"Damned woman! You've cut off our family's lineage with your infertility!"
Akiko wiped her tears, not daring to show herself. She continued hiding behind the wall as her mother-in-law passed by in the corridor. Her expression made it clear that she was furious.
Her anger had been simmering all day, from before Akiko's husband left in the morning to the afternoon. Akiko had only suggested that her husband see a doctor to check his fertility because she had done it several times and the results were normal. This suggestion was received as a disaster: her mother-in-law was enraged, and her husband refused and left her.
"Where are you? You are nothing but a barren, sickly woman!" Another shout echoed, making
Akiko jump. She feared her mother-in-law might truly harm her. She had never been this angry before.Akiko sneaked towards the door as quickly and silently as possible.
"You only use our family name to gain respect. But you are useless!” The shout was followed by the sound of something breaking.
Akiko, who had been hesitant, now felt more certain of the danger. She slid the door open as quietly as she could and then ran as fast as possible. She crossed the yard. Akiko was fully dressed, wearing a coat and shoes, but she only had her wallet and phone with her. She had those because she had planned to go shopping in the afternoon.
Her mother-in-law’s insults pierced her ears once more, making Akiko unable to endure them any longer. She attempted to propose a solution, recognizing that she was not infertile. The proposed solution proved to be disastrous.
"Taxi!" Akiko raised her hand, and the taxi stopped. She got in and gave the address she remembered for emergencies: her uncle's house, the only place Akiko could go. She only had one family in Japan.
***
"Please drop me off at that house." Akiko pointed to a house with a gray fence and a wooden gate adorned with antique Shinto ornaments.
"Arigatou gozaimasu." (Thank you)
Akiko got out and was greeted by the cold darkness of an autumn evening. The wind that hit her body made Akiko feel even more exhausted. The insults had left her mind exhausted, and now she was experiencing physical fatigue.
Akiko pressed the doorbell of the house where she had grown up with trembling hands.
"Yes!" A voice responded, and the gate opened.
"Akiko!" A cheerful greeting boomed from Karina, Akiko's aunt.
Karina became her aunt not only because she married Kenji—Akiko’s father’s younger brother—but also because Karina was Akiko's mother's sister.
The age difference wasn’t much, either. Akiko's mother had married young, and there was a significant age gap between Karina and her mother. Karina was only six years older than twenty-year-old Akiko.
"Come in." With a concerned voice, Karina slid the front shoji door wider and hugged Akiko. A warm embrace was what Akiko needed. She had long confided her marital troubles to Karina, even if it was just through messages. Karina knew well how Akiko suffered.
Karina let Akiko cry in her arms for a while, letting her pour out her anguish before leading her to the living room.
"I'm glad you're here. I won't ask why or make you tell me." Karina spoke gently, stroking Akiko's shoulder. Even without asking, the reason couldn’t be far from a wicked mother-in-law.
Karina had often asked Akiko to leave, but Akiko couldn’t. She loved her husband too much. Yuto was not a cruel, heartless husband. He treated Akiko well, with kindness and care. His mother was the problem.
"I can't leave Yuto, Aunt," Akiko whispered, wiping her tears.
"He didn't defend you again today, did he? Do you still want to hold on to him?!" Karina hissed, annoyed.
Akiko flinched slightly because it was true. Akiko remembered another heartache: Yuto never defended her. Yuto typically avoided the situation when his mother started to rage and asked Akiko to give in rather than fight back.
"Enough. Just stay here for now. Your uncle hasn’t come home yet; he usually comes home late. We'll talk more later." Karina stood up, patting Akiko's shoulder before leaving the living room.
Akiko nodded and looked around, trying not to cry again. This house had been Akiko’s home for ten years. She lived here from the age of eight to the age of eighteen, until she tied the knot with Yuto. Now, even though her uncle had been married to Karina for two years, the arrangement had hardly changed.
Akiko still saw various ancient Japanese paintings, red oni masks, and katanas hanging on the walls. Her uncle had a classic taste. He was a pure Japanese man who cherished his ancestral culture.
"Here. I hope this makes you feel better." Karina returned, placing a glass of warm milk in front of her.
Akiko nodded and drank. The warm milk comforted her, and she soon felt sleepy. Akiko was surprised at how tired she was, and that a little comfort from the milk could make her drowsy.
