LOGINCharm.'Making out is easy without a feeling… I can’t be with a virgin.'Pabalik-balik ito na parang sirang plaka sa isip ko.He doesn’t do what? Virgins? Huh, ang galing!Hindi ako nakatulog ng maayos. Kung nakatulog man, ay konting oras lang. Maaga na. Sikat na ang araw pero ayaw ko pang bumangon.I’m defeated. It felt like everything that had once wrapped my heart wholeheartedly had left me.It was an embarrassing night. I easily give in to my body’s needs, thinking it's Bryce.Pumikit ang mga mata ko at huminga ako nang malalim. Naglalaban ang isip ko kung lalabas na ba ako ngayon, o hindi pa. Tiyak nasa baba na siguro si Bryce kasama si Manang Belen.After thirty minutes, I decided to step up and be a woman. I need to face this. I want to see what Bryce's reaction is after what has happened."Manang Belen?"Maingat ang pagbaba ko habang nakahawak sa hawakan. Si Manang lang ang nakikita ko. Nasa baba na siya at naghahanda ng pagkain."Gutom ka na ba. Kanina pa ako tapos magluto.
Charm.My first kiss? Guess what? I have none!Bryce's lips are tender and hot. I parted mine to give him access. His tongue came out, tasting me, pushing for a soft kiss.Hindi gumalaw ang bibig ko sa unang galaw ng labi niya. Pumikit ako at ginaya ang halik niya sa akin.I don't know how to kiss. I’ve been practicing it with the mirror in my bathroom. I lip to lips the mirror while imagining Bryce. Ganyan ako ka baliw!Huminto sa paghalik si Bryce at naimulat ko agad ang mga mata. Kumurap ako, pulang-pula ang pisngi ko at abot hanggang tainga ang kaba ko sa puso.I’m melting and wet. My knees wobble, and I feel so embarrassed at that. Did he notice that it was my first kiss?"Never been kissed?" His eyebrows meet a little.I swallow hard in repeat. Kinagat ko na lang ang labi at tinitigan lang siya. Hindi ako nagsalita.“Then I’ll take that as a yes?” He smirked and instantly pulled my body toward him.I gasp, and the electrifying sensation travels over me fast when I feel his lips
Charm.I keep my posture as I waited for him to be finish. Kanina pa ako hindi makahinga nang maayos at nakangiti lang. Nakatingala ako sa treehouse, nakatitig ang mga mata sa hagdanan."Nearly there,” he said as he headed back to the treehouse.Maaga ako dahil excited masyado. Tama si Manang Belen. Masyadong halata ako kay Bryce. So what? I have nothing to hide any longer. Bryce knows everything about me and my feelings. It’s all up to him! I know it’s embarrassing, but somehow making the first move takes away all the stress I have carried for years."Okay, ready?" Bumaba na si Bryce at saka ngiting tinitigan ako mula ulo hanggang paa at pabalik."Hmm…" he shakes his head, and his eyes are focused on my skirt."What's wrong?" Napatingin na tuloy ako sa sariling suot.Wala namang mali sa suot ko. Crop top na puti at mini-skirt shorts na itim. Hindi ako masisilipan dahil may panty shorts naman sa ilalim at komportable ako sa damit na ganito. At isa pa, walang sisilip sa akin rito!"N
Charm."That was cool. Thank you for the experience!"Basang basa ako, at mas lalong nabasa dahil nakababad na ako sa tubig dagat. Napailing si Bryce at namaywang habang nakatingin sa akin.Nasa buhangin na ang wavefloat. Naka-tow na ito sa sasakyan para maibalik sa sched ni Papa. Naligo muna ako sa dagat. Gusto kong magtampisaw dahil masaya ako.The swim with the baby sharks was cool. I liked it so much! I had fun. It was one of the best experiences I have had."I will tow this back to your father's sched, Charm." Tumalikod na siya at humakbang patungo sa sasakyan."Ha? T-Teka lang. Sama ako!""No. Stay there. I will be back."Nahinto ako at nagulan sa sinabi niya. Pero nakuha ko na rin, dahil hindi na siya nakatingin sa akin at pumasok lang din siya agad sa loob ng sasakyan.I watch him as he drives back the Waveboat. I smiled and went back swimming.Mababaw lang naman ang tubig sa bahaging ito at hightide ang dagat. Hanggang legs ko lang, at malinaw ang tubig. Maraming maliit na i
Charm.Nakakatakot man ay binaliwala ko na ito. Nandito si Bryce at hawak ko ang leeg niya. Hindi niya naman siguro ako bibitawan at pababayaan 'di ba?I'm confident, and I trust him. I don’t trust myself when it comes to these, but having him beside me is more than enough to try the devil things.I love the ocean. It gives me the spirit of being free as it washes away all the worries and problems I have inside. I may look tough and bubbly without any issues. But deep inside, I have my own demons that I face each day.Matapang lang ako sa labas na anyo, pero mahina ako sa maraming bagay. Pero sa bagay na gusto ko, ay hindi ako basta-basta bimibitaw. Kaya heto, kakapit ako hangga't kaya ko."Sure ka ba na hindi nila lalapangin ang paa ko?" Pumwesto ang paa ko sa paanan ni Bryce. Nakaapak ako sa kanya, at nakapulupot ang kamay ko sa leeg niya.Our eyes locked, and my breathing was restricted. I'm tense. I can feel him, and I know he feels the same way I do right now. I swallow hard and
Bryce.It’s more than a jetski because it’s a Waveboat Z8 Hevo. It has a jet ski and a boat at the same time. I could use it to escape if I want to. It could go back and forth for hours.Charmie backed it out of her father’s shed. It has everything there, the luxurious ones, including this Waveboat we are using. She knows what she's doing. She can navigate well, and it seems like she's used this several times.“Do you know how to operate it?"She’s now in front of me, smiling sweetly.Yes, of course. But then driving it for more than fifteen minutes? No. I can only do a few minutes, and then Papa will take over or his captain on board.I nod a little and adore how perfect she looks in the mornings without any makeup.“It's the perfect time to see the babies." Tinitigan niya ang relo na suot. "We'd better go, Bryce, because I don't want to see the big ones. This time, the mothers are not around because they’re searching for food. And as soon as feeding time is over, they always get ba







