I bite down on my inner cheek, drawing blood in my attempt to veil my annoyance with Haley. She has been on a power trip the entire day, which is amusing considering she is the person who runs the household. It would seem little miss priss wants to prove something too little ole me. Which is both infuriating and painful.
I heave a grunt as I lift the overstuffed recliner chair–for the seventh time in the past ten minutes. Lucky me, my duties all revolve around Haley and her terrible taste in design and setup. I roll my eyes when I hear the sound she makes when she hates it, even though I place the chair exactly where she proclaimed it would be perfect. She makes a tutting noise and I look at her from next to the chair.
“Ivy, step away from it.” she tilts her head, her nose scrunching in disgust until I’m so far away I’m not even in her peripheral vision. “Ah! It is perfect. The problem the entire time was the trash that was next to it.”
I remain quiet when she looks over at me and she pretends to sniff in my direction, then scowls.
“What trash?” Bella asks, a look of horror on her face as she scours the perfectly clean floor. Haley rolls her eyes and walks out of the room. She peeks her head back in and looks at me.
“The lawn keeper is putting pavers and bricks in to build me the perfect front yard. I told them I had the perfect person to help.” And then she is gone.
“Where is the trash she is talking about?” Bella asks.
I roll my eyes at Bella and her ridiculous fear of the prissy bitch who just referred to me as trash and make my way outside. When I make it to the overwhelming pile of heavy pavers and bricks, I look to find the guys I am supposed to be helping. I sit and wait in the blistering sun for two hours before someone finally shows up. His sandy hair glistens in the sunlight and I frown at how he can get his hair to be so shiny and healthy with the shitty bars they gave us to wash all of ourselves with.
“Hey. I was waiting for you to show up hours ago. I’m Ivy.” I extend my hand out and he regards me with an incredulous look before lifting a brow and nodding.
“Garret,” He says, his voice a low murmur as he looks around. “You are the only slave they sent to help me?”
“Apparently.” I shrug.
“Damn. What did you do to make Haley hate you so much?”
I quirk a brow, a small smile on my lips.
“Whatever do you mean? Haley and I are besties. I spent all morning helping her decorate and later tonight I’m going to braid her hair and tell her all about my dream boy.” I say, laying the sarcasm on thick.
He grins and shakes his head.
“Yeah, I can see why she is punishing you.”
I give him a scowl and he throws his hands up in a placating manner.
“Hey! I don’t think you deserve it. I’m just saying you don’t look like you have been broken yet. She usually breaks her slaves, so they are afraid of her.”
Suddenly Bella’s reaction and fear make much more sense. I suppose when you are conditioned with fear; you want to avoid what causes it. However, I will not be here long enough to pretend to fear her.
“And she broke you too, then?” I ask, moving to grab three pavers. Garrett moves next to me to collect five of his own and I try not to scowl at the overachiever.
“Nope. I slept my way to the top.” He shoots me a sexy grin and I give my best-impressed face.
“Yeah, Haley gave me that option, too. She was super disappointed when I told her I’m strictly dickly.”
Garrett laughs out loud and I follow him to where he places the pavers down on the ground. After he stops laughing, I look at him and narrow my eyes. He rolls his and sighs heavily.
“I wasn’t joking. Yes, I’m the lawn keeper, but I’m a pack member now. Took me three years of hard work and a week of being her fuck buddy to be promoted to pack member. Now she wants nothing to do with me. Thank the heavens.” He grits out and I grin at him.
“That bad, huh?”
“I would have rather done another three years.” He says, cringing when we grab more from the pile.
I chuckle and reach for more, opting to grab five like him and he lifts a brow in a challenge, adding two more to his pile. We work that way for about an hour, placing the pavers down in the walkway and then organizing them in the exact pattern that Haley wants.
“This looks like crap” He frowns at the pattern that makes no sense.
“Yeah, well, you ran out of pavers.”
“I ordered the right amount for a normal pathway. She keeps changing the stupid design.” He says throwing the paper he was comparing the design to on the ground. I sigh and bend down, plucking the white paper from the moist grass and opening it up.