"Are you tired? Rest inside. Come on."
Akiko didn’t quite remember how, but her eyes were almost closed as Karina led her to a room and helped her change into sleepwear. She simply followed along, allowing Karina to unfold the futon.
"Good night." Akiko heard Karina say, and after that, everything went dark. Akiko remembered nothing more.
*** Kenji almost sneezed when his nose caught an unusually sweet scent as he entered his room. It wasn’t bad; it was just strong and made his head feel light, but Kenji didn’t think much of it. He had drunk sake before—perhaps too much, though he didn't feel drunk.Kenji took off his jacket and shirt, glancing at the lump covered by a blanket on the futon. The room was dimly lit, so it was just a dark shadow.
He didn’t want to disturb it and continued undressing, leaving only his boxers. But his head felt increasingly foggy. That sweet fragrance seemed unusual. Kenji wanted to find its source, but when he moved, he staggered slightly.
"Later." Kenji gave up and spread out another futon, lying down next to the covered body. He tried to close his eyes, but suddenly, a body moved closer.
"Move over, what’s wrong with you?!" Kenji hissed, irritated. He didn’t want Karina to get too close. There was no response, but he heard a sigh, and then a hand reached out to embrace him.
"Since when did you think you could touch me?” Kenji grew more annoyed and pushed the hand away from his waist. But the hand was persistent, pulling him closer.
Usually, Kenji wouldn’t be affected unless he was very drunk, but the sighs and warm breath were enticing—his body also started feeling hot.
Kenji grasped the person's waist and applied pressure, causing them to lie flat. He then positioned himself on top of the warm body, which was still sighing. Kenji stroked the cheek of the woman holding him, moving his hand up her body. Kenji caressed the face beneath him.
"You're needy, aren't you? You want this?" Kenji murmured, thinking the woman was his wife, Karina.
As Kenji stroked her neck and felt her body beneath him, he took heavy breaths. But with one touch, Kenji realized the body was different. The size was different, fuller than Karina’s, and his hands couldn’t fully grasp the breasts that usually fit perfectly in his hands.
Fighting off dizziness and desire, Kenji got up and turned on the light. His dark eyes widened as he saw the body lying beneath him, her nightdress disheveled—and it wasn’t his wife.
"Akiko?" Kenji gasped in disbelief. "Why are you here?!" Kenji nearly collapsed from the shock. All this time, he had been touching Akiko.
And it got worse. Akiko began to writhe and tried to open the thin nightgown that had been enticing from the start.
Kenji held Akiko’s hand, his remaining common sense reminding him to prevent Akiko from undressing.“Akiko, stop! What are you doing?”His noble intentions did not align with Akiko’s desires, as she pushed Kenji’s hand away and fully removed her thin nightgown, along with everything else. No fabric remained on Akiko’s body, and Kenji could only watch, wondering if it was all a dream—it seemed too impossible.“Hot—” Akiko’s soft moan was audible as she lay down. Her eyes closed, as if asleep, but her hands kept caressing her own body, as if trying to dispel the heat enveloping her.A pair of eyes had been unblinkingly watching Akiko's every move, swallowing several times. No man could maintain his sanity after witnessing this. Kenji, who had intended to do the right thing, had forgotten that intention. He tried to remember that the enticing girl was Akiko, but his lust and clouded mind started pushing away the remnants of his common sense.“Come here...”As if writhing wasn’t enough,
"I don't know, Aunt. Truly, it's a mistake. I don't understand." Akiko whimpered and begged for forgiveness. Though she had no memory, she knew her actions were disgusting."I pity you! I try to understand your burden! As your mother's only family, I've tried to help! I arrived here with the expectation of reestablishing a connection after an extended period of time apart; however, you struck me in the back. You're disgusting!"Karina kept hurling insults, and all of them were true. Akiko knew she deserved it. As a child, Akiko left her mother's homeland—Indonesia—to seek treatment for her illness in Japan, after her parents died. Akiko had only met Karina again as an adult, when she married Kenji.Karina was the only family Akiko had left besides Kenji, but now her disgusting actions have shattered that relationship."You don't deserve to cry! I do!" Karina pushed Akiko's shoulders, causing her to stumble.Fortunately, Akiko managed to lean against something to avoid falling. Hearing
