The wolf shifts into a handsome man, standing at a solid six foot three over my average five foot six frame. I rub my hand along his arm and he looks at me once more. His eyes flashing in pure murderous rage when they flick over my ripped top. He then turns to face the remaining four men.
“There is a small body of water in the woods beyond their vehicles. Clean yourself up.” He says, moving forward with a growl.
I turn my back on the grunting as the fighting ensues and I walk past their SUVs. I stare into a pool of water that reflects my blood-covered body in the early morning light. Blood blankets my chest and face as I kneel, feeling numb, and cup the cool liquid in my hands, scrubbing at my skin until it is raw.
The blood swirls in the water, looking like smoke from a recently snuffed-out candle. It’s mesmerizing as it lulls me into a trance. I try to keep my mind from wandering to the dark place blood always wants to take it. To the horrors of my past and the heartache of my empty future. But resisting the pull feels so fruitless and slowly I begin to fall back into the frightened girl who witnessed….
“Ivy” Enzo’s soft voice startles me and I jump, looking over my shoulder, then he slowly approaches me.
“You scared me, Enzo,” I mutter as I look back into the water.
It ripples when he reaches in and cleans his skin. My eyes are drawn to his movements and I shift my attention to him. His taut forearms and biceps flex and move as water mingles with blood dripping from the chords of his ripped muscles. It’s beautiful to watch the water dance along his skin, changing course with each movement. His hand comes to cup my face but stops short and falls to his lap.
“Are you okay?” He asks me, his brown eyes searching for the words I don’t want to say.
“I’m fine.” I scoff at him and roll my eyes. He is always so damn worried about me and anger has always been my easiest defense.
“He touched you–” His eyes are so angry and his pink lips are turned down in a sad frown.
“Shit, Enzo. I’m fine.” I motion to my body. “See! No injury.”
A growl rumbles in his chest and I swing my annoyed eyes up to meet his again.
“You are injured. You made me hurt you so you could play the part.” He grits out. “That goes against everything I stand for, Ivanya.”
“I know,” I say, trying to remain in control of my temper. “Five years, Enz. Five long years of training and fighting and learning. And we are so close.”
“I don’t like it. It’s too dangerous.” His voice is stern.
“You don’t have to like it.” I snap at him. “This is my family that we are avenging. You don’t like it? You can fucking leave.”
“Never.” He says in a panic, “I will never leave your side, Ivy. I made an oath.”
“You fulfilled your oath, Enzo. Long ago, when you helped me get out. You don’t owe me or anyone anything.”
“My allegiance is to you. Until death. You are my mistress. Without you, I am nothing.” He looks at me, his eyes are so full of… something I can’t place as he moistens his hand in the pool of water and swipes at my face.
I slap his hand away.
“Then stop questioning how I am doing things!” I snap. “I need this, Enzo.” I plead.
He holds my gaze, and his lips flatten into a straight line. He wants to say more, to bite back his own remark. And sometimes I wish he would give in and just be real with me. Talk to me like an equal. When he does, I feel normal. I miss normal. I miss when he was my friend and not just my worried protector.
“Yes, Mistress.” He says, dropping his gaze as he takes my hand and spins it, placing a kiss on the inside of my wrist. I instantly melt and feel bad for treating him like I have. Enzo has been there for me since my family was slaughtered. He and his family were our guards. They devoted their lives to protecting us at all costs. He lost his family as I lost mine. He doesn’t crave vengeance like I do, though.
“Forgive me, Enzo,” I whisper and droop into his side. His arm wraps around me and he tugs me close, dropping a kiss on the top of my head.
“It is already forgotten. Let me clean your face? Please?” He asks and I nod.
He releases me and stoops low into the water, wetting his hands and taking my face into his palms. He gently scrubs the blood from my face as I lean into his touch. A sigh leaves me with each stroke of his thumb as he washes away my stress. His eyes lock on mine and I watch him swallow hard before averting his gaze and looking over the rest of me.
“Let’s rummage for something for you to wear, and then we will rest for a few hours.”
“What do we do now?” I ask him, feeling small and a little needy.
“We stick to the plan. I will pretend to be the slave master. You will be my recently acquired slave.”
“And the other slaves?” I ask.
“They didn’t see anything. I will slip you in with them and claim them as my slaves now. Once they see the dead bodies, I doubt they will put up a fight.” He sounds so confident, so I nod and agree with his thoughts. Enzo always has the best ideas.
“If they do?” I ask.
“Then they die.” He shrugs as if the answer were so simple.
