The cold air greeted me as soon as I opened the doors to my home reminding me of his absence. The scent of him was slowly fading from the little articles of clothing he had left behind and I dreaded the day it would be all long gone. Lillie’s words kept on ringing clearly in my head all the time, like an alarm but it was already too late. I had feelings for him. I had feelings for the guy who paid me to prostitute myself to him. I numerously tried to deny myself of what I felt, claiming it was only lust I felt for him as he was the first man, that had ever shown interest in me, that I had ever been with but, I couldn’t deny the happiness he brought to me anytime we were together. I felt safe with him, whole if you would say it. He gave me opportunities that I would have had to move mountains to get them. He was my... daddy? Even the thought of that word set fire to my loins. It had been long since that part had been given attention. It did give it time for it to rest as it was alwa
‘This is a dream! This is a dream! This is a dream!’ I kept on chanting to myself, hoping that all of this was, was one huge nightmare! Hayden’s Fiancé? What did he mean that she was his WIFE TO BE? Didn’t we just? No, no, noo this had to be a dream. No, I just couldn’t get myself to accept reality. I shielded my face with my hands, hoping, deluding myself, that this was just one big hallucination and that I would wake up and this would be just one BIG WIERD NIGHTMARE! The words kept on ringing in my head; ‘meet my wife,’ he said. MEET. MY. WIFE! Oh God! My internal organs felt like they were collapsing. How could he... aahh, the mixed emotions brewing inside me were just too much that I could not decipher. I crouched down at the floor, hiding in the safety of my bedroom as the sources of my turmoil were in my living room. It was no longer my home. And I handled that out by choosing to hide in my room as it felt safe. I hated how pathetic I looked in the moment, with eyes and fa
The plan was simple. I would stay with Noah for a few days while I looked for a place of my own and I would send whatever money I had left back to Hayden while I thought of ways on how to pay the reminder. There had to be some sort of leniency, as he maybe was tired of me? That was what I thought even though it tore my heart.But so far, I had done nothing. It had now been over three weeks and I still hadn’t done any of those things I had promised. I felt pathetic and I hated it. He still hadn’t called me. Had he not noticed that I was gone?&lsq
Flush! The water tank in the stall next to me ran, followed by the stall opening as the temporary owner left to go wash their hands and at last, I was alone. The crickets in the hallway told me that the majority of the school population had now left for their homes or whatever businesses they had on a Monday evening. “Hopefully he had too” I inwardly prayed as I took a deep breath in before letting myself out of the toilet stall that I had HOARDED! For the past one hour. Just as I had calculated, the school was nearly empty. Releasing a sigh of relief, I quickened my pace heading for the bus stop, carefully threading away from the parking lot as Noah was known to be waiting for me there. He had been doing that for the past week hoping to get to talk to me. I knew he was concerned. I could see it in his eyes. He was desperate to talk to me, but I just, wasn’t ready. Hopefully by using this way, I could kill two birds with one stone. Hayden’s men. Sometime in the past week, I had no
WHAT! I quickly pulled away from his embrace. “Noah, what the hell are you talking about?” To say that my whole body was on red alert would be an understatement. “Listen,” he began. “I know this is not the right time to state this, but you just have to trust me.” He was pleading. “Noah,” I trailed, not sure on how to place my words “I am busy, c-can we... can we talk about this later? I need to get back to work.” “But there is no one here!” he claimed. Like a deer caught in a red light, I froze. Both from embarrassment and awkwardness. Where were the customers when you needed them! “Umm Noah, I really need to get back to working” “Fine...” he said after a while. But if you want to hear me out, just give me a call. And please, just trust me. Just this once.” He gave me a longing stare before he unwillingly got out. ₊˚⊹♡ The noise had died down a bit in the living room which I thankful for, as my grumbling stomach could not take it much longer. Quietly getting out of bed, I tip
“Lillie, can we talk later. I am really late for class! I tried to reason with the blonde girl trying on the dresses. Her wedding dresses. “Yeah, yeah! You have been saying that for the past hour, yet I don’t see you getting your ass off the bed. Wait, doesn’t this dress make my butt look small? I think I need to buy another one.” She continued. “Lillie, the dress looks fine and am serious this time, I really need to start getting ready.” I gritted my teeth. “I am hanging up now” I continued, showing her how serious I was. “Noooo, noo, you still haven’t told me which one would look best on me! You know I have to be the best dressed at the wedding since he is my fat-” I disconnected from the video call, hoping that she would buy my bad phone reception excuse I had been using recently. Looks, like time was not on my side today. I noted as I quickly leaped into the shower. ₊˚⊹♡ My dilly dallying had finally caught up to me. I had a class which was currently forty minutes in and me