But Kenji's hand was quicker; he grabbed Karina's arm and pulled her back inside while pushing the shoji* door shut.“Don’t you dare do that!” Kenji hissed. He didn’t care about Akiko’s marriage, but he didn’t want Karina to do something that would make Akiko cry for days.“Oji-san!” Akiko cried out in panic, as Karina now screamed in pain. Kenji was squeezing her arm hard, not just pulling her.“Don’t hurt her, Oji-san!” Akiko pulled at Kenji’s hand, trying to free Karina. Slowly, Kenji’s grip loosened, not because of Akiko’s pull but because of her tears.“Oji-san, I don’t want to be separated from Yuto. I don’t want to lose him. Please grant Auntie’s request.” Akiko then pleaded.A few seconds ago, her heart was still in turmoil, but the nightmare of being separated from Yuto was scarier to her. Akiko knew her request might be more than just impudent—asking her uncle to let go of his wife was crazy.In Akiko’s mind, they were married and happy. Kenji refused to grant the divorce r
Akiko quickly retreated to the corner of the bathroom, clutching her phone tightly. There was nothing she could do. Her body was tense as her eyes remained fixed on Kenji, who looked extremely angry.With a trembling voice, Akiko whispered, "Oji-san...""Oji-san!" Akiko screamed as Kenji's rough hand snatched her phone away.Without blinking, Kenji threw the phone against the bathroom wall, shattering it into pieces."Why did you do that?" Akiko wailed as she fell to the floor, gathering the fragments of her phone that were irreparable. The phone wouldn’t turn on, and the screen was cracked."I told you to stay here! You don't deserve to go back to that family!" Kenji hissed and tried to force Akiko to stand, but she pushed his hand away."No. I want to go back. I need to be with Yuto!"Kenji pulled Akiko’s face close, gripping her cheeks with his hand. "What do you like about him? He's weak! And he doesn't make you happy at all!""He's not weak. I’m happy with him! I’m---""LIES! If
Akiko wiped her tears away, taking two suitcases near her feet and using them as support to stand. She felt she had no more strength left. With vacant eyes, Akiko walked away from the gate. She didn’t know what to do or how to handle the situation. She didn't understand how Kaede knew what had happened.Karina shouldn't have spoken again, since she had already received the money she wanted and had her wish to leave Kenji fulfilled. But now it didn’t matter who had informed Kaede; Akiko’s worst fears had come true.Akiko sighed deeply, trying to hold back her tears as she staggered along. Physically, her body wasn’t in pain, but her heart was bruised and bleeding. She couldn’t even stand up straight.Akiko walked without looking anywhere, but she stopped when she noticed a familiar car stopping beside her. It's Kenji's car.Kenji hadn’t left. Kenji had been standing in front of Yuto's house earlier, clearly observing how Kaede had driven Akiko away. He had been following her the whole
Akiko didn’t know how long she had spent sitting silently in the corner of her room because, when she came, the surroundings had already turned dark. She turned on the light, took a stack of futons from the sliding closet, and laid them out on the floor to sleep.But even though she lay down and felt very tired, Akiko couldn’t fall asleep. Besides feeling restless and scared of Kenji, Akiko was also afraid of her own future. She had never felt so lost and hopeless, as if the whole world didn’t want to accept her. Akiko then closed her eyes, took a few deep breaths, and tried to clear her mind of all the negative thoughts that were gnawing at her sanity and well-being.At that moment, Akiko wanted to improve her current life and find a way to stop sinking deeper into despair. Indeed, contemplating Yuto and everything else wasn't the appropriate approach.“I will work,” Akiko muttered. After clearing her mind, she finally came to a decision that she found quite satisfying.By working,
Akiko quickly set the table for breakfast, rushing because she didn't want to be late. It would be detrimental to her reputation if she arrived late for her job interview. She arranged the rice and miso soup side by side. Having found some shrimp earlier, Akiko decided to make shrimp karaage, recalling that her uncle liked it.Carefully, Akiko placed the chopsticks on their rest, right next to the bowl. There was no height difference between the chopsticks, and after straightening them several times, Akiko realized that all this extra neatness wasn't necessary.Kaede wasn't around to scold her, even if the chopsticks weren't perfectly aligned. That was how detailed Kaede's demands for perfection from Akiko were. The woman would chastise her for even a chopstick-length difference.Akiko shook her head, realizing she needed to let go of the habit of always striving for perfection. No one would scold her anymore. Akiko clenched her fists, trying to suppress the overwhelming sense of rel
