remember doing something like that? That's the only excuse you have to defend yourself? Not remembering? How can you not remember after sleeping with your own uncle?!" Karina's harsh words pierced again.
"Impossible!" Akiko covered her ears. The reality was too cruel to hear. Akiko couldn't erase the evidence from her body or the reality of earlier times, but Karina's scorn hurt the most. It was like exposing her sins right in front of her eyes, making her even more ashamed.
"Don't you enjoy hearing it? Then how about me? I'm the one who saw you both naked! Should I stab myself in the eye to erase memories? Use your finger here."
Karina grabbed Akiko's hand, choosing her index finger and pressing it against her own eye. She demanded Akiko do it. Akiko quickly pulled her hand back, shaking her head while sobbing.
"Why not?! The actions you committed with my husband last night were even more sinister! It's worse than just stabbing my eye! You've ruined my life!"
Another shout added to Akiko's guilt. She could only shake her head and continue covering her ears, not wanting to hear the horrifying shame.
"Admit it, you're a slut! You enjoyed sleeping with your own uncle. You're not just a slut; you're insane too!" Karina stood with her hands on her hips, poking Akiko's head with her finger.
"I'll tell Yuto what kind of woman you really are! You're nothing but a disgusting woman!"
"Don't! Please, don't!" Akiko cried, grabbing Karina's arm. She immediately imagined her mother-in-law's insults.
Even when Akiko hadn't done anything, her mother-in-law had already labeled her with many negative names. How much worse would it be now? Yuto would be furious. Akiko didn't want to bear all that.
"Why not?! I'm sure your mother-in-law will be happy. Her accusations have always been true. You're indeed a cursed woman! It's proven now!" Karina shook her hand, refusing Akiko's touch.
"Don't tell them everything. I beg you!" Akiko chased after that hand, willing to beg earnestly because her future was at stake.
"Afraid? You should have thought of this before seducing someone's husband! Especially your own uncle!" Karina pushed Akiko's forehead with her finger again.
"I didn't seduce him. I don't remember what happened!" In despair, Akiko screamed the truth once more. She wanted Karina to understand what had happened, even though it was true that she had slept with her own uncle.
"You should be ashamed to even try to deny it! You're not just a cheap woman who seduces someone's husband; you've gone against nature by seducing your own uncle."
"I didn't seduce him." That scream no longer had a loud voice; Akiko could only whimper. Defeated by disgust and guilt. She is unable to deny the facts any longer.
"You're a disgrace now! Stop acting up. Leave Yuto before you become a disgusting burden to that honorable family!"
Karina no longer shouted, but Akiko's body trembled. The thought of leaving Yuto was a nightmare. That was her life. Akiko didn't know what to do. Her world would collapse. That thought made her tremble with fear.
"Stop your nonsense!" In the midst of her despair, Akiko was startled by a low shout. Kenji emerged, looking more composed.
"Stop how? You want me to be quiet after seeing my husband sleep with his niece?" Karina screamed angrily right in Kenji's face. "Do you think such a disgusting act is nonsense? You're as crazy as Akiko! At least explain to me; don't just scold me!"
Kenji didn't move despite Karina's continuous shouting. He looked at her with a flat expression, as if Karina's screams were from another world.
"We're separating now! Divorce me, and compensate me for this heartbreak." Karina demands it with a stern voice.
Kenji still didn't move, but Akiko was startled and panicked. She realized one thing—another layer of guilt added to the pile.
"Are you serious?" Kenji frowned, finding her demand ridiculous. Not the divorce, but the compensation.
"If you dare refuse, I'll tell Yuto's family what happened!" Karina threatened. She knew Kenji questioned the demand for money.
However, Akiko saw their argument differently, with horror. That threat made Akiko tremble again. Initially, she thought Kenji and Karina's separation would add to her guilt, hoping they would stay together, but not anymore.
Akiko could imagine how her mother-in-law would flay her with insults, while Yuto would be furious with her. If Karina carried out her threat, her own marriage would also crumble.