“Okay,”
He stands and helps me up, clasping his hand in mine, stroking his thumb over the sensitive flesh as he pulls me to the vehicle. After he searches for a short time, he provides me with an oversized white shirt. His eyes linger on my breast for a moment before he clears his throat and looks at the ground.
“Only have shirts.” He mutters. I quirk a brow.
“Do my boobs make you uncomfortable?” I ask him with a teasing lilt. He smirks at me and grins.
“No. They would have to be noticeable for me to be uncomfortable.” He throws me a wink and I punch his bicep.
“Jerk.” I grin as I yank the shirt over my body.
He takes my hand once more, looking down at our entwined fingers, and I watch his face for a moment. He always seems to like to have contact with me. I know most of it is trauma from both of us losing everyone else in our lives, but sometimes I worry we depend on each other far too much. What will happen when I find my mate at twenty-one? I can’t imagine my mate being happy about how close we are. But until then, I will relish his friendship and protection.
“Let’s go get you tossed in with the other slaves.” He mutters as he drags me along. We hit the desert sand once again, going back the way I came, and he releases my hand, stepping behind me when he comes to a small area where a group of dirty and hungry people all sit chained to a wall.
Enzo produces a key and unlocks the chain from the rocks where Ron locked it. Then he reaches out and takes my hands in his as he slaps metal cuffs on my wrists roughly. I gasp out when it twinges in pain, but he gives me nothing but a snarl and he shoves my hands away.
“Your slave master was killed. I am his replacement in the company that runs this trade.”
They say nothing as a woman sidles up to me and looks at my wrist with a gentle smile. My heart aches at the thought of all these people being sold between the prominent packs. All rogues or omegas who have escaped their pack only to be found in life worse than staying in their shitty home. My home wasn’t like that. Not that it matters now. It’s long gone… even so, I wonder where my old pack mates wound up.
“We are leaving now,” Enzo says, yanking on the chain. We lurch forward with a pained moan and follow behind him until we get to the largest vehicle and he opens the door, packing us inside.
By the time we arrive, my stomach is grumbling again and the slaves around me have still not uttered a single word. The door flies open and I’m yanked out by my hair and I cry out. I’m immediately slapped for my cries of pain and a few slaves help me up to my feet. A petite young woman paces in front of us looking us over with a look of distaste.
“Where is Ron?” she asks, stepping up to inspect a man. She tilts his head and sniffs him, gagging when she steps back. “He promised me the best.”
“Ron is dead,” Enzo says, sounding bored with her. “I’m his replacement.” His deep commanding voice has her stopping and looking at him for the first time, and I can see the delight in her eyes as she smiles at him coyly. She tucks loose hair behind her ear.
“Not such a poor replacement.” She says “I’m Haley. I’m the Beta’s daughter and in charge of taking in the new slaves and breaking them in. That type of thing.” She waves her hand around in the air animatedly.
Enzo raises a brow and sends her a sexy smile, and I gulp.
“You seem to know your trade well, Haley.”
Her smile turns to a frown, and she turns back around. “None of them will do.”
My eyes snap to Enzo, willing him to look at me, and I give him a look, telling him to make this fucking work. I can see his disapproval, but then he squares his shoulders and smiles brightly.
“There must be some mistake. I don’t bring inferior products, Haley. I’m not sure what I can do to change your mind.”
“This one looks like she has never seen a day’s work in her life.” She says, pointing to me. “This one is old and useless, this one smells, this one looks like she might fall over.”
“Haley, if I may…” Enzo steps forward and points to me. “This one was made for packhouse work. Easy on the eyes and timid. That one would be useful for cooking in the kitchens. Age means experience. And the smelly ones you can have doing labor outside, and the little one… she would make a good nanny for the baby pups after a few good meals. Relatable with her size and all.”
Haley steps into him. Her hand runs up his chest, but Enzo doesn’t flinch.
“Say I keep all your slaves. Does that mean you are done with your job for a while?”
Enzo smirks. “Mmm, if I sell this entire group, I get some much-needed time off. I’d have to find a pack to settle down at for a few weeks, of course.”
“Sold.” Haley practically falls over her words. She giggles a loud annoying high-pitched noise and I find a scowl on my face. I don’t like her or the look she is giving Enzo.
“But I don’t want you talking about any of those slaves being pretty again. Got it?” She licks her lips and then backs away from Enzo, turning her eyes to me. She sneers as she looks me up and down.
“Bella, take the slaves to the showers and get them cleaned and fed. Especially the blond. We are going to see what she is made of.”
“Of course, Haley,” Bella says, grabbing our chains from Enzo and leading us away, with Enzo watching me with worried eyes. His attention doesn’t go unnoticed by Haley, who scowls at me and grabs Enzo’s hand, dragging him the opposite direction.