Monica’s P.O.V“Happy!” Hayden grumbled, not on parr with what I had justput him through. He was back to his stoic demeanor, gone was the longing and intense gaze in his eyes. He just wanted to be absent of my presence.“Very!” I pushed at him. “That was very intense, tesoro.” “Did you im
Bambi's P.O.V“So why did you call me here, Noah asked. We were currently seated at his friend's restaurant. The moonlight shining bright upon us. It was not as busy as it usually was, giving us ample space and time to talk. His friend had already brought us our order. Meaning I could no longer delay what I called him for. I hesitantly looked at him, trying so hard not to let my eyes fall. “Noah, about your proposal” I swallowed a huge lump that was clogging my throat, bracing myself for what I was about to do. “I accept!” “Wait! What did you just say!” He asked in disbelief. A smile threatening to fill out his cheeks. Smiling nervously, I repeated my answer. “Yes, I accept to be your girlfriend!” Out of all outcomes I was expecting, none of them were of Noah jumping from his seat and hugging me. I was perplexed. But since I did not want him to feel embarrassed, I awkwardly hugged him back. “I am so glad you accepted,” He whispered to me. All I could do was just awkwardly nod. “
Gingerlocks and Her Three Bears It was supposed to be one day; a one-time thing but- I no longer know what am doing anymore. I was just going to shoot some content with my friends, then go about my day, I swear! That was the original plan. But then, shit happened. The rain, the wolves, losing my friends... and now, I’m surrounded by three hulky men, who are all hot and primal and determined to never let me go. I call them bears because they are humongous! I mean, just look at them. I am nervous, I don’t think that all three of them can fit yet, my heart flutters like a caged bird, so fast and rhythmically to the beats of anticipation and excitement. I am thrilled... and am so going to get ripped. Yes, I am going to get ripped! I know it is wrong. What will people say? My supporters! My career is on the line and there are already nasty rumours floating around about me, and now this! But surprisingly, that doesn’t bother me. To be seen with all these alpha males; my three bears, who
“Adrian! Hayden?” I called out frantically to my four-year-old and husband. I continued searching the vast expanse of the sprawling mansion that was our Italian holiday home, my eyes dotting arounds in the hopes of finding them. ‘Where were they?’ I asked myself. One minute, they were with me in the bedroom, patiently waiting for me to get our three-year-old girl ready and the next minute they had completely vanished. The ginormous mansion did not make it easy for me either. “Chiara, hang on to mommy okay. Let’s go find your dadda!” I cooed softly at my little bundle of joy. Her mesmerizing grey eyes shone brightly as she gave me an ear to ear grin happily throwing her arms in the air. Shifting my body to accommodate her small frame in my arms, I kissed her cheeks before resuming my search for my other child and husband. “Dadda! Dadda!” Chiara continued chanting softly, her eyes on the lookout for her favourite human, her dad! She was such a daddy’s girl, even I sometimes got a litt
“You are leaving?” Lillie asked sadly as she watched me finish packing my bags. Her look was so disheartening, I felt guilty knowing that I was leaving her alone even though she was going through a lot; with her pregnancy and the break up. She hadn’t told me the full story yet, but I suspected that there was another woman involved from the little glimpses of her history she had given me. However, I was still glad, with the help of the therapist we had gotten, she was starting to be herself once more. Hayden was at first adamant when I suggested the idea but after a slight push he agreed. “Yes,” I looked at her with pity. “Listen, if you want I could-” “No, no, noo!” She cut me off, grabbing my hands. “You have already been through a lot, you need a break.” She lovingly hugged me, her hands making sure I never moved a spot. “It is okay, don’t cry. I will always facetime you everyday.” “I know! I know! I am just going to miss having you physically, but you promise you would be back, r
“You sent her here, pregnant! Are you nuts!” I yelled at the metallic phone, the end speaker sighing in regret. “I know, I know- but she insisted and you know how she is.” I breathed to calm myself down. If he wasn’t my dear friend, I would have murdered him by now. “You know brother you do not need to worry, I know how to take care of my woman. I am always right behind her.” He said with sadness in his voice which made me question, what the hell was up with them. I had definitely noticed the tension and longing in his voice, even though he thought he had carefully hidden. “What is going on between you two? Hang on!” I said, cutting off the line as I had noise approaching the mini office I had at this house. “Yes!” My heart rate calmed down a bit when I noticed that it was just my Bella. “Bambi! My love, what are you doing here?” I asked as I stood up to go and embrace her, she just gave me a tired smile before coming to sit on my lap. It had been a week ever since that incident, a
