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Desiderium Friend
When Natalia wakes up beside her mate she smiled at her luck. Never she thought that she will find her mate in this ceremony. And Anna.... "Anna!" She hastily get up and run toward the room where she had left Anna. Ofcourse she couldn't find her because she already left. She is about to shout when her gaze fall on letter left by anahita. She picked it up and read it hastily. Her face become pale. She never thought her friend will left like that. Soon everyone is alarmed by Princess. She oders some warriors to find out her friend.Isaac POVWhen I reached there, I saw a lot of movement taking place. I wanted to know what was happening here. So I had just moved that way when I saw Alaric coming towards me. He seemed very lost. I touched his shoulders. It was cold outside. But what did he do in the morning? Usually we are inside the room and the body is warm. I wanted to ask him, and then I heard a loud noise. "I don't know anything! I want my friend back. It should mean."I was a li
Last Updated : 2024-03-28Desiderium Prologue
Anahita's POVI can't stop my tears now. I am sitting in a taxi. The taxi driver gave me a strange vibe. I asked him to drop me off at the train station. I bought a ticket for the earliest train that leaves after half an hour. I hugged my bag that I only had. I am alone again. In everyone's life, there was a moment of confusion where you were afraid to bare bones, rotted to the ground, wanted to throw up, give up on your desires, or run and hide. I promised my brother that I would be safe. It seems my decisions are destined to be proven wrong. I decided to attend the Luna ceremony of the Pearlwood pack. I never thought I'd be thrown into my past experiences. I was sleeping soundly when suddenly someone bragged in my room at 1:00 am. I thought that someone had mistakenly entered the wrong room. Just when I was about to sit down, he pressed me down. He was a drunk werewolf with an intoxicated smell. He was an alpha. I can feel him releasing his alpha aura. I was unable to move. He fierce
Last Updated : 2022-09-13Desiderium Chapter 1
Isaac povA luxurious room at Hotel Ramada. Seeing me and a girl's clothes spread here and there in the room, I rubbed my face. Last night was awesome. That girl was quite wild on the bed. It was five past nine when I looked up. I am surely getting late for departure. I found my phone on the coffee table. I took my wallet from my scattered clothes. My night partner is still sleeping. I take a proper bath to wash off her smell. My Beta Liam said it was not good for my reputation to have other females' smell on me because I am still searching for my so-called destined mate. Rubbish. They were the ones who sent me bunches of sultry girls to control. They even conspired so that they could find a girl that fit my taste. My younger brother, Alaric White and my father, the current alpha of the Ozoic pack,Oswald White, suggested that I should wait for my mate. Who cares now when I am already 27? Why do I have to wait when I am handsome, attractive and have great stamina? Girls are lined up t
Last Updated : 2022-09-13Desiderium Chapter 2
Isaac povIt was only the afternoon. An Omega came to us and showed us the way to our room. When we reached there I decided to take a tour around that area. When I was wandering around the swimming area I saw an extremely delicate and attractive girl. She is wearing sundress giving casual vibes with air around her told me that she is elegant. Although I am not into delicate women, she is alluring. Just when I decided to hit on her someone called her“Eleanor”Her name is 'beautiful'. Fortunately she is coming to this side of the pool. When she reaches out for a drink, I introduce myself“Hey, I am Isaac white.”“Eleanor.”We shake hands. Her hands are soft but firm and she is a werewolf. "I know you. You are Alpha White."Now my plans have changed. I didn't want to get acquainted with someone who is already aware of my true identity. Liam mind linked me"Alpha room is ready according to your taste.""Ok."When I reach my room, Liam informs me about today's schedule. I plopped on my
Last Updated : 2022-09-13Desiderium Chapter 3
Isaac povI never thought that my father also sent Alaric. He smirked at me. Of course, my crafty father sent him here to keep an eye on me so that I kept my thing in my pants. "Argh.""Hey, brother. How are you?""I am fine, Alaric. How about you? ""You look much sexier than last month."I got a bear hug from him. He is always clingy to me. I wish we could always share such a sweet relationship. "Great. I am here so that we can get the best night partner. What do you think?"He taught me the term "night partner" to cover up our dirty deeds. He got a crafty brain from our father. "Good Idea. Don't you think what will happen if Father finds out about what we did here? "My friend Oscar is close to my family because his mother is my very distant aunt. He is almost like a cousin to me. "Let's see what night brings to us."after having a light-hearted chat with me. Alaric acknowledged Liam and asked about his well being.We sit in our designated seats. Luna's ceremony was initiated wi
Last Updated : 2022-09-13Desiderium Chapter 4
Isaac's pov In fact, very few people, i.e., my family and Liam, know that alcohol weakens my wolf. I also saw Alpha Gerad over here. Alpha Gerad, from my position on the Alpha Council, is deeply concerned about my position and wants to get me out of the way. Because I am the most powerful future alpha and will be alpha in a few days, it will be a challenge for people. I will widen my boundaries by taking those who want to challenge me out of the way and including their pack in my pack. This is what scares the alphas of many small packs, and so is my intention. Weak packs cannot exist alone. They will need the support of someone older, so he will have to join my pack. We sat there for some time. Alaric still hadn't come back. Then Liam's eyes went to a girl dancing on the dance floor. He started walking towards that girl without saying anything. When my eyes went towards that girl, it was the same girl, Eleanor, that I had met in the afternoon. Eleanor also looked at Liam, and then the