He is right. This design looks like someone threw up several ideas and instead of deciding, they landed on all of them at the same time. I squat down and look at the pavers from another angle, trying to wrap my head around what the hell Haley was thinking. When I stand back up, I realize that if we take it two wide instead of three, we can stretch our pavers further.
“I mean, it won’t be pretty, mostly because the design is shit,” He chuckles and runs a hand through his hair. But what if we go two wide instead of the three and occasional four? I think if we eliminate the hopscotch look, we would be better suited to hit the awkward turns. “
“Yeah, but that would be too easy. She specifically wanted three across.”
“Then get more pavers?”
“Ugh. This sucks.”
I offer him a small smile and he moves shoulder to shoulder with me as we look over the specs one more time so he can make the best decision. My head jerks hard into Garrett’s shoulder, bouncing off him as his hands move to steady me. Then the pain registers. My knees buckle and somehow there are four Garretts instead of the one, all of them staring at me with a look of shock and calling out my name.
My head throbs and I swear something warm is dripping from the temple. Words escape me as I try to move or inform Garrett that I think I will live and then she appears in my sights and everything snaps into place. I blink over and over to clear my teary eyes and then I clutch to Garrett so I can stand upright.
My hand gets swatted away and I’m left to fend for myself as my knees drop to the ground and I land on my hands. Vomit erupts from my lips as the pain takes hold of me, growing worse with every breath. What the fuck did she hit me with?
“What the shit Haley!” I hear Garrett yelling and I shake my head hard, trying to force my eyes to work.
“She was all over you. I won’t have sluts in my house.”
“She was helping me figure out how many more pavers I needed because you changed the design again.” He seethes, moving away from her and helping me up. “She needs to see the healer.”
“Bella, bring the healer here and have him wait to see Ivy in her room,” Haley says flatly.
My vision finally focuses and I gingerly reach out to touch my head, feeling the sticky texture of blood mingled with my hair and my eyes widen when I look at my fingers.
“You hit me?” I ask, looking up at her and she rolls her eyes.
“No. Of course not.” She says unconvincingly.
“She threw a brick at you.”
“Oh.” I blink, then blink again. “Good thing I caught it with my face, huh?”
Garrett looks at me like I’m crazy and I try to grin, but it turns into a grimace as the pain takes hold of my head, squeezing it like a vice grip.
“You don’t cope with shit well, do you?” Garrett asks in a low mutter.
“Hah,” I garble out as the world goes dark.
“Ivyana…” Enzo’s voice says as the bed dips. I groan as I peel my heavy lids open and stare into Enzo’s angry eyes. His hand reaches out skimming the outline of the bandage and then his eyes are on mine, full of question and such intensity my mouth feels dry.
“Water…” I rasp out and he is gone in an instant, moving to the bathroom where he flicks the light on and grabs me a cup of water using my standard-issue cup. The only dish I am allowed to have in my room.
I take a few sips before he removes it from my hands and places it on the side. I fake a yawn and puff my pillow, laying down trying to avoid talking about my injury. After a few minutes, I turn and I gasp in pain as my tender temple hits the plush pillow.
After watching me struggle, Enzo sighs and motions for me to move as he inserts himself behind me, leaning back against the headboard. He then bends forward and grabs me with ease, pulling me to him so my head rests easily on the pillow between his legs and on his thigh.
I sneak a peek up at him, taking in his firm jawline and perfect angelic features. Maybe it’s the hit on my head or maybe it’s the tenderness in his touch either way right now… there is something fluttering in my stomach.
He looks down at me, catching me staring, and the corner of his lip lifts in a cocky grin. It reminds me of the times he would always pretend to let me win when we were sparring at Angelica’s. She would always get so angry at him for letting me win, and every time, his answer was the same. “If Ivy loses, then I lose. If I lose, she wins, and Ivy must always win.”
