C 7

Kal suddenly appeared next to Kimberly and grabbed her hand. "Please don't be a bitch," he whined. "Just for 10 minutes. Please? If you do then I promise I won't ever make you watch Mean Girls ever again."

Kimberly raised her eyebrow at Kal and placed her hand on his cheek. "I will claw your eyes out of you make me watch that film again," she said.

"Everybody, pair up!" The teacher called and Kal grinned at Indianna.

"I'm going to kick some girl butt," he teased and Indianna shook her head.

"Count me out, I'm not breaking a nail," Kimberly scoffed and crossed her arms over her chest and took a step back.

"I guess I'm with you," Brooke grinned and turned to Tai.

"Don't you want to go with Harry?" Tai wondered and Brooke laughed.

"God no," she said and looked over her shoulder to where Harry was walking across the gym. "On second thoughts... Crap." Brooke narrowed her eyes at Harry who stopped in front of Brandon and raised his eyebrows. "Nope, that's not happening!"

Brooke suddenly rushed away and hurried over to Harry.

"What's up with her?" Tai asked.

"It's a long story," Indianna sighed and looked over as Brooke grabbed Harry's arm.

"Why is she stopping him? Let him kill the cunt," Kal grumbled.

Indianna sighed, but didn't object to Kal's comment. After a few minutes of Brooke and Harry bickering he sent a last glare to Brandon before grabbing Brooke's hand and walking back across the gym.

"You alright?" Kal asked Harry.

"Great," Harry snapped.

"You were going to hurt him," Brooke said. "I couldn't let that happen."

"After all he's done?" Harry growled.

Brooke cast her gaze to the floor and shrugged her shoulders.

"Guys, look who he's been partnered with," Kal said and they all looked over to see Brandon facing the new guy.

"This might be interesting," Harry murmured.

"Why?" Tai asked.

"Because he's a we-" Kimberly elbowed Kal in the stomach and glared at him. "Because Brandon's a wimp," Kal corrected.

"He's with my brother," Tai said.

"Brother?" Indianna repeated.

"Yes," Tai nodded.

"Why didn't you say anything?" Kimberly demanded.

"Because I don't go around telling my life story to strangers," Tai shrugged. "Sorry for the inconvenience that has caused," she added sarcastically.

"Lu- Indie!" A class member called and ran up to Indianna. "He's woken up."

Indianna's eyes went wide and Tai frowned as the whole group turned to the guy.

"Are you sure?" Harry snapped.

"Doc just called, he's awake."

"Shit," Kal cursed.

"We need to go," Indianna said.

"Wait, I thought whats-his-name was like dead," Kimberly said.

"He was in a coma," Brooke gasped. "He wasn't freaking dead!"

"Kim, his name is Ace," Kal frowned and shook his head at Kimberly.

Indianna looked at each of her friends and smiled. "Ace is awake."

Greyson, it's been a week.

I never thought heartbreak was a real thing, but in this week I've felt nothing but pain. Heartbreak is horrible. Loosing you is horrible. Living is horrible. I feel stupid, writing this when I know you will never read it, but I hope it helps. I hope it helps me in anyway possible.

Your funeral was agonising. I didn't want to go. I felt like attending was confirming that you were gone, and I didn't want to do that, not with your baby growing inside of me.

Everyone was shocked. I still am shocked.

I don't really know what they think. I haven't left my room. I can't step outside and see you everywhere, but not have you next to me.

I think I hear you sometimes, in my head. I know it's my imagination, but I so desperately want to hear the word sugar again.

I love you, and one day I know I'll see you again. I'll be able to apologise for not telling you. I wish you knew that you will soon have a child in this world. That will forever be one of my greatest regrets.

I'm sorry.

-Sugar

Greyson, I miss you.

I feel so alone.

I think my mother is dead.

I should feel sad, but I think all my pain is focused on you.

Rogue has taken control of the town. I've not witnessed it, I've still not stepped out of my room, but Brooke has told me. Apparently no one can go anywhere without being watched. He has men everywhere. The house is the only place where we are safe.

Ace still hasn't woken up. He's been in a coma since the battle. With him asleep and you gone... It falls to me. But I'm not a leader. I don't know what to do. I can't even leave my room. You always knew what to do, the pack looked up to you. I can't be a Luna, not without you.

I'm scared, Greyson.

I don't know what to do without you.

-Sugar

Greyson, I left my room today.