The air hung heavy with palpable discomfort. Each passing second, felt like it had stretched to an eternity. I pulled my dress further down as if it wasn’t low enough already. I refused to stare back at Lillie's eyes. I did not want to see the betrayal in them. The ground was interesting enough for me. “Hey, how did you know I would be here?” Hayden broke the silence as he went ahead to embrace his daughter. “Collins told me,” Lillie answered, distractedly as I felt her blue orbs pierce through me. “He shouldn’t have done that. That was a dangerous mistake after he knew what this night was abou-” “I know,” Lillie cut him off, “I was the one who insisted. I wanted to come and comfort you!” Her blue eyes were back to me, questioning me. “How long had this been going on?” Lillie asked, the question directed at me. I pulled my eyes away from the ground as I returned back her stare. Oh my God! I had hurt her. Her eyes were teary, as she looked at me in betrayal. “Lillie, I swear-”
In the hazy realm between wakefulness and sleep, I could hear loud creaks from a distance. I found myself drifting like a passenger in a moving vehicle, the sensation of motion pulling me further away from consciousness as if journeying to some distant destination. To where, I do not know. I slowly woke up, feeling groggy, only to find myself sitting on a man's lap. Startled, I let out a loud scream and fell backward onto the floor. My heart raced with confusion and fear. "Shh... Calm down my love, you are safe now" I heard a voice say softly, pulling me out of the so-called fog of thought. Cold but hard hands patted me softly on my head pulling me back up, in turn I could feel my nerves unwinding. “Hayden?” I softly called out meeting his beautiful green eyes. They were lowered, watching me attentively and concerned. His eyelashes formed a curtain over them, partially hiding the mesmerizing shade of green. If only he could fall back lower. I thought to myself, then I would get a
His men were all stoic, showing no sign of emotions on their faces as they guided me to who God knows where. I keenly took in all the doors and corners of the hallways, hoping that I would eventually get a chance to gain my freedom back. However, that felt like a dream, considering the hasty pace the men were walking. In a jiffy, I was being pushed inside a room that looked similar to where I had been imprisoned before but much smaller. The other ten? If I had counted properly went ahead to surround all the corners of the damned small room, making it seem much smaller that it was already. The others remained outside. Holy molly! How was I going to get out of here, if the security was this tight! Ryan, who I presumed was their boss now, went ahead, perusing and scrutinizing every corner and invisible dust speck, before nodding his head satisfactorily. I guessed that this was where we would be staying for the night. The atmosphere was silent among us. Not a word, not even a buzz of a
When, they came back, not a minute later, the worlds had turned. Hayden was no longer the one in restraints, instead, Lorenzo was, and he was laughing! “Well done! Well done son! Just like how I taught you! Never let them know your next move!” He congratulated, smiling ... proudly? The men in the room had also been replaced, basing my judgement on the unfamiliar faces. “Where had the others ran too?” I inquired myself, blinking my eyes several times to get used to the new found light. It was not after a minute, that my eyes caught on to the lifeless bodies, lying on the floor with a hole on their heads. One who was next to me, had his eyes wide open, but they looked lifeless. I screamed at the horror before my eyes, my heart skipping beats. I felt like vomiting, as the acrid metallic smell of blood and death was too much too handle. I could feel the two pairs of dark eyes, molesting me, with a click of disdain following me. “She doesn’t know who you are, does she?” I could hear Lor
“Well, Well...well,looks like you two have finally met. The chloroform was not that strong after all.” A rich and harmonious voice graced my ears, with it vibrating at the end as it closed the distance that was between us. The sound was so well spoken and warm, if I didn’t know any better, I would have been entranced by it, hoping to crawl towards it for warmth. However, I could also sense the extensive cold undertones, tones that were so sinister yet hidden carefully within that soothing voice. I do not know why, but suddenly my heart was running a mile. It felt like, at any moment, it would burst from my chest. My body had also gone cold, seemingly the blood that was running in my veins had been wiped dry. The air also felt sinister, it was as though the devil himself had joined us. My head ambivalently shifted towards the frame of the man that had just made his presence, wondering whether it was wise letting him see my fear. What met me, the moment my eyes reached his eyes, was