Standing beneath the spray of the shower, I rub the cloth across my body and get rid of the last three hours of work. I'm eager to get the scent of sex and men off my body.Today's scene was one of the more challenging ones; it wasn't challenging in a way that made me want to avoid doing it or disagree. Just Anal is always more tricky and takes so much longer than the usual sex ones.The thrill I had the first day I walked into this studio has disappeared. Now, nothing is thrilling. I've done pretty much everything, and it all feels the same.The industry is okay at its best but is full of self-righteous, self-obsessed pricks who think because they have the prick, they run the show. They see us women as the extra, the ones who can be easily replaced.Yeah, because all those guys out there who fuck me for the cameras will open their legs to a guy. No, they won't, so without women, they have no fucking job.The scripts here start good, but then the jerks decide to go with the flow, and
Walking through the building, I reach the office and wait. I chew my lip and consider this. I can hear from here that he is fucking her, but I don't want to wait until he's finished to be able to leave.Knocking, I wait. I hear him groan, 'Come in', sick bastard. I open the door and step in. The noise of him fucking her gets louder instantly."You wanted to see me," I grit the words out and keep my eyes lowered."Ah, Alexis, yes, I need you," he groans, and I fight back the gag as I hear his skin slapping against hers. She's relatively quiet, so she either gagged with something or his hand. "Look at me, Alexis, stop being shy and acting like you haven't seen two people fuck," he laughs slightly, then grunts.I've seen hundreds of people fuck, but I have no want or need to see him doing it. My eyes stay down."That's it, take me deeper." His words almost have me throw up in my mouth, "Alexis, I will not speak if you're not looking at me." He growls his words.My head snaps up, and I fo
The car this guy sent to collect is ridiculous and shows he has more money than sense. I have the address of where I'm going but no name.When I search the address, it's private, so I can't even find out who it is. There are drinks and snacks, and I'm not about to dip my hand in that cookie jar and be charged for it.I have a feeling if I touch anything, despite the driver telling me I could, that this guy will use it against me going forward.The car stops and the door is open for me, I look up at the building."Go in, Miss. Explain to the front desk why you're here," the driver nods at me and steps back.Oh great, so now I need to go in and say what? Hi, posh receptionist, I'm Bunny Wild, a porn star. Mr Big Shot is expecting my company for an hour.Rolling my eyes, I walk in, and the woman glances at me."Name?" She asks."Bunny Wild," I reply and she sighs."You're here to see Mr Holloway, yes?" she asks, and I nod because I don't know who the hell I am here to see. "Good, now you
Mr Pierce looks at me and waits."Your safeword?" he asks again."I stick to the traffic light system. It makes it easier and means there are no excuses for not stopping," I explain."You think I would ask for your safeword just to ignore it and carry on?" He tilts his head."I don't know you, Mr Pierce, and it wouldn't be the first time someone pretended they forgot my safe word, so traffic lights, even the most vanilla people know red means stop!" I snap."Well, those who ignored your safeword shouldn't even have permission to touch you in such a way," his words are low and almost a growl. "I assure you, regardless of your safeword, you say it, I stop," he stares into my eyes.I nod. "I'll stick with the traffic light system, thanks," I reply."Your Limits? I need to know what they are. As I said, I've yet to find someone who can tolerate my sadistic tendencies. I'm hoping the amount you get will mean that you at least fake it like you enjoy it," he says, and I almost laugh."Waters
I watch as he picks up a remote. As he clicks the button, beeps surround him, and I glance at the camera's setup. The lenses are in hidden spots.Almost perfectly, it helps to make this feel less like porn. I'm still staring at his body. He's like a cocktail.Good and Evil. Saint and Sinner. The God and The Devil. All aspects perfectly combined into one delicious man, god damn Alexis! I shake my head and force the thoughts away.I don't usually obsess over guys, not like this anyway. He grips the straps of my leather outfit and pulls me to him; I'm forced onto my toes as my chest presses against his.My breathing instantly kicks up, and he smirks. Not wanting to shy away, I force my face to lift, my chin jutting out in a defiant stance."Oh, bratty, I like that," he smirks, and his mouth teases my neck. I bite back the moan, something that I rarely have happen. Usually, I have to fake them, but no, that one was genuine and took everything to hold in.His force shocks me but has me wan
Mr Pierce glares at her.“Figure shit out yourselves,” he snaps.“We can’t, Sir; you’re needed. Mr Askley is here. He said he got a message saying you needed him here right away.” Her words are quick, and he groans.He steps away from me and I instantly wish he hadn't now that his body isn't touching mine. I feel cold all of a sudden."Find out who fucked up! Do I look like I messaged him asking for him to meet me!" Mr Pierce glares at her."Right away, Sir." She nods."Tell him I will be there in a few moments." He explains and turns to me."Shall I show your...guest out, sir? Then you needn't worry about how long you're taking," she says."She is busy. I will show her out when she is dressed to leave," he argues."No need; I can show myself out," I reply. Walking into the bathroom, I quickly get changed. Stepping out, he is still waiting."I said you don't need to show me out. Please, go to your meeting." I say."We will arrange another time to continue this, so expect my call," he