Akiko didn't want that to happen; no matter how her marriage was now, she didn't dream of separating from Yuto. Akiko loved him. Yuto was her first love. She had only ever imagined a future with Yuto.
"No..." Akiko was torn. She didn't want Kenji and Karina's marriage to end, but she also didn't want her own marriage to fall apart.
That murmur was only heard by Kenji, and then he slowly bent toward Karina's ear.
"You might be able to fool Akiko with that act, but do you think I'd be naive too? The remnants of the incense you burned are still in the closet." Kenji's whisper was very faint; only Karina heard it.
Karina, who had been very confident, pulled her head away from Kenji in shock. She didn't expect Kenji to know. Karina had hidden the incense in a safe place. It wouldn't be visible, nor would it pose a fire hazard.
But Kenji had deliberately sought it out. He didn't come out immediately because he wanted to find the source of the strange scent he had smelled the night before. The scent had gradually driven him insane. Even now, Kenji still feels a slight fog in his head.
"I don't know what your aim is, but don't expect me to grant your request!" Kenji didn't want to separate, but he didn't want Karina to get what she wanted after all the chaos. In addition, he agreed that Akiko should separate from Yuto. That man was trash.
"I won't divorce you!" Kenji shouted louder, and Akiko shrieked, realizing that decision meant her own marriage was doomed.
"I'll tell Yuto's family what you did with Akiko!" Karina shouted and turned to open the front door.
But Kenji's hand was quicker; he grabbed Karina's arm and pulled her back inside while pushing the shoji* door shut.“Don’t you dare do that!” Kenji hissed. He didn’t care about Akiko’s marriage, but he didn’t want Karina to do something that would make Akiko cry for days.“Oji-san!” Akiko cried out in panic, as Karina now screamed in pain. Kenji was squeezing her arm hard, not just pulling her.“Don’t hurt her, Oji-san!” Akiko pulled at Kenji’s hand, trying to free Karina. Slowly, Kenji’s grip loosened, not because of Akiko’s pull but because of her tears.“Oji-san, I don’t want to be separated from Yuto. I don’t want to lose him. Please grant Auntie’s request.” Akiko then pleaded.A few seconds ago, her heart was still in turmoil, but the nightmare of being separated from Yuto was scarier to her. Akiko knew her request might be more than just impudent—asking her uncle to let go of his wife was crazy.In Akiko’s mind, they were married and happy. Kenji refused to grant the divorce r
Akiko quickly retreated to the corner of the bathroom, clutching her phone tightly. There was nothing she could do. Her body was tense as her eyes remained fixed on Kenji, who looked extremely angry.With a trembling voice, Akiko whispered, "Oji-san...""Oji-san!" Akiko screamed as Kenji's rough hand snatched her phone away.Without blinking, Kenji threw the phone against the bathroom wall, shattering it into pieces."Why did you do that?" Akiko wailed as she fell to the floor, gathering the fragments of her phone that were irreparable. The phone wouldn’t turn on, and the screen was cracked."I told you to stay here! You don't deserve to go back to that family!" Kenji hissed and tried to force Akiko to stand, but she pushed his hand away."No. I want to go back. I need to be with Yuto!"Kenji pulled Akiko’s face close, gripping her cheeks with his hand. "What do you like about him? He's weak! And he doesn't make you happy at all!""He's not weak. I’m happy with him! I’m---""LIES! If
Akiko wiped her tears away, taking two suitcases near her feet and using them as support to stand. She felt she had no more strength left. With vacant eyes, Akiko walked away from the gate. She didn’t know what to do or how to handle the situation. She didn't understand how Kaede knew what had happened.Karina shouldn't have spoken again, since she had already received the money she wanted and had her wish to leave Kenji fulfilled. But now it didn’t matter who had informed Kaede; Akiko’s worst fears had come true.Akiko sighed deeply, trying to hold back her tears as she staggered along. Physically, her body wasn’t in pain, but her heart was bruised and bleeding. She couldn’t even stand up straight.Akiko walked without looking anywhere, but she stopped when she noticed a familiar car stopping beside her. It's Kenji's car.Kenji hadn’t left. Kenji had been standing in front of Yuto's house earlier, clearly observing how Kaede had driven Akiko away. He had been following her the whole