To leave the security of my room was scary. I saw pack members for the first time in three weeks. I thought they would be annoyed, for retreating into myself and not doing anything, but they were the opposite. They welcomed me back with open arms and were so supporting.

Your pack may seem scary on the outside, but they are so kind and strong, even in times likes this. Wait- our pack. Our pack is strong.

I still need you. I still need you to help me, but with the help of the pack, I'm sure we can manage for now.

But in the long run, I need you back, Greyson. I know it won't happen and I know I'm just fooling myself by writing these letters, but I can't help it.

I'll continue to write to you, Greyson.

For however long I need to.

-Sugar

Greyson, Rogue visited today.

It was unexpected. Then again, everything he does is a shock.

My mother is alive.

To say I was relieved was an overstatement.

I felt nothing.

He didn't say why he let her live. I think he doesn't want to give her the easy way out, he wants to make her suffer, it's what he does.

He gave me rules. He can do that now he owns the town. I have to do anything he wants, no matter what. If I refuse, he'll kill someone.

The way he talks about life is frightening. He has no remorse over the people he harms... Or kills.

I'm scared that the longer I'm forced to be around him, the longer I'm forced to be in this town... The more likely I am to become more like him. I don't want him to change me, but to live this life without you, Greyson, I'm going to have to change.

I miss you, and I love you.

-Sugar

Greyson, Ace is awake.

I feel sad, when I should feel happy. I was happy... before I had to tell him everything that had happened. Ace is such a kind soul, and he's woken up into a world of chaos. I couldn't tell him completely. I cried before I could finish talking, but he knew. He knew you were gone.

He was one of your best friends.

He just knew.

Everyone is relieved that he is alright, but as much as I wanted him to wake up, I was envious of him. He was clueless, sleeping peacefully. He didn't have to worry about anything, but now he has to worry about everything.

I need your help, Greyson. There's two new people in town. They're werewolves. They don't seem dangerous, but I don't know what to do. They've not made themselves known to us that they are werewolves, they're blending in. Acting like humans. Should I confront them? Let them come to us?

I don't know what to do, Greyson.

My head is all over the place today. My morning sickness is really getting to me and I miss you.

I miss you so fucking much. I miss your voice, your stupid ass comments, your touch, your smell... I miss you. I just want to hold you again. Feel your skin against mine. Feel those sparks that connect us. The sparks that are part of the bond that made me love you eternally.

I want you back, Greyson.

I-

Indianna stopped writing and wiped her eyes. She stared down at the paper and swallowed.

I love you.

-Sugar

She finished the letter and folded it in half and slid it into it's envelope. She knew he was never going to read them, but she addressed the letter to him anyway and placed it on the shelf beside the others.

The letters were her secret. They were silly, but they were her way of coping.

Indianna looked up when there was a knock at her door and she smiled softly when Kirstie walked in. "Hi," Indianna said.

"How you doing?" Kirstie asked.

Indianna shrugged her shoulders. "How are you?"

"I don't know when I'll fully be okay," Kirstie admitted. "I don't know when any of us will."

"I know the feeling," Indianna murmured.

"I was going to lay some flowers on his grave, did you want to come?" Kirstie asked cautiously. "Mum is going to be there."

Indianna swallowed and looked at her hands. "Um, no," she said and coughed. "You two go alone, I er... I need to... I've got to talk to Ace."

Kirstie sighed and nodded. "It's fine, Indie, be honest with me. It's not a bad thing that you can't face it. You'll go to his grave when you're ready."

Indianna looked up at Kirstie. "I don't know when I will be."

"You will."

"Give him my love," Indianna said quietly.

"You don't need to be at his grave to do that," Kirstie said and squeezed Indianna's hand comfortingly before leaving the room.

Indianna sighed and stood up, her eyes landed on the calendar hanging above her desk. The months had gone so quickly, she couldn't believe that it was nearing the end of the year. Next month she'd have to spend Christmas alone. Indianna pulled Greyson's jacket that she was wearing closer to her and made her way out of her room.

She found Ace in the medical room with Kal and Harry, they all had grave expressions. "Hey," she said quietly as she entered.

"Yo," Kal smiled, his expression brightening. "Guess who wants to come back to school?"

Indianna turned to Ace in surprise. "You've just woken up-"

"And I'm not going to help myself by lying here for days thinking about everything that has gone wrong," Ace said. "I feel fine. I am fine."

"Doc happens to disagree," Harry muttered.

"I'm not staying here for another week, I've lost a lot of time already, I want to try and get back to normal, to help," Ace insisted.

"What did Doc say?"