I watch as he steps closer and smiles at me."Alexis, your manager...erm, Elon, said I would find you here," he looks towards the door, and I laugh."Let me guess, he was fucking someone when you arrived and didn't care to stop?" I smile at him, and he nods."Seen as our night got cancelled early, I came to rearrange it and discuss a few issues, which recently just came too lightly," he says as he pulls the chair out."You're late!" The voice has me whipping my head around. "Move your fucking ass!" Dale screams at me."A lower tone and nicer language might work better," Mr Pierce looks at him."What? Fuck off, asshole, move it, Alexis!" He shouts, and I stand. I am late, I was meant to be filming five minutes ago. I go to walk over and Mr Pierce stops me."She won't be walking any further until you ask her politely," he says while smirking."Consider yourself fired, mate, I'm telling Elon, so get lost," Dale glares at him."You can't fire me; I don't work for you." Mr Pierce grins and
Biting my lip, I look at him; if he's not going to distribute the video, then Elon won't know about it."I'm pretty sure I said you don't bite that lip anymore," he says as his finger pulls my lip free of my teeth."You won't distribute it?" I ask."No. I have someone I know I can trust to edit it. Once he has edited it and given me the copy, he wipes everything. I will keep one single copy on my laptop, protected with a password, and give another copy to you. Two copies, no more," he explains."Okay, then I will agree," I reply."I will collect you, say, at seven tonight?" he asks."You want to do it tonight?" I have no problem with that, but I didn't think he would be in that much of a rush."No, I plan to take you out for food, and we will discuss the payment, where you want the video sent, and such. I will also bring proof that the person I have editing it has signed an NDA, so you can be sure Elon will not know," he explains, and I nod."Seven is fine, thank you," I reply. I'm gl
I've finished checking on everyone, and walk back to my office and sit down. I'm exhausted. I rest my head on the desk and groan. I need my bed and a lot of sleep.Although I know that won't happen, it's nice to imagine sleeping and not waking up until tomorrow."Baby girl," I smile, hearing Eros, and look up to see him walking in while holding Aria. Standing, I walk over and hug him before taking her from his arms."How are you feeling today?" he asks as I sit, and he joins me."Perfect," I lie, and he laughs. "I am, I swear," I state, and he nods."Come on, let's leave," he says while walking to the door. I stand and follow him. Getting into the car, I put Aria in the car seat. I can't believe how much bigger she has gotten. Tomorrow is our first anniversary, and I'm not sure what our plan is yet.Eros smiles at me."What? You're looking at me like you know something," I argue."Because I do; come on," he opens the car door and picks up Aria from her seat. I get out and look at the
I woke up and didn't feel tired at all, but I was certainly nervous. The morning has disappeared as I sit, getting my hair and makeup done.Gail, Kacy, and Clara have spent the entire morning with me. It's nice and calm, which I know will end later. Gail keeps trying to get me to drink. My excuse is I feel off after last night.She thinks I was drinking, but the glass was lemonade and nothing else in it, so today I am 'hungover' and not drinking until the reception.It's a perfect excuse and stops her from asking questions about me not drinking."Okay, we will go get our dresses on," Clara announces and leaves with Kacy. Gail sits next to me and smiles."How are you feeling?" she asks."Fine, I think I just drank too much," I laugh slightly."I meant about today, not after last night," she chuckles."I'm nervous, but I'll be fine," I say, and she nods."You will be fine, you're family now, and my daughter so don't worry about today, he loves you and is going to marry you Alexis." She
We get to the hotel, and I rush through to get ready. I have the perfect dress. I know that Kacy will be taking pictures, so I want to taunt Eros when he can't do anything about it.Laughing, I pull on the dress and smile. Walking from my room, everyone turns to me."There is no way my son won't have words with you tomorrow when he sees the pictures of tonight," Gail states but laughs. "No one sends him pictures tonight," she turns to Clara and Kacy, and they nod quickly.I feel she will be in trouble for whatever she has planned. Eros was convinced she would ruin the night and wanted to keep it calm, but she was possibly worse than me secretly, which made me smile.An hour later, we’re sat in the club, and I can’t help but laugh. I’ve got to know his family a lot more. They visit more than they had before, but Eros doesn’t seem to mind, probably because Gail spends a lot of time with me while he works.Kacy has moved here, and Clara has been slowly moving her stuff into the house. To