The woman, whose name I assume is Bella, barks orders for us to strip down and quickly clean off. They give each of us a single bar of soap and a washcloth as we march by and step into the stream of water. I gasp when the ice-cold water runs down my scalp and seeps into my flesh, freezing me to the bone. I quickly lather the soap on my cloth and scrub myself clean and amble out before anyone else.A man looks me up and down with a look of disgust, stopping at my side as he leans over and touches my pink scar. He gives me a suspicious look but says nothing as he thrust clothes into my hands and gives me a rough push to keep moving. Then he repeats his process with everyone coming out of the showers. Every single slave that proceeds out after me looks empty and robotic. They exit, and turn in their soap and washcloth. He inspects their bodies and hands them generic clothing and no towel. I try to slip on the cotton panties and the white linen sports bra, but the water that clings to my
I bite down on my inner cheek, drawing blood in my attempt to veil my annoyance with Haley. She has been on a power trip the entire day, which is amusing considering she is the person who runs the household. It would seem little miss priss wants to prove something too little ole me. Which is both infuriating and painful.I heave a grunt as I lift the overstuffed recliner chair–for the seventh time in the past ten minutes. Lucky me, my duties all revolve around Haley and her terrible taste in design and setup. I roll my eyes when I hear the sound she makes when she hates it, even though I place the chair exactly where she proclaimed it would be perfect. She makes a tutting noise and I look at her from next to the chair.“Ivy, step away from it.” she tilts her head, her nose scrunching in disgust until I’m so far away I’m not even in her peripheral vision. “Ah! It is perfect. The problem the entire time was the trash that was next to it.”I remain quiet when she looks over at me and she
“Get out! Get out! GET OUT!” Haley screams from her room as slave after slave hurries out with red cheeks and fear in their eyes. Bella stands outside of the door, trying to control her tears as she breathes in and out deeply. “Fucking idiots, every single one of you! No fashion sense, no brains, nothing! Everyone here is dense and drab! AHHH!” Haley yells, slamming the door. I blink and then move past the door, heading down to the kitchen to set up Haleys’s lavish lunch. Cucumber sandwiches with scones and jelly. And don’t forget the fresh flowers. Oh, and heaven forbid I forget to use the fancy tea kettle for the tea she won’t drink because she hates it. Nothing like a werewolf in America being obsessed with British tv series. “Ivy, you have to help me,” Bella whispers, following behind me. “Please!” Her eyes are wide as she begs. “No way! She hates me.” I shoot back at her, continuing my way to the stairs. “IVY!” Haley’s voice calls from behind me and I stop, close my eyes to
~Enzo POV~Everyone is milling about the ballroom preparing the space for the ball. The one Ivy and I had no idea was happening until Haley demanded our makeup date be tonight at said ball. My gut boils at the thought of having to fawn over her for a whole evening. The only decent thing coming from giving her all my attention is we are getting closer to our goal. Then we can finally leave this hellhole.I came early, watching the servants weaving in and out, placing unnecessarily ornate flower pieces on every damn surface. As always, I go unnoticed, intentionally keeping to the shadows, trying to get a feel for this pack. There is a strange dynamic here. The beta and the alpha seem to never be around. Border patrol is out in droves, but they are blundering idiots who do a better job tripping over their feet than protecting anything. It calls into question… Where the hell are the leaders? I was hoping to investigate the pack house tonight. Had I known about the ball before I got stron
~Ivy POV~ Alpha James has spent the entire night floating from woman to woman, with Haley fluttering about like a fucking annoying gnat that he continually tries to bat away. It’s very obvious that she is dying for his approval. At some point, Enzo melded into the background and disappeared. That is his specialty, though. He has a knack for being invisible, even if he is mere feet away. I tried twice to garner Enzo’s attention, but he seemed to look right through me. When I turned, it annoyed me to find he was watching Haley with an intensity I had never seen. Haley spots him a few times and throws him a few air kisses, which makes him grin and shyly look down at his feet before tossing her a wink. I hate how Enzo and I parted ways. What I hate more, though, is not knowing what his “Fine” meant. Did he mean fine as in he would aid me, or fine he will leave? I can feel the grips of panic clawing at me when I think about him leaving, and I have to steady myself against the wall. In
Two weeks since the stupid ball and the few times I have been near Alpha James, he completely ignores me as if I don’t exist. Last week, Haley decided I was trustworthy enough to join pack runs with her as the designated clothing carrier. Bella actually scowled at me when Haley told her I would accompany her instead of Bella. On the first run, I didn’t really get why I had to carry spare clothes for her to wear, considering there are stores of random clothing all around the pack. But once she pulled on her sparkly jeans and unnecessary lace black bra with a tiny white tank. It was then that I understood her reasoning. Everything with Haley is a fashion statement. Which TYPE of fashion statement is the real question?Today marks my third pack run, and Haley is bound and determined to keep up with Alpha James. Almost a laughable feat if you ask me but, I’ll jog along beside her while she tries to stay near him. I have been waiting near the mouth of the woods for her to show up as instr
