I feel more anxious today than I did yesterday or the first time I met Eros. I'm hiding in his bathroom—I say hiding, but he knows where I am, so it's not exactly hiding.Still, I have been in here for over twenty minutes and can't seem to force myself to open the door. I'm freaking the fuck out. Not over what is going to happen, I actually crave it, and him for some bizarre reasons.I'm freaking out over the kiss last night, well, both of them. It went from business to pleasure, and now I'm not entirely comfortable taking money for this. I'll still do it, but I feel like I should give him back the money.Yeah, this feels personal now—too personal—and I hate that it is starting with him paying me. The knock breaks me out of my thoughts."Are you still alive in there?" Eros asks, his voice full of humour. "There is a second door behind the long mirror if you want to run and hide." His words make me smile, as he's clearly laughing and mocking me.Walking to the door, I open it and face
I watch as he moves and picks up the blindfold, my body shaking as he places it over my eyes. Gripping my hands, he ties them above my head, and then there's just the sound of him walking around the room.Each time I hear something move, I question what it is, and if he will use it. I hate not being able to see, but at the same time, I crave it.The hard tap against my clit has me jump and screaming, I prepare myself for it again, only it hits my breast.I feel his breath against my ear as he chuckles. "And that, is why you need a blindfold, it adds to the feeling. You can't anticipate where it will be next." His words end, and I scream, feeling the whip hit."Or what I will use next." I don't care what he uses next as long as he hurries the fuck and does it. My body jumps as the crop hits against my clit again. I barely recover before it hits against my breast then the whip hits against my ass.My body shakes, and I'm glad he's tied my arms above my head. He keeps going, alternating
His body pushes mine, and I feel my arms hook against something metal. The feel of rope wrapping around the top of my arms. Then, more rope is wrapped around the top of my chest above my breasts, then below them, and around my waist."Try to move." I go to move but I can't, I can't push my chest up or anything. It's like I'm stuck in the same position."I can't, sir," I pant, and he kisses my neck."Good." His word is growled, and I shake, feeling the dagger run down my body. He's got it flat against me, so it doesn't even scratch. As it reaches my hip, it turns, and he drags it along my body. I feel the blade scratching against my skin.My body tries to push closer to the blade to get more, but it doesn't move. As it reaches my breast, he drags it along to the other and then down that side of my body. The knife lifts, and I relax slightly before I feel something push inside of me, his hand moves it faster and I cry out.I go to close my legs to stop the pleasure, and he stops me. His
I wake up in bed, a very comfortable bed. I feel like I've slept for weeks. Moving, I sit up and glance around; I'm not in the same room as before. This is just a normal bedroom.Climbing from the bed, I glance around, unable to see my dress anywhere. I'm guessing he left it in the other room. Opening a door, I see his clothes and grab a shirt.I carry it through to another door. Opening the door slowly, I peer inside and see the bathroom. Stepping in, I look in the mirror and try to fix my hair, although it's a mess.My eyes drop and I see the bruises across my neck in the mirror, glancing down, I see more across my body along with cuts and bite marks. Smiling, I put the shirt on.It's getting dark now, I lost the entire day. Walking from the bathroom to the bedroom, I open the last door and step into a hallway. I follow the sound of Eros's voice and enter a large sitting area.He's sat discussing something with Olivia. His eyes raise as I walk towards him."Leave," he looks at Olivi
After eating, Eros dropped me back at home; this time, he didn't get out of the car, and I think that's a wise choice. Thanking him, I walked into the apartment. As soon as I got in there, Clara was waiting."You were gone all day!" She sits and smirks. I take off the jacket and place it down. "Well, boom." She walks to me. "One, he bought you a dress worth thousands! Two, he used you well," she laughs and looks at my neck."He didn't use me!" I argue. I wanted it, I agreed."Look at you sticking up for Mr hotshot. You have been gone nearly twelve hours, Alexis!"I nod and smile. "Okay, sit let me get a drink and explain," I grab two glasses, filling them I sit with her. "So, before we even started, he got lost kissing me again," I say, and she stares. She doesn't know."Again? When did you two kiss outside of the contract?""Yesterday, he took me out to discuss the plan. Afterwards, he kissed me like some sort of feral beast. Ran away, then came back to my door to apologise and did i
It has been a week since I spent that day with Eros. I've been trying to work out money for Clara. If I can give her enough for a few months, it means she can find a job and stay away from the business going forward.After what happened last time, I know I can't leave with her still in this business."You don't need to watch her scenes, you know," Dale looks at me."I know I don't need to, but I am," I snap back. I've watched every scene she has been in since that day to ensure no one oversteps the mark of offering her money for something she doesn't agree with.Even if I wasn't in, I came in and watched her. When she went to other locations, I went as well, refusing to let her go alone. Crazy, maybe, but I don't trust them."Bunny Wild," Elon's voice travels to me, and I groan. Walking over, I step into his office."How can I help?" I ask, refusing to take a seat."As you're away the Mr Pierce pulled out of the deal, but he's having a sort of party, I'm invited with a plus one. So, w