Not that I needed to win all the time. I never threw a fit when someone beat me and I never complained about doing hard work, but Enzo takes his oath seriously. And he seriously wants me to be safe at all times. Which sucks for him, because I am the opposite.
“You need to tell me what happened,” he demands softly, his eyes filling again with worry.
I offer him a small frown.
“Haley—” I barely get her name out before he is trying to move away from me. I can only assume he wants to head to Haley’s room. “Stop.” I hiss and he freezes, his eyes full of murder as he is half raised to move away. I give him a glare and he sighs heavily before dropping back down.
“Continue,” he mutters.
“Oh? You’ll let me?” I snark at him and he tries to hide his smile. “Unbelievable, Enzo. You need to think about the mission. You can’t go off all angry trying to kill people because they piss you off.”
“... I could…”
“But you won’t,” I grit through my teeth. “Understood?”
He drops his head back on the headboard before looking back down at me and nodding.
“Yes, Ivy. Now please tell me what happened.”
“Haley…” I freeze and look at him and he rolls his eyes. “Threw a brick at my head.”
Enzo’s whole body freezes, and I watch as his jaw clenches repeatedly. His eyes slowly close as he focuses on his breathing, rhythmic breaths, in and out until he is calm enough to look at me.
“Let me kill her.” He demands so softly as he reaches down and runs his fingers along my shoulder and arm.
“Not today, Enz. Not today. And I’m going to need you to control that anger around her… because I’m going to need you to ask her out.” I toss my chin back so I can see his full face and he looks down at me angrily but instead of anger I see resigned defeat and he groans before nodding his head.
“I will hate every second.”
“I would expect nothing less.” I grin.
“Should I shift now or wait for you to fall asleep?” he asks me softly. I turn to my side and snuggle into his lap, making sure he can’t see the blush on my cheeks.
“Ummm, you can stay in human form the whole night… if you want.”
“Yes, mistress,” he says, his voice sounding breathy.
“And you could you, maybe, move behind me… So I don’t turn that way and hurt my head?”
I swear I can hear him swallow before mumbling a low yes and extracting himself from me before moving up behind me and wrapping his big muscular arms around me.
“Get out! Get out! GET OUT!” Haley screams from her room as slave after slave hurries out with red cheeks and fear in their eyes. Bella stands outside of the door, trying to control her tears as she breathes in and out deeply. “Fucking idiots, every single one of you! No fashion sense, no brains, nothing! Everyone here is dense and drab! AHHH!” Haley yells, slamming the door. I blink and then move past the door, heading down to the kitchen to set up Haleys’s lavish lunch. Cucumber sandwiches with scones and jelly. And don’t forget the fresh flowers. Oh, and heaven forbid I forget to use the fancy tea kettle for the tea she won’t drink because she hates it. Nothing like a werewolf in America being obsessed with British tv series. “Ivy, you have to help me,” Bella whispers, following behind me. “Please!” Her eyes are wide as she begs. “No way! She hates me.” I shoot back at her, continuing my way to the stairs. “IVY!” Haley’s voice calls from behind me and I stop, close my eyes to
~Enzo POV~Everyone is milling about the ballroom preparing the space for the ball. The one Ivy and I had no idea was happening until Haley demanded our makeup date be tonight at said ball. My gut boils at the thought of having to fawn over her for a whole evening. The only decent thing coming from giving her all my attention is we are getting closer to our goal. Then we can finally leave this hellhole.I came early, watching the servants weaving in and out, placing unnecessarily ornate flower pieces on every damn surface. As always, I go unnoticed, intentionally keeping to the shadows, trying to get a feel for this pack. There is a strange dynamic here. The beta and the alpha seem to never be around. Border patrol is out in droves, but they are blundering idiots who do a better job tripping over their feet than protecting anything. It calls into question… Where the hell are the leaders? I was hoping to investigate the pack house tonight. Had I known about the ball before I got stron