Last Updated : 2022-09-13Desiderium Chapter 5
Anahita's pov Then a friend of Monica's, Lucia, reached there. She also had some bees with her. She also made things very difficult for me. They had surrounded me. "Look, look, who's here? A freebie. " "Who have you come after today?" "No, no, she's not after anyone, she's just trying to woo Natalia to ensnare a rich man here, so that she can spend some time with him and pursue her hobbies." This was often thought of for me. Maybe she hated my eyes. That's why they used to taunt me many times while focusing on my eyes. Still, I remained silent. Then one of them pushed me. Due to the hills, I was not able to walk like that and also had cramps in my legs. I was about to fall when two strong arms held me. I started running back in a panic and was about to fall again, but that person held me well. Because of this, I could not fall. The girls standing behind me were whistling at the man. "Alaric!" "You're here," Lucia spoke softly. Lucia moved on. Alaric, the man who just saved
Last Updated : 2022-09-13Desiderium Chapter 6
(WARNING:-Chapter is not suitable for every reader. please skip if you are not comfortable)Isaac’s povWhen I entered the room, I saw that it was dark all around me. "Looks like she wants to play hide and seek with me." But what do I do with my restlessness? I could feel the heat in my body. I went towards the bathroom because I knew that all these rooms are for the guests, so the way they are made is also the same. So I hurriedly went to the bathroom and splashed water on my face, but I was not getting any peace from that irritation. It was as if there was a fire inside my body. I knew what she had given to me and that I would need that girl to ease my pain... but the problem was that she was nowhere to be seen. My wolf had become a little weak due to intoxication. I was faltering. The restlessness of the body was slowly responding to my stamina. I suddenly smelled sandalwood in that room. Which is helping to calm my agitated nerves. It seemed familiar to me somewhere, but my min
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When Natalia wakes up beside her mate she smiled at her luck. Never she thought that she will find her mate in this ceremony. And Anna.... "Anna!" She hastily get up and run toward the room where she had left Anna. Ofcourse she couldn't find her because she already left. She is about to shout when her gaze fall on letter left by anahita. She picked it up and read it hastily. Her face become pale. She never thought her friend will left like that. Soon everyone is alarmed by Princess. She oders some warriors to find out her friend.Isaac POVWhen I reached there, I saw a lot of movement taking place. I wanted to know what was happening here. So I had just moved that way when I saw Alaric coming towards me. He seemed very lost. I touched his shoulders. It was cold outside. But what did he do in the morning? Usually we are inside the room and the body is warm. I wanted to ask him, and then I heard a loud noise. "I don't know anything! I want my friend back. It should mean."I was a li
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Isaac pov I woke up with a headache. My head is buzzing like something is continuously running inside my head. I shake my head and open my eyes. When my eyes meet the early morning sun, I observe the room in which I spent the best night of my adult life. Yes, although hangover is still looming over my head, I vividly remember myself floating in shores of pleasure. Ah, now I remember. I am here to attend Luna's ceremony. I arrived late, some random cliche of Alpha Gerad tried to seduce me, she made me drink liquor, I was knocked out, and I entered this room. All memories are flooding into my head thanks to my wolf. But why was he silent? Anyway, then she acted innocent, but I made her regret coming here. Hah! I looked at my bed partner, but she was not there. I got alarmed. Is it possible that she woke up before me and slipped out? I hastily get up but immediately sit down again as my head starts spinning due to the sudden movement. Just let me prove your act gerad. I took a deep breat
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Anahita's POV I can't explain what I am feeling right now. I was so preoccupied with sorting my thoughts that I didn't notice how I ended up sitting next to those siblings. They're discussing their destination, which is the same as mine. I am idly looking outside the window. I still feel a bit discouraged. I was lost in my thoughts when suddenly I felt a hand on my own. I jolted away from that hand. When my gaze meets the girl's, she appears nervous. I fought my urge to read her mind. She gently placed her hand on mine. I cast a glance at her brother, who is staring at me with interest. He commented casually. "You are really beautiful." "Although a sad beauty, I must say that most celebrities would pay a lot of money to have features like yours." He is not saying anything offending, but I felt myself shrinking under his gaze. His view is abruptly blocked by his sister's body. She glared at her brother, as if she were telling him with her eyes that she would not tolerate such open co