Akiko bowed, slipped off her shoes, and stepped into the house, almost tiptoeing to avoid making any noise. She had to be careful because she was coming home very late. The restaurant where she had applied for a job had only been willing to interview her after nightfall, waiting for the owner to arrive. Of course, Akiko had recklessly waited, as it was the only restaurant left.Luckily, her efforts were not in vain. She was also offered a job at the restaurant. With that, Akiko officially had two jobs: one at the supermarket and another as a waitress at the restaurant. Although both were menial jobs, at least by working at two places simultaneously, Akiko had hope of saving money more quickly. Akiko had calculated her income in enormous detail during her journey home earlier and estimated that within the next three or four months, she would have enough money to rent a modest apartment and start her new life.Though three or four months was long, Akiko had to accept it because she ha
"But that’s a lie. I just pretended to be pregnant," Akiko replied, shaking her head. She sensed that the doctor in front of her was making fun of her because the outrageous lie was too much for her.“What?” Rin was, of course, confused by Akiko’s reaction. She understood Akiko might find it hard to believe, but the confession was strange. She had no idea Akiko had ever pretended to be pregnant.“Yeah, she didn’t ask for mochi or anything,” Kenji chimed in, expressing disbelief.“What?”Akiko and Rin asked at the same time because Kenji’s response was even stranger.“She wasn’t nauseous or anything; she looked normal,” Kenji said, still trying to steer the conversation away from Mochi.“Pregnancy without nausea is quite possible. It’s likely Tanaka-san is experiencing such a pregnancy. You don’t remember when your last cycle was; that’s prob
"Are you sure you're not experiencing dizziness or nausea?" Kyoko inquired, observing that Akiko was dismissing the symptoms."Not at all." Akiko shook her head and moved on to the next question.Akiko was sitting on a hospital bed, filling out a questionnaire to narrow down what was happening with her body. Akiko had already undergone several tests, including CT scans and more, with Dr. Hayashi earlier in the day. But the results were negative.Dr. Hayashi had confirmed there was no recurring tumor—for the second time. So, he concluded something else was causing the nosebleeds, though he didn’t yet know what.Hayashi asked Akiko to answer a series of questions to better understand her condition. It was a somewhat strange method, but necessary since Hayashi was still in Tokyo and couldn’t come immediately as Kenji had requested. He had a few surgeries to perform and could only fly to Osaka the next day.So, Akiko had been answerin
"Is this the last one?" Akiko asked as she stepped out of the car and looked at the building in front of her.The large building was shaped like a church, with towers and a European-style design in a reddish hue. But Akiko didn’t see the name of a church on the sign attached to the gate. The sign read "Akarui Hizashi," which roughly means "bright sunlight.""Yes, let's go inside." Yui opened the iron gate and entered as if the place were very familiar to her.Akiko understood the building's purpose after seeing its huge yard. Children were running around, playing with the fallen leaves scattered everywhere. Akiko noticed a broom lying near their feet; they were too busy playing to finish their chores."This... is an orphanage," Akiko finally understood."Yes, this is the orphanage where Ryu and I grew up," Yui said."Oh, Ryu was here too?" Kyoko stepped forward to observe the surroundings."Yes. This is one of the orphanages man
"What is that?" Ryu asked, intrigued as Kenji suddenly stopped moving."A letter." Kenji snapped out of his daydream, startled by seeing the name Ishida. It was his name; there was no doubt about it, but seeing Masaki write that name felt like something unpleasant was looming.Upon opening the unsealed envelope, Kenji discovered several documents of varying sizes and thickness. He chose one particular piece of paper that stood out—it was sealed in a plastic clip and folded. Kenji opened it.The document inside was a marriage certificate, with the names Kenji Tanaka and Akiko—Ishida. The certificate also included their photo, stamped with a hanko seal."What does this mean?!" Ryu exclaimed, staring at the name Ishida following Akiko’s name, confused."What kind of crazy joke is this?" Kenji was furious. He had no idea what the letter meant, especially with Akiko being referred to as Ishida.Kenji grabbed another sheet, sligh