~Ivy POV~ Alpha James has spent the entire night floating from woman to woman, with Haley fluttering about like a fucking annoying gnat that he continually tries to bat away. It’s very obvious that she is dying for his approval. At some point, Enzo melded into the background and disappeared. That is his specialty, though. He has a knack for being invisible, even if he is mere feet away. I tried twice to garner Enzo’s attention, but he seemed to look right through me. When I turned, it annoyed me to find he was watching Haley with an intensity I had never seen. Haley spots him a few times and throws him a few air kisses, which makes him grin and shyly look down at his feet before tossing her a wink. I hate how Enzo and I parted ways. What I hate more, though, is not knowing what his “Fine” meant. Did he mean fine as in he would aid me, or fine he will leave? I can feel the grips of panic clawing at me when I think about him leaving, and I have to steady myself against the wall. In
Two weeks since the stupid ball and the few times I have been near Alpha James, he completely ignores me as if I don’t exist. Last week, Haley decided I was trustworthy enough to join pack runs with her as the designated clothing carrier. Bella actually scowled at me when Haley told her I would accompany her instead of Bella. On the first run, I didn’t really get why I had to carry spare clothes for her to wear, considering there are stores of random clothing all around the pack. But once she pulled on her sparkly jeans and unnecessary lace black bra with a tiny white tank. It was then that I understood her reasoning. Everything with Haley is a fashion statement. Which TYPE of fashion statement is the real question?Today marks my third pack run, and Haley is bound and determined to keep up with Alpha James. Almost a laughable feat if you ask me but, I’ll jog along beside her while she tries to stay near him. I have been waiting near the mouth of the woods for her to show up as instr
~Enzo POV~Ivy’s lips are soft and the moment I move to pull away, she chases my lips with hers. I shouldn’t let her kiss me. I should pull away and give her a cocky grin, making a joke about teaching her how to seduce someone. But her lips part for me and I’m lost. So fucking lost in her. My hand snakes up the smooth skin of her neck, sliding into her hair and pulling her close as I ease my tongue into her willing mouth. Willing. She is feeling this as much as I am right now, and that’s enough to send me over the moon. When her tongue collides with mine and it’s like a jolt of electricity burning its way through me, drawing a moan deep from within my chest. Her hands cling to my back, pulling me flush to her, her breast pressed against me in the most glorious of ways as her breathing grows erratic. Her hands roam my back muscles, her nails scraping through the fabric, sending shivers through me. I step into her, backing her against the wall, using my grip in her hair to tug her chi
~Ivy POV~Haley watches me walk out the door with an excited look on her face, and I roll my eyes, slamming it behind me. I stew in my slurry of emotions, trying to place them, going through my head and lining each emotion up with its stressor, only to find a few still lingering for no reason. I want to murder Haley for waking me up to deliver a letter to a man who clearly doesn’t want her. But then again… he made out with her tonight before he kissed me. And he didn’t just kiss me, he branded my fucking soul. I have never been kissed before and here it was my first time and he did it with Haley’s spit still fresh on his lips?“Gah!” I wipe hard at my mouth and try not to gag. “Asshole.” Enzo had no right to kiss me the way he did… ok, so maybe I asked him to help me learn to seduce someone, but was kissing me like that really teaching me? He acted so into it… so into me. And maybe that’s why it hurts? I used to have fantasies about kissing him. When I was a young high school girl
~Enzo POV~Ivy whimpers in her sleep as she wiggles, trying to get more comfortable. I ease us down the bed further and carefully spin to lay her on her side, facing me. My hand reaches out to stroke the loose hair from her face and she moans, chasing the warmth of my hand by tilting her chin up. Her lips are right there, pouty and pink. Looking more tempting now that I know how they taste.When the alarm goes off, she mumbles and groans, scrubbing her hands down her face before rubbing the sleepiness from her eyes and looking at me. I offer her a small smile, relishing the very rare moment where it gets to feel like she is really mine.“I spoke with the Alpha last night,” she says, her voice a soft whisper.“I know,” I admit.“You followed? Did you follow me the entire way?” She asks, her eyes watching me closely.“No.” “Where did you go after you followed me?”“I went to shower.” I give her a shrug and she eyes me suspiciously before crawling from the bed and moving to her dresser.