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Anahita's POV I can't stop my tears now. I am sitting in a taxi. The taxi driver gave me a strange vibe. I asked him to drop me off at the train station. I bought a ticket for the earliest train that leaves in half an hour. I hugged the bag that I only had. I am alone again. There was a time in everyone's life when they were afraid of bare bones, rotted to the ground, wanted to throw up, give up on their desires, or run and hide. I promised my brother that I would be safe. It seems my decisions are destined to be proven wrong. I sat on nearby resting slabs. Because it's early morning, there are very few people. I hug my legs closer to my chest. It hurts, but not as much as my heart does. My energy is drained, so I didn't realise when my dozing turned to napping. When I opened my eyes, I suddenly felt suffocated. That smell is very familiar to me. so familiar that it is scary. It seemed to be everywhere. I heard foot steps approaching, and soon dread filled me. I slowly turned my hea
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Anahita’s POVAlaric felt bad seeing me retreat. He took two or three deep breaths and said, in a soft voice,"Ana, please tell me what happened. I promise I'll help as much as I can. "Suddenly, he narrowed his nose and looked at me. He looked shocked, angry and helpless. I understood that he knew what had happened to me. He bewilderedly looked at me. His eyes showed so much emotion. I don’t understand what is going on in his mind, but one thing is certain: he is going to abandon me or go to do the same thing. Surprisingly, he stabilized himself and then brought out his phone "Tell me your contact number."I am so sure he’ll also use me. I started sobbing, not knowing what to do.Seeing me like this, he quickly waved his hand and said"Don't get me wrong. I want to help you. It's my understanding that it was not your fault that what happened to you. "I was staring sternly at him. I do not know what I should do. Should I trust him or just run away.Seeing me not respond, Alaric took
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Anahita’s POVI was crying bitterly. Natalia was trying her best to console me. After being quiet for a while, James said"I think I can help you. I have good diplomatic relations with Alpha Oscar. If I ask for any help in this matter, he will not refuse. "I started trembling when I heard this. Seeing my condition, Natalia bowed her head sadly. Then, after a while, raising her head firmly, she said"You are staying with me tonight. With the first ray of tomorrow morning, we will find that rascal and punish him in such a way that he will never forget. "For the first time, I think cursing is the easiest way to vent anger. When Natalia looked at me with an affectionate look, I started crying again. He helped me get comfo
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Anahita’s POVI soaked myself in the bathtub. It was filled with warm water. Maybe that was an auto-function. I hissed as soon as I stretched my legs. Unconsciously, tears gathered in my eyes. I tried to scream loudly to vent my anger, but no sound came out of my mouth. My sobs intensified. I hugged myself. Why does this happen to me? Why do I always have to be the victim? That alpha shattered my hard-earned confidence. What wrong did I do to you? Even my voice was not supporting me. After a while, when my skin got wrinkled due to too much water, I realized that I was still in the same room where that alpha was. I have to get out of here. I saw one of my casual dresses was in the bathroom. I came out wearing the same thing. My tears still hadn't dried up. I was having pain in my lower body while walking. Due to the trembling of my knees, I had to resort to something again and again. I took a look at that alpha. It was still dark in the room, but because of the moonlight falling on the
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(WARNING:-Chapter is not suitable for every reader. please skip if you are not comfortable)Isaac’s povWhen I entered the room, I saw that it was dark all around me. "Looks like she wants to play hide and seek with me." But what do I do with my restlessness? I could feel the heat in my body. I went towards the bathroom because I knew that all these rooms are for the guests, so the way they are made is also the same. So I hurriedly went to the bathroom and splashed water on my face, but I was not getting any peace from that irritation. It was as if there was a fire inside my body. I knew what she had given to me and that I would need that girl to ease my pain... but the problem was that she was nowhere to be seen. My wolf had become a little weak due to intoxication. I was faltering. The restlessness of the body was slowly responding to my stamina. I suddenly smelled sandalwood in that room. Which is helping to calm my agitated nerves. It seemed familiar to me somewhere, but my min
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Anahita's pov Then a friend of Monica's, Lucia, reached there. She also had some bees with her. She also made things very difficult for me. They had surrounded me. "Look, look, who's here? A freebie. " "Who have you come after today?" "No, no, she's not after anyone, she's just trying to woo Natalia to ensnare a rich man here, so that she can spend some time with him and pursue her hobbies." This was often thought of for me. Maybe she hated my eyes. That's why they used to taunt me many times while focusing on my eyes. Still, I remained silent. Then one of them pushed me. Due to the hills, I was not able to walk like that and also had cramps in my legs. I was about to fall when two strong arms held me. I started running back in a panic and was about to fall again, but that person held me well. Because of this, I could not fall. The girls standing behind me were whistling at the man. "Alaric!" "You're here," Lucia spoke softly. Lucia moved on. Alaric, the man who just saved