The lift opens and we step out, Elon guides me around the room and I see Eros watching him from the other side. His eyes stay fixed on us as Elon introduces me as his date.I'm nothing of the sort. The more people he introduces me to the more confused I get. Shouldn't I be speaking to Eros by now trying to get him to agree to the contract? I expected Elon to guide me straight to Eros to get to business, but if anything, he's going to everyone but Eros. Why?Everyone is respectful, but I see a few of the guys gawping at me, like they recognise me. It seems to make Elon smile far too much when someone looks at me like they know who I am.Is his plan to showcase me to everyone or something?"Bunny Wild?" The man stands and looks at me. "Sorry, if I got that wrong, but I swear I would remember those eyes anywhere," he smiles and leans forward to kiss my cheek."She is, my best worker this one," Elon says as he pulls me closer, I fight to urge to drag myself away from him."Should I not be
I hear movement and turn to see the full-length mirror move. Eros steps in and closes the mirror behind him. His eyes land on my body, and he steps closer.Opening my mouth to ask what he is doing, I don't get a chance to as his body slams mine against the wall, and his mouth captures mine. A low whine escapes my throat as he kisses me harder.The dress in my hands falls to the floor as I move and wrap my arms around his neck. My mind forgets how to breathe as he continues to claim my mouth.I feel his fingers stroke down my shoulders, pulling down the thin straps of the dress. Slipping my arms out of it, his hand pulls down the front of the dress to free my breasts.His mouth kisses along my neck and down to my breasts. My chest pushes up as I tangle my hand into his hair.He stands and spins me until my back is facing him. His mouth kissed my neck. "Every damn night I imagined you in my bed," his words warm me as he bites against my neck."Every day, I found myself obsessing over wh
I've finished checking on everyone, and walk back to my office and sit down. I'm exhausted. I rest my head on the desk and groan. I need my bed and a lot of sleep.Although I know that won't happen, it's nice to imagine sleeping and not waking up until tomorrow."Baby girl," I smile, hearing Eros, and look up to see him walking in while holding Aria. Standing, I walk over and hug him before taking her from his arms."How are you feeling today?" he asks as I sit, and he joins me."Perfect," I lie, and he laughs. "I am, I swear," I state, and he nods."Come on, let's leave," he says while walking to the door. I stand and follow him. Getting into the car, I put Aria in the car seat. I can't believe how much bigger she has gotten. Tomorrow is our first anniversary, and I'm not sure what our plan is yet.Eros smiles at me."What? You're looking at me like you know something," I argue."Because I do; come on," he opens the car door and picks up Aria from her seat. I get out and look at the
I woke up and didn't feel tired at all, but I was certainly nervous. The morning has disappeared as I sit, getting my hair and makeup done.Gail, Kacy, and Clara have spent the entire morning with me. It's nice and calm, which I know will end later. Gail keeps trying to get me to drink. My excuse is I feel off after last night.She thinks I was drinking, but the glass was lemonade and nothing else in it, so today I am 'hungover' and not drinking until the reception.It's a perfect excuse and stops her from asking questions about me not drinking."Okay, we will go get our dresses on," Clara announces and leaves with Kacy. Gail sits next to me and smiles."How are you feeling?" she asks."Fine, I think I just drank too much," I laugh slightly."I meant about today, not after last night," she chuckles."I'm nervous, but I'll be fine," I say, and she nods."You will be fine, you're family now, and my daughter so don't worry about today, he loves you and is going to marry you Alexis." She
We get to the hotel, and I rush through to get ready. I have the perfect dress. I know that Kacy will be taking pictures, so I want to taunt Eros when he can't do anything about it.Laughing, I pull on the dress and smile. Walking from my room, everyone turns to me."There is no way my son won't have words with you tomorrow when he sees the pictures of tonight," Gail states but laughs. "No one sends him pictures tonight," she turns to Clara and Kacy, and they nod quickly.I feel she will be in trouble for whatever she has planned. Eros was convinced she would ruin the night and wanted to keep it calm, but she was possibly worse than me secretly, which made me smile.An hour later, we’re sat in the club, and I can’t help but laugh. I’ve got to know his family a lot more. They visit more than they had before, but Eros doesn’t seem to mind, probably because Gail spends a lot of time with me while he works.Kacy has moved here, and Clara has been slowly moving her stuff into the house. To