~Enzo POV~Ivy’s lips are soft and the moment I move to pull away, she chases my lips with hers. I shouldn’t let her kiss me. I should pull away and give her a cocky grin, making a joke about teaching her how to seduce someone. But her lips part for me and I’m lost. So fucking lost in her. My hand snakes up the smooth skin of her neck, sliding into her hair and pulling her close as I ease my tongue into her willing mouth. Willing. She is feeling this as much as I am right now, and that’s enough to send me over the moon. When her tongue collides with mine and it’s like a jolt of electricity burning its way through me, drawing a moan deep from within my chest. Her hands cling to my back, pulling me flush to her, her breast pressed against me in the most glorious of ways as her breathing grows erratic. Her hands roam my back muscles, her nails scraping through the fabric, sending shivers through me. I step into her, backing her against the wall, using my grip in her hair to tug her chi
~Ivy POV~Haley watches me walk out the door with an excited look on her face, and I roll my eyes, slamming it behind me. I stew in my slurry of emotions, trying to place them, going through my head and lining each emotion up with its stressor, only to find a few still lingering for no reason. I want to murder Haley for waking me up to deliver a letter to a man who clearly doesn’t want her. But then again… he made out with her tonight before he kissed me. And he didn’t just kiss me, he branded my fucking soul. I have never been kissed before and here it was my first time and he did it with Haley’s spit still fresh on his lips?“Gah!” I wipe hard at my mouth and try not to gag. “Asshole.” Enzo had no right to kiss me the way he did… ok, so maybe I asked him to help me learn to seduce someone, but was kissing me like that really teaching me? He acted so into it… so into me. And maybe that’s why it hurts? I used to have fantasies about kissing him. When I was a young high school girl
This was a very different type of book for me to write and to those of you who stuck it out with me, I so appreciate your dedication to see this through! It was rough for me, but we made it. so THANK YOU! I will be taking a short break from writing any new stories as I am pregnant and have morning sickness which hinders not only my sleep but my ability to keep food down. These last two weeks have been a struggle to make deadlines and ensure quality writing. I am hoping it goes away in a few weeks! I would love to see you all back for my future novels!Happy Reading!!
5 years later~Enzo POV~ James laughs at me as I pace the living room anxiously. It’s been years since we buried the hatchet. I hate to admit it but with him being so close to Caleb considering they are family now through the mate bonds that tie us all together, I’ve come to call James a friend. And a good one at that. Caleb made us sit down and have a very serious chat about Ivy and Sarah. I can’t say I would have subjected my mate to watching me pursue another woman in order to free her from the abuse she was living through. In fact, I know I would have just killed the fucker. But James and I are not the same. Where I had nothing to live for he was afraid to lose his mate, even after knowing he would have to give her up for her to be safe. I don’t think it makes him braver than me or my methods but it makes him honorable all the same. Sarah was subjected to far worse at the hands of James’ father. All because they were mates and James wanted to protect her. Only a monster uses th
8 Months later~Ivy POV~Enzo and I have been traveling as fast as possible to get back to Caleb and Clem. After taking a few months to travel and be together, just us, we are finally, frantically I might add, heading back home. Home where my brother and his mate share their alpha ship, home where I finally grieved my parents and Enzo’s. Home where my baby niece or nephew is waiting to meet us. Auntie Ivy. Uncle Enzo.Best nicknames ever if I say so myself. Honestly, Enzo seems to be more excited about it than I am, and that is saying something. We came to the agreement that we want one or two pups of our own one day. But not anytime soon. I have five years of ignorance to make up for by giving my man my undivided attention and all the love he could have ever dreamed of. “How much further until we hit the meadows?” I ask him anxiously as he tears down the road in the borrowed car. I use the word borrowed loosely here.“I would guess maybe fifteen minutes?” He says, scanning the roa