Akiko didn’t know how long she had spent sitting silently in the corner of her room because, when she came, the surroundings had already turned dark. She turned on the light, took a stack of futons from the sliding closet, and laid them out on the floor to sleep.But even though she lay down and felt very tired, Akiko couldn’t fall asleep. Besides feeling restless and scared of Kenji, Akiko was also afraid of her own future. She had never felt so lost and hopeless, as if the whole world didn’t want to accept her. Akiko then closed her eyes, took a few deep breaths, and tried to clear her mind of all the negative thoughts that were gnawing at her sanity and well-being.At that moment, Akiko wanted to improve her current life and find a way to stop sinking deeper into despair. Indeed, contemplating Yuto and everything else wasn't the appropriate approach.“I will work,” Akiko muttered. After clearing her mind, she finally came to a decision that she found quite satisfying.By working,
Akiko quickly set the table for breakfast, rushing because she didn't want to be late. It would be detrimental to her reputation if she arrived late for her job interview. She arranged the rice and miso soup side by side. Having found some shrimp earlier, Akiko decided to make shrimp karaage, recalling that her uncle liked it.Carefully, Akiko placed the chopsticks on their rest, right next to the bowl. There was no height difference between the chopsticks, and after straightening them several times, Akiko realized that all this extra neatness wasn't necessary.Kaede wasn't around to scold her, even if the chopsticks weren't perfectly aligned. That was how detailed Kaede's demands for perfection from Akiko were. The woman would chastise her for even a chopstick-length difference.Akiko shook her head, realizing she needed to let go of the habit of always striving for perfection. No one would scold her anymore. Akiko clenched her fists, trying to suppress the overwhelming sense of rel
Akiko bowed, slipped off her shoes, and stepped into the house, almost tiptoeing to avoid making any noise. She had to be careful because she was coming home very late. The restaurant where she had applied for a job had only been willing to interview her after nightfall, waiting for the owner to arrive. Of course, Akiko had recklessly waited, as it was the only restaurant left.Luckily, her efforts were not in vain. She was also offered a job at the restaurant. With that, Akiko officially had two jobs: one at the supermarket and another as a waitress at the restaurant. Although both were menial jobs, at least by working at two places simultaneously, Akiko had hope of saving money more quickly. Akiko had calculated her income in enormous detail during her journey home earlier and estimated that within the next three or four months, she would have enough money to rent a modest apartment and start her new life.Though three or four months was long, Akiko had to accept it because she ha
“AAGHH!” Akiko screamed, covering her face with her hands and shaking her head, not wanting to accept the kiss. But Kenji grabbed both of Akiko's hands and pulled them away from her face."What more could you expect from that family? I already told you to stay here and forget about them! Am I not enough?" Kenji's voice softened, but Akiko was already too scared, and her body trembled even more.With a final act of desperation, Akiko shook off Kenji's hands and managed to free herself. Kenji was drunk, so his grip wasn't strong. Akiko easily pushed Kenji aside. Without looking back, Akiko ran as fast as she could to her room and shut the door.Panting, Akiko crumbled once more. She sat down, hugging herself, trying to calm her trembling body and hold back the sobs that were almost escaping her lips. "Why..." Finally, the sobs came with tears.Akiko felt so alone, and the world seemed so terrifying. It was the same feeling she had when she saw Yuto remain silent and Kaede say cruel th