I watch as Elon is escorted out, my arms wrapped around Clara, while Eros stays sitting beside me. It's over. I turn and smile at Clara; the past three months were hard for her.They had video evidence and the contracts, but they still put her on the stand to speak out. She did it, however, all while keeping her head up and her eyes on him.That was Eros. He told her to look at him when she spoke so he would know he didn't win and break her. Sure, for years, he might have controlled and used her, but today, he proved she won.She turns and smiles at me."Thank you, both you and Eros. Without you, I wouldn't have walked away from Elon," she says, and I nod."No thanks needed. I've said from the beginning that we women in the business need to stand up for each other and defend each other." I have always said it. Sure, I was the main one doing it, but that was because everyone else was too scared.I had the advantage, I was Bunny Wild and made Elon a lot, so me standing up and defending
We walk in, and Eros groans. I see his family and Clara sitting together while talking. He tries to inch backward, keeping his arm around my waist."No, you don't," his mum calls out, and Eros stops trying to escape. His mouth kisses along my neck."Soon, baby, let's go say a quick goodnight and run off to the room." Sighing, he pulls me forward."You needed to consider the puppy anyway, Eros," I say as I still hold it in my arms. He nods clearly realising he forgot about it."You got a puppy!" Clara squeals and I laugh. She rushes over to take it and stops. "And got engaged!" She gawps at me."What?" Gail walks forward and glances from my hand to Eros. "You didn't tell me you planned to propose!""Because had I told you, Mother, you would tell Kacy, and she would tell John, and we all know he would tell Alexis, which would have ruined the entire night," Eros explains, and I smile at him.It won't have ruined the night. Gail walks over and hugs me."I'm so glad you two aren't going to
I'm ready, and I want to say I feel sorry for Eros over what I'm wearing, but I'm not. At all. The dress is elegant and stunning, but I know the front alone will taunt it.The skirt of the dress is short at the front. Both straps go over one shoulder. One side has a sleeve, the opposite is sleeveless, but it's taunting enough.Walking out of the room, I watch Eros turn to me. His eyes widen. That's a win for me."Where do you find these dresses? It's elegant enough not to get you questioned in the most high-end places, but somehow is more taunting and erotic than you're short ones," he says while his arm wraps around my waist.My body is pulled into his, and he kisses me."This might be ripped later," he whispers into my ear, and I laugh."No it won't, it's beautiful dress, don't rip it," I argue."Well, you better ensure it's off as soon as we go in the room tonight," his words are whispered, and he bites against my neck lightly."Tempt me, and I will take it off now," I said while s
Today has tired me out. I didn't go to work; instead, I stayed at home with Eros. His family was here, and it felt rude to leave, even if it was for work.His mum is amazing. While John is the oldest of the three, he is by far the most immature. I've watched him the entire day as all he has done is annoying Eros. All the times were on purpose, and while it annoys Eros, he's laughing, so maybe he's used to his older brother's behaviour?Kacy has spent most of her time talking to Clara, it's nice to see her speaking to someone closer to her age and who isn't in the business. All her friends are from work."Finished," I say and hand Eros the papers. Before he can get them, his mum takes them from my hand. I hear his deep sigh, and I do feel for him. I now understand why he isn't keen to see his mum often.She's spent all day on his business matters. It's clear where Eros got his business head from, but Gail is obsessive. She's pushed herself deep into his business, and he's stressed out
As we enter the room, Eros, his brother, sister and stepfather are sitting around the large seating area. Eros is staring down at the glass in his hand and looks anxious.His mum isn't scary, I can understand her. Many would defend themselves over and over, but I didn't. I defended Eros, which seemed to make her realise I do care for him.As we get closer his head raises and he looks at me, I smile and sit next to him. His eyes go to his mum."Eros, calm down. She's perfectly fine and a wonderful woman," his mum smiles, and everyone stares at her."A wonderful woman? Hell, Pauline worked in a children's home, and you only had bad things to say about her," John laughs."That is because she may be selfless at work, but in every other aspect of her life she was selfish and everything was about her, the job makes no difference John, not if the woman isn't nice," she argues and he closes his mouth.Eros's head leans down, and he hides his face in my neck. "Don't leave with her again," he w
The room is silent, except for my heavy breathing because I am freaking the fuck out. I know Eros didn't want me to speak to her alone, but it would be rude to refuse to."My family are very important to me, Alexis," she says, and I nod."I can totally understand that, and I can understand if you have reservations and worries about me, especially because of what my line of work is. Anyone would be, especially if they haven't been involved in the industry, to know about it," I explain."You're right. I have reservations and worries, and I have no idea how the industry works. I would like to know why. What was your reason for joining it?" She looks at me and waits.I'm best being honest, I've no idea what Eros has told her or what will be said, but I know me being divorced won't help with her liking me at all. Neither will the debt I used to be in."I married young; by the age of twenty, my husband had run up large amounts of debt and disappeared with the money. For a year, I tried to g