The breeze picks up as we stand in a freshly mown meadow. It whips my loose hair around my face. Caleb was insightful enough to have the areas where we would all walk and witness the ceremonial burning mowed, so we don’t set the entire area ablaze. Everyone stands in silence, all women in black dresses and men in black shirts and their choice of slacks. The amazing thing is there was no dress code, yet it looks like we had stripped the choice from everyone. To me, that’s what makes it seem more beautiful.We are all in mourning. Here we stand united with all those who came to acknowledge the terrible history of my brother and his mates’ newly acquired pack. The darkness that lingers in the trinkets and trophies of a man possessed by madness will soon be laid to rest and made free. No longer will he have a hold on me or any of the others who had loved ones that fell victim to the monster that was Jonathon. When James approaches with a wary-looking Sarah on his arm, the crowd watches wi
*Ivy POV*I sit with Clem as she vomits in the trash can in the kitchen. All I did was offer to make her eggs before we head out to the ceremony. I didn’t even pull them out, or crack them open. Just a loose suggestion to help with all her nausea, which she still claims is from a bug. Luckily for her, after my conversation with Caleb the other night, he stocked the fridge with ginger ale and the cupboard with plain old boring crackers. The original pack house is undergoing some massive renovations since it was abandoned for quite some time. I was under the impression James lived in this cabin we claimed as ours because he was never actually the true Alpha of the pack. Maybe that was part of the issue, maybe not. As lovely as the cabin is, it was made quickly and isn’t of the finest qualities. Which, if I’m being honest, lends to its charm and makes me like it all the more.Caleb and Clem have since moved into the little cabin with us, taking James’ old room and using his office for A
~Enzo POV~It’s been nice not being on edge every second of every day, strange, but nice. I can feel the change in Ivy, too. Hell, I can see it in her smile and eyes. She is lighter now, somehow unburdened and free to be who she was supposed to be before the darkness touched her. Is she perfect? No, she is flawed, like me. But there is beauty in imperfection, and it’s a beauty I plan to revel in until the day I die. Unfortunately, we have to get through some hurdles before I can fully relax with her. The first of which would be this memorial where we return the nasty-ass trophies that Jonathon collected from the Alpha’s he killed. Caleb and Clem have gone back and forth arguing about how to return the items. Clem is convinced we should return them wrapped in ornate fabric and sewn shut to not cause more distress than the entire ordeal is already doing.Caleb agrees with her in this regard, but where they differ is Clem thinks they deserve to know what the fabric contains. She says th
A week ago today I killed the man who ruined my life. A week and a half ago I almost lost my fated mate at that same man’s hand. It’s crazy how life can feel useless when you are searching for revenge. I would like to say that getting said revenge didn’t feel good, that I realized I was wrong and a life for a life doesn’t undo the pain. It’s accurate enough, I guess it doesn’t take away the pain of the loss. But it sure a shit feels good to know I was strong enough to avenge them.Would I change the events that led me to where I am at this moment? Perhaps that’s a better question for a day further down the road. It’s all still too fresh. I need more time for reality to settle in. For now, we will take things day by day. And today is a yard work day. When I was a slave for Haley, she made me do some landscaping with Garrett. At first, it was stupid and hot, but I think that was more because what Haley wanted was not attainable. What I want here in the front of this little cabin is smal
~Ivy POV~The house is silent as I wash the dishes and stare out the window. It’s strange being here, in a place I am comfortable in, with the people I love. The thought makes my heart swell while simultaneously making me fear that at any moment, someone will rip it all away. That seems to be the common theme in my life. One minute I’m happy and the next I’m falling apart. Warm hands circle my waist and Enzo’s chin finds the crook of my neck. He says nothing, only sighs in contentment as he looks at our reflection in the window. This man has been my constant for over five years. My companion and my protector, but I have never seen him more himself than I see right now. It’s like all the sorrow and pain in my life has led me here, to this very moment of utter peace in the arms of the man who was fated to be mine.“What do you think would have happened?” Enzo asks. I place the cup in my hand to the side and tilt my head.“What do you mean?” I ask. Enzo lets go of me and spins me to fac
I find Clem and Ivy sitting at the kitchen island in silence, staring at the backsplash over the oven with distant faces. I lean against the doorjamb, watching as Ivy slips her arm over Clem as her face falls into her hands and she cries. It’s strange, watching Ivy be the one doing the comforting, but the more I stand here, the more it seems to make sense. Caleb needs time to digest what he saw. I push off the frame and walk into the kitchen, pulling the kettle out and filling it with water.“He closed off the emotional link,” Clem whispers, looking up at me with sad eyes. I frown at her and slide my eyes over to Ivy, who watches me intently. “Caleb is showering and then he will be down for tea.” I sigh, spinning and placing the kettle on the stove. “He needs a few minutes of silence.”Clem nods her head. “He blames me, doesn’t he?” she asks so softly.“No,” Ivy responds instantly. “If he blamed you, he wouldn’t have mated with you. Caleb thought all of us were dead. He may not have