"Shokuji o tanoshinde." (Enjoy your meal.)Akiko bowed and then stepped back with a smile on her face, adjusting the kimono she was wearing. The outfit was a bit troublesome because Akiko wasn't used to it, but the kimono was a requirement for her job at the restaurant.The restaurant's uniform was chosen because it had a classic theme, serving authentic traditional Japanese cuisine with decor that strongly evoked the atmosphere of ancient Japan.At first, Akiko had doubts about whether she could do the job, as her only experience wearing a kimono was during a few summer festivals she had attended with Rie.But after two days and some tips from the other waitstaff at the restaurant, Akiko quickly adapted and could now perform her tasks smoothly—even running while wearing the kimono without messing up its shape. Akiko also enjoyed the work environment at the restaurant. It was so busy that she quickly forgot about the miserable aspects of her real life."Akiko, please bring this to roo
"But that’s a lie. I just pretended to be pregnant," Akiko replied, shaking her head. She sensed that the doctor in front of her was making fun of her because the outrageous lie was too much for her.“What?” Rin was, of course, confused by Akiko’s reaction. She understood Akiko might find it hard to believe, but the confession was strange. She had no idea Akiko had ever pretended to be pregnant.“Yeah, she didn’t ask for mochi or anything,” Kenji chimed in, expressing disbelief.“What?”Akiko and Rin asked at the same time because Kenji’s response was even stranger.“She wasn’t nauseous or anything; she looked normal,” Kenji said, still trying to steer the conversation away from Mochi.“Pregnancy without nausea is quite possible. It’s likely Tanaka-san is experiencing such a pregnancy. You don’t remember when your last cycle was; that’s prob
"Are you sure you're not experiencing dizziness or nausea?" Kyoko inquired, observing that Akiko was dismissing the symptoms."Not at all." Akiko shook her head and moved on to the next question.Akiko was sitting on a hospital bed, filling out a questionnaire to narrow down what was happening with her body. Akiko had already undergone several tests, including CT scans and more, with Dr. Hayashi earlier in the day. But the results were negative.Dr. Hayashi had confirmed there was no recurring tumor—for the second time. So, he concluded something else was causing the nosebleeds, though he didn’t yet know what.Hayashi asked Akiko to answer a series of questions to better understand her condition. It was a somewhat strange method, but necessary since Hayashi was still in Tokyo and couldn’t come immediately as Kenji had requested. He had a few surgeries to perform and could only fly to Osaka the next day.So, Akiko had been answerin
"Is this the last one?" Akiko asked as she stepped out of the car and looked at the building in front of her.The large building was shaped like a church, with towers and a European-style design in a reddish hue. But Akiko didn’t see the name of a church on the sign attached to the gate. The sign read "Akarui Hizashi," which roughly means "bright sunlight.""Yes, let's go inside." Yui opened the iron gate and entered as if the place were very familiar to her.Akiko understood the building's purpose after seeing its huge yard. Children were running around, playing with the fallen leaves scattered everywhere. Akiko noticed a broom lying near their feet; they were too busy playing to finish their chores."This... is an orphanage," Akiko finally understood."Yes, this is the orphanage where Ryu and I grew up," Yui said."Oh, Ryu was here too?" Kyoko stepped forward to observe the surroundings."Yes. This is one of the orphanages man
"What is that?" Ryu asked, intrigued as Kenji suddenly stopped moving."A letter." Kenji snapped out of his daydream, startled by seeing the name Ishida. It was his name; there was no doubt about it, but seeing Masaki write that name felt like something unpleasant was looming.Upon opening the unsealed envelope, Kenji discovered several documents of varying sizes and thickness. He chose one particular piece of paper that stood out—it was sealed in a plastic clip and folded. Kenji opened it.The document inside was a marriage certificate, with the names Kenji Tanaka and Akiko—Ishida. The certificate also included their photo, stamped with a hanko seal."What does this mean?!" Ryu exclaimed, staring at the name Ishida following Akiko’s name, confused."What kind of crazy joke is this?" Kenji was furious. He had no idea what the letter meant, especially with Akiko being referred to as Ishida.Kenji grabbed another sheet, sligh