~Ivy POV~Enzo watches me from the living room couch where Haley is sprawled on his lap giggling at the tv screen. Now and then, she will look up and mutter something to him, and he will look down at her and touch her cheek. Twice now she has thrown glares in my direction. It’s been like this since I ran into the alpha two weeks ago. Strangely enough, she hasn’t laid a hand on me since then, nor has she been using me as a go-between when sending her sweet little love letters to Enzo. Bella now has the great honor of doing such tasks. I have been able to see James, as he has asked me to call him, only a handful of times since our initial conversation. He is different from what I thought he would be, and I’d be lying to myself if I didn’t confess that I enjoy his company. James seems to be someone with immeasurable patience and zero tolerance for violence. It is still strange to me that he isn’t seen much during the day in his own pack, but then again, the more I get to know him, the
This was a very different type of book for me to write and to those of you who stuck it out with me, I so appreciate your dedication to see this through! It was rough for me, but we made it. so THANK YOU! I will be taking a short break from writing any new stories as I am pregnant and have morning sickness which hinders not only my sleep but my ability to keep food down. These last two weeks have been a struggle to make deadlines and ensure quality writing. I am hoping it goes away in a few weeks! I would love to see you all back for my future novels!Happy Reading!!
5 years later~Enzo POV~ James laughs at me as I pace the living room anxiously. It’s been years since we buried the hatchet. I hate to admit it but with him being so close to Caleb considering they are family now through the mate bonds that tie us all together, I’ve come to call James a friend. And a good one at that. Caleb made us sit down and have a very serious chat about Ivy and Sarah. I can’t say I would have subjected my mate to watching me pursue another woman in order to free her from the abuse she was living through. In fact, I know I would have just killed the fucker. But James and I are not the same. Where I had nothing to live for he was afraid to lose his mate, even after knowing he would have to give her up for her to be safe. I don’t think it makes him braver than me or my methods but it makes him honorable all the same. Sarah was subjected to far worse at the hands of James’ father. All because they were mates and James wanted to protect her. Only a monster uses th
8 Months later~Ivy POV~Enzo and I have been traveling as fast as possible to get back to Caleb and Clem. After taking a few months to travel and be together, just us, we are finally, frantically I might add, heading back home. Home where my brother and his mate share their alpha ship, home where I finally grieved my parents and Enzo’s. Home where my baby niece or nephew is waiting to meet us. Auntie Ivy. Uncle Enzo.Best nicknames ever if I say so myself. Honestly, Enzo seems to be more excited about it than I am, and that is saying something. We came to the agreement that we want one or two pups of our own one day. But not anytime soon. I have five years of ignorance to make up for by giving my man my undivided attention and all the love he could have ever dreamed of. “How much further until we hit the meadows?” I ask him anxiously as he tears down the road in the borrowed car. I use the word borrowed loosely here.“I would guess maybe fifteen minutes?” He says, scanning the roa
The breeze picks up as we stand in a freshly mown meadow. It whips my loose hair around my face. Caleb was insightful enough to have the areas where we would all walk and witness the ceremonial burning mowed, so we don’t set the entire area ablaze. Everyone stands in silence, all women in black dresses and men in black shirts and their choice of slacks. The amazing thing is there was no dress code, yet it looks like we had stripped the choice from everyone. To me, that’s what makes it seem more beautiful.We are all in mourning. Here we stand united with all those who came to acknowledge the terrible history of my brother and his mates’ newly acquired pack. The darkness that lingers in the trinkets and trophies of a man possessed by madness will soon be laid to rest and made free. No longer will he have a hold on me or any of the others who had loved ones that fell victim to the monster that was Jonathon. When James approaches with a wary-looking Sarah on his arm, the crowd watches wi