Kenji drummed his fingers on the table, staring at Murakami, who was bowing deeply before him, clearly displeased."Is that all you have to say to me? Don't make me regret sparing your life! I want information, not nonsense about how you don’t know anything!" Kenji hissed as he stood, and Murakami immediately recoiled in fear."I truly don’t have any information about the other ichizoku involved in that business. Everything was handled by Nidaime himself. I only found out by accident that there were other clans involved. Nidaime unintentionally let it slip."Murakami explained, glancing at Kenji's feet, which were now positioned close to his face. He bowed again, his body trembling as he imagined those feet flying toward his head.But Kenji was in a far better mood than before. He simply looked down at the back of Murakami’s head."My father couldn't have handled this on his own! He must have—""Maybe he did. Nidaime
Akiko, together with Kyoko, followed Yui down the unfamiliar corridor of the house. Even for Kyoko, who had been there longer than Akiko, the place felt foreign. Eventually, Yui led them to the second floor.The large wooden staircase, a deep brown, appeared sturdy, though it likely had been there for many years."I’m taking you upstairs so that you can have a better view of this place and what you now possess," Yui said, directing her words specifically at Akiko."Yes," Akiko nodded. As Akiko was now Kenji's wife, she understood that Yui was referring to ownership."We’ve arrived." Yui spread her arms, leaning against the wooden railing of the second-floor balcony.Of course, Akiko gasped in awe. From the balcony, they could see the entire area surrounding the large house.In addition to a garden, Akiko could make out the roofs of smaller houses scattered around the estate—houses she had seen when she walked in the day bef
“I... don’t know. I don’t really keep track of... mmm... my menstrual cycle carefully, so I’m not sure.”Akiko shook her head uncertainly. She never felt the need to keep track of such things since she didn’t have to worry about getting pregnant. Akiko couldn’t remember the last time she had her period.“Have you been feeling nauseous or dizzy?” Kenji recalled how Akiko had previously suffered from severe nausea and dizziness.“No, nothing. I’m fine.” Akiko shook her head confidently. She hadn’t experienced any nausea. Nothing had changed.“Are you sure?” Kenji inquired again, hoping for a different response. But Akiko could only shake her head.“What… I mean… I didn’t know you wanted me to be pregnant so badly.” Akiko stammered, surprised. She sat up straight in front of Kenji, who was resting his head on her lap.In all
"Oh, right. I forgot. Thank you."Akiko, unable to say anything else, smiled nervously at Shibata, who returned to his place.There was no way Akiko could explain that it was all a lie in front of so many people, who might think she was being rude.“I also FORGOT. I shouldn’t have poured that sake for you.” While looking at Akiko with wide eyes, Kenji emphasized the word "forgot." He normalized the situation, despite his obvious confusion.“Ha... yes.” Akiko’s nervous smile became more obvious, but what else could she say?“I may have surprised all of you, but I think it’s time I introduce Akiko to you. This is Akiko Tanaka, my wife.”At the very least, Kenji's words elicited a reaction—shock and astonishment. So far, there had only been confusion after Shibata mentioned the pregnancy.“From now on, she’ll be living here,” Kenji added to ensure there w
"There's going to be a formal dinner tonight. Do you mind joining?" Kenji asked, gently tapping Akiko's cheek as she gazed out at the view from the car window. They were on their way home after the ceremony at the temple."Dinner with who? Do I have to go?" Akiko inquired, feeling hesitant.She had been slightly disappointed yesterday when Kenji didn’t properly introduce her to the people they met, but after hearing Kyoko explain the environment Kenji lived in, Akiko felt it was fine not to be introduced. Still, it seemed like something that couldn't be avoided."Sorry, but you have to. People will start asking questions if you keep staying with me without knowing who you are." Kenji tightened his grip on her hand, trying to reassure her."Don't worry, I’ll only introduce you. You don’t have to answer any questions if you don’t want to. There's no need to feel awkward around anyone; you'll be there with me. If you don’t answe