Kenji drummed his fingers on the table, staring at Murakami, who was bowing deeply before him, clearly displeased."Is that all you have to say to me? Don't make me regret sparing your life! I want information, not nonsense about how you don’t know anything!" Kenji hissed as he stood, and Murakami immediately recoiled in fear."I truly don’t have any information about the other ichizoku involved in that business. Everything was handled by Nidaime himself. I only found out by accident that there were other clans involved. Nidaime unintentionally let it slip."Murakami explained, glancing at Kenji's feet, which were now positioned close to his face. He bowed again, his body trembling as he imagined those feet flying toward his head.But Kenji was in a far better mood than before. He simply looked down at the back of Murakami’s head."My father couldn't have handled this on his own! He must have—""Maybe he did. Nidaime
Akiko, together with Kyoko, followed Yui down the unfamiliar corridor of the house. Even for Kyoko, who had been there longer than Akiko, the place felt foreign. Eventually, Yui led them to the second floor.The large wooden staircase, a deep brown, appeared sturdy, though it likely had been there for many years."I’m taking you upstairs so that you can have a better view of this place and what you now possess," Yui said, directing her words specifically at Akiko."Yes," Akiko nodded. As Akiko was now Kenji's wife, she understood that Yui was referring to ownership."We’ve arrived." Yui spread her arms, leaning against the wooden railing of the second-floor balcony.Of course, Akiko gasped in awe. From the balcony, they could see the entire area surrounding the large house.In addition to a garden, Akiko could make out the roofs of smaller houses scattered around the estate—houses she had seen when she walked in the day bef
“I... don’t know. I don’t really keep track of... mmm... my menstrual cycle carefully, so I’m not sure.”Akiko shook her head uncertainly. She never felt the need to keep track of such things since she didn’t have to worry about getting pregnant. Akiko couldn’t remember the last time she had her period.“Have you been feeling nauseous or dizzy?” Kenji recalled how Akiko had previously suffered from severe nausea and dizziness.“No, nothing. I’m fine.” Akiko shook her head confidently. She hadn’t experienced any nausea. Nothing had changed.“Are you sure?” Kenji inquired again, hoping for a different response. But Akiko could only shake her head.“What… I mean… I didn’t know you wanted me to be pregnant so badly.” Akiko stammered, surprised. She sat up straight in front of Kenji, who was resting his head on her lap.In all
"Oh, right. I forgot. Thank you."Akiko, unable to say anything else, smiled nervously at Shibata, who returned to his place.There was no way Akiko could explain that it was all a lie in front of so many people, who might think she was being rude.“I also FORGOT. I shouldn’t have poured that sake for you.” While looking at Akiko with wide eyes, Kenji emphasized the word "forgot." He normalized the situation, despite his obvious confusion.“Ha... yes.” Akiko’s nervous smile became more obvious, but what else could she say?“I may have surprised all of you, but I think it’s time I introduce Akiko to you. This is Akiko Tanaka, my wife.”At the very least, Kenji's words elicited a reaction—shock and astonishment. So far, there had only been confusion after Shibata mentioned the pregnancy.“From now on, she’ll be living here,” Kenji added to ensure there w
"There's going to be a formal dinner tonight. Do you mind joining?" Kenji asked, gently tapping Akiko's cheek as she gazed out at the view from the car window. They were on their way home after the ceremony at the temple."Dinner with who? Do I have to go?" Akiko inquired, feeling hesitant.She had been slightly disappointed yesterday when Kenji didn’t properly introduce her to the people they met, but after hearing Kyoko explain the environment Kenji lived in, Akiko felt it was fine not to be introduced. Still, it seemed like something that couldn't be avoided."Sorry, but you have to. People will start asking questions if you keep staying with me without knowing who you are." Kenji tightened his grip on her hand, trying to reassure her."Don't worry, I’ll only introduce you. You don’t have to answer any questions if you don’t want to. There's no need to feel awkward around anyone; you'll be there with me. If you don’t answe