I watch as Elon is escorted out, my arms wrapped around Clara, while Eros stays sitting beside me. It's over. I turn and smile at Clara; the past three months were hard for her.They had video evidence and the contracts, but they still put her on the stand to speak out. She did it, however, all while keeping her head up and her eyes on him.That was Eros. He told her to look at him when she spoke so he would know he didn't win and break her. Sure, for years, he might have controlled and used her, but today, he proved she won.She turns and smiles at me."Thank you, both you and Eros. Without you, I wouldn't have walked away from Elon," she says, and I nod."No thanks needed. I've said from the beginning that we women in the business need to stand up for each other and defend each other." I have always said it. Sure, I was the main one doing it, but that was because everyone else was too scared.I had the advantage, I was Bunny Wild and made Elon a lot, so me standing up and defending
We walk in, and Eros groans. I see his family and Clara sitting together while talking. He tries to inch backward, keeping his arm around my waist."No, you don't," his mum calls out, and Eros stops trying to escape. His mouth kisses along my neck."Soon, baby, let's go say a quick goodnight and run off to the room." Sighing, he pulls me forward."You needed to consider the puppy anyway, Eros," I say as I still hold it in my arms. He nods clearly realising he forgot about it."You got a puppy!" Clara squeals and I laugh. She rushes over to take it and stops. "And got engaged!" She gawps at me."What?" Gail walks forward and glances from my hand to Eros. "You didn't tell me you planned to propose!""Because had I told you, Mother, you would tell Kacy, and she would tell John, and we all know he would tell Alexis, which would have ruined the entire night," Eros explains, and I smile at him.It won't have ruined the night. Gail walks over and hugs me."I'm so glad you two aren't going to
I'm ready, and I want to say I feel sorry for Eros over what I'm wearing, but I'm not. At all. The dress is elegant and stunning, but I know the front alone will taunt it.The skirt of the dress is short at the front. Both straps go over one shoulder. One side has a sleeve, the opposite is sleeveless, but it's taunting enough.Walking out of the room, I watch Eros turn to me. His eyes widen. That's a win for me."Where do you find these dresses? It's elegant enough not to get you questioned in the most high-end places, but somehow is more taunting and erotic than you're short ones," he says while his arm wraps around my waist.My body is pulled into his, and he kisses me."This might be ripped later," he whispers into my ear, and I laugh."No it won't, it's beautiful dress, don't rip it," I argue."Well, you better ensure it's off as soon as we go in the room tonight," his words are whispered, and he bites against my neck lightly."Tempt me, and I will take it off now," I said while s
Today has tired me out. I didn't go to work; instead, I stayed at home with Eros. His family was here, and it felt rude to leave, even if it was for work.His mum is amazing. While John is the oldest of the three, he is by far the most immature. I've watched him the entire day as all he has done is annoying Eros. All the times were on purpose, and while it annoys Eros, he's laughing, so maybe he's used to his older brother's behaviour?Kacy has spent most of her time talking to Clara, it's nice to see her speaking to someone closer to her age and who isn't in the business. All her friends are from work."Finished," I say and hand Eros the papers. Before he can get them, his mum takes them from my hand. I hear his deep sigh, and I do feel for him. I now understand why he isn't keen to see his mum often.She's spent all day on his business matters. It's clear where Eros got his business head from, but Gail is obsessive. She's pushed herself deep into his business, and he's stressed out
As we enter the room, Eros, his brother, sister and stepfather are sitting around the large seating area. Eros is staring down at the glass in his hand and looks anxious.His mum isn't scary, I can understand her. Many would defend themselves over and over, but I didn't. I defended Eros, which seemed to make her realise I do care for him.As we get closer his head raises and he looks at me, I smile and sit next to him. His eyes go to his mum."Eros, calm down. She's perfectly fine and a wonderful woman," his mum smiles, and everyone stares at her."A wonderful woman? Hell, Pauline worked in a children's home, and you only had bad things to say about her," John laughs."That is because she may be selfless at work, but in every other aspect of her life she was selfish and everything was about her, the job makes no difference John, not if the woman isn't nice," she argues and he closes his mouth.Eros's head leans down, and he hides his face in my neck. "Don't leave with her again," he w
The room is silent, except for my heavy breathing because I am freaking the fuck out. I know Eros didn't want me to speak to her alone, but it would be rude to refuse to."My family are very important to me, Alexis," she says, and I nod."I can totally understand that, and I can understand if you have reservations and worries about me, especially because of what my line of work is. Anyone would be, especially if they haven't been involved in the industry, to know about it," I explain."You're right. I have reservations and worries, and I have no idea how the industry works. I would like to know why. What was your reason for joining it?" She looks at me and waits.I'm best being honest, I've no idea what Eros has told her or what will be said, but I know me being divorced won't help with her liking me at all. Neither will the debt I used to be in."I married young; by the age of twenty, my husband had run up large amounts of debt and disappeared with the money. For a year, I tried to g