*Ivy POV*I sit with Clem as she vomits in the trash can in the kitchen. All I did was offer to make her eggs before we head out to the ceremony. I didn’t even pull them out, or crack them open. Just a loose suggestion to help with all her nausea, which she still claims is from a bug. Luckily for her, after my conversation with Caleb the other night, he stocked the fridge with ginger ale and the cupboard with plain old boring crackers. The original pack house is undergoing some massive renovations since it was abandoned for quite some time. I was under the impression James lived in this cabin we claimed as ours because he was never actually the true Alpha of the pack. Maybe that was part of the issue, maybe not. As lovely as the cabin is, it was made quickly and isn’t of the finest qualities. Which, if I’m being honest, lends to its charm and makes me like it all the more.Caleb and Clem have since moved into the little cabin with us, taking James’ old room and using his office for A
~Enzo POV~It’s been nice not being on edge every second of every day, strange, but nice. I can feel the change in Ivy, too. Hell, I can see it in her smile and eyes. She is lighter now, somehow unburdened and free to be who she was supposed to be before the darkness touched her. Is she perfect? No, she is flawed, like me. But there is beauty in imperfection, and it’s a beauty I plan to revel in until the day I die. Unfortunately, we have to get through some hurdles before I can fully relax with her. The first of which would be this memorial where we return the nasty-ass trophies that Jonathon collected from the Alpha’s he killed. Caleb and Clem have gone back and forth arguing about how to return the items. Clem is convinced we should return them wrapped in ornate fabric and sewn shut to not cause more distress than the entire ordeal is already doing.Caleb agrees with her in this regard, but where they differ is Clem thinks they deserve to know what the fabric contains. She says th
A week ago today I killed the man who ruined my life. A week and a half ago I almost lost my fated mate at that same man’s hand. It’s crazy how life can feel useless when you are searching for revenge. I would like to say that getting said revenge didn’t feel good, that I realized I was wrong and a life for a life doesn’t undo the pain. It’s accurate enough, I guess it doesn’t take away the pain of the loss. But it sure a shit feels good to know I was strong enough to avenge them.Would I change the events that led me to where I am at this moment? Perhaps that’s a better question for a day further down the road. It’s all still too fresh. I need more time for reality to settle in. For now, we will take things day by day. And today is a yard work day. When I was a slave for Haley, she made me do some landscaping with Garrett. At first, it was stupid and hot, but I think that was more because what Haley wanted was not attainable. What I want here in the front of this little cabin is smal
~Ivy POV~The house is silent as I wash the dishes and stare out the window. It’s strange being here, in a place I am comfortable in, with the people I love. The thought makes my heart swell while simultaneously making me fear that at any moment, someone will rip it all away. That seems to be the common theme in my life. One minute I’m happy and the next I’m falling apart. Warm hands circle my waist and Enzo’s chin finds the crook of my neck. He says nothing, only sighs in contentment as he looks at our reflection in the window. This man has been my constant for over five years. My companion and my protector, but I have never seen him more himself than I see right now. It’s like all the sorrow and pain in my life has led me here, to this very moment of utter peace in the arms of the man who was fated to be mine.“What do you think would have happened?” Enzo asks. I place the cup in my hand to the side and tilt my head.“What do you mean?” I ask. Enzo lets go of me and spins me to fac
I find Clem and Ivy sitting at the kitchen island in silence, staring at the backsplash over the oven with distant faces. I lean against the doorjamb, watching as Ivy slips her arm over Clem as her face falls into her hands and she cries. It’s strange, watching Ivy be the one doing the comforting, but the more I stand here, the more it seems to make sense. Caleb needs time to digest what he saw. I push off the frame and walk into the kitchen, pulling the kettle out and filling it with water.“He closed off the emotional link,” Clem whispers, looking up at me with sad eyes. I frown at her and slide my eyes over to Ivy, who watches me intently. “Caleb is showering and then he will be down for tea.” I sigh, spinning and placing the kettle on the stove. “He needs a few minutes of silence.”Clem nods her head. “He blames me, doesn’t he?” she asks so softly.“No,” Ivy responds instantly. “If he blamed you, he wouldn’t have mated with you. Caleb thought all of us were dead. He may not have